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2007 Atonement

TW *implied* : 1 - Melancholy is a word for the gloomiest of spirits. It can mean to be wrapped in sorrowful, mournful thoughts for long periods of time, sometimes for no apparent reason. To feel melancholy can feel like drowning, but it's all in your mind, drowning in your own somber thoughts and unshed tears flooding the emptiest side of your head. You can breathe, you should be able to breathe, so why won't your chest move in its usual rising and falling movements? Why does your ribs feel so constricted in your chest?

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ🫙 𓈒ིུ ✿͟❀͟ ᰯ20͟0͟7♱ ⎯⎯ Atonement ◌࣪𓇻🗡️࿔

TW *implied* : 2 - Why do you feel like there's the smoothest of silk fabric clawing at your throat, so soft that it feels so wrong to feel its delicate raw material causing the slow reddening of a ring around your neck. I want to believe that they felt these peaceful sensations as they slipped farther from me, after all, as bad as drowning sounds, would be the most painless of all the possible scenarios. I hoped I was right even though I knew deep down that the smooth silk wasn't really silk at all, the slow creeping of blushing red skin wasn't really slow enough, and the reddened flesh on their body was really a much deep hue then I let on.

div creds to @roseraris. All images edited by me & gif/edits created by me! PLS DNU AND DNS!! :)

TW *implied* : 3 - No, life hasn't been quite so lenient, instead, it was a much more painful experience; I'd be forced to recall in the front of my mind for the rest of my days. Out of their very flesh, I could remember the emergence of small red specs like the water in a leaking faucet, squeezing out in tiny drops like a much more lacking kind of rain. The kind of rain that refuses to end but won't pour any more than it's intended. All I could do was watch as the last of it was squeezed out of my friend, the only other thing in the room than was death, with two smokey black hands curled around my friend's neck.

with tears in my eyes,

I begged you to stay.

You said, "Hey, man, I love you,

but no fucking way"

TW *implied* : 4 - Jolting out of my deep thoughts, I immediately felt like the sudden rush of air was strangling me, like there was too much air at once for me to try to take in. I coughed violently as my arms quickly flew to clutch at my throat and chest, trying to regain my normal breath rate with my eyes shut to concentrate. After a while, the previous burning sensation in my heart faded, my breathing not so rapid and frantic anymore. Opening my eyes slowly, I saw that I had accidentally dropped the framed photo I had been holding before and my eyes filled with tears for the third time as I surveyed the floor beneath me. The glass was shattered and the worn photo that had been framed was lying face up to greet me with the sight of memories too hurtful to bear. The sight looked like my heart on the floor. Shattered into millions of pieces, each with jagged sharp edges that could cut through skin, uncovering the fragile knowledge beneath. I am alone in my room between two worlds. I shut my eyes, and the silence breaks over me like a rainstorm.

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hi so every image to the very right of each row of images (starting from the top and work ur way down) has one part of the total 4 parts of the story I wrote to correlate with this moodboard, bc i felt like it idk. Read it if you want, but just know there's an implied trigger warning and I'm not even close to a professional writer so don't go after me. Thank you, Happy Reading!!

- all credits for this moodboard are in the alt text of the divider!

inspo for this style of moodboard and inspo for the symbol layout here goes to @/miumiudaga @/nicodefresas and others!

*lots of notes for this moodboard because I spent so much damn effort here but 😭😭

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