I Would Stay Forever If You

I would stay forever if you

Say don't go (Taylor's Version) (From The Vault) - Taylor Swift

“It’s new the shape of your body.”

Made me cry! So True.

Years from now we would still be here existing in our small corner of the internet. While othere will slowly lose interest in her or in her music.

Maybe they will no longer speculate when she settles down with someone maybe they will not find her as intriguing or interesting without all the drama surrounding her but we will still be here sharing.

Maybe it will be with nostalgia ‘hey remember when she released Me! out now! On now lesbian visibility day? or when she talked about kissing lips so scarlet it was maroon or hundred’s of things in her songs and pictures.

The Gaylors/Kaylor have existed for over a decade now despite all the backlash and will continue to exist for decades.

In a way we are her most loyal fans as we have remained loyal to her and her music despite her never truly protecting or acknowledging us. Will the others still stay if she does the same to them?

Maybe or maybe not. I for one will love and support her till my dying breath.

We will continue to scream ‘I love you’ to her no matter what.

Even if we will never hear one in her silence.

So I will say one thing.

You can’t “end” an idea.

Of course I found the prologue excerpt hurtful. I think a lot of us did. Hurtful, disheartening, unfair even. It will and already has put a target on our backs, which has happened quite often as it is. But I see a lot of anonymous folks going around to various blogs and saying that Taylor “ended” Kaylor, and I’m sorry, but…no. No she did not.

This community is not going anywhere. Kaylor itself is not going anywhere. And even if Taylor never comes out and the online community dwindles thinner than it is now, Kaylor will not have ended. That’s not how this works.

For me, Kaylor will never end. That’s because a couple of paragraphs do not suddenly nullify years of documented facts, koincidences, photos/videos, and actual song lyrics directly from Taylor herself. If this prologue was her way of saying she’s not ready to come out or never will be, that’s okay. It is! But it doesn’t change what I believe to be true.

What the people sending those smug little anons are missing is that we in the community are not hurt because the prologue has diminished our belief in Kaylor. The belief has not ended. If I were to stop talking about Kaylor altogether, it would be because I felt like Taylor wanted me to stop, not because I stopped believing. At this point, nothing can change what I already know to be true.

Why she chooses to do these things, I may not ever know. But I try very hard to make peace with the fact that she may never do things the way that I would. The best thing for my mental health is to simply be along for the ride—because I can’t “unknow” Kaylor. And to be honest, I don’t even want to. Whatever is to come, I’m glad for this community; having this group of people to talk to, complain with, and laugh with is perhaps the best part of Kaylor. I wouldn’t want to give that up, even when times get frustrating.

All of us are what Kaylor is, and I have a sneaking suspicion that those anons will find us years from now, still existing together on the web, talking about eyeballs and jewelry and undeniably queer themes in song lyrics, and it will not have ended.

Why are the songs that gut me such bops?! I'm looking at you Hits Different & Say Don't Go!

1989 vault track lyrics that I find interesting

hand prints in wet cement

lovelorn and nobody knows

i'll pay the price you won't (followed by we'll pay the price, I guess)

i've known it from the very star / we’re a shot in the darkest dark

i'm unarmed

why'd you have to lead me on?

why’d you whisper in the dark / just to leave me in the night? / now your silence has me screamin', screamin'

and I'm yours, but you're not mine

i'm tryna see the cards that you won't show / i'm about to fold unless you (is giving cornelia street lol)

you grew your hair long, you got new icons / and from the outside, it looks like you're tryin' lives on

truth is I can't pretend it's / platonic, it's just ended, so (ma'am??)

and you kiss me in a way that's gonna screw me up forever

i broke my own heart 'cause you were too polite to do it

you don't knock anymore and I always knew it / that my life would be ruined

you dream of my mouth before it called you a lying traitor

You search in every model's bed for somethin' greater, baby