BE HONEST

BE HONEST

Keep playing and I’m rly finna take Luna

MY GUINEA PIG SAYS HI

😭😭😭🤍lil bby

lee know from A to Z

happy birthday lee know!!🎉

if my future s/o other doesn’t do this for me are u rly my s/o?

What about hyunjin dancing with ger to sad songs on a home date at night? The last day before the world tour?

all characters depicted in my writing are from my own imagination and do NOT in any way represent nor reflect the people in real life :)

➩pairing: hyunjin x gn!reader

➩genre(s): fluff

➩warnings: none

➩wc: 1.1k (1104)

➩author’s note: listen to the song ‘fall in love with you by montell fish’ since that was what i was listening to whilst writing! also i changed it to gn because ik i have some readers who aren’t girls/don’t identify as such! plus everyone wants to dance w hyunjin saur…

The soft click of the front door lulls you out of your slumber. You had fallen asleep on the sofa waiting for your boyfriend to come home from practice. 

The blanket that was wrapped snugly around your body tightens as it gets pulled by the weight of your boyfriend taking his place next to you. 

Hyunjin greets you with a gentle kiss to the temple of your head. Then he kisses both of your closed eyelids causing you to giggle. A kiss to the tip of your nose before finally settling on your plump lips. 

The kiss is filled with so much love. Every kiss with him feels like the first. Every. Single. Time. 

Reluctantly, his lips part from yours with a smile. You flutter your eyes open and even in the dim light of the room, his beauty manages to radiate warmth and longing. 

“I won.” He says, pinching your cheek lightly. 

“Not fair, you knew that I wouldn’t be able to resist snuggling up and watching my shows whilst I waited for you. Falling asleep was practically inevitable.” You say feigning frustration. 

Hyunjin grabs both of your hands as he stands up from the sofa. 

“Well let’s hope you’re now fully charged and ready to spend the rest of the night with me.” He chuckles before heaving you up from your seated position. 

You wrap your legs around him as he hoists you up and walks over to the kitchen, gently placing you atop the counter. 

“Wait here.” He says before dashing around the corner to retrieve something from his bag.

You look at the clock and it reads 22:02pm. You sigh to yourself, trying to stop yourself from getting sad about the fact that your boyfriend will be leaving you for a long period of time. 

Your head shoots up as you hear the sound of his slippers slapping against the floor. He wears a big smile on his face as his arms hide whatever he is holding behind his back. 

“Whatcha got there Hyune?” You enquire with a tilt of your head. 

“So you know how you really wanted that one little figurine to put on your shelf because you said, and I quote, ‘It would be too upsetting for my other figurine to be on the shelf by themselves’. Remember that?” Hyunjin walks closer to you, now standing in between your legs as your hands find their way to his shoulders. 

Taking your smile as a cue, he brings his hands from around his back to hold up the figurine you had been gushing to him about as of late. 

You immediately place a loving kiss to his lips, catching him by surprise before he melts into the warmth of your lips on his. 

“Thank you,” Kiss. “Thank you,” Kiss. “Thank you.” Kiss. You move your hands from his shoulders to cup his cheeks as the pads of your thumbs softly stroke underneath his eye. 

“You’re welcome baby.” Hyunjin kisses you once more, placing the figurine on the counter so he can grab ahold of your waist and pull you in closer to him. 

A melancholic sigh catches his attention and he pulls away to see the pout that has formed on your face. 

His forefinger and thumb is placed gently on your chin, lifting your head up to meet his eyes. 

“I will call you every single day.”

You know he will. He did it the first time he left you to go on tour. If you thought that was hard, now he’s become a lot more known and they just happened to increase the amount of countries they are going to. 

When his last tour finished and he came knocking on your door, you didn’t even let him blink fully before you had jumped on him, causing the both of you to topple over and take a lamp with you. 

“Y/n.”

You look up at him, the shimmer evident in your eyes. It never is going to be easier to say goodbye to him. 

Hyunjin mimics your pout, lifting you off the counter to walk you back into the living room. He places you down on the floor, grabbing his phone and connecting to the speaker. 

The once quiet room fills with the sombre sound of music. Unbeknownst to Hyunjin, this definitely doesn’t help with the fact that you won’t be getting this for a good few months. 

“May I have this dance?” He asks, holding his hand out to you. You don’t say anything, but you place your hand in his and let him lead you to the centre of the room. 

His arm snakes around your waist as the hand in which he holds yours tightens ever so slightly; as if to never let you go. 

Not shying away from affection, he places a chaste kiss to the top of your head before swaying gently side to side with you. 

Fall in love with you. My love. 

The lyrics shoot straight through your chest to your heart, tugging at the strings that you hope don’t snap and let your beating organ collapse. 

“It kills me to leave you. Even as I leave for work early in the morning. You know how much I’d give to just say screw it and hold you tighter. Pull you closer.” Hyunjin whispers, loud enough for your ears over the music. 

You turn your head so that your cheek lays flush on his chest. Listening to the increase in beats of his heart. 

“There isn’t a moment in time where I am not thinking of you. You, my world, complete me in ways you don’t even know.”

There it goes, that stray tear that was trying its hardest to pry through the barrier of your eyelids. You try your best to retain a sniffle, but your efforts fall flat. 

“You know I exist for you. I was made for you. I don’t want anybody else and I can say that and mean it with my whole being Y/n.” He says in a hushed tone. His own voice cracking as he is swarmed by the emotions and the intimacy of this moment. 

You lift your head up and look at him as your eyes sparkle. 

“I love you.” 

“I love you, Y/n. Only you. I will be back before you know it. Okay?” He reassures you.

So it was, the night before the impending departure of your love. You relish in the time spent in his arms. Enjoying all of him before he goes off and becomes the star you know he shines as bright to be. 

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warnings: scars, mention of blood, fem!reader

“where did you get that scar?” chan asked you softly, tracing your bumpy skin with his fingers. you were laying in bed together, enjoying your day off. your t-shirt rode up a bit, exposing a big scar on your left hip. “i fell off my bike when i was seven,” you explained. “i was wearing the flowery dress my mum bought me, but we had to throw it out since it was all red at the end of the day.” chan let out a little “oh”, looking up at you. “did it hurt?” he asked, though he was pretty sure it must’ve been really painful. “yeah, it did. but i was more worried about the dress honestly,” you giggled a little, but chan could see the sorrow behind your eyes. “i was so sad, because i remember how my mum loved it and i just ruined it.” chan threw you a sad smile, emphatizing with you. his face changed after a while, he looked as if he was considering something and you cocked your head at that, wordlessly letting him know you’re confused by his mood change. after a brief moment he simply smiled at you, his eyes sparkling. he abruptly got up and held out his hand for you. “what are you doing?” you asked dumbfounded, taking his hand in yours. “let’s go shopping,” he said. “we’ll find you the same dress.”

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