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*NSFW* The mating habits of Yandere! Animal-Human Monsters

Yandere!Monster men who sometimes forget that their poor darling is a human and misinterprets their actions when it comes to mating. Short drabbles about yanderes trying to seduce their darlings, but the list gets progressively darker the further down you read.

*Warning* dub-con, non-con, yandere possessiveness, dead dove

Yandere!Crow Harpy who was a little disappointed when you refused to move out of your house. You didn't understand why the feathered man seemed so infatuated with you, but after a long while of him begging you to move in with him you agreed, only on the condition that he moved into your home. It wasn't a traditional harpy relationship, but he was ecstatic regardless, deciding that if he couldn't build a nest with you he could at least win your favor as a perfect mate by decorating it. It got on your nerves sometimes, coming home from work to find shiny bits of trash and feathers tucked into every nook and cranny of your home. Eventually the two of you created a list of acceptable "treasure" to bring home, and what you considered to be actual garbage. He spent weeks "decorating" your already furnished house, before one day pulling you into the living room where he had piled every blanket and pillow you owned into a makeshift nest on the floor. His smile was insecure, desperate for your approval as he wrapped you into his large wings, holding you tightly against his warm body before sinking down into the mass of fluffy objects. You could hear his heart hammering against his chest erratically as he gently began placing kisses against your collar.

"I wanted to help build a home with you, so it wasn't yours or mine, but ours. I pray that my attempts to prove I'll keep you and our future children comfortable impressed you..."

Yandere!Merman who couldn't help but feel awestruck by your beauty, often going on long rants about how much you inspire him. It was a chance encounter while you were studying abroad, and you grew emotionally attached to the beautiful man who sang you words of praise. Although he whined whenever you had to leave the beach, the bags under his eyes became deeper as the weeks went on, chronic exhaustion taking it's toll on the merman. Whenever you tried to convince him that his sleep was important, he would only give a dopey smile, responding cryptically about how his secret project was just as important as spending time with you, and that he would have time to sleep once it was all over. One day when you arrived on the beach he was already there, shaking with excitement and impatiently trying to drag you into the ocean before you could get on your snorkeling gear. Deep where the sun barely touched, a huge intricate mural was sculpted into the ocean floor. As your eyes widened in an attempt to take in just how massive the artwork was, following each perfectly symmetrical swirl, two strong arms snaked around your waist with a tired, yet content, sigh. He blew words into your ear that you were somehow able to understand despite the water, as he sunk with you into the middle of the circular masterpiece.

"You take my breath away every time we meet, and I wanted to do the same for you. Please say that, if you could, you would lie here in my arms forever.."

Yandere!Puppy-Hybrid who was always just a ball of energy, a hyperactive sweet heart who couldn't sit still when he was awake. Most of your days together, it was easy to forget that he could even have urges, with how innocent your relationship was, kisses and cuddles but nothing more. As a species who had mating cycles, although he would never tell you out loud, he was always waiting for you to go into heat. But it was taking so long! He did such a good job being a patient boy for you, you didn't even know why he was being so whiny lately, attributing his neediness to his attention seeking personality. But eventually, he took your phone to do some research. At first he was shocked, humans didn't have mating cycles?? How did you know when it was time to make a baby? Then he came across an amazing discovery. Ovulation. It took a couple of months, holding your belly to his face and breathing deeply for a couple of minutes each day, but he finally learned the subtle changes in your scent throughout your cycle. You had no idea what was going on, thinking he was just being extra goofy lately, until he refused to let go one day, tightening his grasp as his breathing turned into heavy pants, grinding your leg in between his.

"Ah.. you can't hide it from me.. I've been waiting for this for so long... Please don't say no..."

Yandere!Humanoid Spider who always did his best to never frighten you. Even when you first met, it was with him holding his hands up and pleading for you not to run away from him in a soothing voice. Despite the lower half of the creature you met in the forest being a giant spider, the top half was such a kind and handsome man that you quickly began to trust him, soon considering him to be a good friend. He was so thoughtful, always raising his hands as a show of surrender, whether he was approaching you from afar and didn't want to startle you or if you were jokingly fighting over something silly. Even amongst humans, he was the one you trusted the most. If you had known anything about spiders though, you would have been more on guard with his overt displays of feebleness, especially after he began telling you how beautiful you were. You didn't even fight back at first when he suddenly grabbed you from, until he bit into your neck. The kind man, no, the monster you thought you knew, wasted no time sliding your pants down as he still held your backside to his chest, chuckling into your shoulder.

"Ah, my stupid little human~ Were you just pretending to be that naive because you wanted me to take you? ❤️"

Yandere!Naga who couldn't feel love in the same way that humans did. As a researcher working towards her doctorate specializing in Naga people and their many sub species, you were overjoyed to meet a small tribe of Naga men who were willing to allow you to enter their home and record their daily lives. There were so many types of Nagas loosely related to snake species still alive today, and they each had their own cultures, languages, and biology. Based on the coloration you couldn't tell what type these men were, but despite not being fluent in their language they were very kind to you. They seemed to have been in a period of mourning before you arrived, and lavished all their attention on you, babbling on in one sided conversations you could only understand a few words of here and there. One phrase they all stated was flattering only for the first few times they repeated it, but quickly became unnerving as they became more comfortable caressing your face and running their fingers through your hair. And when they pulled you into the center of a giant nest, taking turns thrusting their long tongues down your throat and running their hands over your body, trapping you in a pile of cold men staring deep into your soul with hungry eyes, you learned the species they were closest to.

"We need you... We need you..."

Yandere!Humanoid Scorpion who rescued you after a tourist attraction went arry, promising to protect you until you could be rescued. A strong, bulky man who enjoyed holding you (almost too tightly) in his arms whenever his peers came near. Everything was honestly lovely until in the black of night you were awoken by a strange chorus of sounds echoing outside the burrow the hybrids allowed you to sleep in. A blue light illuminated the large home, and as it noticed you finally woke, approached, revealing himself to be the scorpion man who rescued you, glowing with bioluminescence. Before you could ask what was happening, fear struck you like a bolt of lightening seeing a large, inhuman cock emerging from just below his human half. He lunged forward, and you threw up your hands in self defence. Your hands intertwined with his, fighting against him with all of your strength, but the harder you fought, the more excited he grew. You pushed and pulled, but he didn't loosen his hold on you. Eventually it seemed he had enough playing, and threw you effortlessly onto the bed. Tears streamed down your face at your helplessness, but this only widened his smile as he peeled the shirt off your sweaty body.

"There is no need to fear, my mate. As you can see, no one can match my strength. You and our brood shall be safe under my protection.."

Yandere!Humanoid Waterbug disgusted you, from the twitch of his antenna to the flirtatiousness of his voice. The moment you met him on the water of your lake house, there was no escape. Every time you left or returned back home he was effortlessly skating across the waters surface towards you, begging you to come closer. Although you did your best to ignore him, his loud cries for attention eventually wore you down. Maybe if you entertained him just this once he would leave you alone? You approached him calmly, but as soon as you were within reach he grasped your hands tightly, pulling you partially into the water. He spoke sickly sweet words of affection, chilling you more painfully than the cold morning lake water. You tried to turn him down politely, gently pulling at his grip. He pulled you into the water further, swiftly pushing the two of you away from the shore in one kick of his legs, his unamused gaze no longer holding the playful, flirty gleam it had before. One set of hands held yours tightly, while another pair grabbed your head shoving it without warning under the water. You struggled against his grasp, rapidly losing oxygen as you panicked, black spots filling your vision. But before you lost consciousnesses, he brought you back up, still staring into your eyes with cold fury as your lungs felt like they caught fire. He confessed his love again, but when you began sobbing he thrust you face forward into the water again with a painful smack, holding you down beneath him until stopped struggling. In the air once more, snot flowed and mixed freely with your tears as he aggressively smashed his face into yours, fishing out your tongue and biting it harshly.

"There's only one correct answer to my question, (Reader).. Be mine, or die. If I can't have you, then no one can."

Yandere!Marsupial Hybrid you never saw coming. Lost in the Australian outback, you cursed yourself and your impossibly terrible luck. Hybrids and monsters freely roaming the world were terrifying enough, but being in the land where even the greenery was planted by Satan himself? Your phone had lost it's signal about two hours ago, and your jeep died shortly after that. Trudging along by foot, you continuously felt eyes following your every step, and the fear that a giant spider or monster snake was stalking you made you cry for hours as you walked under the merciless sun. On top of the heat and new blisters forming on your soles, you had to use a restroom as well. Quickly surveying the tall bushes to make sure you weren't about to go next to one of Satan's previously mentioned bushes, you pulled down your shorts in discomfort. The feeling of eyes on you hadn't left since your vehicle randomly gave out despite being double checked before you left the city, but your bladder couldn't care at that moment. A rustle nearby ended your attempt to go before it started, pulling up your shorts so fast it hurt. A hybrid with round ears and a lung brown tail with white spots charged into you, knocking you down. His face was red and slick with tears and sweat, his eyes wide and frantic as he latched his sharp teeth into your neck with excitement. Everything was so fast, with his alternating between feverish rambling and biting into whatever part of your flesh he could reach as he tore off your clothes with a desperation you couldn't comprehend. Tears blended with your own as he kissed, licked and bit every piece of you as he fought your legs open, ignoring your screams of pain.

"You accepted me didn't you?! You knew I chose you! Ah, it hurts! Why'd you put your clothes back o-ah! I need you, I need you now!"

ASTEROIDS

Anubis (1912): In astrology, it represents the things that can make you feel confident in your own abilities. It is where your passion lies.

Sedna (90377): it represents where we feel victim. The place where we feel more alienated

Penelope (201): It represents the things to which we tend to stay most faithful.

Hestia (46): It represents what makes you feel most at home, what you like doing and what makes you feel safe

Chloris (410): It represents where do you have personal development, in which aspect do you grow yourself most

Metis (9): It represents the house about which you have got the most knowledge. The house about which you can give the most advice.

Mithra (4486): It represents mystery. The house which you think is surrounded by mystery. The one about which you are not able to discover information.

Moira (638): The place where you need to face your karma.

These are based on my observations

childe is a dirty bastard with a nasty obsession for you. he finds you so beautiful, so gorgeous and filled to the brim with visual blessings. he can’t help how his cock grows and hardens at the sight of your filled out frame and he can’t leave himself that way . . . so he jerks off. wraps his calloused hand around his thick cock and drags it up and down with shut eyes and a gaped mouth, imagining it was your soft hands making him feel good. he did this often, hiding in bathrooms or waiting until he gets home and releasing all over his sheets. but at some point, it’s not enough.

so, if you ever get a text from your good friend childe, reading “attachment: 1 video”, don’t be surprised when you see his cock sliding in and out of a fuck doll. the sound is lewd and nasty—squelching and wet slapping that rings off in unison with his grunts and pretty moans. he moans your name, groping the fake tits of the doll, “so fucking pretty for me . . . ngh, fuck—“ he had to let you know how he felt. what you do to him. so he raises the angle of his phone, showing the tablet that displays a selfie of you—one you sent to him when asking him which lipstick shade looked better on you. he groans louder, pounding the doll even furiously, “you’re gonna make me fuckin’ cum . . .”

he said he wanted to breed that tight cunt and make you his. you hadn’t even realized the video was three minutes long and you were nearing the end. he whimpers as he pounds tougher, snapping his hips against the doll with sniffles of your name and begs for his release. and then he cums. spills his seed deep in the doll with a guttural moan and fucked up camera angle as he doubles over. there’s a shuffling sound and then you can see clearly: see the load of cum spilling out of the doll, and he fingers the spill back in, moaning at the sight. “‘ts gonna be you next . . .” he murmurs, and the video ends.

you never saw him that way. he was your friend. but that promise he made at the end had your cunt throbbing, waiting for that treatment.

7th House and Enemies/Rivals

7th House= Open and known enemies or rivals. Many times “open enemies” is described as a friend, lover, or pleasantry turned sour. You can still classify an “open enemy” as just a known rival or person you face conflict with. On the most shallow end you can say that the sign in your 7th House is likely the sign you will make enemies and rivals with the most. But let’s take a look at more details: 

Aries: Attracts enemies who want to take you head-on. Competitiveness, aggression, and threats to pride happen here. This can indicate physical conflict, arguments that are heated and out in the open, and the relationship will truly feel like both people are going to war. Everyone in the community or their inner circle will know about their issues and dislike. Enemies can become too reckless, impulsive, or make themselves appear too consumed by rage or dominance issues. 

Taurus: Attracts rivalries and enemies that slowly reveal themselves, could try to hide their negative feelings and intentions behind “practical reasoning”, can be highly stubborn, and one big threat is you can have enduring and long-standing enemies. Enemies tend to threaten your security, comfort, and maybe even try to devalue you in some way. This enemy might develop contempt due to you changing, due to changes in general, a threat to their own security, or due to their own fixed viewpoint and feelings. 

Gemini: Be careful of attracting trickster-like enemies. Here a rival uses words, gossip, persuasion, twisting your words, baiting, friends, and social leverages against you. This is someone who threatens and argues vocally. Clashes of opinion are common among your enemies and might even be the root to creating them. This person might also try to put down your voice and intellect, feeling threatened by them or disagreeing with what you think and have to say. There is also a childish aspect to enemies or might even indicate many times rivals are younger than you. 

Cancer: We are going to see grudges with rivals and enemies. Watch out for manipulative enemies. People who will try to figure out what hurts you, might try to befriend you or even care for you with ill intentions in the end, and takes every little thing you do personally. Insecurity, selfishness, and jealousy are all themes that float around among enemies and rivals.

Leo: Pride and competition are big themes, especially competition for attention and the spotlight. Here this person tries to put you down in any way they can. Their main goal as an enemy is to appear better than you. Things revolve around validation and ego. Watch out for rivalries claiming to not want to “stoop to your level” or claim they have no bad feelings for anyone when really… they are likely to be ruthless and spiteful when on the attack. They might try to threaten your sense of confidence and identity a lot. 

Virgo: Your enemies can be smart, thought out, and good at appearing non-threatening. This is someone who might compete with you or make bad blood with you over morals, their own inner criticism, their own inner negativity, and maybe due to unrealistic goals, self-image, or worldview. Your enemies want to derail you and possibly hurt you in practical matters, which is dangerous and of course, not cool on many levels. This might be someone who tries to get you fired, mess with your finances, and sabotage a class project. 

Libra: The 7th House overall tends to have a theme that these “enemies” are likely old friends and lovers; with Libra this is even more likely. Deception is a BIG theme here. You may attract enemies that are nice and charming on the outside, only to stab you in the back later. You may attract rivals that want to compete over a crush, lover, or general adoration. Your enemies will likely be highly insecure, lack self-love, and lack depth. 

Scorpio: While this house is meant so show known enemies, Scorpio can attract more secretive enemies. Enemies might be manipulative, highly observant, intuitive, vengeful, and dangerous. These are enemies who actually want something bad to happen to you, whether they cause it or not. These are people who try to hit you where it hurts in ego, emotions, or mind. Grudges can be held and your enemies might have been sprouted due to their own emotional sensitivity and vulnerability. There is an association with some sort of sexual competitiveness. 

Sagittarius: Your enemies are really out in the open! They will make fun of you, challenge your intellect or knowledge, and make their negative feelings known to your face and in front of everyone. There is a lot of competitive energy overall. They can be arrogant, prideful, loud, selfish, and insensitive. They might come after you due to broken pride, to prove something, or over some sort of belief they hold. 

Capricorn: Enemies tend to blame you for all sorts of things and might try to use you as a scapegoat. They might be out for your reputation and can use tools such as blackmail, gossip, or snub you. You attract enemies that are cold, ruthless, are calculated, and enemies that try to pin point your weaknesses. They might make fun of your emotions or sensitivities. They might try to take your self-authority away somehow. This person is all about overpowering you and appearing to be “worth more” whether that means worth more to the community, to a person, or in a materialistic sense. This person might also try to attack your career, financial stability, and emotional stability. Capricorn could indicate enemies that are older than you. 

Aquarius: Enemies are unpredictable and tend to attack you on an intellectual level. This person can feel threatened by your ideas, mind, individuality, and self-acceptance. They might use charisma and confidence to belittle you. There can be competition to stand out in a group or crowd. A childish side could emerge from an enemy or rival but it will be childish in a thoughtless and maybe teasing way. Debates and arguments can be common with rivalries. 

Pisces: This is an enemy who is “never at fault”. They play the victim, can be highly manipulative, uses guilt and shame as a weapon, and knows how to turn the tides on you. The root of many bad feelings can come from their unspoken wants from you or from their own denial. This person is all about emotional war and you need to watch out for their illusions or elusiveness. This can be the most secretive and hidden enemy in terms of the 7th House. 

How you might be as an enemy or rival to others could be a mixture of your 7th House and Mars. 

I wanna slap Neuvillette's cunt just to make him squirt like damn his clit is swollen and needy but until I don't see his eyes cry out and pussy keep making water sports I will doubt if he's really a hydro user lmao.

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clingy!yandere who refuses to leave your side, no matter what. they’d be like a leech who can’t seem to detach themselves from you. their excuse is that going alone will be dangerous and they’re required to be there to ensure your safety. they don’t care where you go, shall it be hell or the weirdest place you could think of, they’ll follow you. which may or may not include the bathroom.

clingy!yandere who’s a masochist. if you snap by degrading them, they’ll have tears in their eyes and a problem within their pants. they’ll leave you alone, for now, hiding in the bathroom or in their room. just to take care of a problem. if you dare spank them, slap them, swat their hand away, goodluck. they won’t ever leave.

clingy!yandere who loves disturbing you while you work. especially when you’re supposed to attend a video meeting at home. they’ll tease you, bending over in front of you to pick up something that they ‘accidentally’ dropped, leaving lingering touches whenever they pass by you, and whatever idea that they come up with. they’ll visit you at work, going into your office to ‘talk about something’. they’ll be under your desk, sucking on your cock with teary eyes and an eager tongue. no one dares to question why they seem to slightly limp after they visit you.

clingy!yandere who can’t spend another millisecond not feeling your warmth against theirs, so they immediately come to you in their bloody clothes. if ever a coworker of yours that’s strangely touchy disappears, don’t fret, they got taken care of. they don’t care about how they reek of death, unless you do, and they’ll quickly change for you.

╰ the room was quiet. you were scrolling through social media on your phone, watching reels and liking your mutuals’ posts. a much needed moment of silence after coming home exhausted from your job, yet your arm was tired from keeping your fingers deep inside of your lover’s entrance, thrusting them in and out in a steady, slow rhythm. the lewd sound of your lover gagging on your cock was the only thing keeping the room from being completely quiet, as they struggled to take all of your length inside their mouth.

their trembling hand wrapped around it, stroking what they couldn’t fit. they pushed back against your fingers, wanting more. their whine was muffled, an indication that they needed your attention. the sheets were bloody as they’ve just returned from a kill, their clothes red from the blood of a stranger who got too close to you. they bobbed their head up and down, quickening their strokes just a bit to try and gain your attention.

it didn’t work, unfortunately. their needy hole clenched around your fingers as you grazed against their sweet spot and they moaned, a low and guttural sound. you feel the head of your cock hit their throat and they tried to relax, sweet cries spilling from their occupied mouth. your fingers curl, aiming for the spot that makes their thighs shake; and you did, as they abruptly came. hole gushing around you as their tongue laps at the veins of your cock. they knew they were in for a punishment.

kim “horangi” hong-jin. keegan p. russ. miguel o’hara. simon “ghost” riley. john “soap” mactavish. chamber. wade wilson. yoru. ♥︎ special mentions i don’t write for keigo ‘hawks’ tamaki. johnathon “the spot” ohnn. valeria garza. toya todoroki. jin “twice” bubaigawara.

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LILITH IN THE SIGNS AND HOUSES

things your placements makes me think of ❤️‍🔥

𝔪𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱 𝔩𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔥𝔬𝔲𝔰𝔢𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔞𝔰𝔭𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔰

LILITH IN ARIES/1ST HOUSE: Sexy body, ambitious, competetive, bitchy, arrogance, provocative, sneaky, hidden insecurity, extremely intimidating, extreme drive & goal orientation, rebellious, shorter or taller than average, uncontrollable hair, cant go unnoticed, ”talking back to the teacher” kinda person, sex symbol, wanting to change your looks, plastic surgery, objectified, unapproachable, raw look, scary, a name that reminds people of Lilith like Layla, Lily, Liana.

LILITH IN TAURUS/2ND HOUSE: Materialistic, prostitution, body image issues, binge eating, self loathing, alluring smell, intense scrutiny from others, greedy, attracts extreme envy, lack of boundaries when money is involved, shoplifting, lack of moral values or extremely strong moral code, no self respect, beautiful face, sensual voice, mesmerizing, knew what stealing was at an early age, extreme hunger, never satisfied, strong reactions to what others do with their money.

LILITH IN GEMINI/3RD HOUSE: Being steps ahead of everyone else, always knowing what to say, jealousy from a siblings or jealous of a sibling, being compared to a sibling, sarcasm, mindgames, clever, dark humour, great story teller, dark thoughts, paranoia, issues during early school years, issues with people in your neighbourhood, intrusive thoughts, feeling unstable, hitting below the belt when angry, lying, issues with cousins, sharp tounge, seeing through people, conflicts with neighbours.

LILITH IN CANCER/4TH HOUSE: Having to move a lot, boobjob, generational trauma, mommy issues, a lot of conflicts in the family, controlling mother, a mom who represents lilith themes, mom talks to them about inappropriate things, being used by the mother against the father or against other family members, learning female rivalry at an early age, avoding the home, abandoned by motherfigures, extreme insights into peoples emotional world, black sheep, strong desire to become a mother or no desire at all, rejected by a motherfigure.

LILITH IN LEO/5TH HOUSE: A taste in art that others find odd or even creepy, dark art, expressing Lilly through art, custody battles, their own children turning against them, having a Lilith child, hurt inner child, a performer, creative, strong need for attention, being used in a custody battle, a born star, being shamed for how they express themselves, heartthrob, addictions, strong reactions from children, pre-school teacher, stage presence, fixated on pleasure, rebels through who they date.

LILITH IN VIRGO/6TH HOUSE: Extremely critical, not getting the recognition they deserve for their work, body shaming others or being body shamed, extremely service minded, cant say no, too giving, diets, overexercising, extreme views of what to eat/ what not to eat, pessimists, bad experiences with hospitals/hospital workers, obsession with hygiene or rejection of hygiene, madonna/whore complex, obsession with routine and control, hypochondriac, illness, strong bond to their pets, focusing on details and missing the big picture.

LILITH IN LIBRA/7TH HOUSE: Triangledrama, passive aggressive, attracting lilith dominant partners, feeling incomplete without their partner, inappropriate relationships, attracted to people with a bad reputation, super charming and persuasive, might need control over their partner, people gossiping about their relationship, attracted to bad people, ”dance with the devil”, projecting lilith onto others, infidelity, being left for someone else, wounded by their first love, wanting the bad boy/girl in town, from enemies to lovers or from lovers to enemies kind of relationships, using their beauty, likeability and charm to get ahead.

LILITH IN SCORPIO/8TH HOUSE: Powerful, scary, extreme psychological insight into others, scary intuition, vengeful, extremely private, unorthodox, constant fear of being ”caught” for no reason, issues with genitals, crazy reactions from others, fixation with death, might have been in a near death situation, old money, nepo baby, expert at getting other peoples money, elitist, afraid of loss, attacting scary curiosity from others, issues with taxes, issues with intimacy, being stalked, obsessed over, comfortable with dark subjects, vicious, subject of speculation and scrutiny, learning about ”adult” subjects way too early, intense sex appeal.

LILITH IN SAGITTARIUS/9TH HOUSE: Converting to another religion, having to convert because of their partners parents, not accepted by in laws, issues with teachers, private school, poor kid in a rich school, bullying in school, lack of optimism, afraid or traveling or love of traveling, growing up around religious extremists, strong opinions, dislike of religion or fixation with it, dropping out of school, changing schools, more drawn to the traditions of other cultures than their own, education can be a sensitive subject, being the only uneducated one in the family, cultural appropriation, revolutionary, outcasted from their own community, against tradition or wanting to keep traditions, rebellious.

LILITH IN CAPRICORN/10TH HOUSE: Gossiped about, bad girl reputation, representing Lilith, fear of failure, issues with colleagues and bosses, female rivalry, sneaky comments at the office, being fired for lilith reasons, success hungry, hot body, reminds me of the movie easy A, being shamed for how they look, complicated relationship with authority, rejected by their father, rejected by powerful people, boss, intimidates the boss, seen as a homewrecker, accused of flirting/ their behaviour percieved as flirting when just being polite, demands respect, public humiliation, secrets being made public, public scandal, seen as a player/slut.

LILITH IN AQUARIUS/11TH HOUSE: A part of the unpopular group in town, or the ”bad girl” group, associated with a group, jealous of friends or attract envy from friends, triangle drama situations with friends, ”3 girls cant hang out at the same time”, friend plotting behind their back, being hated by a group of people, dislike for the popular kids, rejected by the popular kids, only fans, attracted to unusual people, struggle to fit in, betrayal from friends, prefers to hang out with other lilith 11th house people, internet fame, leaked tapes, rebellious, might be a victim of someone with a ”keep your friends close and your enemies closer” mentality or have this mentality themselves, refusing to suck up to the popular crowd, original.

LILITH IN PISCES/12TH HOUSE: Victim mindset, good at hiding their lilith nature, supresses their lilith nature, drawn to drugs/alcohol, trauma surrounding substances, growing up around addicts, strong dislike towards addicts, popular, seen as ”eve”, socially acceptable, scary intuition, secret enemies, the one you least expect turning on you, naivite and paranoia at the same time, bending backwards to help others while not getting the same back, shame, suppressing issues and feelings instead of working on them, numbing their pain, being fooled, being lied too, people taking advantage of their helpful nature, detaching from reality, refuses to uncover their hidden nature.

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Juno

What is Juno?: Juno is an asteroid which indicates us about our soulmates, marriage and long-lasting relationships.

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𝐀𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨/𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟏𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

Your soulmate is someone who's straightforward, charismatic, ambitious, competitive and intense.

This person can be a man or someone with a masculine energy.

They may like exercising and keeping fit.

This person is impulsive and ain't afraid of confrontations.

Your soulmate is confident, strong-willed and passionate.

You'll probably meet them at work or at the gym.

They will teach you to be more confident and independent.

𝐓𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐮𝐬 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨/𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟐𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

Your soulmate is calm, polite, charming, materialistic and flirty once they feel confident enough with you.

This person may love fashion and eating delicious food.

They can be pretty good at cooking!

Your soulmate doesn't like being rushed and they can be quite stubborn.

This person radiates a very sensual and down-to-earth aura.

You'll probably meet them at work or while doing something related with the arts, fashion or cooking.

They will teach you how to handle your money and be proud of your values.

𝐆𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨/𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟑𝐫𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

Your soulmate is an open-minded, talkative, witty, funny and sociable person.

They may have a very versatile fashion style.

This person can be younger than you or they just have a youthful appearance

Your soulmate will teach you to be more confident on your ideas and on your studies.

You'll probably meet them at school/university, at your neighborhood or through your siblings.

𝐂𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨/𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟒𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

Your soulmate is an emotional and family-oriented person who follows their heart rather than their mind.

They tend to hold grudges and it can be hard for them to let go of relationships.

This person can be a woman or someone with a feminine energy.

Your soulmate may be younger than you or they just have a youthful appearance.

They may have round faces and big, almond-shaped eyes.

You'll probably meet them through a family member.

They will teach you to be more emotional and to openly express your feelings.

𝐋𝐞𝐨 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨/𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟓𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

Your soulmate is a sociable, creative, confident and friendly person.

They love being the center of attention.

They have a magnetic aura that makes others turn around to look at them.

This person is ambitious, loyal and tends to dramatize themselves very often.

Your soulmate likes to prioritize themselves and the people they love the most.

They are very generous and have a big heart.

This person may have a beautiful hair and a nice smile.

You'll probably meet them through your friends or by doing some of your hobbies.

Your soulmate will help you with your self-esteem.

𝐕𝐢𝐫𝐠𝐨 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨/𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟔𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

Your soulmate is a perfectionist, workaholic, organized and picky person.

They probably like having a routine, stying busy 24/7 and can also be very hard on themselves.

This person loves serving and helping others.

Your soulmate likes staying healthy.

They may dress in a practical and simple way.

You'll probably meet them at school/university or they may live in the same neighborhood as you.

They will teach you to focus more on your work/studies, your health and on details.

𝐋𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨/𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟕𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

Your soulmate is sociable, charming and naturally loved by all.

This person is a peace maker, people pleaser and a diplomatic.

They can be very indecisive sometimes.

Your soulmate is polite and very flirty.

This person appreciates everything that is related to the arts, so you will probably meet them while doing a hobby or through your friends.

They will help you on how to express love towards the people you appreciate the most.

𝐒𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐢𝐨 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨/𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟖𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

Your soulmate is a person who likes to take their time when meeting someone new; it won't be easy to gain their trust that fast.

This person may seem cold at first, but once they trust someone they are very protective and loyal!

If Juno is bad aspected… be careful, cause they can be quite manipulative and vengeful as well.

Your soulmate is a passionate, intense and mysterious person.

They can be very quiet and intuitive, but they also may have a very black-or-white mentality.

This person has dark hair/eyes and wears dark colors a lot, specially black.

This connection will change both of you either for the better or for the worst and you will have a very strong bond.

𝐒𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨/𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟗𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

Your soulmate is an optimistic, funny and curious person who likes to experience all kind of adventures.

This person is very intelligent and it's likely that they like to learn languages or exercising.

You may meet them at school/university or while doing a trip. For some of you, your soulmate may be a foreigner.

They will have something on their body that’s exaggerated, specially their thighs and butt.

This person will teach you to be more bold and trust your knowledge.

𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨/𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟏𝟎𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

Your soulmate is a workaholic and mature person.

They may be someone older than you or just someone who looks older than their real age.

This person can be seen as cold at first, but once they trust you they’ll show a more vulnerable side.

Your soulmate will teach you to be more responsible and have confidence on your own abilities.

This person is likely to have a model type of beauty and an amazing bone structure.

You'll probably meet them at work.

𝐀𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨/𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟏𝟏𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

Your soulmate is a rebellious, friendly, open-minded, curious and unpredictable person.

This person loves to socialize and they probably have a large group of friends with individuals from all walks of life.

They may dress in an eccentric/unique way.

You'll probably meet them through your friends.

Your soulmate will make you feel confident regarding your creative side, they will teach you to embrace your quirky side as well and will probably introduce you to so many people.

𝐏𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨/𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟏𝟐𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

Your soulmate is an empathetic, wise, sentimental, creative and artistic person.

They're a dreamer, which means that it can be hard for them to difference reality from their imagination.

This person has their head in the clouds 24/7.

They can also be quite spiritual.

Your soulmate may have big round eyes and posssess a mesmerizing aura that makes people get hypnotized.

You'll probably meet them in an artistic or spiritual setting.

They will teach you to connect more with your spiritual and intuitive side. They will also help you to express your emotions and, if you have any artistic ability, this person will make you feel confident enough to show that side of yours to the world.

‧͙⁺˚･༓☾　𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔! 　☽༓･˚⁺‧͙

Yandere vampire bsf part 2, nsfw ofc this vamp is just a little desperate dork

So you know how I said he’d never stop after you let him access below your waist? Yeah he’s still going even after round 4!

He’ll beg you for more time, please let him stay longer! He needs to study and taste your body more! How else if he supposed to find out whether he likes the taste of cum or not?? Just ignore his pleased whimpers and breathy moans against your hole, he isn’t done tasting yet!

You’ll have to tear him away from your thighs if you wanted to walk the next morning, better do it before he slides his cock inside of you or else you’re never getting out of bed to do chores. He’ll try and convince you stay, pleading with words like

“Please please please?” The desperate whiny tone is his voice was so convincing not even requiring assistance like his fangs piercing your neck to pump pheromones to seduce you. “You just taste so good, just a little longer okay..?”

Before he goes on for another hour lapping at your sensitive insides and desperately pumping his cock with his other hand gripping at your thigh, wrapping around it so he could pull you closer if you tried squirming. The amount of cum he unloaded on your bed was irritating, but of course he’d never let you wake up to that sight! He’d carry you all around the house after you passed out from his skills and persistence, doing house chores even if having you on his hip while leaning on his chest was troublesome.

Even then the two of you are still best-friends! Right?

cant stop thinking abt fliming afab!geto…

tags: fliming, is it actually being broadcasted? up to you, slut shaming, reader is pretty mean but suguru is into it, afab suguru.

“crawl over here for me baby, make sure to shake those hips too.” you say sitting on the edge of the bed. “[name], please this isn’t-“ “are you disobeying me, suguru?” you interrupt, glaring down at him from your seat, cross legged. “no, never, [name].”

he’s dressed in an oversized white night gown, hair down, no underwear, slick collecting on his pussy hair.

“get on the bed and show everyone your pretty pussy, love.” he crawls onto the bed, flat on his back. both legs in the air but he’s grabbing one, his other hand makes its way to his pussy, he spreads the folds showing off his wet cunt his hole hole squeezing over nothing.

the cameras lens and your sharp eyes roaming over his body turning him on causing his pussy to drip more fluid. “you like that suguru? what would your followers do if they saw how whorish their leader is. a cheap camera whore.” you mock as you spank his pussy.

“does my good boy like when i spank his cute little pussy? slap you must really get off to this, slap how i have my way with you and you just take it cause thats the shit your into.” “f-fuck feels so good master, love when you slap my nasty pussy.” he pants his hips jolting with every tap.

you move the camera directly infront of his cunt, “look at this everyone, i barely touched him and he’s already wetting the mattress. god, i’m holding myself back baby, your body is begging me to ravage it.” you start to inspect his pussy like a doctor, (playing with the clit, rubbing your fingers all over it, spreading and closing the folds.)

suguru is propped up on his forearms, watching as you play with his pussy, biting his red bottom lip. “mmmph— [name], please, want your cock, ‘m pussy needs it.” he cries, tears collecting on his long black eyelashes. slap

“don’t be impatient baby, your being a bad boy infront of everyone.” you smirk. “w—what do you mean everyone. it’s just a camera.” his eyes widen. “this?” you shake your head, “no no baby, this is being broadcasted. everyone and their mothers can see how slutty you are. but you like that right? being the center of everyone attention.” you whisper in his ear as you press your fingers inside him.

“n—no wait, don’t look at me.” geto tries to cover his face with his arms. “no, love, don’t cover your face. everyone loves it. they’re probably all jerking themselves off or fingering themselves to you right now. isn’t that what you like?” you pull his arms away and speed up your rubbing on his puffy clit.

“now, i think you owe everyone an apology,” you insert your fingers and scissor his walls. “tell everyone your sorry for being a bad boy” you speed up. “s—shit, ‘m sorry, sorry for being a bad slut, sorry for being bad to you, m—master,” he slurs, tears dripping down his rosy cheeks. his hips buck to meet your fingers, rolling his hips into you.

“sit up baby,” you pull your fingers out, and place the camera down to open your belt buckle. you sit so that you your knees are to his hips and crotch infront of his face.

“unwrap your present master gave you,” you say, playing with his black shiny locks. he eagerly pulls your jeans and underwear down. your dick springs up, bobbing against the open air. you pick your camera back up, “show everyone how much you worship my cock.” he gives kitten licks to your tip before taking the whole length in his mouth.

“mmm— goodboy, you take masters cock so well baby, you were made for this.” the praise went straight to his slick cunt. you angled the camera so it was above your cock, “look into the camera, baby,” his eyes go to the camera and his mouth sucks your dick, top to bottom. “s—so hot, baby,” your hand goes to his scalp as you begin massaging his hair. he tries to speak but nothing coherent comes out, the vibrations travelling through your cock.

“don’t speak with your mouth full, where are your manners?” you pull your dick out and tap his face with it. “s—sorry master, ‘just love your cock so much.” he puts it back into his mouth. what you didn’t notice was suguru secretly fingering his tight pussy.

“‘gonna cum soon, you ready for my cum to shoot down your throat?” you grunt. “mhmm—“ “fuck, take it baby, take it like you were born to do.” he deepthroats your cock and the warm liquid fills his throat. he cries as his body shakes, thighs shivering.

“what’s wrong baby? does my cum taste that good?” you question why hes acting like he also came.

wait.

you look down and see his hands fingering his pussy, hips rocking into his fingers. “oh wow baby, everyone look at this,” you show the camera his slutty act. “my bad boy is fingering his pussy without permission. cumming without permission.” “w—wait, [name], i’m sorry, it was just so-“

“shut it. i’m going to fucking ruin you.”

cant stop thinking abt fliming afab!geto…

tags: fliming, is it actually being broadcasted? up to you, slut shaming, reader is pretty mean but suguru is into it, afab suguru.

“crawl over here for me baby, make sure to shake those hips too.” you say sitting on the edge of the bed. “[name], please this isn’t-“ “are you disobeying me, suguru?” you interrupt, glaring down at him from your seat, cross legged. “no, never, [name].”

he’s dressed in an oversized white night gown, hair down, no underwear, slick collecting on his pussy hair.

“get on the bed and show everyone your pretty pussy, love.” he crawls onto the bed, flat on his back. both legs in the air but he’s grabbing one, his other hand makes its way to his pussy, he spreads the folds showing off his wet cunt his hole hole squeezing over nothing.

the cameras lens and your sharp eyes roaming over his body turning him on causing his pussy to drip more fluid. “you like that suguru? what would your followers do if they saw how whorish their leader is. a cheap camera whore.” you mock as you spank his pussy.

“does my good boy like when i spank his cute little pussy? slap you must really get off to this, slap how i have my way with you and you just take it cause thats the shit your into.” “f-fuck feels so good master, love when you slap my nasty pussy.” he pants his hips jolting with every tap.

you move the camera directly infront of his cunt, “look at this everyone, i barely touched him and he’s already wetting the mattress. god, i’m holding myself back baby, your body is begging me to ravage it.” you start to inspect his pussy like a doctor, (playing with the clit, rubbing your fingers all over it, spreading and closing the folds.)

suguru is propped up on his forearms, watching as you play with his pussy, biting his red bottom lip. “mmmph— [name], please, want your cock, ‘m pussy needs it.” he cries, tears collecting on his long black eyelashes. slap

“don’t be impatient baby, your being a bad boy infront of everyone.” you smirk. “w—what do you mean everyone. it’s just a camera.” his eyes widen. “this?” you shake your head, “no no baby, this is being broadcasted. everyone and their mothers can see how slutty you are. but you like that right? being the center of everyone attention.” you whisper in his ear as you press your fingers inside him.

“n—no wait, don’t look at me.” geto tries to cover his face with his arms. “no, love, don’t cover your face. everyone loves it. they’re probably all jerking themselves off or fingering themselves to you right now. isn’t that what you like?” you pull his arms away and speed up your rubbing on his puffy clit.

“now, i think you owe everyone an apology,” you insert your fingers and scissor his walls. “tell everyone your sorry for being a bad boy” you speed up. “s—shit, ‘m sorry, sorry for being a bad slut, sorry for being bad to you, m—master,” he slurs, tears dripping down his rosy cheeks. his hips buck to meet your fingers, rolling his hips into you.

“sit up baby,” you pull your fingers out, and place the camera down to open your belt buckle. you sit so that you your knees are to his hips and crotch infront of his face.

“unwrap your present master gave you,” you say, playing with his black shiny locks. he eagerly pulls your jeans and underwear down. your dick springs up, bobbing against the open air. you pick your camera back up, “show everyone how much you worship my cock.” he gives kitten licks to your tip before taking the whole length in his mouth.

“mmm— goodboy, you take masters cock so well baby, you were made for this.” the praise went straight to his slick cunt. you angled the camera so it was above your cock, “look into the camera, baby,” his eyes go to the camera and his mouth sucks your dick, top to bottom. “s—so hot, baby,” your hand goes to his scalp as you begin massaging his hair. he tries to speak but nothing coherent comes out, the vibrations travelling through your cock.

“don’t speak with your mouth full, where are your manners?” you pull your dick out and tap his face with it. “s—sorry master, ‘just love your cock so much.” he puts it back into his mouth. what you didn’t notice was suguru secretly fingering his tight pussy.

“‘gonna cum soon, you ready for my cum to shoot down your throat?” you grunt. “mhmm—“ “fuck, take it baby, take it like you were born to do.” he deepthroats your cock and the warm liquid fills his throat. he cries as his body shakes, thighs shivering.

“what’s wrong baby? does my cum taste that good?” you question why hes acting like he also came.

wait.

you look down and see his hands fingering his pussy, hips rocking into his fingers. “oh wow baby, everyone look at this,” you show the camera his slutty act. “my bad boy is fingering his pussy without permission. cumming without permission.” “w—wait, [name], i’m sorry, it was just so-“

“shut it. i’m going to fucking ruin you.”

Red-Tailed Hawk!Diluc, who crash-lands on your balcony in the middle of winter, long after he should've migrated somewhere more hospitable to his animal counterpart. He's badly injured, half-frozen, and clearly in a state of shock, but you manage to drag him inside after a few minutes of struggling and fussing over his massive wings. An emergency vet is called, a small fortune dulled out in exchange for anti-biotics and bandages, but Diluc only wakes up hours after the chaos has blown over, after he's been moved to your bed and most of his blood has been scrubbed out of your carpeting. If you didn't have such a soft spot for birds, you might've been more mad at him.

Red-Tailed Hawk!Diluc, who's surprisingly calm for a man who was on the verge of death less than a day ago. He apologizes for the trouble he's caused you, explains that his injuries came from a 'minor altercation' with his brother and promises that you'll be repaid for everything he's cost you so far, even if you can't say you're sure how a hybrid would have that kind of funding. His composure only falters when he realizes that he won't be able to fly until his wings heal, and even then, he manages to limit his frustration to a thin scowl and a wary sigh. His poise is a relief. He'll be stuck with you for a while, and a temper would've made a bad situation even worse.

Red-Tailed Hawk!Diluc, who clearly isn't as wild as you initially thought. If anything, your meager apartment seems too a little too modest for his tastes - you're not sure if you've ever heard anyone mention the thread count of your sheets so casually, let alone a hybrid. Still, he adjusts quickly. By the end of his first week with you, you can't stop him from helping around the house. He's a good cook, especially, and he seems to enjoy being able to take some of the stress off of you. You've heard that it's a common trait for hybrids, some universal base instinct to 'provide for a pack'. To be honest, you don't really care. He's nice to have around, even if you know he can't stay forever.

Red-Tailed Hawk!Diluc, who only ever blushes whenever you tend to his wings. You're not a professional, but you do your best to clear away all of the bent and broken feathers, to replace his bandages as often as the vet recommended, but you're still clumsy, still slow enough to mean he has to spend the better part of the hour sitting between your legs with his wings splayed out in your lap. He tries to keep up a conversation, but he trips over his words, balls his fists, pulls his hindlimbs against his chest and tries to pretend he's unaffected. It's cute, watching a creature as stoic as Diluc lose a few of his reservations.

Red-Tailed Hawk!Diluc, who's too massive to sleep anywhere but your bed. You resign yourself to the couch for a while, but it's not long before you give in to his constant offers to share and end up spending most nights pressed into his side, one of his wings draped over you and an arm loosely wrapped around your waist. You learn quickly that hawks are creatures of routine, which means that you now have a very, very strictly enforced bedtime. He's not afraid to sling you over his shoulder and put you where he wants you to be, and there's only so much you can do to fight against a bird-man twice your height and more than double your strength.

Red-Tailed Hawk!Diluc, who gets... protective of your apartment, after a few weeks. It's not much - a small frown when you mention a friend he doesn't care for, a certain caginess when you have guests over - but it's far-cry from his normal, gentlemanly behavior. It might just be the instincts of a wounded animal attempting to protect his nest, but still. You worry about him, sometimes.

Red-Tailed Hawk!Diluc, whose wings are getting better every day. He's able to make short trips, now, and you make sure to praise him as heavily as you can whenever he comes back from a lap around your apartment complex. You swear, when you're at work or running errands, you'll see a scarlet shape circling miles above you and convince yourself it's Diluc, but he's not the secretive type. You're sure, if he was really that far along, he wouldn't be able to hide it from you. You're sure, if he was really able to fly that well, he wouldn't stay any longer than the time it took to tell you that he was going home.

Red-Tailed Hawk!Diluc, who's cuddled against your chest when you come to, your skin still numb from the windburn and your vision still blurred with tears. You can barely keep yourself awake, barely lift your head, but you can make out a lavish, crimson bedroom; a bed of sheets and pillows that goes on as far as you can see. No, not a bed, a nest. One big enough for a hawk and its mate.

Red-Tailed Hawk!Diluc, who's always been territorial. You just weren't able to see that until after he decided you were a part of that territory, too.

A Royal Pain In The Ass

Yandere Male Alpha x Male Omega Reader (CW: Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, INCEST, non-con, male reader, a/b/o, ass eaten like it is groceries, blowjob, marking, biting, knotting, musk, general yandere behavior, necromancy, assassination, minor character death, angst, pain, violent sex, breeding, forced feminization, size difference) Word Count: 2.9k (This is probably the worst thing I have ever written, but I think I covered all the appropriate warnings. Sorry for any mistakes I did proofread, but I did not have this beta read.)

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I feel like Sampo would tease you with the sluttiest dresses he owns when he's on a mission, he'd rub his clothed back against your front, even putting his panties to the side to show you his hole clenching and unclenching on air. His pink puffy hole was revealed to you as he slightly bends over, when you finally saw a slight glance of it he immediately pulls his panties back.

He would love teasing you, even seduce in parties or events. He sometimes wouldn't even wear panties to go the events with you, trying to Rile you up. He loves seeing your bulge as he couldn't help shake his hips slightly, his clothed ass "accidentally" rubbing against your bulge.

“MNNFF...!!! [Y/N]~~...!! Anghhh— Y-Your cockkhhh...♡”

That night, all that was heard throughout your room was his screams, moans and whines as your cock was hitting the deepest parts of him— You eventually filled him up with copious amounts of cum, his stomach bloated as he was whimpering, his eyes clouded from the aftermath of such pleasure.

Jupiter placement/ Where are you naturally lucky? ✨

~ Jupiter Archetype:

Jupiter rules traditionally the signs of Sagittarius and Pisces, it's the ruler of the 9th house and has a coregency with Neptune in the 12th house. It's called like this because of the father of gods in the Roman mythology. In Greek mythology was know as Zeus.

In astrology, Jupiter represents higher education, philosophy, religion and growth, mostly about conscious growth and expansion.

It represents the aspect of life where we are naturally lucky if we make use of Jupiter's attributes in house and sign in our natal chart. Jupiter rules our philosophical thoughts and how we find meaning to life itself, using your Jupiter's placement can give you a deeper sense of knowledge about yourself and your reality.

We can't forget or deny that Zeus in mythology was a social menace, specially for women because of his stubborness into following his desires at all cost. In astrology Jupiter shows the aspect of life where we want to expand but it can also indicate the area of life where we are never satisfied and always want more.

In karmic astrology Jupiter represents Dharma, it shows us the aspect of life where we harvest our rewards in this lifetime for what we did right in past incarnations.

· Jupiter in Aries/1st house: They are lucky when they take risks or initiate new things. They feel better with themselves when they follow their instinct and move through life driven by their desires, when they take an active role into writting their own destiny. They tend to get magically the resources they need to initiate their own projects, their luck resides in themselves and their passion, when they are not scared of confrontation and take the reins of their life, if not they can feel unmotivated with their existence and have anger explossions. They are charismatic people that attract easilly the attention of others, they are very passionate with the things they like and usually tend to have a very sexy look, most of these natives have a high sex drive.

· Jupiter in Taurus/ 2nd house: Lucky with money and resources, these natives also have a very beautiful face or their energy makes you feel like they are the most beautiful people you've ever met. They know how to see the real value of things that for others go unnoticed, mostly with natural resources but this can apply to anything valuable. They gain more confidence when they are loyal to their values and honor, if not they can feel stuck in life. They tend to be wonderful counselors knowing what the other person needs to hear to feel better, they have a great sensibility and a deep connection with nature and animals, these elements usually brings them a lot of inner peace. When they invest money in themselves and the things that makes them feel comfortable or safe they seem to attract luck and fortune easilly, they get lucky by self care.

· Jupiter in Gemini/ 3rd house: Their intelligence is their lucky charm, the way they express and their closest people, usually siblings or cousins tends to bring them fortune either it be with ideas or resources. They have a talent with words, good for debates and have an awesome sense of humor. These natives feel better with themselves when they allow themselves to express their ideas in an honest and clear way, lies can affect negatively their nerves. They are usually great students with a lot of different interest they like to share with others, very charming and funny people, the friend that everyone has a good time with.

· Jupiter in Cancer/ 4th house: Lucky with their family, their mother or the females in their life. Man with this placement usually have a magnet to attract women, it's something in their energy not about their physical appearance, they make women feel safe in their presence. Femenine energy is very favorable for them, the more in tune they are with it the more fortune they attract in their lifes. When they deny their sensibility or intuition they can feel exhausted or weak. They have a great intuition, animals and children adore these natives, they have a very protective and sensitive nature with the ones they love.

· Jupiter in Leo/ 5th house: They get lucky when they are themselves and don't repress their identity to please others, when they feel cofident they naturally attract luck in their lifes. They can easilly get an authority or leadership position by their charm and charisma, people feel the tendency to feel inspired and follow these natives. They feel better and attract fortune easilly when they allow their creativity to flow and follow their heart, if they repress their desires they get a moody attitude or act impulsively. Their own creations and children are a source of happiness for them, they are usually conquerors in love terms too. As a random fact, I've seen in some of these natives that they really live movie romances in their own life, if you got this placement please write love books!

· Jupiter in Virgo/ 6th house: Luck with their health, they have an strong inmune system and rarely get ill if they take a good care of their needs. When they are organized with their own bussiness and routines and avoid chaos they get a better develop in life, taking care of their physical body and needs gives them a sense of wellness in emotional and mental terms too. Abandon themselves, not taking care of their wellbeing or live in dirty, noisy or chaotic places makes them feel weak on energies. They are natural healers, they are attract luck into their lifes but taking care of nature too, people and animals feel calmed and safe around these natives.

· Jupiter in Libra/ 7th house: They get luck by their social interactions and the people they associate with. Legal affairs tend to be favorable for them, this placement makes really good lawyers and judges. They feel more harmonious with themselves when they interact with others, solitude and isolation can feel too much oppresive for these natives, involving with others gives them a better understanding of themselves. Visual arts, beauty, aesthetic or fashion are areas where they can succeed too. They have very good manners and a natural charm, they have a very good taste and tend to present themselves spotlessly, they have very good eye to know what fits better for everyone in aesthetic terms, so this placement makes awesome stylist.

· Jupiter in Scorpio/ 8th house: Like old ladies in my town say, these natives have a flower in the ass, they have a guardian devil that attracts them to extreme or dangerous situations but they also have their guardian angel that makes them go out of situations safe and sound. They are lucky when they get in tune with their emotional intelligence and intuition, this placement makes awesome therapist and detectives, if they release the fear of the hurtful things of life and allow themselves to experiment their desires they attract good fortune and a sense of being warded by a higher power. If they repress their desire for extreme emotions they usually end up in toxic or self destructive behavior, balance is a major lesson for this placement to gain luck easier. These natives have a very alluring aura that makes people feel intimidated and attracted at the same time for them, they like intensity so they are also great in bed, unforgettable lovers tbh.

· Jupiter in Sagittarius/ 9th house: Lucky with their studies, mostly in university, surely the teacher's favorite and the person that all classmates like and look up to, they are usually the popular of the class. They attract luck when they open up to experience by themselves and learn, when they align theory and practice to organize their perspective of life. They usually find fortune in foreign countries, either be moving in or simply traveling to know other cultures. Expanding their knowledge by knowing other people traditions or perspectives of life gives them a deeper understanding of their own existence, if they don't satisfy their crave for experience and expansion they become unhappy or like their life has no meaning. These natives are leaders, with great wisdom and charisma that makes people rely on them and their advices, they are usually great expressing themselves and have a wide and cultured vocabulary to express their ideas.

· Jupiter in Capricorn/ 10th house: Lucky in their career and bussiness. They usually find themselves in power positions and having recognition in the public eye because of their work, this placement is also a common fame indicator. This natives enjoy doing the hard work because they tend to love what they do and mostly for the moment of the rewards. They are usually well liked by their work enviroment their superiors, they are very respected in their work field and by authority figures, people feel inspired by them and their work ethic, people know that can rely on these natives if they want to make an excellent work. They have an strong willpower to follow their passion and make a career of it, if they repress this urgency or do what others expect from them they tend to feel unmotivated in life.

· Jupiter in Aquarius/ 11th house: They get lucky by the people they surround with, their friendships tend to be a source of wellbeing and fortune. They have luck with their dreams and hopes in life, no matter how utopic or unrealistic they seem because Jupiter here indicates luck in this area, even if the dream modifies or recalibrates through the journey the outcome will be prosperous. If they restrain their own hopes or isolate themselves from others this makes them feel lonely or misunderstood. Sharing experiences with others and creating bonds with people with their same vibe brings them a wider knowledge about themselves and their circumstances. They tend to attract a lot of different type of people, they have a very friendly energy. They are also very lucky with technology or social media.

· Jupiter in Pisces/ 12th house: They get lucky when they get in tune with their spiritual nature. These natives posess a psychic radar to know what's going on in their enviroment, they have a powerful intuition and sensibility. This placement also brings the native a huge spiritual guidance, even if they are not aware of this they find themselves always getting the answers they were needing or unexpected solutions to their problems. They get along very well with solitude and time by themselves and this makes them attract luck in a subconscious level, but if they don't balance solitude with company this can also lead them to isolation and dittachment from the outside world. This placement makes awesome spiritual teachers but also gives them creative talents to move the emotions of others, like poets or musicians.

the faces of the zodiac signs

check your rising and/or sun sign. many people say the sun sign doesn’t show in your physical appearance, but the list here is mostly based on my personal observations of the expression of the sun sign in people’s looks

aries: baby face // being first in the zodiac, therefore the astro babies, aries people often have small, soft features that emanate innocence and their manners and gestures look very natural and unrestrained by the constant worry of how people perceive us that comes with adulthood. 

taurus: sensual face // being ruled by venus and earth, taurus people carry with them a deep and profound sensuality that can’t be mistaken. they usually have beautiful ovals, well-shaped lips with a specific cupid bow, elegant eyebrows and expressive eyes. their face speaks about symmetry and pleasure.

gemini: rodent face // let’s face the facts, folks - gemini people do look like rodents. sharp, cute and animated. can go from looking extremely mischievous to deeply thoughtful in the span of 1.5 seconds. if you see a person that looks as if they can chew down a carrot real fast like a rabbit, it’s quite possibly a gemini.

cancer: moon face // it’s no joke when i’m telling you every time i see a person with cancer sun/rising, my first thought is like “they look like the moon”. they have rounder faces, smooth looking, their bone structure is not too defined and sharp, and whenever it is more visible it’s in the delicate, mysterious way we see protruding craters and their shadows on the moon. the overall impression is of serene and peaceful beauty that remains mysterious in the way it reflects you without revealing its secrets.

leo: confident face // this sign was the hardest for me to pinpoint. it’s like all leos have something similar in their faces, but i can’t quite put a finger on it. they emanate some sort of stability, something fixed and secure, but also it’s not an earthy vibe - as usually earth is related to stability - but something more…arrogant, less practical. the leo face doesn’t say “i have made preparations to deal with everything”, it says “i was kissed by god so i can deal with shit, yeah”.

virgo: poker face // their expression is close to scorpio’s but without the threatening mean streak. virgos don’t really look mean, they don’t appear invulnerable like scorpios do - they look untouchable. it’s not like nothing can hurt them or they can survive it, on the contrary, there is quite a bit of tenderness about them - it’s just that you can’t get on their level in order to touch them. they are the hardest ones to read.

libra: balanced face // venus ruled people are beautiful and that’s just facts. even if their features aren’t particularly striking, libras always have a lot of balance between the different parts of their face. key word is congruence - both in character and face. they’re usually very symmetric and have a pleasing, inviting vibe.

scorpio: bitch face // come on, y’all probably expected that anyway. it’s true tho, i mean, these people just look invulnerable and if they always got something up their sleeve that gives them leverage. the deep trust in their own ability to survive gives them an intimidating look.

sagittarius: know-it-all face // do you ever just look at someone and immediately know they believe they got all the facts on everything? rest assured they got some sagittarius shit going on. these people just look so smug and self-assured but not in the in-your-face way aries and leo do, but more like…”i don’t need your recognition for my knowledge. i just know better and that’s that on that”.

capricorn: doll face // now this is something i’ve noticed most about capricorn risings but it’s true for some suns too - they have doll-like features. and they keep looking more and more youthful and mesmerizing with time. they have these well-shaped clean features and a still and sad kind of beauty that looks a bit as if it was painted on their face.

aquarius: long face // or should i say “sad face”? cuz honestly, these people emanate a feeling of quiet sorrow most of the time. i feel as if the saturn influence is more obvious in aquarius than in capricorn. they may struggle a lot with expressing more positive emotions as they tend to look serious, deep in thought and a bit tortured, especially when they’re with people. however, one can often spot an aquarius rising by the little half-smile they have on when they’re just walking down the street minding their own business. 

pisces: spaced-out face // hazy, dreamy, dissociated - these are all words i’d use to describe the pisces face. they look like they’re not quite what’s going on and where they are, but they know something else…something you don’t, something no one else does. they have unreadable eyes, it’s like they’re disconnected from reality (which they very well might be).

Can you write about how the JJk characters are like in their yandere version.

anon, I have actually been thinking about this recently - here’s some thoughts on yandere gojo, geto, nanami and choso!

(minors & ageless blogs dni) // tags: dark content (ish?); dub con; possessive; controlling; somno; mentions use of sex toy; use of pet name kitten; smut // a/n: I don’t usually write stuff like this so please don’t read if you aren’t comfortable!

GOJO - overwhelms you; he can’t keep his hands to himself whenever you’re around. he doesn’t care that you get nervous when he plays with your hair while you talk. he often loses his concentration to brush his knuckles down your cheek or swipe his thumb along your bottom lip. he expects a kiss whenever you greet him or say goodbye -and this kiss isn’t a chaste one on the cheek but a deep, consuming one on the lips. he wants to taste you on his tongue, to draw out every little breath and claim it as his own. the first time it happened you whimpered “s’too much,” but he just smiled against your lips and replied: “actually it’s not enough.”

you don’t fully understand why he treats you like this; why he can’t accept that his physical touch is more than you can handle. you hate that his face grows menacing when you deny him of what he wants, but you always end up succumbing to his advances. “this isn’t right, w-we aren’t even-ah…lovers…” you whisper in protest, your fingers digging into his lap while his own brush over your nipples underneath your shirt. he glides his nose up your neck and leaves a soft kiss just behind your ear as he pinches the sensitive buds. “we can be, angel…” he exhales, but his dark tone sends a shiver down your spine. “…it’s all I ever wanted…”

GETO - punishes you; you never expect him to behave cruelly towards you, because the man adores you in every way possible and regards you with nothing but admiring eyes. he’s so unbelievably sweet, you often question what you have done to deserve his heart in the first place. yet, you still find yourself easily triggering his jealousy. he won’t stand having others look at you, nor will he let it slide when you put yourself in positions of being around others who fancy you. it doesn’t matter how innocent the situation is - like when you decided to meet up with an old friend or when you gave the barista a gentle smile as he handed you your coffee - suguru will easily find it as an excuse to to remind you of what his love means over others.

“this is all they see when they look at you, you know?” he growls in frustration, his firm hands pressing your knees as he keeps you spread for him. “…your needy little cunt begging to be stuffed. they don’t give a shit about you…” - you whine when he thrusts his hips, because he’s rough and it’s entirely purposeful. he takes in the marks on your throat, your chest, and your inner thighs before softening his hard gaze. he brushes his mouth over your quivering lips, leaving a tender kiss in the wake of his retribution. “but I do, sweetheart…” he coos, as he finally eases his movements and you sigh with relief when he brings his fingers to your sensitive clit. “…I love you so fucking much. can’t you see that?”

NANAMI - controls you; he uses subtle manipulation tactics to make this happen, and because he’s supremely intelligent, it’s difficult for you to catch on when he does it. he has no ill intentions - he just wants to take care of you, and that has given him reason to claim ownership over you. you thought the diamond choker he bought for you was simply a sweet gift, but he’s particular about you wearing it at all times (except when taking a shower and sleeping). when your lease was up for renting your apartment, he arranged to have you move in with him without questioning how you might feel. “it’s for the best,” he insists, “you shouldn’t have to worry.”

he thrives off your submission; you so eagerly want to please him because you’re grateful for everything that he’s given to you. you’ll easily comply, and it works out beautifully for him. he narrows his gaze when he looks at you trembling against his sheets. “kento…wanna cum…” you mumble, and his ego flares at how you’ve been reduced to such a wet mess. he slowly shifts his gaze towards the phone screen, his thumb hovering over the control of the vibrating toy inside your cunt. “I know, kitten…” he sighs before taking a sip of his drink, pretending to show some consideration as he drags his finger to increase the speed. a wicked smile highlights his exceptionally handsome face, but your eyes roll to the back of your head that you don’t even notice - “just a little longer, hmm?”

CHOSO - claims you; he’s selfish about requiring your attention, and demands it at all hours. he hides how overbearing he is with his needy behavior, but he yearns for you in a way that aches. your time should belong to each other, it’s something precious that you both share together, and he can’t comprehend how you don’t feel the same way. of course he understands that you need space, but giving it to you is harder than he expected. he’ll often show up unannounced when you’re home alone or out with your friends, and he greets you by holding you tightly while murmuring “I miss you,” against your skin.

“please cho…” you implore, your heavy eyes drifting open as your fingers pull on the strands of his hair. “m’tired tonight…” - you are met with a hot gaze as he stares at you intensely from underneath his lashes, his lips suctioned over your clit while his fingers brush up against your gummy walls. he often does this when you’re sleeping, unable to resist himself even during the peaceful hours of the night. he doesn’t respond to your pleas, but proceeds to slurp and lick your tender pearl with even more conviction. “cho…” you hiccup, moaning a long, drawn out vowel as your breath shakes, “just…just one sec…” - he lifts his lips, his hungry eyes shifting down to focus on the sound of your pussy squelching around his thick fingers. “I’ll stop after this, okay, baby? I’ll let you go to sleep once you cum…”

Pervert!Al-haitham with a florist reader. 

💋 | Pervert!Al-haitham that sniffs the letters you send him because it smells like you. Rationalizing it as him familiarizing himself with your scent, and "training" to be the best husband for you. 

💌 | Pervert!Al-haitham that loves to fantasize and randomly does so in random moments where his creativity can stretch the scenario to fit his delusions. 

💌 | Pervert!Al-haitham that once fantasized about you in a wedding dress holding your favorite bouquet of flowers from Fontaine all because you showed the new set of flowers you organized by holding it close to yourself and smiling too gorgeously. 

💋 | Pervert!al-haitham who loves slowly stroking himself with his head thrown back sitting on his chair with his legs spread out like they were accommodating someone's body there. Imagining it was your hand that was jerking him off and comes early at the thought of the stimulation coming from you. 

💌 | Pervert!Al-haitham who buys your favorite bouquet sets because they smell like you. He wants to feel close to you even if you aren't physically there he can imagine you were. 

💌 | Pervert!al-haitham who confesses his feelings through a letter left by one of the shelves near you he carefully slipped it there. Before [name] could notice how it seemed to leave his garments so perfectly timed they couldn't help but be curious about the contents when it's addressed to them. 

💌💋 | Pervert!Al-haitham who slowly starts courting you when you finally become lovers he seizes every chance he gets to touch wherever whenever. 

💋 | Pervert!al-haitham that fingers you in public as you're tending to your customers behind the register, loving the way you contain yourself so as to not embarrass you both. 

💋 | Pervert!Al-haitham who loves shoving a dildo up your cunt whenever he needs to be away from you for long periods of time for his work. 

💋 | Pervert!al-haitham who does that to train your cunt for his dick whenever you both need it. 

💋 | Pervert!Al-haitham that gets off of the idea of not pulling out to knock you up but always ends up pulling out per your request. 

💋 | Pervert!Al-haitham that ends up knocking you up either way because he never used a condom(he knew perfectly well this was gonna happen). 

Couldn't get it out of my mind l, so might aswell feed the fandom more content.

here, eat you whores.

「Astrology: What Men find attractive」

A man with Moon in Aries likes brave, strong, capable women subconsciously seeking a leader in her; Venus in Aries provides preference for women with crew-cut who go in for sports, are slightly muscular, skinny and even bony. Such man also likes a woman to “ get “ him.

A man with Moon in Taurus likes affluent women, good cooks, women who are thrifty and who economise; with Venus in Taurus he likes plump women with pronounced feminine characteristics, courting takes place over a good meal without fail…

A man with the Moon in Gemini likes talkative, intelligent women, he goes for a “ good conversation”, likes women who look and act young and enjoy going for a spin and short trips. Venus in Gemini produces preferences for women of a very narrow waist, fine hands and shoulders …

A man with the Moon in Cancer likes women who cry easily, are stay-at-home types, good housewives and subconsciously, in a woman he seeks his mother. Venus in Cancer expresses preferences for nice breasts, provocative cleavage and likes to see his woman looking nice even at home.

A man with Moon in Leo likes successful women in high places from well-known and reputable families, he likes to be proud of his wife. Venus in Leo – a woman must be dressed exceptionally well as if she was about to take part in a beauty contest …

A man with the Moon in Virgo likes diligent women, pedantic and neat, the ones who take care of their husband’s health …Venus in Virgo provides special liking for sexy belly button, fine tummy and ordinary clothes…

A man with the Moon in Libra likes sweet and good-looking women, models, politicians, lawyers, women active in public life. With Venus in Libra he is very much receptive to women’s buttocks …

A man with the Moon in Scorpio likes women who came into a property of some kind, women with pronounced sex appeal who do not hide their charms, women whose looks and appearance imply “ a straightforward offer “…With Venus in Scorpio he likes see-through dressing style and goes for gipsy music …

The Moon in Sagittarius produces a man with a special liking for women who follow the fashion and in their appearance resemble the women from foreign countries; he likes educated women with university degree who go in for sports, especially tennis … Venus in Sagittarius makes him responsive to long legs, short skirts, shorts …

A man with the Moon in Capricorn goes for a darker complexion, dark-haired women of a serious and even melancholic expression; he also likes older women…Venus in Capricorn produces liking for conventional clothing style, women wearing leather and dressed in darker shades.

A man with the Moon in Aquarius likes outgoing women; his motto is “ friends first, relationship later “, he likes intelligent women …With Venus in Aquarius he likes eccentric-looking women of an eccentric style, is responsive to women’s legs, and especially calves.

A man with the Moon in Pisces likes mysterious, withrawn, shy women who always seem as if they are in need of protection…Venus in Pisces produces liking for fine stockings, shoes, lingerie …

What’s your opinion🤔✨?

Original article link, by Nikola Stojanovic

Black Cat!Wanderer, who you find in an alleyway behind your apartment complex, badly bruised and barely conscious. He's poorly dressed, even for a hybrid, shivering and deathly pale, but he still finds the strength to snap at you as you approach him. You have to bribe him with fish you can't afford and a blanket nicer than anything you'd buy for yourself before he lets you so much as touch him, and even then, he's quick to growl and tell you to get away from him as soon as you try to pet him. He's a temperamental kitten, but considering the state he's in, you can't say you blame him for being so defensive.

Black Cat!Wanderer, who lets himself into your apartment after a few weeks of alleyway visits and offered meals. He doesn't scratch at your door or ask to come in. You find him played out on your couch when you get home, muttering that it'd been too long since the last time he saw you and scowling into a clawed-up pillow. He still comes and goes as he pleases (you wouldn't try to keep a hybrid so clearly used to being on his own), but he spends most of his time curled up on your bed or trailing after you around the house, still pretending he'd rather be anywhere on earth other than in your lap. He says that you're just like every other human, that he only hangs around you for the food and a warm place to sleep, but the way he purrs when you scratch at his ears says otherwise.

Black Cat!Wanderer, who doesn't just visit you at home, either. He always seemed to ""coincidentally"" be passing by your office just in time to walk you home from work, and doesn't seem to consider a quick grocery run or shopping trip to be a good enough excuse to get rid of him. You're lucky he's a cat, rather than something bigger, something more difficult to pass off whenever he follows you into a cafe or bodega. He's lucky that he's so cute, or else you might call his bluff and start treating him like the housecat he won't admit he wants to be.

Black Cat!Wanderer, who doesn't know that you know he likes to cuddle up to you while you're asleep. Most of the time, he'll wait until you go to bed properly before curling up against your side, but you've found him laid out on top of you after passing out on your tiny couch, fast asleep despite his best efforts to always scurry away before you notice he's there. You never considered yourself a catperson before you met him, but god, sometimes you feel like you could spend the rest of your life fawning over your shy little alley cat.

Black Cat!Wanderer, who's been with you long enough to be hyper-aware that there are people - humans, nonetheless - you'd rather spend time with than him. He doesn't need your attention, he doesn't need you, but he's not going to lose you to a human, either - not when you're the only person he can stand to be around.

Black Cat!Wanderer, who might just be a cat but still has teeth and claws as sharp as any predator. Following the coworker you've mentioned just a few too many times home is child's play, and it only takes a few seconds to drag his claws across their throat, to dig his teeth into their jugular and shut them up before they can scream. It's just like killing a rat, something you've praised him for a thousand times, even if he still cringes when the taste of iron hits his tongue.

Black Cat!Wanderer, who spent enough time as a stray to know the best places to put something he doesn't want anyone else to find. The body is dropped into a gutter with a loose grate, the blood washed off of his face in a relatively clean drainage canal. He's home by sunrise, and he can't control the way his chest rumbles as he slots himself against your side - happier than he's ever been before.

Black Cat!Wanderer, who'd do anything to make himself the center of your little world.

#0003 mars and their ideals

where venus is the ideal feminine for the man, mars is the ideal masculine for the female. traits the female may exhibit from her mars will be searched for in the man

(+ personal observations)

aries mars — a fighter, an over-achiever

these women will want the most fiery, the most dramatic, and the most spontaneous men out of them all. they crave adventure and deep stimulation that is not only mental but physical and spiritual also. these women rely on their impulses to keep them going and will want a man so attuned to his own impulses, he doesn’t know where to put himself. she wants to be put on adventures so little and so huge. she wants someone to explore with, to mentally grow with. somewhere she can go and learn. she wants someone who is dramatic and self-assured in who they are and what they want. she will want someone who encourages her to push her boundaries and to broaden her outlook on life. she looks at life with a large and broad perspective and will not settle for someone who restricts her on thinking big or narrows her vision to only one or two things

men who are forthright, direct, and independent will attract this female. these women like someone who doesn’t settle and keeps on the move. strong, macho men are attractive to these women also. they need someone who is aggressive and blunt in the way they move and speak. she will be attracted to men who are brave and initiate. she is the type to put pressure on the people she likes and will expect this also. she wants someone who goes after what they want. she will look for a man that is certain of his sexuality and is certain of his sexual capability. she, herself, is very sexual, and will look for a man that aligns with her libido. she will look for a man that is sexual and lustful. she wants to physically connect through the body but also connect through spirit. there needs to be drama, fire, and feelings in sex. she will feel most happy when she finds a man that matches her libido because sex, to her, is an act of self-expression

she may date men who are macho and cold. the men she dates may not be overly emotional, but she will require her man to be possessive. while she values personal space and independence, she will have a deep attachment to her lover and will want only him. she, too, wants a man that only wants her. she is very impulsive in everything she does and says and would expect her man to be the same

displays of affection might not be a regular occurrence, but there will be an attraction between her and her ideal so strong, sexual tension and chemistry will reign through and throughout the relationship. she will be the type to not get enough of her lover, all while he struggles to keep his hands off her as well. this is a touchy and affectionate placement and the woman will most definitely want a man that doesn’t wallow in his feelings or dramatise them. she is not overly ignorant of emotions but prefers them not taking over in everything she does

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taurus mars — a gentle beast, the most humble lover

this woman prefers the silent type. she does not go for men that overly exert themselves or the men who share too much of themselves. she is one to respect traditional values and has high morals. she looks for a man that respects and/or reflects these morals. she does not go for someone who is overly aggressive or spontaneous; she needs someone much more comforting, quieter, a lot more nurturing

she needs a man who works hard and has a stable footing in his life. she likes men who know how to manage money and how to make money. she needs someone resilient and disciplined. she holds a confidence that is silent and is displayed through her wealth of money, belongings, and wisdom. she does not cry for other people’s attention. she is not needy for other people. so, she would look for a man that is of the same calibre. she wants a man that doesn’t require anyone else’s validation but his own

she offers her devout loyalty to the man who does the same. she does not look for adventure or new horizons with her lover, but finds excitement through things much more sentimental. cooking, touching, and gifts are a few of her expressions of affection, and she will require a man that values her and appreciates her. someone to reinstate that yes, she is a strong woman, and that she is supported. she needs someone who is not frail to feelings and doesn’t melt when sad. she does, however, look for a man that knows to control his anger, his upset, and his love. she wants a man that touches her, a man that sends her gifts and shows her his appreciation through tangible things. but also, to show her his appreciation through acts of service and simply being there for her

a taurus’ love runs deep and pure, however it may seem on the outside. they are purely romantic and will expect their lover to uphold romantic values in the relationship. these women are highly sexual and will need a man that can reflect her sensuality and extreme displays of passion. someone who can take her affection and care. someone who is loyal to her and only her. emotions will run wild between her and her man but she will need a man who doesn’t drown at the sight of them, but instead tempers them gently. someone who, to the outside world, is cold and unavailable, masculine and uninterested, but to her, is always available, is always in love, is always ready to give love

her expressions may seem slow and timid initially, but this is also a method in which she can root out people who are authentic. whoever stays and is patient with her, will have her attention and loyalty. she does not open easily but once open, will remain open. she wants a man that honours her fear of opening up and gives her the necessary space to grow and to let her feelings roam. she is not overly sensitive in general but will become sensitive to him; if he is not sensitive to her needs and feelings also, she will feel insecure. in general, she will date men who are cold and detached. she will be attracted to men that don’t show much, fully knowing there is something underneath his veil. she may date men who are on a certain material plane or have some sort of financial benefit to them

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gemini mars — a curious man, the smartest lover

these women want a man that is aware of his surroundings. she doesn’t want a man that only thinks of himself and his home; she looks for someone who is constantly on the move and is always learning. this placement can make someone obsessive over education, travel, or learning. she will want someone who is well-educated and eternally curious. in order for her to pursue any relationship, she must have a mental connection with her lover. her fickleness in emotions is usually reprimanded by her ability to stimulate her partner mentally and intellectually. her inability to understand deep feelings is made up by challenging her partner through games. and thus, she does not look for someone who is gushy or gooey in relationships. she does not look for someone who wants to commit immediately. she wants a man that knows his personal freedom and honours hers. she looks for a man totally confident in himself and his ability to take care of himself. she, herself, is confident, and can be a player. she isn’t necessarily looking for “the one”, nor does she expect someone to look at her as “the one.” if someone sees her as this, she may feel restricted. even certain labels may eventually drain her energy and her efforts at love will diminish

childish and playful by heart, she does not look for a man that is serious or overly concerned with material things. as long as she can express her feelings and affection in a way that is light-hearted and unserious, she will be happy. high standards put on her will make her more unpredictable than normal as she will feel as though she has to restrict and “control” her energy instead of gladly expressing it as it is

these women don’t necessarily commit, but they will stay with the person as long as she feels the mental rapport going. intellect, wittiness, and versatility are all turn-ons for these woman. they appreciate men who know how to adapt to any and all situations; they fall in love with those who know things and want to know more. she is concerned with intelligence so much she may feel a certain superiority over her man. she wants someone open-minded and someone who has a broad view on love, sex, and life in general. she may be progressive or strange when it comes to sex or it may lack completely. this, she will look for in a partner

these women will appreciate a man that keeps her guessing. like mentioned, she is not concerned with material things. she remembers little things about her partner and knows how to please him. she will expect her man to do the same

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cancer mars — a children’s man, a masculine man

these women may prefer men who are built. when they look for a man they look for someone who can protect them rather than someone more feminine or leaner. they look for the typical masculine that’s macho, built, but sensitive to family. because she has such close ties to family and children, she will express herself in ways that are motherly, nurturing, supportive. in order for her to feel valued and respected, she must receive the room from her man to do this. he may be as masculine as he wants to be but if he doesn’t realise emotions need to glow behind closed doors, she will not be interested. she needs to have an emotional connection in which she can safely love and be loved back. men who are big in size but bigger in the heart are attractive to these women. if there is no emotional connection, she will feel void and will either stay in the hopes of eventually achieving one, or leave altogether. she will be protective over her man at whatever cost

children and family are important to these women, and so she will look for someone who reflects this. this placement looks for someone to love and to marry. and whoever she chooses, she will want to have them for life. for many women, there is a breeding or a mommy kink involved, and she would want her man want this as well

sensitivity and generosity are key for this woman. she is romantic and expects her man to notice it. she is affectionate and gooey when it comes to loving her man. compliments, food, and loyalty are only some of the things she offers to her man. her unconditional love and constant yearning for her man will always make the man feel truly loved, though she must feel the same coming from him. however, these women can over-sacrifice themselves for nothing. she is willing to give up everything for her man and still feel insecure she’s not giving enough or getting anything back. she will feel as though her value is tied to what she can support her man with rather than how her love influences him. she will have mood swings and may actually find it attractive if he has them as well

she may marry men that are overly cold in hopes of tempering him. she wants to be the one that softens the biggest man’s heart. she will be attracted to men that are built in size and display little to no attention to her in hopes of eventually wooing him with her allure. she is a passive woman when it comes to action and prefers when her man is the one that takes action. she may marry out of habit or for security if she, herself, doesn’t feel secure. she craves honesty and the purest love imaginable but seems to get out of control when she gets ahold of someone. she will constantly search for someone who matches a certain level of compassionate but masculine. she may be picky

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leo mars — a protector, an extension of her pride

she looks for someone she can be proud of and to grow with. she is enigmatic and self-assured. confident and buoyant, she is a playful person, and will emphasise the focus of play in her relationships. she looks for a man can appreciate adventure and fun; a man that plays, wanders, explores. she is attentive and will look for a man that is attentive also. vain, she will look for a man that appreciates her through words, touch, thought. she needs a man that is confident in who he is and what he wants out of life and out of relationships. she will be attracted to men that stimulate her mind and make her feel valued and attractive. she is attracted to men that are gaudy, men that flaunt, and men that are proud

these women look for things to be constantly impressed by. she will look to impress her man in the way she dresses, speaks, and through what she has. she will also look at her man and establish an opinion based on what he earns, has, or in the way he dresses and presents himself. she will want to look good at all times with her man. she needs someone who is optimistic and lucky; someone who is charming and magnetic. she looks for someone whose energy is as large as hers. she looks for someone who she can flaunt. someone who is as proud as she is

romantic, she is obsessed with love and will look for a man as obsessed as her. she may be a sentimental woman who appreciates the littlest things and will want a man that can appreciate and value little things in the relationship. she will want someone who can offer constant reassurance and praise. someone who can woo her all the time and show she is loved and valued. any leo placement tends to romanticise and idealise love too much, and she may have such an innocent version of love that is unrealistic and has unachievable standards. her self-esteem may be so high she feels undeserving of anything below her false construction she has created in her mind. really, she is scared of imperfection and is threatened by having something that is not in alignment with her desires. she wants someone to pour their heart over hers in compliments, praises, and affection. she wants someone who is touchy and clingy and will want someone who constantly needs her attention. she will see herself as a provider, though will want this from her man as well. she really just wants to have someone she can be proud of, to support, to mother

she offers unconditional love and loyalty, but only if he offers the same. she looks for a man that looks at her and only her. she is wildly sexual and will need a man that matches her libido and can sexually please and satisfy her. sex will be an important form of self-expression and she will need someone who wholeheartedly sees sex as something to pay attention to. she is deeply nurturing and supportive and will move mountains to show her love towards her man, though she will want the same. she wants a man that dedicates all his time and effort towards her. a man that becomes needy and clingy for her. she is turned on by men who are very masculine and express it confidently

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virgo mars — the “perfect” man, the gentlest lover

these women look for a man that is refined, quiet, and resilient. they are not the type to go for a man that is showy or loud. instead, they prefer men who act and move in silence. these women approach life with specific values and virtues that must be honoured and respected

women with this placement are attracted to men that are clean and neat. they look for someone they can relate with through daily life rather through ostentatiousness or some special spiritual connection. she is attracted to men aware of their social duty/responsibility and someone who concerns himself with money and materials. she needs a man that works hard. glamour doesn’t allure her to any man, but their ability to stay humble, neat, and loyal in relationships

she looks for a man that knows good manners and knows how to carry himself. she is attracted to men that speak calmly, act calmly, and are charming. these women’s romantic life may lack in their lives but when in love, will be simple and sentimental. they will value service to their partner and pick serving him over gushy romance. grand serenades aren’t her thing, and she doesn’t want it to be his either. she prefers him taking care of her by helping her, by offering himself to her, cooking for her, cleaning for her, working hard to provide for both of them

there is a need for her man to be socially aware of others. liking animals and having pity for humans is a must. there needs to be no disconnect between him and the outside world; he needs to realise that he is not alone in this world, and that there are people who suffer and need help, and they must be ready to help them

this placement remains more earthy than any other earth mars. they are as analytical as ever; they are observant, they overthink, they are quiet. their energy will be directed towards material matters and she would expect a man who is modest and is analytical as she is. she needs someone to keep her energy grounded. she needs someone who will support her through his actions rather than trying to push her boundaries and encourage her to try new things. this placement loves control and perfection and if she notices something is out of place, she will have no trouble putting it back or leaving it altogether. she is not looking for someone to tell her what to do, or a slave, but someone who wants to go about their normal lives while still being in love. love must be experienced through a wholehearted experience but not through grand displays of affection. handholding and gentle kisses suffice. if she is interested in someone but they are not financially grounded or are not concerned with social status, or the outside world, or have a weak work ethic, she will have no issue cutting them out

these women may have high standards for others that are hard to achieve. like other earth mars, she sees relationships as a team or a partnership in which both must work together to achieve a mutual goal, while also having someone to retreat to. her feelings may not run intensely deep but they still run. and she will need someone who is supportive and is as nurturing as she is. so she may date men who are cold for the sole reason of not attaching too deeply or feeling as though she needs to feel more, despite not wanting to. she doesn’t look for men who need a soulful attachment. she may date men with money or who have a prominent place in society

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libra mars — a soft-hearted man, an affectionate lover

these woman are extremely refined in the way they dress, look, or act. they are not ones for rude manners, vulgarity, or abuse. when she looks for a man she looks for someone soft-hearted, affectionate, and more feminine than masculine. rough edges and sharp corners are not for her as they would be for, say, cancer mars. she looks for a man that is willing to please her; someone that wants to woo her and will, at whatever cost necessary. in general, she will play games with her lover. she will constantly keep him guessing. this may come from her wanting mental stimulation; an air mars, her mind will constantly be on the move. her energy is not debilitated and, if anything, is set afire. she is very articulate and gentle in the way she moves and speaks, but she really moves and speaks. personal independence will be important to her but also cooperation and willingness to work together. she is a team-player who respects personal space but lacks it when in a relationship. she becomes devoured by the feelings that come with all of it and she becomes clingy, needy, and obsessive. she forgets the feeling of what it’s like to be alone and gets attached to her man’s energy so much, she must always be with him

she looks for someone who is charming and can adhere to her mind games. someone who flirts in the way they move and touch her. she is very idealistic and dreamy in love and may have many fantasies of love and the type of man that she wants. these women need stimulation so much that they may have many men in their mind, even when they have the perfect one right at their feet. they love to search for perfection and aesthetics and may be picky when it comes to relationships. she needs her man to be perfect but continue being perfect rather than giving her a reason to look at someone else’s beauty

these woman look for beauty in everything they do or in everything they participate in. she may date men who live a lavish lifestyle or are working for one. she may date someone involved with the law or is in a humanitarian position. she may also look for someone who has money or is very wealthy. above all, however, she is very feminine, and there is no doubt to what she likes and dislikes. she dislikes anything that is too cruel and ugly. war, abuse, and poverty make her depressed, but flowers, colours, and love make her happy. she is not ready to deal with things that are harsh on the soul. she may be the type to avoid conflict and is why she looks for someone that isn’t abrasive in the way they argue or the way they speak. she needs a gentle soul that recognises she is sensitive and anything he says must be refined

someone who takes care of their body, will attract these women. they look for cleanliness and may be neat-freaks. marriage may be something she would do out of security or impulse. in general, she needs someone who is light-hearted and prefers playing than obsessing over the world’s woes. she needs someone that is willing to explore with her; sexually or physically, through travel and the like. she needs a man that isn’t too laid-back but also isn’t so fiery she feels intimidated by his energy. she also needs someone to gladly mirror. she is a woman that naturally picks up people’s opinions and habits. she wants to do everything her man does, think what he thinks. she really is a hopeless romantic that loves love so much, she becomes engulfed by the other person

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scorpio mars — a soulful man, the neediest lover

her relationship with her man must be soulful and wholesome. there needs to be a purpose for her love. loyalty, obsession, and constant yearning must be prevalent between the two. she needs to feel wanted at all times; when she is with her man, and when she is not. she wants to feel her lover’s imprint on her day and night. she wants a man who sees her and only her. a man who touches, kisses, and dreams of her and only her. she is very romantic and appreciates sentimentality and romance from her man also

the woman’s magnetism may attract many men. however, this allure is only vanity. the woman will only pick out the man that matches her discipline, willpower, and drive. she needs a man that knows no boundaries when achieving what he wants. she needs someone certain in what he wants and how he is going to do it. there is a power dynamic between her and her man, and will dislike men who cannot submit to her or their desires. and while she shows that she is well capable of taking care of herself, will still want someone she can nurture, take care of, and love. if he chooses her, she will indefinitely choose him. she will baby him, constantly think of him, always yearn for him. this, too, will be wanted in her man. she wants someone as obsessed with her as she is with them. someone who constantly wants her, needs her, misses her. someone who is so entranced and into her he can’t seem to get enough of her. she wants to be wanted badly and indefinitely. she will have great love for him but only if he is ready to return the same level of intensity. if he recognises love and sex as something spiritual rather than earthly, and doesn’t date for fun, then she will keep him close and hold him down

deep passion is a necessity. there must be a spiritual purpose in what they do; feelings that lie on the surface are not good enough. they have to run through blood and nerves and pulse through the soul in waves that are overwhelmingly strong. she needs someone she can devour soulfully. someone to transcend with. there must be an ego death with her lover and an embrace of spiritual succession. full submission. loving confessions, touching, and neediness is all part of it. she needs to feel wanted by her man. if her man is willing to give her his undying love and loyalty, she will too. this isn’t the type of woman that wants the purest form of love, however. she wants the ugliest parts of it, the dirtiest, the most traumatic. she experiences love as a rebirth more than a duty she must accomplish

privacy is also very important. she is not the type to date and marry men who kiss and tell. any relationship that stays secret or hidden, is a happy relationship. she does not appreciate people knowing her business. the type of men she may date are: secretive/private, mysterious and cold to strangers, loyal, and “bad.” she may be attracted to dangerous thrill from men; she may date men that are toxic because she wants something dramatic, thrilling, different

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sagittarius mars — an energetic man, an adventurous lover

men who are adventurous, uncanny, and generous are these women’s ideals. they need someone who is spiritually energetic. someone who looks at things from an objective and meaningful view. these women like to direct their energy towards things that are not only exciting, but also soulfully thrilling. when she gets involved with a man she has an intelligent connection with, only then will she feel a sexual pull towards him. she needs to feel as though her existence is heightened and her intelligence is challenged through engaging conversations and adventure. when she feels as though her mind is sufficiently stimulated by the man, she will become sexual with him. generally, these women are sexual in general anyway, but she will always yearn for a connection that is spiritual and sexually gratifying rather than sex that has no meaning other than to org@sm

being spontaneous herself, she will want someone who can match her energy. she will keep you guessing and she will be unpredictable. her independence will have to be matched by her man. she is not the type, really, to cuddle and sleep all the time and constantly stay in and exchange words of love to one another. she wants to see the world with her lover and allow her mind and spirit to grow alongside his. she wants to feel as though her life has meaning and that she can share the goodness with someone else rather than experiencing it alone. she may feel alone with all the ideas she has in her head and the philosophies she follows in life. she may feel as though she is misunderstood by many men as her morals don’t align with others’. this, she will look for company in her man; someone to do everything with, someone to experience love, abundance, and growth with

these women are very playful and require light-heartedness in their relationships. they are not attracted to the overly soft or the lovey-dovey. they are attracted to men who stand their ground, are independent, and are self-assured. someone who doesn’t focus on the feelings too much, but at the same time acknowledges them. someone who prefers seeing the world through an objective lens, rather than an emotional one. these women don’t require a certain status or a certain level of pay. they may be very picky in the man they like or want because they don’t want to settle for less than what they imagine in their head. they tend to do this because they want the perfect image in which they can be themselves. they are not afraid of judgment, but will feel threatened if they are thought to be weird or strange for the way they think. they search for a one on one bond to have with someone; a wholehearted connection that is shared between two dramatic people obsessed with one another

and speaking of picky, they will settle on the one man she knows is different. similar to men with venus in sagittarius, there must be a strong contrast between the one man and the rest of the world. if there is a divide between him and the rest, she will look at only him. she is a curious woman and needs plenty of mental stimulation and an intellectual relationship. sexual urges are well prominent in her but knows how to save herself for someone that actually means something. but above all, she is wildly sexual and looks for a man to have deep, passionate sex with. sex that is riveting to the soul and is very healing

even in committed relationships, she may need spontaneity and independence. personal space is important to her and she may have boundaries regarding her personal space. she will take these boundaries seriously as her independence is the one factor that keeps her separate from everyone else. if she is in a relationship in which she feels consumed by her lover and not freed, she will suffer. her spirit will diminish and she will be unhappy. this, she may date men who are emotionally unavailable and give her lots of freedom. she is not the type to care and want to constantly baby and nurture her man, but she is very generous to him, and looks for this generosity also. she looks for a man that shares what he had with others — whether it be physical (money) or intangible (wisdom, intelligence)

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capricorn mars — a reliable lover, a family man

traditional values and ethics will be of utmost importance. this woman is independent and knows how to take care of herself and needs someone to merely accompany her in her growth. she is a leader by heart and will take charge in taking what she wants out of life. she needs a man who is the same. she values reliability, sincerity, and honesty. she does not love for the sake of it, for the sex, for the fling that comes out of all of it. she loves and dates for the long-term, for marriage. she takes commitment seriously and if she notices energy that is unaligned to hers, she will have no issue leaving. and if she feels her independence is threatened, she will have no issue leaving at this either

she needs a man that knows emotional control. she does not want a man who spills his emotions all over the floor in failure to hold them. she needs a man who will prove his masculinity to her; someone who knows how to work, knows how to make money for himself, knows how to provide. she needs a man that will match her need for a successful future and a high social status. she wants someone to grow with rather than use for growth. and her growth may come in many forms; to grow financially, in terms of family and children, etc.

and while she may want a man that is cold to the world and detached to other women, she wants him to show her his love in more than just words and admissions. she will look for physical affection; hand-holding, gripping, caressing, all of it. she has a strong connection to her body and what turns her on and off. she wants her man to know her body inside out; she wants him to run his hands all over it, to gaze at it, to accept it and love it

she is deeply loyal and ambitious. she does not stop at any hinderance, but uses it as a step to grow. she persists, no matter the energy needed for it to work. she may be a pessimist but she is kind-hearted and devoutly supportive of her lover. her self-esteem is high and she knows how to steady herself. slow to anger, she needs a man that has boundaries, that distances himself when necessary, and knows how to control his emotions

she may date men that have a high social status or work towards it. she may date older men or men who have strong footing in the world. financial stability is a must for this placement. a man who knows how to manage his money and knows how to look for further riches, has her eye

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aquarius mars — an unconventional man, a free man

this woman would be most attracted to men who are unconventional in their style. weirdness is attractive to them. for this placement, the woman would naturally feel as though she is an independent woman who feels no need to adhere to traditional or conventional ways of being. she finds her own way in what she does and expects a man who does the same. she needs someone objective and rational, as she is like this also. she is attracted to a man that isn’t rigid, one that doesn’t stick to the rules, and prefers breaking them to make his own

there needs to be a mental rapport between the two for any further intimacy to occur. and while sex isn’t important to her, there is a playful element to this placement. this woman doesn’t need a man that takes everything seriously, but a man that knows when to act serious and when not to. mental stimulation is key to a happy relationship with this woman. if she feels as though the mental connection is not there, she will not pursue any further. she may be sexually liberated or have a lacking interest in it or simply have very progressive ideas about sex. this is what she will look for in her man also. however, it may be that she yearns for an intellectual march so strong and specific, she physically cannot have sex until it is achieved. someone who is open-minded about sex or about life in general, secures her loyalty. she may not be into marriage or children but I have still noticed some women that marry for the security or because they feel like they should

intelligence and conversation are very important to these women. while she wants you to be impressed by her intellect, she will look for the same in return. in general, she always wants to challenge the man but not in a way that is demeaning. rather, she just wants room for her energy to pour. and men who make her feel less independent or somewhat trapped, will have no hope in her commitment

she may be attracted to men that are unconventional but also humanitarian. men who care for the world in ways that concern not only nature but also humans. men who hold a certain sensitivity for others, especially the homeless or the oppressed. the man must be competent enough to challenge her mind and to keep up with her games. she may not be the type to get jealous and she will see love and relationships as a mutual exchange of affection and stimulation rather than something deep and for a lifetime

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pisces mars — the dreamiest man, the tenderest lover

there is a strong need for sensitivity and generosity. this placement yearns for a man that is empathetic, sensitive, and gives easily. she needs someone she can sacrifice herself for, but a man who can also do the same for her. she needs a man that is emotionally expressive, open, and honest. a man who is ready to admit he loves her, a man who is ready to show her affection at all times. a man who compliments her and reassures her. macho men who hide behind their masculinity and logic are immediate turn-offs. and while she loves men that are physically aesthetic (sculpted in the face, are muscular/lean, and athletic), she needs someone who can submit to her as she does to him. she needs him to emotionally resonate with her and understand her complexity

and speaking of complexity, the woman needs someone who is willing to envelop themselves in a spiritual bond that is infinite, eternal, and obsessive. clinginess/neediness is strong with this placement; she needs to know she is wanted. she needs to know her man’s desire is her and only her. this can be a very insecure placement, though very nurturing and very loving all the same. commitment is given when the woman feels as though their emotional bond is stable enough to work from. if there is no emotional rapport with one another, the woman will feel vain and empty. to have a happy and loving relationship, there must be an honour and promise to exchange love — telepathically, mentally, emotionally, soulfully. really, she wants a man that can help her achieve the dream of being the perfect prince with the dreamiest, most romantic love

the woman must feel comfortable in giving aid to the man and not feeling as though she’s undeserving of the man. she wants someone to mother and take care of while also being babied. she needs to feel as though her efforts to care for the man are not in vain

she may be attracted to men that are helpless, unloved, and have low self-esteem. she typically plays the “saviour” in her relationships, in which she can “save” her man by providing him with the support nobody else gave him. she may want him to think she’s the only one that could ever love him, although this is a more extreme manifestation of this placement

#0012 this is what your pluto experiences loss in

pluto in first house - identity, body, life perspectives

you experience loss through identity and sense of self. you tend to have a strong need to present yourself in a way that is unique and true to you, but you struggle with actually building an identity you can relate to. thus, you tend to go through many phases in which you "lose" yourself and question who you are, or who you are meant to be. you may go through many periods in which you heavily self-reflect and come to a conclusion that is unsatisfactory or vague. you have many moments of transformation in which you change yourself, particularly your appearance, because you deeply desire to resurrect yourself and try to build yourself bigger and better. there is unexplainable anger that comes when you feel as though your freedom is restricted, or when you are unhappy with your appearance. you tend to become paranoid or harshly critical of yourself when you notice something is off. your obsession with rebuilding your body may cause you to lose it altogether; you may go through consistent burnouts in an attempt to change. if not in a burnout, you tend to be in restless and unmovable energy, unsure what to do or how to act.

you will lose yourself in your life perspectives as you go through periodic shifts in which your moral judgment on others and life, in general, will be challenged. you will go through many burnouts trying to decide who you want to be v.s. who you should be or are supposed to be. you have a deep calling to honor your soul but feel pressured to go against your calling. there is unjust fairness in how you may see life because you may see it through a lens of paranoia or misery. this, combined with your loneliness or "outcast" nature, will solemnly prove you to be skeptical and prejudicial to others.

pluto in second house - money, possessions, values

you experience loss through your obsession with money and physical values. we may contrast pluto in the first house to pluto in the second house in the sense that pluto in first house is a deeply soulful urge to reincarnate as something more vibrational and authentic to our soul behavior. pluto in second house is a physical connection in which we feel loss through actual value and our constructed self-esteem. you experience loss in money where you may go through periods that cause you to spiral into obsessive patterns in no-money scenarios. there is a heavy emphasis on materials and money that you cannot see yourself worthy without it. you base your identity off your values and money and will thus lose it to teach you how to handle rejection of material goods, and to embrace freedom in a spiritual sense. when extending your self-worth to material value, you actually restrict your inner happiness from expressing because whatever you have or own, will decide your mood or value. you are sentimental in your possessions and tend to hoard but you will learn to disconnect from this by allowing pluto to take care of you.

you may have traditional values, and you may stick to them religiously. these could be family values and traditions, or traditions/values that are more religious or spiritual. whatever the case, you will learn to disconnect from these to embrace a culture much more openminded and freeing. while there is nothing wrong with having personal values more traditional or religious, you may notice there are repetitive patterns in which you have some values that prevent you from doing something - and it may prevent you from being happier. you may also experience loss in actual physical transformations and periods in which you will question your physical appearance or want to change it. you treat your body very well, and maybe obsessively also, and you focus too much on providing for your physical comfort, you may neglect your spiritual health.

pluto in third house - friendships, knowledge, travel

in terms of loss, you may experience great change when with others or when you learn. education and relationships break what we already know or our current patterns and force us to become more open minded and kind. when we know nothing or too little or when we have nobody to talk to, we tend to turn arrogant and direct too much attention to the self. you will experience loss in the mind in the sense that you will actively find yourself seeking for mental stimulation to compensate for your constant need to know and learn. you will lose yourself through others because they will force you to embrace new cultures or to embrace new ways of thinking. travelling will be of great benefit to you because it will challenge your current ways of thinking and will challenge how open minded you are or can be. you may actually lose yourself through the obsession of wanting something new, you may actually forget what you already have. so, you may constantly chase new horizons so much, you forget where you currently are, now.

networking and communication are your best skills, and you need to be intelligent to be proficient. allow yourself to change and to embrace new knowledge and cultures to broaden your intellect, but don’t look for change too much, so that you lose your footing. assess what you know now and grow from there

pluto in fourth house - family, the past, the mother

much of your loss will be experienced in the house where you may actually lose your mother or lose something that relates to her. you may experience a house that is deeply rooted in family traditions or has a generational curse difficult to escape. there may be a hidden or traumatic past that you are a part of. your loss may be experienced in a way that challenges your view of the past and will challenge you to let go of the past. you may have deep familial roots and traditional views. you may be very sentimental, controlling, or just value sentimentality and family so much, you live life through a vision directly reflective of the past. you lose yourself in daydreaming of the past and what could've been or what could've happened instead of looking beyond this veil to see what's around you. your obsession over privacy and your paranoia of others may cause you to completely retreat. on the one hand you may lose yourself by isolating yourself from everyone, but you may also lose yourself by investing too much time in others and denying any time for yourself. your charitable and giving nature can be easily exploited and your deep attachment issues may cause you to become abandoned or cause you to rely on others too much.

the mother may trigger you a lot and may be one of the main sources as to why you are the way you are today. much of the treatment you may have experienced from her will permeate your future decisions and actions. she may have been someone unstable or someone who reminded you that you were family poison, that you were a reminder of something bad in the family, etc. so, you will have to learn to live with the guilt associated with the mother; the loss incurred as part of her in your life.

pluto in fifth house - relationships, creativity, ego

you may experience loss through creativity and your ego. much of your ego will be shed through experimenting with different creative outlets instead of bubbling up in your arrogant shell. when we stick to ourselves and deny ourselves childish pleasures, we become lethargic, lazy, and ignorant. when we indulge in different leisures and embrace our egoless inner child, we find ourselves happier than ever. so, here is where your lesson will lie. you will experience loss through rejecting your arrogant ego and embracing an egoless approach. with you, ego is everything: it's control, it's power, it's confidence, and it's prowess. with a big ego comes great power. however, this power is only temporary, as an ego is only ever temporary too. when you find yourself enjoying life by letting go of your paranoia of others' opinions, you will find yourself losing a part of yourself - although this will come as a benefit to you.

there is great interest in relationships, and this may be another source of loss for you. your codependent habits or obsession over others may cause you to lose yourself and become nimble. all the ego you may have had, or all the prowess, confidence, and sexiness you once had, is gone. you lose yourself in others - especially through the pleasures of sex - for the false promise of eternal fun and play. losing yourself to sex is no good deal, as you may become sexually addicted and frustrated. instead you should embrace fun and play that is colorful and reflective of your inner child.

pluto in sixth house - diet, work, the body

you may experience loss in the following: your self-esteem, control of the body as well as just the body as its whole. you place a lot of emphasis on matters such as diet and exercise you may actually lose yourself in obsessing over fine details nobody else really cares about. you obsess over rigid routines to assess control over your life, completely unaware that having no routine or no clear direction can also lead to a happy life - a life as happy as if you constantly controlled it. your charitable nature and acts of service are great characteristics of yours, but you may lose yourself in acting for others too much. you may sacrifice your own self-esteem and confidence to help others and may, as a result, lose your own self-worth and what it actually means to be you. you put too much control on everything in your life and it comes biting back at you in forms where you find yourself powerless and unable to control anything.

many of your views surrounding the body will be changed as you let go of current routines/mindsets and embrace new ones. you may get triggered with talks of food or your body, but it's because you place so much control/emphasis on it, you fear being criticized or noticed too much. additionally, you are so aware of your flaws, you become triggered because you fear others know them too. you will experience change when it comes to your routine shifting to accommodate new routines or schedules.

pluto in seventh house - love, karma, friendships

you may experience loss through friendships or romantic relationships in which your independence and cooperation will be challenged. in any relationship, codependency is always possible. when you melt to the stir of intense passion or if you enjoy someone's company too much, you tend to forget how to be yourself, or you continue looking for other people as an additional stimulant to the "feel good" you get with others. you have a very attached approach to relationships and you tend to lose others as a lesson for yourself, or you tend to lose others as a way to regain your independence and personal freedom. you may experience karmic partners that constantly trigger emotional traumas within you. you may have a strong fondness for certain people, but every time you get into a relationship, your energy seems to completely take over it, leaving you in shambles over something you could have easily controlled.

you may lose yourself in others by succumbing to their energy and relying on them more than you should. you may lose yourself in others. if you are more on the lonely side, and you struggle with relationships and friendships, then you will lose yourself through your personal isolation and distrust of others. you will learn to cooperate and trust others more blindly than you do now.

pluto in eighth house - identity, money, your soul

much of your loss will be experienced soulfully, and in forms tenfold to others. you will experience dramatic shift with your soul and body involved. what makes up your identity, for example, or what makes you, you, will shift constantly. you may feel your soul wanting to explode almost constantly, and this will challenge your patience. so, you may lose yourself through you. you may become swallowed by the idea of changing and transformation, and you may actually lose who you are or have trouble understanding what you're supposed to do. much of your loss will come through changes in identity and where you want to go in life. you will be confronted with difficult decisions and ruthlessly painful changes that will challenge your resistance to embrace new change. most others' change may be physical and literal, but yours mostly stems from your soul, where it wishes to constantly evolve until it's done.

there is a lot of control within you, as this is in a native house, and your controlling nature will become challenged with this placement. in general, the loss of literal and physical things will come as a way to experience metaphysical/soulful/inner loss. your sense of worth and identity and whatever they may be tied to will become demolished through and through. for you, money may be an important asset to your worth, and you may experience great turmoil when dealing with it. surely if very positively aspected, can bring great wealth and a winner attitude towards work and the like. however, there can also be great loss if too much control and emphasis is put on money and material things - spiritual awakenings must also be considered!

pluto in ninth house - spirituality/religion, values, life perspectives

much like pluto in 8h, you will experience loss that is spiritual and soulful. much of your loss experienced will come in the form of new beginnings and endings, the change and reform of values and mindsets, and the embrace of knowledge and soulful cognizance. being a spiritual sign, you represent all that is shifting and forever evolving. you represent the universe as it expands and the knowledge that is shared between people. for you, loss will come in a mostly positive way (although you may see it negatively) because it is the shedding of the old, and embracing of the new. it is the abandonment of all that is ignorant/arrogant within you, and the embrace of someone open-minded, educated, and honest. you will experience loss when traveling or embracing new cultures that challenge your current views on spirituality/religion and general values/morals. observing the way others live or preach or worship will challenge you to question how you may live, preach, or worship. seeing how others live according to their values and watching people have different values will also cause you to change your perspectives on life.

more precisely, you may experience loss in a way that can be extremely detrimental to you: you may be constantly in search of something bigger and better, and your gambler personality may get the best of you. you may reject everything to chase something from your dreams instead of sticking to realistic goals. this will be your downfall if not controlled! you must establish a clear path in life and set goals that are realistic, instead of jumping at life in a way that consequently puts you in a worse place.

pluto in tenth house - status, money, self-esteem

your self-esteem will periodically shift as you learn to differentiate the importance of money/wealth and spiritual health. by no means is capricorn a spiritual sign, but the emphasis of spirituality lays heavy here nonetheless. you may lose yourself in the image of wanting to be someone great; you may lose yourself over the obsession of being rich, famous, successful, to the point you overwork yourself. you may see success and wealth as your only key to a good self-esteem and it may be the only thing you feel is your worth. you lose yourself in creating an identity that is not you, but money. if you are not rich or famous, you seem to believe you have no use. thus pluto will force you to change your perspectives to look at life through a lens much less materialistic. you will be challenged when losing your identity reliant on money and wealth and to embrace your naked soul that isn’t actually tied to money or possessions. your values will also be challenged and you will need to embrace change in your daily, mundane life or in your routines to better understand what pluto is trying to teach you

you will embrace lessons that teach you to reflect, rather than chase. your ambition and power to change is highly admirable but you cannot lose yourself in your passion for money and success. instead you should look towards using your ambitions as a way to also build spiritual growth.

pluto in eleventh house - friends, independence, freedom

you may lose yourself in/through others by experiencing friendships that challenge your general perspectives. for example, you may experience friendships shallow and inconsistent that eventually make you feel lonely and belief you were meant to be alone. you may stand out from the crowd. you want deep and meaningful friendships but have a hard time finding ones that are truly genuine. in cases where you have friends or friend groups, there may be many cases where you lose yourself in them; you become consumed by your friends and your identity begins to revolve around them. you forget your originality and own self and chase whoever they are and what they want to be. if you temper this powerful planet properly, you actually have the potential to transform yourself through learning from your friends on how you can become better. you can easily influence others but you lack the know-how. in other cases you may also have a distrust of friends and others in fear of being known or committing to something; you may distrust them because you fear the intensity friendships may bring.

there is a great insecurity within you that wishes to be recognised and valued, but isn’t. there is great change in your own authenticity/originality. you learn to recognise your independence/originality through scenarios that challenge you to look towards yourself, rather than others. but you may also lose yourself through isolating yourself from other people, whether this be from paranoia or disinterest from others. you may lose yourself in your obsession to be different, you actually forget how you already stand out from others.

pluto in twelfth house - spirituality, the father, life

you may lose yourself in reality and spirituality. there is a very thin line between both and you often struggle with balancing both. your spirituality is experienced on an intensely profound level, but your reality goes through constant changes mirrored by your subconscious/spiritual health. you tend to favor your spirituality over reality because you blindly trust what you can't actually touch; you are fascinated by something that is not mundane as reality is. there is much escapist tendencies when it comes to reality. your spirituality may be very accessible to you as you may be very spiritually inclined, but it does not mean you should completely succumb to it and favor it over reality. you will lose yourself in favoring spirituality rather than using your spirituality to better yourself. alternatively, you may suffer from distrusting spirituality at all; you will lose yourself unless you release control and let the universe do work for you.

there may be loss of the father or some general absence of the father. remember that even though the physical father is present, he may not be there emotionally. he may not be accessible to you or present himself as a father, despite actually being there. either way, you may live an isolated life in which you distrust others or are simply not interested in making friends. you will experience many life-changing views and opinions through potent spiritual observations.

Yandere Profile - Baizhu

When I tell you I adore this man so much, he's so underappreciated and I intend to do my best to do him justice

ft. Changsheng the enabler and Qiqi the liability

WARNINGS: fem reader, dubcon/noncon, abduction, heavy drugging content, mentions of force feeding against a hunger strike, emotional manipulation of a child, homicide

What are they generally like? Lucid, aware? Obsessive? How do they behave?

If one had to describe his nature in a singular word, it would be careful.

Incredibly, meticulously careful. There is not one single step taken that has not been perfectly planned out ahead of time, multiple possibilities and issues thought through and accounted for. He would not rush into something of this nature unprepared, and more importantly, his cautiousness comes from another trait he has in abundance: determination. Dedication to seeing a goal through, the firm resolution that he will obtain what he desires, one way or another, with no regard to what measures need to be taken to do so, nor how long it will take.

Not to mention, from a moral perspective, one might be surprised at how indifferent he is to the notion of doing something... unethical. People tend to associate medical professionals with some sort of assumed overall moral good, that someone who dedicates their life to the pursuit of the health of others must be a morally sound person in all areas of life by default.

Well, that is true to an extent. He does want to stay within ethical bounds. He's a generally good and compassionate person, yes, and would never go out of his way to harm anyone for the sake of it. He doesn't bear any malice towards anyone. He will inconvenience or burden himself if it means doing the right thing, when the right thing does not pose any risk to him and his goals. And when it's things he doesn't care too much about, he will relinquish a goal if he realizes it would do harm. So overall, it would be correct to say that he is a morally sound person.

But if violating certain commonly agreed-upon ethical boundaries is necessary to obtain his most fervent desires... well.

He's perfectly well-aware. He's self-aware, for starters, acutely so. He knows exactly what he feels and why, knows it is of abnormal degree, and knows what it will inevitably lead to. He knows that both from a social and ethical standpoint, such things are wrong, that it violates society's conventions and standards (not to mention laws) of what is acceptable behavior by limiting another's freedoms and violating their autonomy. It's not even something he really needs to reflect on. He just notices and becomes aware of an intense emotion, recognizes that emotion and its degree of severity, and draws an immediate logical conclusion as to what will happen depending on how he chooses to handle that emotion and how each course of action is perceived by society. Very simple, really.

It's lamentable — he himself has reflected on this to himself multiple times, often speaking aloud to Changsheng about it behind closed doors.

How troublesome that even I am not immune to these sorts of desires...In the end, the nature and instinct of any given creature is immutable, I suppose.

She rarely has anything to offer other than vague warnings of not letting it spiral out of control, which he assures will not happen.

But oh well. Sure, it's inconvenient, but there is no point in fighting something as innate as one's own feelings in this area of things. Suppressing the emotions would be a waste, so it is much wiser and more efficient to simply accept them, then work through how he intends to handle them.

Cautious, intelligent, perceptive, patient, self-aware, willing to violate ethics, and of an indomitable resolve. This combination of traits is, as you might imagine, more or less one of the worst hands of fate that could be dealt to whoever is targeted by the individual possessing them.

He's an easy person to warm up to, though. Very likable and pleasant. He's not nervous around you or anything, and gives no hint of any ill intent, so you have no reason to suspect anything. Well, he might be just a bit overbearing towards you, just barely noticeably touchy or insistent, but it's nothing that strikes you as indicative of anything you should genuinely be concerned over.

Except for this... aura. While nothing he does really concerns you, there is almost some tangible feeling of something being "off" in a way you can't really articulate nor explain. Regardless, he's been helpful and kind to you, so you brush it off as nothing.

There's also distinct lack of the intense outward expression of emotion usually associated with obsessive lovers and abductors and the like. He's fairly... calm about it all. Perhaps it's an ability stemming from his meticulous and careful planning to eliminate risk, or perhaps it's that he has full and acute self-awareness and accurate perception and understanding of himself and why he feels what he does. Or perhaps it's just his nature. Maybe some combination of all of the above. But even at his worst moments, he has a fairly calm aura about him, nothing seems to bother or upset him too much. He always seems to have calculated for every potential misstep or complication.

He does make an attempt to grow closer to you, though. He's masterful with an ability to orchestrate encounters that genuinely seem to be coincidence, as well as creating inconveniences for you that will lead you to seek him out. If anything, you're usually apologizing for doing so, since he seems so busy... but he dismisses it with a wave of his hand, assures you that it's fine, that he's very happy to be of assistance to you.

This, too, isn't just because he enjoys your presence, but it's also a preparatory measure in and of itself. The more familiar you are with him, the closer you consider yourself to be with him, the easier of a time he'll have handling you when the time inevitably comes that he'll have to take certain courses of action that you may disapprove of, to say the least. He needs all the endearment to you he can get before that happens.

How likely are they to kidnap their darling? How quickly will they do so?

He's a bit conflicted, can't really decide if he wants to or not. His reluctance isn't really based in morality nor fear; he's not particularly concerned with the former on this matter, and he's fully confident he can successfully pull it off, so no need for nervousness.

Rather, he has the sort of possessive, primal desire to take you all for himself, one that he recognizes as a rash instinct that he needs to carefully ponder, and yet, he realizes that the direct consequence of acting on those desires would cause him to fall out of favor with you. He does love your smiles you give him, how nice you've been to him, your kind words, and he knows that would disappear, only to be replaced with resentment and fear, the moment he takes you away from your life.

He often sighs and mumbles to himself about it. What to do, what to do.... such a frustrating predicament.

Human nature is fascinating, isn't it? He's so consciously aware that this is abnormal and unwell, that he should attempt to resolve it, yet he has no desire to resolve it, only craving to further indulge in it. Yet he wants to be certain that he doesn't take any rash action, that he knows what he's doing through and through.

So, he refrains, at least for some time. However, it's not an attempt to refrain permanently — he knows full well that eventually, he will act on his desires, that it's only a matter of time. But for now, he wants to savor every word, every interaction, every smile, until he knows he will eventually cave in, and those things will be gone. He also reasons that, as aforementioned, by knowing you and being acquainted with you longer under your normal life and circumstances, he can attempt to endear himself to you and grow closer to you in that time, which will, he hopes, ease the transition when you no longer have your freedoms, that you will be more inclined to forgive him and act with empathy for him rather than hostility.

However, should he happen upon a coincidence, the stars align and the pieces all fall into place so perfectly without him having to arrange it, well, he'll certainly take the opportunity that presents itself. You show up complaining of fever or headache or something of that nature, and in your discomfort, it doesn't quite occur to you how unusual and seemingly irrelevant the questions he's asking you are—

I assume you let someone know where you were headed when you left home? ...No? Oh, I see....

You don't by chance have anywhere you'll be expected to be in the next short while, would you?

—and it won't, until it's too late.

Otherwise, should the opportunity not arise on its own, he has to wait. The days pass. A few months in total. But the longing and the ache and the scalding feeling of intense jealousy when he sees you with others, it all becomes too much, and he's forced to put into motion a plan he has now had quite some time to prepare for. Invite you over for "something important" with perfect timing, memorizing your schedule to hopefully ensure that it will happen before you see anyone whom you might inform of where you're going. From there, once he has you inside, it's no effort at all from that point forward.

He has a remarkable ability to give off this calm, nonthreatening aura, combined with a gentle and charming voice that lulls you into a sense of safety, that keeps you from noticing anything strange about what he's doing, even if you do still have that faint sense of unease in the back of your mind. It feels sweet and endearing, really, that you trust him so.

So he goes through with it. Sets up the necessary steps, and executes the plan as predetermined.

And then he tells you about it.

Once it's already too late, of course. You already drank what you were given without any hint of suspicion or distrust, and the way your eyes suddenly widen and your body twitches and slumps forward indicates it's setting in.

That's a regular part of the effect, terribly sorry about that. Oh, don't worry, you're not in any danger. You see, it's just... ah, how should I put it...

Thus he starts to go on elaborating on exactly what he drugged you with, and more importantly, begins explaining exactly why. As in, he openly confesses to being deeply enamored, as he puts it, and that he, likewise in his own words, has—

—some sort of abnormal psychological development that has taken place, although I'm not entirely sure how to best articulate it... regardless, I'm sure you now see that these impulses are inducing problematic behavior, but I'm afraid I have already succumbed to them, unfortunately...

He speaks with this lighthearted tone and whimsical sighs if he's explaining some sort of mild, harmless inconvenience, something of little consequence, all while he's gently going about sitting you back upright, closing your mouth so you stop involuntarily drooling, fixing the cup you spilled over and cleaning up what spilled onto the table. As if it's just a regular, everyday occurrence that he's paying little attention to, and not something of great weight and severity.

What this ultimately means is that you won't actually be leaving anytime soon. While unreasonable on its own, I assume that makes sense in the context of what I've just explained to you.

He turns back towards you, loops his arms under your armpits and hoists you up. There's a slight strained grunt with the physical exertion, but he manages to pick you up without too much trouble. He's still talking while carrying you through the door to the hall, but you don't really hear much it as you begin to succumb to unconsciousness — you only really process one more sentence.

You're awfully trusting, you know. You really ought to be more careful, should someone could have malicious intent...

How difficult is it to escape from them? How do they keep you restrained? How do they deal with attempted escape? 

The physical restraints aren't so bad. He keeps a reverse lock on the outside of the front door, and for a little while, a singular chain to your ankle.

After a short while, and a verbal agreement that you will not try anything, he gives you a surprising degree of leniency, gives you the ability to roam to some extent. You can be present at the front where strangers show up to the desk, even. But he'll be watching. He has ways, as he puts it, of knowing what you're doing.

You're not sure what to do. It seems like such an opportunity, and yet, you know that someone as calculated as he is wouldn't give you that opportunity without having a plan he could easily enact if something goes wrong. You know he doesn't really place that much trust in your word through your verbal agreement alone. You want to do something to try and catch someone's attention or something, but there's this gut feeling you have that knows that doing that would be a mistake.

He almost certainly wouldn't harm anyone, you're pretty sure of that being true, but... can you say that with one-hundred percent certainty? If pushed to the point of it being a matter of securing you and your arrangement, preventing someone who saw more than they should from telling, can you really be certain he wouldn't take drastic measures...?

You just don't know. Sure, you're fairly certain of his overall goodness of character... but then again, that's also what you thought when you brushed off the occasional comment or expression from him that used to make you feel some faint sense of alarm or unease — that he was certainly a good person, just a bit eccentric at times. You told yourself back then that he was not the sort of person who would ever do anything bad to anyone. You overestimated his goodness once, and look where that got you. Can you really be sure that someone who would go so far as to do what he's already done, wouldn't hurt or kill someone too, if it came down to it...? And when you think even more about it, doesn't the fact that he's letting you roam so much imply that he is ready to take some other measures if you tried anything?

You just don't know. It's all so uncertain.

And he knows that. You can tell from the soft, content, knowing smile on his face. He knows exactly what thoughts are going through your mind. As long as that doubt is there, hopefully you won't force his hand to make him have to take unsavory measures to ensure your security.

Now if you were to actually successfully, temporarily get away and be caught and brought back again, this is where Baizhu actually has a rather unique reaction, both intriguing and odd compared to how other captors and obsessive lovers would react.

That is, he harbors no resentment or anger over your desires to be free. In fact, provided he caught you early, his reaction is fairly calm. If you managed to get out for a while, he's more visibly panicked when he finds you, but he still manages to calm himself down by the time he brings you back, and doesn't lash out or have any sort of angry outburst.

You still endure some form of punishment — can't just let you get away with it, of course, you'd just be more likely to do it again — but you very quickly notice he doesn't really seem all that angry or anything. At some point, you question him on it, and he's very transparent with his answer.

To tell you the truth, I can't really blame you. You're only following your instincts. It's endearing, in a way.

Being angry, he explains, would be nonsensical, silly, unreasonable. It is only natural for a human to desire autonomy and as few restrictions on themselves as possible. Yet, it is also human nature to want to control others, and to have the object of their desires all to themselves, kept away like a treasure. Both his actions and yours are perfectly natural and reasonable, and since he himself has followed his natural inclinations and instincts, he can't blame you for doing the same and following yours.

And then, he smiles.

But it seems you weren't quite capable of achieving your goal. I suppose you'll just have to hope you have better luck on your next attempt... And I, that there won't be one.

How easy are they to trick, deceive, or manipulate?

Needless to say, Baizhu is both intelligent and perceptive. Most of the time, he can easily catch you in a lie. More importantly, he knows that given the circumstances, it's obvious you'll be trying to lie to him fairly regularly, so he's on guard about it, making him that much more likely to notice.

But on the rare occasion you do manage to trick him in some way, unless it was something that put you, him, or your situation in genuine danger, he doesn't get too upset. It's just the philosophy he takes, he explains as he shrugs it off— Really, it was foolish of me to not anticipate something like that. Considering the circumstances, I should never have allowed myself to become so unguarded.

Much like with attempts at escape, it's only natural to lie to him to achieve what you want. Likewise, it's only natural for you to receive some form of punishment to deter you from repeating the attempt of deception. Simple. So while he doesn't have a particularly angry or emotional response to it, don't expect to just get away with it either.

He's also very well aware when you manipulate him, acknowledges it even, but similarly to lying, he doesn't seem to mind too much. If anything, as long as it's something mild in nature, he finds it amusing, will chuckle and smile.

Oh, my. I see what you're doing... well, how could I say no when you're being so sweet about it?

That applies only to that which is mild, though. If your request or attempted goal is something that would actually be a risk, he gets far more serious and firm in his approach.

Surely you don't expect me to fall for that, dear. As much as I'd like to fulfill any wish you have, I know better than to take that sort of risk.

It was worth a try. You win some, you lose some.

How lenient are they? What privileges can you have, and what will you be denied?

He knows that mental stimulation will be important to your ensuring that you remain of sound mind and health for the foreseeable future. There's limits, of course, he's not dumb enough to fall for requests for things that you could use to harm him or break out, but he'll get you what you want, within reason. Especially books, which, as he says, are important for keeping your mind sharp. Those he'll get you even without asking, often bringing you something at random because he thinks you might enjoy its contents.

And hey, he also might as well capitalize on the opportunity. To prevent boredom, you can also help him out. Lots of jars that need organizing and labeling, papers that need to be filled and documented, and so on. Of course, he'll double check to ensure there's no maliciously doing it wrong or anything, but he appreciates it if you're willing and compliant.

What kind of rules do they have? What kind of punishment would they use?

He doesn't like to feel like he's being strict or harsh, but he does set specific guidelines. They're fairly short and simple.

One, you will not attempt to leave, or to rope anyone else into "helping" you.

Two, you will not attempt to cause any harm or damage to himself, his property, or any other residents or visitors you may come into contact with.

Third, you will not attempt to commit any action that intentionally causes, or has a potential to accidentally cause, any danger or harm to yourself.

Violate any of these conditions, and naturally, there will be consequences. All actions have cause and effect, this is just the law of the universe, so it is only fair to enforce a consequence.

He's still pretty forgiving, but if you push his limits, he'll begin enacting those consequences, getting progressively more intense according to the nature of your offense. Confining you to one room, putting you back into an ankle shackle, so on and so on. All done with this self-righteous attitude, telling you how it's for your own benefit that this is done.

But along the same previous lines of reasoning as to why he gives you things to keep you occupied, he knows how important stimulation is to one's psychological well-being, and can just as easily use this against you. If you've been very, very bad, repeated attempts at running away and total defiance, some more intense measures are needed. As with any other ailment, your poor behavior is something he has just the thing to treat with.

The dependency itself, you see, creates bonding. Being forced to rely on another for such basic needs is a process equally humiliating and endearing. The isolation, on the other hand, ensures that your brain associates only him with the positive chemicals and emotions induced by having stimuli to free you from boredom, as well as your needs being met and...

He continues to explain it out to you as he goes. You're still only restrained by one ankle binding, but he doesn't need much in that regard, because he doesn't really have to worry about you moving around in the first place. You can barely move a muscle anyway.

It is quite torturous, isn't it? He almost feels bad for you. You still have some control over your face, and he can see the obvious displeasure in your expression. Unable to move your arms, your legs, anything but the truly important muscular functions like being able to swallow and breathe and the like. Forced to sit there numbly while he brings cups of water and spoonfuls of broth to your mouth, when he wipes your body down in substitution for bathing. Yes, it's clear how much you dislike this, but that's the point, isn't it? This would not have to happen if you could just be a bit more compliant. That wouldn't truly be so hard, would it? He asks in such a patronizing voice.  Should you keep your mouth shut and refuse to eat or drink, he'll sigh, give up for the moment and try again later. If this persists after a few days, though, he'll just have to force it, and is not above doing so.

After a few days of this, he'll allow it to wear off, provided you've proven your repentance and promise you're going to be good in the future. An unlikely promise, he realizes, but at least the sentiment counts.

Oh, and he does establish one other rule out of frustration after a certain incident: no taking his glasses and hiding them. Really, it was quite a childish act of spite on your part, and caused him a terrible deal of inconvenience. Best to address it and forbid that from reoccurring...

How do they deal with rivals, or perceived rivals? Will they get rid of them? Will they kill them themselves, or find another way?

Rivals are actually something you don't have to worry too much about, in terms of them getting hurt. Baizhu is calculated and reasonable, highly rational, and doesn't take any sort of rash action. And in his mind, as long as you're confined, other people are no longer an issue.

If he feels someone is becoming enough of a threat in the pre-captivity stage of his obsession, being aware of any affection another person has for you or vice versa will simply serve as a catalyst in your abduction, and almost certainly expedite that process, out of urgency to get you away from a perceived threat. Provided you are secured, though, he sees no reason to risk the potential consequences of taking any action against a rival, even if he does harbor resentment for them.

Do not, however, mistake that for instinctive reluctance. It doesn't mean he's the sort of person who would be to afraid to kill someone, or, as you might initially imagine he would be, a person who would feel an innate sense of guilt and wrongness, who is averse to doing anything truly wrong. No, he's more than confident in his ability to successfully pull off a homicide if he were to try, and honestly, he's really not that naturally guilty, that is, in the sense of the sort of person who would be haunted by their actions and feel guilty by instinct. Rather, he has to intentionally hold himself back, tell himself he can't do such a thing no matter how much he wants to, as a matter of dignity.

Homicide would, after all, be more or less entirely antithetical to his universal occupational creed. And while again, he doesn't have an instinct against it, he values his own self-image. He wouldn't feel guilty, but he'd feel disappointed in himself, ashamed to have failed to uphold the idea of sanctity of life and all that. And perhaps even more importantly, such an act is one of petulant spite, if you ask him, and he would be somewhat embarrassed to see himself committing such an act, as if it's an admittance of having let someone else's presence bother him so much. It's a matter, thus, of self-respect and dignity more than anything. Therefore, with you secured away, he'll simply leave them be... although he's not above perhaps a bit of pettiness if the opportunity presents itself, such as being able to mildly inconvenience them somehow without it being connected to him.

That being said, there is a limit to his inhibition for the sake of self-image.

There's one circumstance under which he would see it fit to kill: said rival is looking for you after your disappearance, and he gets the very strong sense that the individual in question knows something they shouldn't, or otherwise seems to have some correct suspicion of what has occurred. He feels their eyes linger on him, this narrow-eyed sort of glare. They ask some rather odd questions. Or perhaps they're foolishly upfront about it, asking if he wouldn't happen to have seen you on the day you were last heard from, an accusatory edge to their tone.

Baizhu is actually quite masterful at keeping calm and maintaining an innocent act in such situations. He doesn't get defensive or hostile, rather, he pretends he just doesn't perceive the subtle tone of accusation. No, I haven't. Terrible thing, that. I hope there's some good news to come out of that situation soon...

But to himself, this confirms that he can't afford to leave this individual undealt with. It's not his fault, really. They forced his hand. Not that he's overjoyed to finally have a reasonable self-justification to kill off the person that has secretly always bothered him more than he lets on, though, no, nothing like that.

His method is perfectly simple, although he may have to wait a while to be able to enact it. But no matter, he can bide his time. Everyone gets sick eventually. They'll come to him. And if it's too urgent, they clearly know far too much and he can't afford to wait, he simply makes an invitation, says he has something he heard or saw that may have some connection to you, and that he wishes to discuss it at once.

If it's the former, and he actually has the chance to drug them, he'll easily take that method, as it's the cleanest and the one he's most adept with. And if he invites them to speak with him, well, he'll still poison their tea and all, but he's not going to get his hopes up that it will actually be consumed, given they have every reason to suspect him. Unfortunately, this may mean he's forced to take more unpleasant means.

As much as he enjoys having them out of the way, it turns out the act of killing someone via means other than poison is actually quite unpleasant. He knows he's not healthy and strong enough at the moment to risk being overpowered if he attempted strangulation or drowning, so he just has to go full-on old fashioned and come up behind them and stab them to death. It's a very brutish act, really. Probably looks very awkward and ugly from an outside perspective. Ugh. Blood on his hands and face and the floor and the table... and now he has to wash this shirt, too... at least it will make a decent addition to the compost for herbs. Sigh.

How easy is it to make them mad? What does their anger look like?

Baizhu is largely defined by a sort of passive attitude, although it does have its limits. But for the most part, he's very tolerant and patient. Part of it is just a natural disposition, while it's also in part due to years of having dealt with a wide variety of people of varying, and often unpleasant, temperaments, in varying levels of discomfort, and thus not always pleasant to deal with.

This can be to your benefit, in terms of the fact that he's forgiving and somewhat lenient towards you. If you put on a sweet act or a pitiful apologetic act, in particular, after getting caught doing something you aren't supposed to be, it turns out to be a weak spot for him. He knows full well you're doing it intentionally, but in his own words, he just can't bring himself to be too upset when you have that look in your eyes.

While beneficial under most circumstances, his patience and slowness to anger can also be incredibly frustrating if you're the bitter type who tries to make him mad. He knows you're doing exactly that, and he knows that not giving you the reaction you want will infuriate you further, and to be honest, it's rather cute watching you get more and more upset. He can hold out for quite a while like that, as long as your behavior is not something harmful to anyone.

Be careful overusing or abusing his lenience, though, or pushing the boundaries. If you take it a step too far, do something one too many times, that patience meets its end. You can tell exactly when you've crossed that line by the look on his face, narrowed eyes and a stern, unamused expression. He speaks in a firmer tone than usual, and is far more blunt with his words.

That's enough, now. I've been very patient with you. Do not test me further.

The sudden shift and stark difference to his usual demeanor is enough to make you freeze up, and deters you on its own, far more than it would coming from someone who usually speaks in that sort of voice. Should you nonetheless, perhaps out of spite, continue your defiance, it goes a step further.

He's still not the sort of person to show anger very outwardly. Quite the opposite. You know you have truly, royally fucked up because he goes dead silent. Takes a deep breath in, heavy sigh out. Puts down the pen or closes a book or whatever else he's handling with a harsh sound, stands up without a word. You can feel a twisting in your stomach from the aura coming off of him, feel a sort of dreadful tension in the air. When he does finally speak, it's in that same cold, firm voice, as he latches a hand onto your arm and begins to pull you off into another room.

Alright, then. I see you don't intend to make this easy.

You can start to sputter out apologies at that point, but you're not going to get any further words out of him. After all, you've made it clear that words aren't enough to get through to you anyway.

How do they express affection, or attempt to endear themselves to you?

Baizhu is very fond of pet names. Dear. Darling. Love. Even if it embarrasses you, he doesn't really care. It takes a while to get used to, he throws those terms around so casually, it makes you flustered and feel all warm and you're not really sure how to react. But it just comes naturally to him, really, he wasn't initially intending for it to have any effect, although seeing that it does have an effect is quite amusing.

Otherwise, he likes to just spend time with you. The activity doesn't really matter, in fact, you don't even need to be doing the same thing together or anything. You can be doing your own thing while he does his, that's also fine. He just likes being in your vicinity.

Doing things together, though, is very nice. He's fond of doing mundane, routine things with you. Laundry, cooking, cleaning. Helping him restock by handing him jars while he puts them in their proper place, or vice versa. The little things, the things that don't require a great deal of thought or exchange of words, yet allow him to bask in your warmth and the bliss of simplicity in life with someone you love.

So they see you as above them, beneath them, or equal to them?

Baizhu is a fairly humble man. He's also objective, when it comes to such matters. Love you as he does, he still acknowledges your weaknesses and strengths.

Considering a person to be "greater" or "lesser" as a whole, he would argue, is in and of itself a concept that could only be born from a rather simple brain to begin with. Such a generalization fails to consider the complexity of the individual human existence. It is frankly impossible, or at least distasteful and lacking any respectable extent of intelligent thought, to take a single person — who has a unique skillset, physical and mental attributes, experiences, and a whole array of knowledge unique to that one individual — and condense all that complexity into one simple lump sum of "value", them do the same for another, and compare the two. The very notion itself is lacking intelligence, and only a person equally lacking intelligence and rationality, or perhaps simply a person of a neurotically grandiose nature, would try to claim one person is inherently of greater value.

But he can recognize those individual traits. If he's more intelligent than you are, he's very open to acknowledging it. If you're in better physical shape and health than he is, he'll readily admit it.

A person is what they are, they each have their strengths. If you ever get into the subject, he'll likely start philosophizing a bit about human nature — how tragic it is that so many humans obsess over those strengths that they are lacking, and in doing so allow the strengths they possess to go to waste. It is human nature to be discontent with oneself, perhaps—

Ah... am I boring you? Haha. No, no, it's quite alright.

How determined are they for you to love them? How hard will they try to make it happen? Or are they content just having you?

He fully acknowledges before ever taking you to be with him, that doing so will be detrimental any hopes of mutual affection. That's part of the pros and cons he heavily weighs before going through with that. But alas, it's a necessary hurdle to face, part of the price of having you to himself.

For the short term, at least.

He's not unfamiliar with psychology to some extent, seeing as it and his own field are somewhat related. He's very well aware of the known effects that prolonged isolation and exclusion from the rest of society, as well as forced dependence, will have on a person.

So he's not too worried about it. Sure, you may be resentful now, but he can wait. As he always does. Patient, calculated. He knows eventually there will be a shift, and then a decline. First comes anger, then that will die down, then a period of quiet despond, and eventually, as the soundness of mind deteriorates, you will come back to him, feel the same fondness you did before. It's predictable, linear, like clockwork. The human mind and the human body are alike in that way, often following patterns that can be accurately predicted far before actually reaching that stage of progression. Just as he can heal various diseases and ailments by referencing existing knowledge of the body, so he can "fix" your mind and your sentiments by utilizing the knowledge of the mind.

If you start to become exceptionally discontent and disagreeable at any given time, he'll just go with the foolproof method that works every time — total isolation besides him, dark room, no stimulus, bound hand and foot or kept immobile by drugs. A few days of that and you usually crack. The cycle repeats, but he always knows just how to get you back to the way he prefers you.

Bonus: Is there anything that makes them unique, in comparison to other yanderes?

Firstly, as aforementioned, he's almost amusingly transparent. He explains a good deal of what he does to you and exactly why he's doing it, what affects it will have, etc. Most captors would probably keep quiet on exactly how they intend for their actions to induce a bond with you or force you into this or that, but not him.

You're smart, see. He knows you'll probably figure it out anyway. What's the point of withholding it then? Besides, he has a habit of thinking out loud sometimes, so it just comes natural to him to sort of mutter about what he's doing as he goes about his tasks. No point in refraining from that when there's no real reason to.

It's not as if you knowing what he's doing or what the intended effect is will make it any less effective. Maybe you'll develop a bit of spite and fight the effects, thus prolonging the procedure, but it will work all the same in the end anyway. If anything, seeing you resist is rather cute. But you'll succumb nonetheless, so, no need to be secretive.

Another obstacle he faces that others in a similar obsessive predicament do not is, well, himself. Baizhu is forced to take his own health and physical capacity into account to a degree most others never would have to give a passing thought to.

You'd think that his frailness might serve as an advantage to you — and you'd be right, sort of. It would serve as an advantage to you, were he to not account for it.

Unfortunately for you, he does account for it, and goes to great lengths — paranoid measures, even — to ensure you cannot take advantage of it. These chronic problems sometimes follow patterns and cycles, and usually have warning signs before becoming worse, so if he knows he's going to be in a weakened state, he gets much heavier on the restraints, and goes ahead with drugging you into immobility, even though you haven't done anything to deserve what is usually used as a punishment. It's also one of the few times he'll give you a very sincere apology. I know it's unpleasant, but I don't have much of a choice right now. You know it's serious from the lack of his usual warm whimsical voice of his, instead speaking in a very blunt voice laden with discomfort. You suppose you can summon a bit of pity, even if you're frustrated.

You also notice, though, that he's always insistent that he's fine and doesn't need help, even if that's blatantly untrue. The man will sound like he's coughing his lungs up for a minute straight and when you rush over with a concerned look on your face, he forces a chuckle and smiles and waves his hand dismissively. No, no, it's fine, really, that's a regular occurrence, it will die down in a minute or s— and breaks out coughing again.

He doesn't want you to see him in a state he feels looks pathetic. You figure that out eventually, given that he always stands up and goes into another room if the coughing fits get too bad, and how you can tell he's forcing himself to act as if he's not in discomfort or pain when he cares for you during his episodes of poorer condition.

It's something he's very stubborn about too. Usually he's so transparent, but even if you push him, tell him you're well aware he's not well or that you're fine and he should lay down, he continues to downplay it and insist it's not that bad. Just a bit of an ache, he says, or just a bit drowsy. He's relentless on this, no matter how much you push.

There's another unique factor to your captivity, but it doesn't have much to do with Baizhu himself.

See, there's plenty of captors or obsessed lovers you might end up with who have companions or accomplices you would meet, but no other quite so... slithery.

And few quite so cold, either. Changsheng, and the dynamic she takes in relation to the both of you, is a very odd experience.

Firstly, she is of no help to you. You weren't really sure what to expect from a literal talking snake, but you at least figured that if she possessed human thought capacity, she would perhaps possess a sense of empathy as well.

But she never brings up or even really acknowledges the circumstances of your situation. You tried once or twice, but she immediately shuts you down if the conversation is headed in that direction.

These sorts of interpersonal relationships are no business of mine. Know that I have no intention of interference.

While a bit disappointing, you did more or less know that even if she empathized, she wouldn't likely be of much help.

She still takes some getting used to. To be honest, she moves so quietly that for the first little while, she nearly gave you a heart attack on several occasions. You'll be going about some idle task, turn your gaze to look at or reach for something, only to come face-to-face with a snake in very close proximity.

AH! Oh, I, um...

What is the matter?

N-no, I just... uh...

You are at unease due to my presence?

No! No, I just didn't... see you there...

She has a bit of a sharp tongue and stern nature, and you initially do feel very uneasy, both out of not wanting to upset her as well as some primal instinct telling you that the creature that sits next to you is a dangerous one, even if your conscious mind knows better.

She does feel the need to comment on whatever you're doing, especially when trying to do tasks to help (or just to have something to do) by doing some work in the storerooms.

By what system of organization are you determining the order to place these jars in, hm?

You are not plotting anything nefarious back here by yourself, yes?

You there... these counters are slippery. I instruct you to place me on the surface over there.

At first, you feel bullied and bossed around... but over time you come to realize that despite the criticisms, she's intentionally seeking you out, whenever Baizhu is busy. In fact, whenever he goes off to a house call by himself or to take care of some task, it's usually only a matter of minutes before she shows up.

And truth be told, over time, you do bond. It's an unspoken sort of thing, something you think she might have started doing without consciously realizing she's doing it, but she begins... scaling you, climbing over and on you in the same way she does her contractual companion. The first time, you were reading over some piece of mail slid under the door when you felt a slight weight on your shoulder.

What is that? Oh, I see...

Gradually, it becomes an unspoken norm, a habit that neither of you really acknowledge out loud, but you understand it's a significant milestone in your relationship to each other, whatever that relationship may be defined as. You'll be standing around, working on whatever, when you feel the cold scales brush against your ankle... and now that cold sensation is spiraling up your leg, then your waist, and she positions herself around your shoulders just as she would Baizhu himself. Often commenting on or criticizing whatever you're doing, but sometimes just... relaxing there. She likes being on a person — humans are warm, and while she wouldn't admit it, she just sort of enjoys the company sometimes. If Baizhu is unavailable, you're the next best option. And sometimes, she's merely using you as a means of transportation, telling you to go somewhere else so she can get off, with you being able to get wherever it is faster, especially if it involves stairs.

Or sometimes, you'll be sitting down and she sees no reason to go around you to get where she's going, instead just slithering right over your lap without so much as a word, either to cross over you to get elsewhere, or to rest on you for a while. Then there was that time you were laying on the couch, trying your best to take a nap when you stiffened and nearly felt your heart stop for the umpteenth time when a cold sensation spread as she slithered her way underneath your shirt, curling up into a ball on your stomach.

It is cold outside and there is a draft. You will have to suffice for the moment.

And you also notice that, although it may feel harsh, oftentimes her criticisms and advice are genuinely helpful, either making a task significantly easier or preventing you from potentially hurting yourself in a specific process. You still can't quite let go of a bit of bitterness over her essentially being cooperative in your captivity, but you can't say you don't appreciate her.

General perverseness: how sexual of a person are they? What’s their drive like? How touchy do they get? Do they have any reservations about sexuality?

He's actually quite touchy from the start. It's one of the few things that sort of unsettles you and gives some sense of something being "off" even early on. You're pretty sure you don't know each other well enough for him to have just brushed his fingers over your arm, or to rest his hand on your shoulder, or to clasp your hand between his for a moment as he tells you he'll see to this or that that you've requested. The touches continue to grow more noticeable with time, and they're just so very perfectly lingering for a time that's long enough to be noticeable, but not long enough for you to feel like saying something is a warranted reaction. No, you'd be overreacting if you said anything, right? It's not that bad, it's only for a few seconds, so perfectly timed as if he's knowingly releasing his touch at the right second. Always right on the edge.

Even after that, once you're living with him, he's very casually touchy. He'll run his fingers back and forth over your side or back when you're sitting or lying next to each other, runs his fingers through your scalp, rest an arm over your side or shoulders.

His drive, on the other hand, depends entirely on his current physical condition. Whenever certain chronic problems are flaring up and his health takes a negative turn, as you can imagine, his sex drive also plummets, and he's in too much discomfort to do much movement anyway. Other times, with other problems flaring up, it's particularly frustrating because he does still have a sex drive, but is in too much discomfort to do much... there's some creative ways to work around that, but nonetheless, it's irksome.

He's not particularly reserved about sexuality at all, actually, under the right circumstances. Of course, if asked about his reasoning for this, he acknowledges and understands the cultural sensitivity to such things, and concurs with the topic being something you don't just randomly talk about; that is, he obviously has a firm grasp on what is and isn't appropriate in various settings and doesn't violate conventions of appropriateness. It's just that when it's alone with you, he can talk about the filthiest and most intimate of things without batting an eye or any sign of embarrassment. It's just a natural part of human life, isn't it? If anything, the act is one that should be viewed as beautiful. The poetic sort of people tend to describe it as an ultimate expression of affection between individuals, and if you ask him, that's something that should be treasured.

How forceful are they? Do they care about your willingness?

He views forcing that sort of thing as a behavior that's more or less beneath him. Barbaric, brutish, uncivilized... brute force, that is. Other measures, though, that's another matter. Things like drugs and coercion don't have quite the same vibe of brutality and inhumanity.

Regardless, though, the key factor is your experience. He's the type that can't really enjoy a sexual experience unless you're also clearly enjoying it... the catch being that you obtaining pleasures and enjoyment is not exactly the same thing as outright consent. As long as you cum, it counts as being mutually enjoyed.

He still doesn't really like the thought of having to be physically forceful though, that would make him feel brutish. He'll be sure to sedate you early on. If you're sluggish and barely moving, you can't really offer resistance in the first place... and you're more pliable to his hands, too.

And yes, he will use your pleasure against you, telling you that you clearly don't hate it all that much — just look at what you've done, he says, holding up the fingers coated in your own fluids, pressing them against your tongue, your jaw too weak to prevent him from sliding his fingers in. The mouth says one thing, the body another... but the mouth is capable of lying, the body really isn't, so it's better to trust that which he knows is being honest.

What is intimacy with them like? What sort of kinks or fetishes do they have, or would they fill?

He can't go too hard and fast... well, he sometimes does anyway, his efforts aided by adrenaline, which quickly catches up to him as soon as it's over. He's not particularly rough though, nor does he cause you pain. That's not to say he's entirely without a sadistic side — he does find himself enjoying seeing you in a state of humiliation and anticipation, he just prefers to use pleasures and intense, but not painful, sensations to do so.

Drugging

That is, of course, the one you likely anticipated the most. He's not at all shy about it. Even if you by chance had something consensual going on before being kept captive, he's very open about the desire to experiment on your body by triggering reactions to various substances.

There's a variety of different options to try, lots of combinations and records of the effects different traditional medicines have on the body. This one heightens blood flow and skin sensitivity, this one induced lactation... ah, but his personal preference is this one that gives you a buzzing, euphoric high, accompanied by a voracious appetite for pleasure and orgasms for the next hour or so. He gives you the full history of how ancients in this area used to use it for fertility ceremonial purposes back in the day, explaining it calmly while he ties your hands to the headboard, as you pant and whimper and gasp for breath underneath him. Quite nice, isn't it?

And if you're being less than compliant and agreeable, he can also go the route of sedation. Not entirely, no, he doesn't want you to be fully unconscious, nor forget any of it later. No, what he forces into your mouth makes you more... relaxed. You, after the fact and in an accusatory tone, use the word 'paralyzed,' but he insists that that's an overdramatization. Firstly, it's not the same medication he uses when he actually leaves you fully unable to move, and secondly, you can still sort of move your fingers and toes and head, your muscles are just relaxed and at ease, preventing movement of actual limbs. Your words slur, you feel dizzy and tired, yet you feel every little touch. And see, your abdominal muscles twitched when he runs his fingers over your stomach, so you still have some muscular control... Not to mention, he can still feel your insides spasming and clenching when he curls his fingers inside of you, too.

Oh, and even in general, he makes sure you take a daily dose of tea made from some cocktail of bitter herbs he put together. You're told it's a blend that boosts your metabolism and brain activity and blood circulation, so on and so on, basically like a multi-purpose medicine for overall health. Which is true, it does do all of those things. It just so happens that all of those things also are known to increase sex drive, not to mention a few of them boost hormone production. But that's just a side effect, of course.

Orgasm control

Baizhu has a very specific long-term goal in mind to train you for: getting you to cum on command. It's a fantasy he's entertained in his head quite a few times. No reason to not try to make it a reality, now that he has you here with him. The concept itself is fascinating, the idea that a largely involuntary bodily reaction can be gradually, perfectly conditioned to align with someone else's words. It's such an ultimate power trip and absolute control, the thought is intoxicating.

And of course, being as patient and dedicated as this man has already proven himself to be, you know there's no getting out of it. Hours upon hours of edging, being told not to cum because you can't without his explicitly telling you to. If you do, he pulls his hand away, ruining the orgasm itself, leaving you to whimper and whine, that much more so if, after a few failed attempts, he ends up applying an additional corporeal punishment to try and further the negative association with cumming too soon. If you're good and endure, cum when he tells you to, you'll be likewise rewarded in some way.

Over and over. It goes on for weeks, months, that you have these training sessions, until it's perfected. You yourself are almost shocked by the progress, to realize just how much your body and your subconscious has submitted — it's on one of his better health days, he has the energy and lack of any aches to be able to take you on your hands and knees from behind, and it does feel good, but you're not that close — and yet, when he pulls your upper half up, forces your back into an arch, puts his hand on your throat and tilts his head down to speak directly in your ear and tells you to in the lowest, huskiest voice you've ever heard him speak in to cum for me — and you spasm, it hits you like a punch to the gut with the way the high rushes over your body. It leaves you sputtering and shivering as you collapse onto the bed, wide-eyed in shock. Even he seems a bit surprised too, chuckling as he sees the stunned expression on your face.

Oh, that worked better than even I anticipated...

He can also use orgasms as a form of withdrawal and coercion punishments. Primarily at the times that you're immobilized. You'll begin to grow needy after a time, and that makes you far more compliant. He keeps track of how long it's been since you last got to cum, and makes sure to remind you, just so you know how long you've been missing it, and so you'll be that much more quick to crack under the desperation of need.

Instruction/Obedience

Sometimes, once you've reached a state where he's assured you'll be fairly compliant with him, he gets surprisingly passive when he comes to you for intimacy.

Physically passive, at least. Motions you over with a finger gesture, starts giving you instructions. His voice is always so charming and gentle that it's hard to call it a command, per se, but it's telling you what to do nonetheless. To take this or that off, to straddle his waist, kiss him, put it in your mouth, ride him, touch yourself, on and on as he walks you through each little motion he craves to watch with his own eyes. It gets more specific and lewd with each instruction, starting off with just take your clothes off and eventually progressing to telling you exactly how to touch yourself, rub in circles, curl your fingers, lower yourself down and take him in, roll your hips, bounce on his cock, look him in the eye when you cum, every little thing.

...Eventually, you figure out that he does this on the days where he's not feeling well enough to do the moving himself, yet is still in good enough condition that he still has a sex drive. What a clever adaptation.

Exposure

It's not something he uses often, seeing as there are other people than just the two of you in his residence, but it can make a suitable punishment whenever you're confined to one room, or when everyone else is out. There's something just endearing about seeing you all embarrassed and flustered after being forced into nudity, the way you try desperately to cover yourself with your arms, the way you get all pouty in your humiliation and refuse to look him in the eye as you demand your clothes back.

But this is your choice, he reminds you. If only you would be a bit more cooperative, that wouldn't have to be the case, but that's entirely up to you. Until then, if you want to get out of bed for any reason, you'll just have to walk around as you are. And no, he's not going anywhere. Why would he leave when he has such a nice view? He smiles when you puff your cheeks out and curl your hands into fists out of embarrassed fury. Eventually, you do have to give in, get up and go do whatever it is you need to — and you feel his eyes on you the whole time as you do. When you glare in his direction, he just tilts his head. Oh? Is something the matter?

Such a shameless pervert, you think to yourself. What's worse, you know if you say something, he'll pull some cheesy line about 'examining' you or another. Ugh.

How do they feel about pregnancy or babies? Do they want them?

He'd be a bit worried about having any biological children. One one hand, there's a lot to be gained by having something tying you to him on such a deeply emotional level, that would likely cement you in place by making running away that much harder, and suppress your will to leave to begin with, or even accelerate your attachment to him.

At the same time, he has to be realistic. Is he really in any position to be caring for children, a task requiring great stamina? There's also the possibility you could turn children against him, or something like that. And if you were to encounter some sort of gestational health problem and require medical attention, there's no telling whether or not you'd be so stubborn as to to refuse to comply out of fear he'd drug you or something, which could pose very real risks to your well-being if he couldn't get you to work with him. So as nice as the notion seems when pictured in the ideal, there's just too many risks and complications that could take place.

But, there's a solution. One that will easily provide the same psychological attachment, and thereby allow a subtle degree of manipulation.

Once he can be sure you wouldn't try to harm her or anything, he deliberately ensures you and Qiqi spend time with each other. Initially, he tells you to watch over her while she goes about her tasks, help her out a bit. She can be forgetful, you know. Regardless of your sentiment, you can't bring yourself to be cold or rude to what is ultimately, despite the circumstances, still a relatively normal little girl.

Although he does, before leaving you two alone, make sure to give you a very firm warning. Well, the words themselves aren't a a threat, but there's an edge to his tone, when he responds to you raising your eyebrows and asking if he's really allowing this.

It's quite alright. I trust you surely wouldn't try to get a child involved in anything you shouldn't.

The words admittedly do have a bite to them. Would it really be a moral wrong, for you to try and enlist her for help...? It's not like he would ever harm her, but still, you question the sort of psychological damage you'd be risking. There's an inherent feeling of wrongness when you think about putting the kid under a situation that, if you succeeded in getting her to help you, would result in a great deal of distress and confusion and even long-term psychological damage from what would ensue. And when you think about it even further, you realize with a twisting feeling in your gut that if you escaped your captor and got him locked up... what would happen to her...? It's an unpleasant thought, even if you tell yourself you'd make sure she was cared for.

Nonetheless, eventually, on one of your worst and most bitter and resentful days, in a moment of desperation, you do finally crack. It will be fine, you tell yourself. You're doing something good overall. Someone like that shouldn't be responsible for a kid in the first place, right? So if you just get her to run by the law enforcement when she's out herb-gathering...

Listen, I, uh, I need you to do something for me, okay?

Mm...? Okay...

You wait patiently as the hours pass, hoping you look like less of a nervous wreck than you are, hoping you're not actually as jittery as you feel, a whole swarm of emotions of dread and hope and anticipation swirling in your gut. You practically pounce on the poor girl when she comes back through the doors.

Did... did they say anything? Are they coming?

You're met with a blank stare, a long pause.

Uh... who...? Was I supposed to... do something...?

You're pretty sure you gave up either the third or fourth time that happened. Can't really remember which. You start to realize that the reason he seemed so unbothered by the thought of leaving you alone with her wasn't so much his trust in you as much as it was complete assurance there was never any real risk anyway. Sigh.

But you don't hold it against her. You continue watching over her and taking care of her when you can. And the most frustrating part is that you know exactly what the intent is, and yet, you also know it's working.

You find yourself caring more and more about the girl. There was that time she stumbled and fell flat on her face and before you even really processed what you were doing, you'd already rushed over across the room to get her back up. Hey, hey, are you okay...? Or the time everyone else had stepped away for a moment due to some issue or another, leaving the front of the pharmacy unmanned for just a few moments — just enough time to find some big, disgruntled-looking guy looming over the child (who admittedly didn't seem intimidated or anything, just the usual blank stare), going on about some complaint he must have found no one else present to give to, and once more, without really thinking, you found yourself rushing over, picking her up and pulling her away, holding her to your side as if to shield her, finding yourself growing immediately defensive, glaring back. The hell is wrong with you? The owner will be back in just a minute, you'll have to wait. You find yourself a bit surprised at your own sharpness of tongue.

You feel this caring, protective swell in your chest regrading her. You're not so headstrong as to deny to yourself the truth, that you know you've developed emotional attachment towards and even some maternal instinct for the child. That admittedly, you wouldn't want to leave her, and that you'd worry how she'd fare by herself without you, even if you know she was doing fine before you. And most upsettingly, you know that that was exactly what the plan was.

Maybe if it had been one-sided, then, at least you could have shaken the feeling off, but that's not the case either. You make a habit of taking some time to yourself in a specific room every day, a time in the late afternoon when there's always a rush of people coming in, leaving Baizhu himself quite busy, so you get some time to sit and read or whatever task you set yourself to. A routine quickly develops — there's a set of pattering footsteps in the hall, she pokes her head around the door to check if you're there, and quietly shuffles in and sits next to you. Silent, but present. She doesn't say or do anything, she just sits.

Not that that's the only habit that develops. It's one of those situations that progresses subtly yet quickly, so you don't really remember when each starts. You just become aware one day that each little routine or habit has been going on for some time now. That when you walk around the back of the pharmacy going about your day, there's often a little hand clinging to your skirts or pant legs, quietly walking alongside you while latching on. That when you make yourself something to snack on, you get out two plates or bowls and make two helpings of whatever it is without really thinking about it.

She doesn't usually have a lot to say, but it's always pleasant, she's not quite like the stereotypical hyperactive kid, no, she lets you do whatever you're doing and doesn't interrupt much, just seems to want to be around you.

You allow it, of course. You don't have the heart not to, even though you know you shouldn't, that you shouldn't allow the closeness and should push her away because you know it will inevitably lead to exactly what he wants.

You can still pinpoint the exact moment, though, that you knew it was already too late. Sitting there doing some idle task or another in silence when you feel weight leaning over against your side, head resting on your arm, and that soft, monotone voice.

I like having you here.

Dammit. You could physically feel that tug on your heart. If that wasn't the final nail in the coffin, nothing else could top the emotion that gave you. You resign yourself to finally acknowledging that you've already fallen for the scheme.

...Not that she's just an advantageous tool. The flip side disadvantage is that she's also a bit of a liability. He's given her the 'if you tell anyone about her, she'll have to go away forever' talk several times over, and the poor girl always widens her tired eyes and seems very distressed at that notion, but her memory is not exactly known for being that great. There was that time some law enforcement came by to ask about you, saying something about how someone claimed to have seen a young woman in this courtyard area on the night of the disappearance. When your name is spoken, the girl's eyes widen, her lips part and she's just started to raise her arm up to point to the back room and say the words 'oh, I kn—' when she's interrupted by being picked up, hand clamped over her mouth and carried out of the room—

Ah, why don't you go run along—

And unceremoniously set in the hall, the door shut behind.

...Not good for a child to hear something fearful like a disappearance, that's all. Could give her nightmares or something. Surely they understand that...?

Thankfully, the present officials do, just nodding and continuing on, seemingly not taking that as reason to suspect anything. Poor Baizhu, it's one of the few moments he actually nearly lost composure, slumping back into a chair with a heavy sigh of relief as soon as they leave. That surely did not do his heart palpitation issue any favors...

What kind of (nsfw) punishments would they use?

One of the most unbearable things is the wait and the dread. It's never immediate. He always says something to the effect of ah, I need some time to think about how to handle this..., which you come to realize is just intentionally dragging out your fearful anticipation. To say he has somewhat of a sadistic side would be a fairly accurate statement, he doesn't really want to cause you physical pain, but he does find himself enjoying watching you squirm and shudder and stiffen, consumed with anticipation, dread and fear, as well as reactions of humiliation and embarrassment. He tries to refrain to some extent, but finds himself indulging in invoking those reactions from you more often than he'd like to admit for the sake of his own perception of his self-control.

It's not particularly painful, though, so you can be grateful for that... although there is a sort of dull ache after a while. Getting the drugs into your system is the only difficult part, as you squirm too much to safely inject you, but refuse to open your mouth, so compliance is a bit of a challenge, forcing him to find some means of holding you still. From there, your body sort of does the punishing for you. It's unlike anything you've ever felt — an unbearable sensation of heat, so intense it leaves sweat rolling down your skin, leaves you panting and shivering and gasping for breath, limbs twitching as they desperately pull against the binds keeping your ankles and wrists taut against the bedposts.

He wouldn't leave you to suffer that alone, of course. Well, maybe for a short while, half an hour or so, to heighten the desperation, but after that, he's right there to help you, affectionately running his hand over the top of your head and speaking to you in a soft voice, all far too gentle to be one and the same as the person responsible for your present state of misery.

What do you need? Tell me how to help you.

You're not compliant at first, of course. You shake your head and clench your jaw and refuse to just make this so much easier on you both. It takes a little while. A little more urging and comforting, running his fingers over your thighs and sides and all the parts of your flesh just sensitive enough to earn a shudder, before you start to melt into his touch, and eventually give in, tell him what you want.

There we go. That wasn't so difficult, was it?

Not that the torment ends there, of course. Just giving in to tell him isn't enough.

But you haven't been entirely... appreciative, have you? If I do this for you, it pains me to think it will only go unrecognized like everything else I do for you. If you ask with sincerity, maybe...

Once you've swallowed your pride entirely, then, you can get some semblance of relief. Although that itself becomes torturous with time. The intensity doesn't die down, the unbearable urge is still there, yet each successive orgasm begins to become painful, each erogenous spot on your body becomes sore and hypersensitive to the touch. You loathe to admit you end up in tears by the end of it. No worry, though, he's right there to comfort you through it... and ensure you this doesn't have to happen, but you continue to choose it time and time again.

What body parts of their darling do they like the most?

Curvature. It's not really any one specific spot, per se, but he would say it counts. The degree of it doesn't really matter, whether it's slight or pronounced. He likes the way his hands feel running over curved areas like your hips and waist, thighs, shoulders. It's something he can appreciate even when his eyes are closed, late at night, just slowly running his hands over the spots and feeling the bends and dips. There's also, of course, the fact that it provides a nice sort of grip, a spot he can lock his arms or hands around and know you won't be able to pull away easily.

Astrology observations No.16: Lilith Edition

*just based on my experiences please take them with a grain of salt

**the taming your Lilith femininity post can be found here fyi ;0

-The element of your Lilith could point to what people find so scandalous about you. Air: your otherworldly air and intelligence; Water: your sensuality and emotional expression; Earth: Your strength and grounded nature; Fire: Your fierce energy and how you’re too hot to handle

-if Lilith has aspects to your Venus (especially conjunct/opposition/square) you may have guys say they don’t usually date girls like you/of your cultural background (twice as likely if your Venus or Lilith is in Sagittarius) (also that gives me the ick instantly ngl)

-Lilith conjunct/opposition/square 1st/7th/8th/10th could point to being hit on in the weirdest ways ever. (Guys have yelled at me from car windows, or been in my dms for actual years, at a convention a guy was pushing a stroller and said there goes my wife so loudly and so close to my face I didn’t even catch it until a moment after. I mean the other day a dude called my hair pretty then asked if it was heavy- like huh?? Dudes are weird)

-Lilith aspects to mars (especially conjunct/opposition/square) could point to people shaming you for expressing frustration/anger, especially in your youth

-I’ve had soooo many dudes short circuit on me with our Lilith synastry omg. I have stories lol. A lot of guys being into me and running off then coming back (they don’t get to come back in tho! Gross) I’ve felt it the most with Lilith conjunct sun synastry, underdeveloped guys have been competitive and obsessive. Like belittling in an envious way but also trying to make me feel smaller to always keep me around because they were too into my energy (it didn’t work). It can work out with a partner that is self aware and respectful and turn into the sun person showing you a side of themselves that they don’t show anyone else. It just takes a minutes to weed it out lol.

-I would imagine that Lilith conjunct/opposition/square Moon and Venus would be even more of a whirlwind. Lilith would be bringing out the Moon native’s hidden emotions and taboo emotional motivations (it’s giving the guy in Hustlers that came in to guilt his girlfriend into coming home for the night from her job at the strip club, but like that manipulative and petty all the time). And Lilith would bring out hidden and taboo desires in the Venus native (secret girlfriend, can’t meet their friends or family just “because it’s not the right time”- but it’s never the right time, you thought you were dating but it turns out you were the other woman, etc)

-Also Lilith conjunct/opposition/square someone else’s ascendant is very likely to make the other person act jealous and petty towards you

-Lilith in 12th could point to being a lot of people’s secret fantasies, hidden people that deeply desire you or envy you

-A lot of prominent Lilith placements are prone to fertility issues but I’d assume this is even more likely for Lilith in 6th

-Lilith in 7th could date partners that try to change them as soon as they get into a relationship with them (censor how you dress, dictate your hair cut, just really get terribly controlling because they assume your “theirs”) (I’ve also experienced this with Lilith in 10th, and I would guess the same for Lilith in 1st/aspects to 1st or 10th or 7th)

-Lilith in 8th could point to s*xual trauma and at the very least going through many transformations before coming into your own sexuality

-Lilith in 9th could point to blossoming into yourself abroad or in a country outside of your origin. It can also point to receiving a lot of s*xual attention outside of your cultural group.

-Lilith in 1st/10th/11th could point to difficulty and backstabbing in female friendships. In 6th & 10th this could carry over to workplaces. In 7th this points to being the other woman in relationships or women coming onto your partner

-Lilith in 3rd could point to having trouble in school, not only socially but with authority figures believing your intelligence (and the believing your intelligence part definitely carries over into adulthood)

-Lilith in 4th often points to a terribly frustrating childhood where you were constantly critiqued by female members of your family, especially your mother. You could’ve felt like your mother/aunts/etc were always trying to compete with you for male attention as well (which is weird, weird grown folks). (it’s not great for Lilith in 1st/8th/10th either but this is on another level)

-Lilith in 10th (square/opposition to 10th as well) can point to being treated like a pariah for no reason at work. I’ve found that when I tried to be friendly I got a lot of kindness outside of my department …but still thrown under the bus with a smile in my department. Then I kept my distance at a later day job and was met with hostile or belittling energy. (This one guy would just constantly walk by and look at my laptop and ask what I was working on when he wasn’t my manager and my manager hadn’t assigned me anything, then he would just chat me up for no reason, always switching between hostile and like almost flirtatious energy. like dude worked on the other side of the office and kept doing this until he left ! Never working in an office again I swear…)

-Also Lilith in 1st/10th- often men in power/positions off authority often dote on you for some reason, especially if they’re older (I still can’t figure why this is though)

-Lilith negative (conjunct/square/opposition) aspects to 1st/10th In “normal” (suburban neighborhoods and pedestrian places like that) you may find that you get this weird thirsty look from guys, who are supposed to be minding their business with their families, like you’re walking around naked when you could be wearing the most lowkey outfit and it wouldn’t make a difference (it’s also why I prefer cities, but even then in some neighborhoods I stick out)

-Your Lilith sign itself always indicates the Lilith behavior you have to learn to “tame” (ex. leo in Lilith has to make sure they’re not too much of a diva), but I also believe it shows you how you need to fight for others (ex. leo in Lilith- use your radiant nature to speak out on the taboo and spotlight helping social causes)- I can do a post elaborating on this if you guys want ;0

-Self awareness is really important with strong Lilith energy. I’ve had overlays with other women/femmes with strong Lilith placements and so many times I’ve had them become mean girls and envious to me even though they’d constantly tell me about their Lilith-esque experiences with other femmes bullying them in similar ways.