TRY NOT TO FALL IN LOVE : FAILED

TRY NOT TO FALL IN LOVE : FAILED

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Dear whoever is reading this: I wish you a life full of warmth and happiness and love. I hope you’re okay. And if you aren’t now, you will be.

ateez + their MBTI signs → hongjoong as INFP (the mediator)

A Mediator (INFP) is someone who possesses the Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Prospecting personality traits. Making up only 4% of the population, these rare personality types tend to be quiet, open-minded, imaginative, and apply a caring and creative approach to everything they do. Mediator personalities are true idealists, always looking for the hint of good in even the worst of people and events, searching for ways to make things better. While they may be perceived as calm, reserved, or even shy, Mediators have an inner flame and passion that can truly shine.

(Kinda late)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEONG YUNHO

thank you for being the source of light in my life and I hope you're happy always.

I love you ♥️

Expecting - Kim Hongjoong

Pregnancy Au - 14+

"Can I ask you a serious question?" I sat close to hongjoong shuffling to press my legs near his.

I loved any sort of touch or skinship with my boyfriend and doing so made me feel son much better, trust me when I say that I needed it right now.

"What is it, baby?"

The genuine care and attention hongjoong gave was extremely visible though his soft voice or his warm orbs.

He didn't deserve this, this was my fault...

"What do you think of us... long term wise?" I exhale a shaky breath my hand slightly over the bottom of my torso in a subconscious protective manner.

"well, I see us being still together for a very long time," he paused staring back at me. "You know I love you so much... Too much to ever leave you."

Hongjoong took my free hand in his caressing the cold skin into his warm palms. The act keeping me held onto my last sane thread I had left.

He didn't deserve this,

I wouldn't... I couldn't be mad at him for leaving me. After all he's so young, this would only ruin his life and career.

"You might need to reconsider that..." I murmur looking down at my knees. My eyes traced the shape of my jeans as I sat there trying to block the tears from falling.

"Y/n please, tell me what's wrong?" his voice went even softer as he almost moaned my name out.

It broke hongjoongs heart to see his girlfriend almost about to break down. He wanted to make everything feel better...

"baby..."

"I'm pregnant."

I couldn't even say the words to his face, still facing downwards when I uttered them, this was scaring me a lot. What if he didn't want it and forced me to abort it. What if he leaves me and I have to bear without him.

My mind raced with a million and two possibilities of what his reaction could be, though warm hands on my still flat stomach snapped me out of my heart wrenching daydream.

"Hello there," I watched as hongjoong crouched before me hands around my middle and belly as he spoke in a cooing manner. "I'm gonna be a father?"

hongjoong murmurs the last part. Not knowing if he wanted a definite answer or trusting my voice to come out stable I keep quiet opting to shut my quivering lips.

"Y/n don't ever blame yourself for something that you don't control all by yourself..."

he inched closer, shuffling to settle himself between my legs and presses his lips on my clothed stomach, a soft kiss.

"I promise to protect your mother and you my little angel." he whispers my heart skips a beat at his words. "at all costs." he glances up at me his eyes solemn.

I am so overwhelmed by his calm reaction that I fail to notice the tears that have made trails down my face and stained my blouse.

Hongjoong stood slightly taking my face into his hands, drying and stopping my tears from flooding my face.

"Don't ever think that I'd leave you. You're my everything."

"Y-you're not mad?" I stutter my emotions getting the best of me.

"How could I be? I'm going to be a father! And with the most amazing mother for my child." he smiled taking me into a sweet kiss.

Hongjoong poured all his love and passion into the kiss as his hands slid down my sides pulling me closer to his embrace.

"I love you, both."

His fingers intertwined with mine sealing his promise.

hiyaa :))

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