I Really Want To Learn Someone Inside Out Again, Someone New. I Dont Think I Could Ever Get What I Want

i really want to learn someone inside out again, someone new. i don’t think I could ever get what I want by going backwards and entertaining people who I have a history with. I am simply too exhausted for that.

i want a wholeee new experience. I don’t mind the “what’s your favorite color” stage because i truly want to know. like some people hate having to go through that part with another person, but i want to soo badly. I wanna know how her mind works, what she values, her relationship with her friends and family, how she spends her free time, what her ideal first date would be, what her dream career is, where she wants to settle down in the future, how many kids she wants and what she would name them, what languages she speaks, what her favorite song is and why, etc..

I want to be so fucking excited to learn everything about one person, and fall in love with it all. and i have not felt that way for a few months, and doubt i will for a couple more. anyway, thank you for reading, if you made it to the end. hopefully I can reblog this a year from now and let yall know I met the one. until then, I’ll continue to heal myself for my future girl 🖤

having a bad day but at least i romanced haley sdv

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ATTENTION WRITERS!!!

Y’know sometimes I just wanna say fuck it and wear those cute little faux fur cat ears I see people making on Instagram because they just look so soft and delicate and ugh

Oh my god yes I love love love my scrubs!! I have to wear them for work but I’ve 100% contemplated wearing the pants to school and stuff because I just KNOW they’d look so good and be super comfy 🫶🏼

for an ig dtiys! they are sillay