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are you on the square? are you on the level? instructions unclear, we’re on the baseball diamond

the martian is. at its core. a love story. and it’s so. andy weir What The Fuck. it’s like. a love story between man and science. between man and the world. between man and the universe. what.

“It is right and just to rage against the dying of the light, but it cannot and does not stop the moment when the light gasps its final breath and /drowns/ in the shadow swallowing it whole. Matter cannot be created or destroyed but it /can/ be pulled from this existence, atoms unwound and dragged across the event horizon, down the throat of the black hole to some other plane of being unknown and alien to those on this side. Do atoms feel the same pain, feel the same surge of /fear/ as living beings when their vision fades away and the cold seeps in, neurons firing last messages as that terrifying angelic smile becomes the last sensory imprint they register? Atoms shed their particles to the crushing cosmic force as we pour out our blood from bodies pierced by shards of glass as the saintly images of everything we could have been /shatter/ /time has run out/ /the shards pierce like jaws, like teeth, the act of ending burns/. There is not a single moment to be wasted, the clock ticks like trumpets heralding a visitation, the inevitable encounter with the End overshadows us against the wall and the only question left is whether your greeting is a howl or hospitality offered to the shadow in the night.”

knowing how many people i hurt and all the bridges i burnt during, my healing stage has too be one of the most soul shattering feelings. i wish i could apologize, i wish i could tell them it wasn't their fault, i wish they could've known that i never meant to do that to them.

so anyway

"She was like the moon. Part of her was always hidden away."

- Unknown

I want you..no one but you. no one has touched my heart the way you did. no one’s voice has travelled so far and stayed in lingering for ages.

the occult implications of large parts of modern society being okay with "pleather" and "vegan leather" (plastics and micro plastics existing everywhere from placentas to the bottom of the ocean), rather than using the skins of animals who will ultimately die no matter what we do

I'd steal the stars for you, every single one just to see if they could compare to you

Lettering in bold on a bloodstained note, I'm just a lonely soul

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Lettering in bold on a bloodstained note, my love is not a joke

- Just a fan, I can't handle change by Roar, 2016

ik i’m fine on my own but where is the love of my life

Hi I love you all🖤

(x)

i didn’t realize growing up meant dying inside but hey it’s whatever

shoutout to my favorite coping mechanism, isolation

like, i do understand things but i would prefer not to

THIS IS TOO FREAKING WHOLESOME I LOVE THIS

today is a very special day

i've seen others criticize squid game for having a dark skinned south asian man characterized as being physically strong but mentally weak. and like. okay. i would 100% agree that is a Bad Thing but i don't actually think Ali was meant to be seen as unintelligent? I had assumed his not understanding 'odd/even' and referring to a circle as 'moon' were not examples of him being stupid...just that korean was his second language.

if there's something else i'm missing by all means let me know, i just think it's possible foreign audiences are forgetting that Ali has a language barrier.

Alice Oseman, Radio Silence

Boy really said “rich people have problems too😩 we’re bored😩”

sangwoo really is like. i manipulated mansplained manwhored my way into this mess and i will manipulate mansplain manwhore my way out if i have to