My Dear | Loki Laufeyson

My dear | Loki Laufeyson

Sumarry → After faking his death, Loki discovers that his lover is definitely dead.

Pairing → Loki X Avenger!Reader | Word Count → 756

A/N → This is sad, so if you don't like it, or are sensitive, please don't read it, I almost never write something sad so you can read a lot of happy things if you visit my masterlist ♡ English is not my first language, so I’m sorry for any mistakes.

"I thought you were dead, I cried for you." Thor says, as soon as Loki came out of his Odin form.

"I'm flattered, but brother... where's Y/n." Loki asks looking around looking for his beloved.

"Loki, Lady Y/n is dead." Thor speaks, and Loki laughs as he shakes his head.

"Your humor is funny Thor, I've learned my lesson." Loki says looking at Thor, who continues with the same serious expression.

"I also wish that was a lie."

"No…that's impossible, hell she was stronger than me, she…she was stronger than you!"

"She died a hero in the land-".

"And how the hell would that make me feel better? Where were you? It was your job to take care of the land, not hers!" Loki says yelling at Thor.

"Loki..."

"Thor please, if this is a bad joke." Loki says feeling a lump in his throat, and his eyes burn like never before.

"I'm sorry brother." Loki feels his knees sinking to the ground, and him leaning his head on the ground with his eyes closed, as he remembers his beloved's angelic face.

"Please Thor, take me to where her body is"

Well, Loki sure imagined Y/n in a lot of ways, but none of them were six feet below the ground, he loved her so damn much, he loves her so much, but look at him now, staring at a rock with his beautiful name etched on it.

Thor watched from afar not wanting to disturb his brother's moment, it hurt him too, he missed her so much so he couldn't imagine what Loki was feeling.

"Hi my love I... missed you so much my dear." Loki says already feeling his throat closing up.

"How I wish I could see your little face again." He says kneeling down and stroking the headstone.

"But I'm glad you died the way you wanted." Loki smiles softly as he remembers the conversation he had with Y/na a while back.

"When I die, I hope to at least die a heroine." Y/n said lying on Loki's chest

"Don't say that dear" He closes his eyes, not liking the mention of 'death' and 'Y/n' in the same sentence.

"Come on Loki, I'm not saying I'm going to die tomorrow." She lifts herself from Loki's chest and kisses his cheek.

"You better not"

"Forgive me honey, I wasn't good enough for you, I couldn't save you or give you all the love you deserved." Loki says now crying

"But you need to know that you were always the only one my love, and you will always be the only one"

"The only one who ever had my body, soul and heart, and always will, and I was a fool not to have told you that while you were here." Loki leans his forehead against the headstone with his eyes closed.

"I also never told you that I think about you every hour, minute and second of my day, and I remember our moments not to freak out for good." he laughs softly

"You will be so missed my love, not just for me, but for the fool of Thor, Asgard, the avengers and the land too... you know to this day I can't understand how a fool like me got a hero like you, a queen , my queen.” He laughs and wipes the tears with his hands.

"I'm going to miss your smile so much, the nicknames you used to give me…the feel of your hands touching me." Loki closes his eyes, trying to imagine Y/n touching his skin.

"You always saw the best in me, in fact you always saw the best in everyone, how did you do that?"

"Brother, we have to go now." Thor says putting his hand on Loki's shoulder.

Loki was so focused he didn't even see Thor approaching.

"I have to go now dear...but I promise I will visit you often." Loki kisses the stone with his eyes closed and gets up from the ground still crying.

Thor watched his brother, and he couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart, Y/n was amazing, the only one Loki ever loved, and surely the only one he will ever love and will definitely be missed.

"Goodbye Lady Y/n" Thor says bowing a little.

"My beautiful angel" he says looking at the sky.