You're More Than Just A Spoiled Brat. You're A Traumatized Child... You Went Through Things Nobody Ever

You're more than just a spoiled brat. You're a traumatized child... you went through things nobody ever should, even before your first death...

No wonder she couldn't love me... *weeps even more* who could love a damaged little dumpster diver who lived most of her life like Rapunzel, locked away in her room, singing to the birds like a complete loon.

Maybe mother was right... maybe I should've married Frumplebucket's son... THE REAL TREVOR GAYLORD ya know before Cyn snapped his neck at the gala

:( J isn't handling this much better than you are

she doesn't want me around... it'd be a mistake... If you want to see me die, I'll go over there and confront her.

20 likes on this post and I'll go over there and die trying to apologize

You’re such a spoiled brat, protected like a princess and now behaving like your mother. What a pitiful outcome.

What would you know anyways? -crying- You don't know how it feels to have everything and make one little mistake and lose everything. And you're so desperate because you loved someone so much you traded your soul, but were tricked into almost killing your childhood friend.... And I am not behaving like my mother, she couldn't love anything except herself... .... but... I... I am a spoiled brat... I had the most wonderful, yet dangerous, lady, NOT A DRONE BECAUSE SHE WAS SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT, right with me... by my side... After everything, there was peace and solace and safety...

And I squandered it... *she hugged herself as she fell to the ground crying* Oh anon, Serial Designation J is beautiful, but like the most beautiful flowers, they can be so poisonous..

Hey you realize that your wig, ya know the one you cut was one J sewed for you with love?

-her eyes well up with LED tears- I KNOW, I KNOW... IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND I DESTROYED IT! -she lays on the floor sobbing-

Maybe you can fix the wig, do you still have the hair you cut off?

I'm going to just sew a new one, anon... *wiping her tears* plus, it was special... she made it for me, she spent 70 hours on it. She made it long and thick and glossy.. to make me feel at home in my body

I.... I don't want to dye this one almost black with grief. Th-thank you.

"Whoever keeps telling you that is wrong, you do so much good," she reassured, gripping his shoulders gently like she used to do when he was scared as a butler, "You're helping so much right now.. I needed a friend and confidant, and I have you and you're doing amazing"

@nate-doorman-elliot

He offers a patch cross

.... *looks upon it*.... I never liked needles... She used to sit with me, she'd let me hold her hand tight as the doctor would give me an injection.... *picks it up and crams it in her shoulder, wincing in pain, oil trickles from the entry wound*

th-thanks Nate.

[TESSOLVER SLEEPMODE ACTIVATED]

*exhales as she hears that*... I have some time before it comes back