I Didn't Know That I Was Starving Til I Tasted You

i didn't know that i was starving til i tasted you

something inside me's changed, i was so much younger yesterday

i cry myself to sleep every night, begging for the universe or god or whoever or whatever to just end me already.

every time i wake up, i'm sad and angry. like seriously? i have to do this shit again?!!

i wish i had the guts to end it. i'm so tired of being in chronic emotional/mental pain every day, and nothing helps anymore.

Do deers know coquette bitches are obsessed with them

F@t feelings

No one is going to ask if you've eaten and if you say you haven't, it's not a cause for concern.

No ones going to even take notice if you've 🌟ved for 72 hrs.

If you say "I'm bloated" people would most definitely think you ate a lot.

If you don't eat anything, then you're just trying to act #sk1nny.

If you say my clothes feel loose. To people around you it's like "Well it's impossible for clothes to be loose on you"

If you drink water, WATER. Then it's like you're trying to be healthy for what

If you try to dress a bit nicer, then you're trying to disguise how b1g you are

If you don't dress nicely, then you're just a slob.

If you say you're not hungry, then others would think you're lying.

If you say you're hungry then they'd think "Of course you would be"

If you sit in the front of a car then people would think you need the extra space cause you're so b1g

If you sit in the back then they'd say "there's no room for others" or "the car can't drive over humps"

If you wear a dress you look too b1g

If you wear a top then you're belly shows too much

If you lie down on your back then you look like a beached whale

If you lie on your front you're trying to hide your belly

If you wear flats then "You're too heavy for heels"

If you wear heels then "You look like you're struggling"

If you sit on the sofa then "Couch potato"

If you sit on the floor then "You'll break the sofa of course you'd sit there"

If you get onto a lift "The weight limit is 1500kg"

If you take the stairs "You'll be tired after 2 steps"

It's too much

I'm so tired

Cher, 1975

you killed me without actually killing me, you turned me into a zombie, but now you're haunting me and there's no escape from you