I Still Love You- Chapter 3

i still love you- chapter 3

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mingyu’s pov:

i was about to head to my car to pick up seokmin and jungkook when jungkook shot me a text to look at my instagram. i open it to seeing y/n with jaehyun. i am not gonna lie it made me furious to see my girlfriend with her ex knowing they still love each other. i never got mad at any of my girlfriends for being with another guy- especially with the reputation i have i shouldn’t be mad. something about y/n drives me insane and i don’t know how to describe it nor feel. i feel bad because i treat her like shit and she thinks i don’t like her when really i am in love with her.

i act like an ass because i never felt this way about someone. when we went to our first frat party as a couple it was a sight i never saw of her before. she looks so innocent on the outside but when you get to know her and see her in a free state it makes you so crazy. the only people who knows about my crush on y/n are my friends because lets be honest here- who would think that kim mingyu has a LEGITIMATE crush?! i barley believe it.

it sucks because i know she doesn’t love me. i know she’s with me to get over her ex but it’s nothing that i’ve never done before...now i know the feeling. i can’t bring myself up to tell her i like her because she’s gonna think i am a fool or drunk when these are really my true feelings. it sucks being a jock sometimes. i let my thoughts go in the back of my brain so i can enjoy my night but i couldn’t. all i could think about was y/n possible leaving me for jaehyun.

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⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life.

i still love you - introduction part 2 ( jaehyun and his friends )

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synopsis

⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life.

i still love you - introduction part 3 (mingyu and his friends )

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synopsis

⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life.

i still love you - chapter 5

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y/ns pov:

as i am walking to the local cafe i spot a familiar face. jaehyun.. ofc. i continue walking, pretending to not see him- hoping he doesn’t see me. i have been thinking long and hard last night about my love decisions. don’t get me wrong, mingyu is very cute but i don’t think he wants my time. when me and jaehyun hung out again it was like we were dating again- it felt surreal. when mark asked me if i loved mingyu or not i started to think a little bit. like i said before he is cute but he was more like a rebound rather than a real boyfriend and i am sure he thinks the same. as i was thinking i ran into someone...of course it was jaehyun. u honestly didn’t want to run into him again since i am confused.

“ hey y/n , i didn’t expect to see you “ he said.

“ yeah same haha “ i say. i didn’t know what to say for some reason. i was trying to come up with an excuse to leave in my head but i couldn’t think of anything. my mind was just blank. just at the wrong but right time mingyu calls me. he sounded like he was crying. i look at jaehyun with a i have to go look and he understood so i walked away with a relief. i then drove back to me and mingyus room to see what was going on.

i walk up to the apartment to see mingyu sobbing with seokmin basically holding him. “y/n “ seokmin says. “ come here “ he says in a concerned voice. he walks me to the hallway and tells me that mingyu is having trouble with his feelings. “ y/n i think mingyu is in love with you.. when you didn’t respond it made him think you are going to leave him “. i was in shock. i didn’t think it was true to be honest and i forgot to respond by accident i swear. “ shit “ i mumble. “ i really don’t know what to say, i really didn’t mean to not respond i was just confused in my head. i didn’t think he actually loved me.. “ i say. “ y/n he never loved anyone until you. something about you makes him go crazy- that’s what he is trying to figure out now . “ says seokmin. “ how am i supposed to love him when he doesn’t know how to love me? “ i say. “ and that is exactly what he is trying to figure out ... “ he says.

mingyus pov:

i see y/n walk out the main door. it really makes me think we will never have anything which makes me sob even more. seokmin comes over to me and tells me about the conversation and how y/n most likely won’t fall for me unless i try which i will. i want her to be mine but something tells me that won’t happen. i get up to go get an ice cold beer out of my fridge. as i open it i start to think about things i could do to win y/n over.

jaehyun told me a lot of things that she liked- like foods, drinks, hobbies, etc and it seems like me and her are pretty much the same. thats what jaehyun and y/n lacked. they are just too different but maybe- just maybe me and her can be something. i started to write my ideas down when i get a message from y/n.

marks pov:

i am really excited for y/n- though i am scared at the same time especially because of mingyus reputation. i am glad she is exploring though- lets just wait until jaehyun sees..

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synopsis

⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life.

i still love you - chapter 6

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y/ns pov :

immediately after school i go home to get ready for me and mingyus date. i have three hours before he picks me up so i wanna look as good as possible. once i was done with my 45 minute shower the bathroom smelled like blossoms in a flower field. i throw on my favorite blue jeans and a black bodysuit on . it was a lot chillier today so i have to wear a bigger coat and a comfier fit . i go sit on my vanity to do my hair - i straighten it to perfection . i throw on a hat and i go to my perfume collection on my dresser . i look and see my tom ford collection… it reminded me of jaehyun and his amazing scent. he bought them for us to match back when we were dating but i never realized i still had them. i wanted to wear it but i just went with Chanel N°5 .

i put on my shoes and simply wait for mingyu . it took me about 2 in a half hours to get ready so i am pretty good on schedule. i didn’t receive any messages from him which scared me . i don’t want to be let down especially since i am giving him a chance . maybe about a good 10 minutes i hear someone knocking on my door .

i open it to see a very handsome mingyu. he had on khaki color dress pants with a gray sweater on . he completed the look with low top black converse and black bag- his hair cutely parted on the side. i didn’t even realize we were staring at each other until he broke the silence . “ hi “ he says with a smile. the raspiness in his voice caught me off guard. why didn’t i realize how handsome this man was before? i ask to myself.

“ hey .. wow you look great - different from what i usually see you in “ i say with a slight chuckle. mingyu does that cute little giggle he does and looms away shyly. “ i am a man of different styles what i tell you “ he responds . “ you look amazing by the way “ he adds. i smiled and grabbed my bag. we walked down to his car in the parking garage - we were silent the whole time, just taking in each other’s presence for once. it was nice. his car smelled like roses and champagne, a smell only a man like him could have. he turned on some music and it was definitely a relaxing ride.

again, it was silent . the whole 30 min car ride was silent but like i said before it was a nice feeling. “ are you ready to be wowed at my amazing surprise date ? “ he asked me , adding a smirk at the end . “ no .. i am kinda scared now that you ask “ i laugh jokingly . he continues to drive at his normal pace and i just relaxed. i look to the left of me to see an area lit up to the sky with led lights. i look up and we are at the Namsan tower.

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synopsis

⇲ going from dating to one of the biggest basketball players in school to dating the biggest football player was not easy. you went from love at first sight to not knowing what love felt like. struggling with their relationship because of their differences and leads them to a fatal break up that may or may not come back to life.

note: hello everyone !! i know i have not uploaded ,, i have been on my last couple of weeks of school and it is a lot! i am on summer break now so i will be uploading regularly like before :))

i miss you hyunnie. i hope you are doing well my love. please come home💔 i love you.