SOBBING SO FUCKING HARD RN
SOBBING SO FUCKING HARD RN
AND FOR THE QUESTION AT THE BOTTOM, YES!!! PART 2 PLSSS OR ILL START LOSING MY MIND
Hello! Here's a bit of angst. Part 2 for happy ending??
Trigger warning: Angst, break up, crying. Reader is a teacher cause is the profession that came first skdjs
The Chaos Theory



The butterfly effect, or the chaos theory states that one simple event can lead to bigger events, and change the course of things, the way an action can affect directly another one.
Maybe, going to that convenience store wss your butterfly effect. Maybe, you shouldn't have gone.
However, it wasn't crazy or weird to see your boyfriend in tv, or heard people talking about him since he was a popular, yet, no one had a single clue he was dating you. For the world he was single, until that night.
You were waiting in line to get your things payed, until one of the two girls in front you of let out a tiny scream, making you furrow your eyebrows in confussion.
"What is it?" asked her friend. "Your boyfriend again?"
"Well, not my boyfriend, my husband. There's a twitter account saying Bangchan might be dating! Oh my god, do you think is true?"
Even though you tried to avoid reading those comments or being involved in the media scandal, you couldn't help but pay attention. Was it a leaked picture of you? Do I need to run? You thought to yourself. But you didn't.
"Apparently he's dating this female idol from the latest JYP group. They were seen together a few days ago, look!" The girl showed her friend her phone "They don't look that bad, do they?"
"Nope, not at all. They look great, actually. Would be a pretty couple, I ship them!"
You knew, you absolutely knew. You knew her, you knew he was going to be a guest in their new music video, you knew everything, but you couldn'y say anything. You knew Chan wouldn't even think of cheating on you, you knew Christopher. However, those thoughts were definitely not helping your rising anxiety.
It was something that had been haunting you for months, you met him when he was already popular, and you were beyond proud of everything he accomplished and keep accomplishing. You could deal with the distance whenever he went away on tour, or the nights where he'd arrive late. But you couldn't seem to deal with your own thoughts and how they were tearing you apart.
You moved back home, thinking about how different your lifestyles were, and the dark clouds were adding drama to that moment.
When night came, you couldn't control it anymore, your eyes were already teary and puffy, and you thanked god your roomate wasn't there so you didn't have to give any explanations. You put on a jacket, grabbed the keys to her car, and headed to Chan's dorm. You knew the kids were not going to be there, so it seemed the perfect timing.
"Baby? Hey! What are youâ" Chan said welcoming you, but interrupting himself when his smile fade away, noticing your tired, teary eyes. "What happened, y/n?
He was about to pull you in his arms, but instead of jumping to him, you moved aside and let yourself inside the building, making Chan look at you in confussion and concern. He turned around, searching for you eyes.
"Chan we... We need to talk, can we?"
"Yeah, we need. And you're scaring me, like... a lot" he chuckled a bit, keeping his smile. But out of being nervous.
"Iâ..." you cut yourself, feeling your throat getting tight. "I've been thinking a lot and... Maybe..." after taking a deep breath, you looked back at him "maybe this isn't right?"
"This? What is this? Could you explain it better, yeah?" His soft eyes and patience broke you even more.
"Us, Chan." You saw Chris's eyes getting filled with pain, horror, sadness. "This is not easy to say, but... I've been thinking and... Maybe it's better if we take different roads."
"Y/nâah... I'm notâ I'm not getting anything. Why are you bringing this up? I know I don't rest that much or I'm always doing things butâ" this time, you interreputed him.
"Exactly. But it is not that I'm mad about it"
"Then?"
"I don't want to drag you down, Channie..." you felt your eyes getting wet, and you bit your lower lip trying to stop your chin from trembling. "You are always trying to move your agenda, getting more time, and... Last time you already got scolded for cancelling an interview and spend the weekend with me. Iâ... We are from different worlds, Chan. And at some point is gonna... Is not gonna be manageable anymore. I don't want to block you from working hard and your dreams"
You said looking down, while Chan was completely frozen in his spot, his eyebrows furrowed, his adam apple moving when he swallowed hard to keep his tears.
"I'm a grown man, y/n. I do what I want, and I want to be with you, yeah? I know it's hard but-" you interrupted him.
"Chan this is not... there's a lot more behind it" you said as you felt the tears going down your cheeks.
"You read comments again, didn't you? Baby those are not true, and you know that."
Chan took a step closer and denied with his head, he wanted to hug you, kiss you, but the step you took back stopped him from doing so.
"They are, Chris." Hearing his name in that moment was even more painful "I mean, just look at you...And look at me." You sniffed, lifting your arms pointing at him but letting it fall once again "you are an idol, your world is... Unmatchable for me. I'm just a regular teacher, with a reg-" this time, he was the one to interrupt you.
"You're not just a teacher, you have a masters degree, your students love you, you make them feel better, you do much more than I do."
"But it still isn't enough, Chan. You deserve someone at your level... And... Maybe I'm not the one."
And that was the breaking point. Your words grew smaller and weaker syllable by syllable, finally closing your eyes wjth strenght as your tears fell down, uncontrolably, matching Chan's heartbeat that was going crazy, crazy not to shatter into a million pieces.
He took another step closer, finally caging you in his arms, the smell of his perfume giving you instant peace. His hand landed at the back of your head, gently pushing you against his chest.
"You are speaking non-sense...I love you, you make me wanna keep going, and... And we can carry this, yeah?" His voice was soft, yet, you could hear the sadness.
"I love you too, Chris. Way too much... That is why I have to let you go."
You lifted your head and your palm rested on his cheek, thumb caressing his cheekbone. Chan's hand grabbed yours without taking it away from his face, he couldn't.
"Don't say that, come on" at this point, his eyes were red with tears, and both of you were broken of seeing the latter fall down your faces.
"You're the best man I have ever meet, Channie. And... I just hope someone good..." You sniffed hard, being completely unable to finish that sentence. You didn't want him to be with anyone else, but at the same time you felt you were not the one. "Take care, yeah?"
You left a quick and painful kiss on his cheek, before going out as fast as possible, hiding your sobs. Chan stood there, not moving an inch in the middle of the room, only his chin trembling, and tears staining the floor.
Meanwhile, outside, seven boys were happily getting off the van, trying to cover themselves from the rain.
"Ah, Chan-hyung is going to be so happy" Felix said with a smile
"Totally, this new world tour is gonna hype him up so much" I.N added, "Oh, yn-ah is here" he said again with a happy smile when he recognized your car, making the rest of the kids smile as well.
However, you didn't even see them. Or didn't want to. The door closed behind you as you ran past the seven of them, their faces looking at you in confussion when you didn't say hi, but especially, cause they noticed the sobbing and the tears in your face. They look at each other, not understanding anything.
"Lee Know"
Changbin told him, and just by his name he understood. From a time there, you and Lee Know had a very close relation, he became pretty much some sort of big brother, and he was the one who ran after you, calling your name.
"Yn-ah!" He grabbed you by your shoulder, stopping you right before you entered the car.
"Not now, Minho" you said, a sob escaping your lips "please"
"God, I can't let you get go in that state, much less with this rain. What the hell is-" He stopped right in his tracks when you hugged him.
"Take me home, please"
You begged in a whisper, him nodding. He raised his head to look at Han, slightly lifting his shoulders to make him understand he didn't know what was happening either. But they were far from dumb, they knew something between you and Chan must have happened.
When Han turned around, the kids were already walking inside the place. When he got in, he saw Hyunjin sitting next to Chan, his head on his shoulder, and his arm around his torso. On Chan's left was Felix, patiently looking at him. Kneeling in front was I.N together with Changbin, and Seungmin was coming back from the kitchen with a glass of water. Han took a step closer to the group, and with no words he understood why their leader was sobbing hard, looking down while holding his head with his hands and covering his face as his elbows were on his thighs.
Did it really end? Was the only thought for everyone, inside and outisde the building.
Part 2?
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đ˘...
(I'm at a new location now)
DO I HAVE TO DOXX MYSELF
Skz cuddling
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Chan would love to cuddle but make sure youâre comfortable with it first. He would not touch you until you say itâs okay. But heâd love to cuddle. On his lap while heâs working. In his arms before or while you sleep. On the couch during movie night. DOES NOT MATTER. He just wants to be with his babygworl
You cannot tell me that Minho does not like to cuddle. He owns cats. The moment you ask for them, heâs all over you. Heâs kind of awkward at first like, âshould I? Should I not?â But as long as you ask, you receive. He love you fr
Changbin will be all over you. Will literally beg you till you say yes. Wonât allow you to say no after that. Will probably gaslight you like. âYou love me, right? Then let me cuddle you.â If you donât agree, will drag you with him.
Hyunjin is one who doesnât really cuddle. Itâs not that he doesnât like it, he just donât really know how. But on occasions that you do, he doesnât let you go anywhere. Bathroom? Take him with you. Glass of water? Nope. get it after. Sleepy? Sleep on his chest, he wouldnât mind.
Han loves cuddles. I mean L. O. V. E. S. cuddles. Not a time he doesnât. The moment you sit down, heâs by your side. The moment he sits down, heâs calling you over. Just wants to be by your side so donât reject him. If you do, he might just start crying.
Felix would not want to frighten you so he wouldnât be in you space too much. But once yâall get comfortable, heâs always right there. He really respects you so he wonât push you to do it. Heâs a bit like Hyunjin though. In moments that he gets you all to himself, he wonât let you go. Take him wherever youâre going. BABY him.
Seungmin would literally act like he doesnât like it. You have to convince him and maybe beg and heâll be like, âok, fine. Whatever you sayđâ But he absolutely loves your cuddles. Will melt into your arms when you do cuddle. Might end up falling asleep in your arms but will act like he doesnât know what youâre talking about when you tease him about it later.
Jeongin likes to act tough about it. Pretends he doesnât like it but then will pick you up and spin you around before cuddling with you. You donât like it? WHAT DO YOU MEAN!? Will be the reason you like it. Pouts so you agree to join him on the couch or bed. Then smiles like he just got the joy ride of his life. Quite literally drunk on your love.
I might have to do a sacrifice to find these kind of men from these fanficsđ
wrong number...


group: stray kids !
pairing: neighbor!han jisung x f!reader
genre: fluff, suggestive + allusions to sex (MDNI)
warnings + additional info: reader is referred to as y/n, jisung is referred to as hannie, ji, sungie, highly suggestive scene, jisung is a barista. MDNI
authors note: this scenario is such a jisung thing to do i cant even lie. again, minors please do not interact with this post as it is highly suggestive. this is also not proofread. english is not my first language, so please excuse any grammatical or spelling errors. happy reading :)
wc: 3102
âoh youâre so deadâ
you and jisung have been playing a new game that came out two days ago. youâre in a 1v1 right now, but ji keeps playing sneaky.
âstop hiding, i wanna actually fight youâ
he slowly crouches towards your avatar, quickly pulling out his sword and attacking you at the speed of light. you couldnât even land a single hit on him because it was knocking you so far back. you decided to accept your fate, respawning seconds later.
ânext time weâre fighting face to face. itâs unfair if you sneak up on meâ, you say with a fake pout.
jisung tries to ignore what that adorable pout of yours does to him, but it just looks too adorable to think about anything else. âughh fineeeâ, he whines.
you two make your way to the kitchen, preparing the ramen you had just bought the day before. you made sure to buy the regular version for jisung though, heâs pretty bad with spicy food.
once you finish making it, you hand it to jisung and sit down on the couch to watch a new kdrama. it wasnât uncommon to do this with jisung. itâs become a weekly routine, and itâs just what you need after a long week at work.Â
friends always hang out like this, right?
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you walk into the coffee shop right after work. youâre so glad itâs right next to your home. in your personal opinion, no coffee shop will ever compare to this one. maybe itâs because of the coffee, maybe itâs because of the incredibly hot barista.
âyour usual?â, jisung asks you as you walk in. âobviouslyâ, you roll your eyes. you grab your drink once itâs done and pull out your laptop, catching up on some more work.Â
jisung loves when you come to the shop, itâs his favorite time of his shifts. he admires how hardworking you are, coming into a coffee shop to work right after you finished your shift.Â
he finds it adorable how your eyebrows pinch together while youâre working. he loves the color of your rosy lips and-
âjisung!â, he was shaken out of his thoughts by an annoyed jeongin. he jerks his head towards jeongin now, a little confused as to what happened.
âwhat?â, ji asks. âjust tell her you like her at this point manâ, jeongin complains.
âwhat do you mean?â
âyou like her donât you? youâre always staring at her when sheâs hereâ
âno sheâs just my friend! absolutely not. heh⌠no. maybeâŚâ
jeongin is unamused. âyou totally like her, youâre just in denial dumbassâ
jisung rolls his eyes and gets back to work. maybe he does like you, heâs not sure yet. itâs not okay to like your best friend, he knows that, but the more he thinks about it, the more he thinks he truly does like you.
itâs just a stupid crush. heâll get over it eventually.
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on nights like these, youâre so lucky to have jisung as your next door neighbor. at this rate, youâre practically getting white girl wasted at every party. jisungâs always brought you home after these functions.Â
maybe thatâs why you like him so much. heâs so caring and kind towards everyone, not to mention heâs gorgeous and- wait. what are you even talking about? you donât like him, you canât. heâs your best friend, thatâs all heâll ever be.
thatâs all you tell yourself as jisung drives you home. he always stays sober at parties, making sure he can drive you home after a hectic night.Â
you get out of the car once you arrive home, stumbling all over the place. youâre glad jisungâs always there to hold you.Â
he walks you into your home, making sure youâre safe before leaving.
âno! stay.â, you yell a little louder than you wanted to.
he chuckles at your eagerness. âjust let me get changed, we can watch a movie yeah?â
you smile at him and let him get ready, stumbling your way to your room. you begin to wriggle out of your clothes, the material already riding up your thighs.Â
you try to pull it up, but your arms are facing upwards in the air. you try to loosen it and wiggle around a little, but it wonât budge.Â
shit. youâre stuck.
whatâs even worse it that the sequins start scratching your face, and you are certain most have cut you. you can feel them digging into your skin, crying out in pain.
not too long after, jisung makes his way into your house. he calls out for you, ây/n? you ready yet?â
âji! i need helpâ, you yell back.
he quickly makes it to your room and opens the door, âwhatâs wro- OH GOSHâ. he quickly covers his eyes.Â
âiâm stuck in my dress, i canât get it offâ, you whine, âi think the sequins are cutting me, please helpâ
he makes his way over to you, closing his eyes and pulling the dress off you. he didnât want to freak you out, so he turned around and sat on your bed while he waited for you.Â
you finish getting ready for the movie, wearing a simple t-shirt and some shorts. âiâm ready nowâ
he turned around, noticing your cuts instantly. he quickly runs to the bathroom and grabs a couple of bandaids. cleaning your arms up with a couple of alcohol wipes, he patches them up.Â
âthank you sungieeeeâ, you beam at him, and he couldnât help but smile back. he didnât want to admit what that nickname just did to him.
you both got up to go and watch a couple episodes of that one kdrama, bringing a bunch of snacks with you. late night binging was the best with jisung, he always knew how to entertain you for hours.
it was getting later into the night, and you could feel sleep knocking at your door. you really wanted to finish the episode, but you couldnât keep yourself up long enough.Â
jisung smiles at your sleeping figure, carefully taking the snacks from your hands and placing them on the table.Â
he gets up to leave, but you stop him. youre subconsciously clinging onto his arm, preventing him from leaving. he doesnât want to wake you, so he just lets sleep take over his body too.Â
he couldnât get over how domestic it seemed, maybe he did like youâŚ
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jisung woke up that day not only to you cuddling him, but to you entirely straddling him. he couldnât get up, so he decided to wait till you woke up. your face was comfortably buried in his neck, and he hoped you couldnât hear the erratic beating of his heart.
you slowly awake from your slumber to see jisung fast asleep. you examined his features, silently laughing to yourself at the way his cheeks puffed up with every breath. just then did you realize what you were doing.
embarrassed, you tried to get off jisung as quietly as possible, making sure not to wake him. after all, you didnât want any awkward moments. you were hesitant to leave, his body was emitting some kind of warmth you had. never felt before, but you carefully got off and sat next to him.
jisung tried his best to keep the act up, he didnât want you to be embarrassed, so he continued to âsleepâ for a little while after you got up.Â
while waiting for him, you start making breakfast. you quickly dump some rice in the pan and crack two eggs, when you hear footsteps behind you.
âgood morning sleepyheadâ, you teased. âmorningâŚâ
you were almost frozen in shock. you loved his voice the way it was, calming and soft, but something about his morning voice made your heart flutter.
you finish preparing breakfast and eat together. both of you play a couple matches of that new game and jisung leaves shortly after. you start to think back to this morning again, youâre glad he was still asleep.Â
or so you thought.
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âjeongin please what do i do?!âÂ
jisung was pacing his room. heâs never felt this way about someone before, and it seems that his feelings are only getting stronger.
âjust tell her oh my gosh, itâs obvious she likes you backâ
no. that canât be. youâre just friends, right? youâve never showed any different type of affection towards him. you couldnât possibly like him, not the way he liked you.
âno jeongin, she doesnât like me. not at all. not like thatâŚâ
jeongin frowned at him. it was difficult seeing his best friend like this, but it was also kind of funny watching his friend fall desperately in love.
âyou both have heart eyes when you look at eachother, it makes me sickâ
jisung stops in his tracks. âheart eyesâŚ?â. his mind is too hazy to think right now. what if you truly donât like him. should he even confess to you? would it be worth possibly ruining your friendship for?
âdude, you have to tell her. i know how you feel ji, you just need to tell her that. iâm sure sheâll understand, i can tell she really likes you.â
âwell you donât even know her- sheâs different with meâ, he pouts.Â
âwell i see the way she looks at you, and the smile on her face when sheâs with you. her smile practically reaches her eyes when you hand her order to her. she doesnât do that with me, jiâ
jisungâs mind starts to run faster. âmaybe she does like meâ, âmaybe shes just being friendlyâ, âshe canât possibly love someone like meâ
âjeonginâŚâ, he trails off.
jeongin sits jisung down and puts a hand on his shoulder. âhey, talk to me⌠whatâs up?â
âjeongin i think im in love with herâ
jeonginâs eyes widen. âyouâre in loveâŚ?â
âi think so, i really do. iâm sorry im ranting about this because itâs super sappy but i genuinely think i love her. i love every single thing about her jeongin⌠she even has a special nickname for me!â
jeongin laughs at his comment. âawww how cuteâ, he teased. âshut up.â
jisung didnât know how to confess. he really wanted to but he didnât want to ruin those special saturdays he had with you. things would just be awkward.Â
friends or lovers⌠he just wants you with him.
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youâre spending yet another day after work in the coffee shop, trying your best to get things done but youâre too distracted. jisungâs off his shift but heâs still sat next to you with a book in his hands, waiting till you finish your work.
he sees jeongin playfully raising his eyebrows and responds to his teasing with a stern look. jeongin just laughs it off and continues working.
you canât seem to focus on work, itâs getting too boring. instead, youâre busy staring at jisungâs face. the way his lips form a little pout when heâs focused on reading, his nose scrunching a little and eyes squinting as he tries to read the small text.Â
itâs been difficult to admit it to yourself, but youâre starting to realize you feel different towards jisung. recently, youâve been seeing him as something more than just a friend. you think you might really love him.
you know itâs not right, but itâs not like you can control your feelings like that. heâs so attentive with you, so caring and understanding, youâd be a fool to not love someone like him. you wondered if he felt the same way. probably not, you decided you wouldnât feed your delusions with the thought.
you smile at him, examining his gorgeous features. jeonginâs looking at you, smiling to himself, but you donât seem to notice.
you donât think you could ever get bored of jisung.
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youâre in bed, and you canât seem to fall asleep. itâs almost four in the morning, but your mind is running.Â
does jisung even love you back? thereâs no way he wants someone like you right? youâre not even that special. you donât even look or act anything like his type, youâre certain he just thinks of you as a friend.
your thoughts get worse, and you seem to be overthinking every single thing. youâre almost about to cry when you hear your phone blowing up.Â
you check your phone âhannie <3â, it reads. what would jisung be texting you for at four in the morning?
hannie <3: jeongin i love y/n
hannie <3: like i actually do
hannie <3: im not even questioning it anymore, i actually love her
hannie <3: how can i even bring this up to her
hannie <3: fuck what do i do
hannie <3: wake up pls i need help
holy shit. jisung loves you back? and jeongin knew about it? you feel betrayed that jeongin didnât hint at it, but youâre ecstatic.
jisung. loves. you. back.
itâs not all in your head. youâre not delusional. he loves you. and you love him.
y/n: well why donât you just tell her?
hannie <3: oh thank god youâre up
hannie <3: how do i even tell her? i donât know what to say
y/n: well, first off all, list some things off that you love about her
youâll admit itâs really evil what youâre doing right now, but you canât help it. this is your chance to get him back after the countless pranks heâs pulled on you.Â
hannie <3: okay well i really like her eyes
hannie <3: and her lips look super super soft and so pretty
hannie <3: sorry that sounds really weird
hannie <3: and i really love her hands
hannie <3: theyâre super warm
hannie <3: and holy shit her fucking voice
hannie <3: itâs so hot you donât even understandÂ
hot? you didnât really think anything about you was hot in any way. you took jisungâs word for it anyways.
y/n: then just tell her how you feel man, it shouldnât be that hard
you add more attitude in your texts to make it seem believable. youâre surprised jisung hasnât noticed that heâs texting the wrong person yet. you decide to finally drop the act.
y/n: just text her, tell her how you feel. itâs less heartbreaking that way if you get rejected because you donât have to face her.
hannie <3: omg youâre so right, lemme text her rq
a moment of silenceâŚ
that moment turns into almost three minutes now
jisungâs panicking. his heart is beating a hundred times per second and he doesnât know what to do. what if he creeped you out? what if you thought it was funny? what if you treated it like a joke? maybe that would be better⌠maybe he could just play it off.Â
you quickly get out of bed. you feel terrible for doing that to jisung, but you still wanted him to have some closure. you donât bother to change, you just brush your hair a bit and make your way to his door.
knocking on his door, you wait there for a couple seconds before you hear footsteps.
jisung checks through the peephole, his heart dropping to his stomach. he has to face you now, itâs inevitable. heâs preparing himself for rejection.
he slowly opens the door. âheyâŚâ. heâs looking down, face red with embarrassment. he canât seem to look at you.
âsungieâŚâ
he jerks his head up at the usage of his favorite nickname. âhm?â
âcan i come in?â
he opens the door a little more to let you inside. then closes it behind you. he turns around slowly, scared for the words youâre about to say.
instead, you donât say anything. you pin him against the door, stealing his lips in an electrifying kiss. you werenât thinking, but you let your emotions take over.
his muscles tensed under your touch, not yet used to this different sensation. he kisses you back with just as much desire, tongues clashing. butterflies erupt in your stomach, you were stupid to not confess before.
you slowly begin to pull away from him, foreheads still touching. youâre breathing heavily into his lips, and heâs looking at you with pure love in his eyes.Â
âdid we⌠really just do that?â, he asks breathlessly.
you nod quickly, thinking of what to say next. âi love you jisung. i love you so much you donât even understand.âÂ
his knees wobble under him and he tries to think of a response. âi love you so much more, y/nâ, he says, pulling you closer so that your chests are now touching.Â
âi donât think thatâs possible, babyâ
his eyes widen at the pet name, heart thumping louder in his chest. he hopes you canât hear it.
he kisses you again, this time flipping you around and leading you to his bedroom. he pecks your lips again, then your cheeks, and starts trailing lower to your jaw.Â
you tilt your head back to give jisung easier access, letting out soft gasps as he trails open-mouthed kisses down your neck, pushing you onto his bed. you put your hand on the nape of his neck, pulling him closer to you.
âi love you so much y/nâ, he whispered between kisses. he pulled down the collar of your shirt, placing kisses onto the exposed skin. the feeling is addicting, definitely something you could both get used to.
his hands trailed down to your waist, lifting up your shirt slightly. he looked up at you, as if to ask for permission, to which you nodded.Â
jisung made love to you the rest of that night, holding your hand the entire time and bursting into adorable smiles and giggles every so often.
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you walked into the cafe a day later and began working again like you always do.Â
jisung was busy staring at you again, extremely pleased that he could stare at his girlfriend without the fear of getting caught.Â
âjisung, holy shitâ, a lump forms in jeonginâs throat as he notices something different about you.
jisung turns his head towards him, âwhatâs up?â
jeongin puts a hand on jisungâs shoulder, figuring how to word his next sentence so his best friend doesnât start panicking again. âis that a hickey on y/nâs neckâŚâ
jisungâs eyes widen and he starts to go bright red, staring at the the crimson colored splotches and bite marks adorning your neck.Â
you get distracted staring at jisung again, whoâs whispering something to jeongin. you quickly get back to work not too long after, when your thoughts are suddenly interrupted by a loud yell.
âYOU GUYS DID WHAT?!â
<3
(real)
IâM RIGHT HERE!?!?!?!?!?!?
Skz cuddling
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Chan would love to cuddle but make sure youâre comfortable with it first. He would not touch you until you say itâs okay. But heâd love to cuddle. On his lap while heâs working. In his arms before or while you sleep. On the couch during movie night. DOES NOT MATTER. He just wants to be with his babygworl
You cannot tell me that Minho does not like to cuddle. He owns cats. The moment you ask for them, heâs all over you. Heâs kind of awkward at first like, âshould I? Should I not?â But as long as you ask, you receive. He love you fr
Changbin will be all over you. Will literally beg you till you say yes. Wonât allow you to say no after that. Will probably gaslight you like. âYou love me, right? Then let me cuddle you.â If you donât agree, will drag you with him.
Hyunjin is one who doesnât really cuddle. Itâs not that he doesnât like it, he just donât really know how. But on occasions that you do, he doesnât let you go anywhere. Bathroom? Take him with you. Glass of water? Nope. get it after. Sleepy? Sleep on his chest, he wouldnât mind.
Han loves cuddles. I mean L. O. V. E. S. cuddles. Not a time he doesnât. The moment you sit down, heâs by your side. The moment he sits down, heâs calling you over. Just wants to be by your side so donât reject him. If you do, he might just start crying.
Felix would not want to frighten you so he wouldnât be in you space too much. But once yâall get comfortable, heâs always right there. He really respects you so he wonât push you to do it. Heâs a bit like Hyunjin though. In moments that he gets you all to himself, he wonât let you go. Take him wherever youâre going. BABY him.
Seungmin would literally act like he doesnât like it. You have to convince him and maybe beg and heâll be like, âok, fine. Whatever you sayđâ But he absolutely loves your cuddles. Will melt into your arms when you do cuddle. Might end up falling asleep in your arms but will act like he doesnât know what youâre talking about when you tease him about it later.
Jeongin likes to act tough about it. Pretends he doesnât like it but then will pick you up and spin you around before cuddling with you. You donât like it? WHAT DO YOU MEAN!? Will be the reason you like it. Pouts so you agree to join him on the couch or bed. Then smiles like he just got the joy ride of his life. Quite literally drunk on your love.
starts crying
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chanlix moments i think about a lot (4/?) -Â Stray Kids [INTRO âINçâ] : the reason
bonus: when home is a person
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He is so majestic
(Also I just watched the video, I did not expect the ending. Why the do us dirty like thatđ)










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