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POLY!PAIRING - JEONGIN + BANGCHAN

|Bangchan| |Lee Know| |Seo Changbin| |Hwang Hyunjin| |Han Jisung| |Lee Felix| |Kim Seungmin| | YANG JEONGIN |

• JEONGIN + BANGCHAN

Definitely very playful as well. Bangchan of course is the caretaker in this relationship though Jeongin likes to do it too. You and Jeongin often have to try and pry Bangchan out of the studio to eat and rest for at least ten minutes before going back to work. Bangchan usually takes you two out just to spoil you guys even though Jeongin has more than enough to spoil both you and Bangchan. The black card is always used for you two only. Bangchan for sure takes pride that he can take such good care of you too, even if you sometimes do fight against it. It can be a little overwhelming sometimes with how protective he is but he means good. Jeongin likes spending time with you too even if there's not a lot of talking. He helps cook food and you three cook together at least two times a week. I can see this relationship being so balanced with maturity and childishity that they take you seriously. They both are too mature to even think about overstepping a boundary of yours or each other's. Maybe leaning a little more to the mature side? But barely. Bangchan always makes sure you and Innie are fed first before himself, and sometimes let's you and Jeongin feed him if it really makes you guys so happy too. Your relationship would be described as Responsible, Loving, Empathetic & Considerate.

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🗡️ The Eaten Heart🍷

bangchan x reader (smut) 🔞

〰️summary: chan loves you to death. no, literally, he would die pleasing you. a ritual to unite the two of you tries to keep you both satisfied.

〰️ warnings: intense emotional sex, ritual play, breath play, blood play, lowkey highkey sacrilegious, genuinely just imagine all the warnings possible bc this is literally ur fault now if u read it so don’t blame me 🦇

〰️author’s note: this work definitely contains sacrilegious elements. no disrespect was intended through this writing. please do not continue reading if this offends you.

〰️wc: 6.5k

〰️please god minors DNI!!! 🔞

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“Are you ready, my love?” Chan held out his hand, waiting calmly for you to take ahold of it. The black button up he had been wearing was now rolled up to his elbows. You noticed the tiny outline of a packet resting in the chest pocket.

“Always.” You gently took hold of his hand, as he began to lead you down the corridor and opened the black, heavy vaulted door at the end. Opening it slowly revealed the the narrowed, twisting set of steps that resided inside. No matter how many times you’d seen this view, the daunting beauty of it in all of its darkness, you were always overwhelmed at the sullen energy that was trapped inside.

The usual paleness of Chan’s skin now turned slightly warmer as he took a step inside to be illuminated by the seeping black candles held on the wall sconces. They gave warmth to a tiny path, leading up the dark stairs.

Holding tightly to your grip once more, Chan began to slowly ascend the steps, one level at a time. He paused carefully between each step, making sure that the fabric of the long, pillowy, dark wine-colored chiffon dress you were holding wasn’t hindering you in any way. You each took your time, enjoying the dual thrill and serenity of this moment together. Both knowing full well what you were about to do. The gentle ascension also allowed more time for you to study Chan’s face. The lust in his eyes was almost incomparable. The usually chirp nature of his personality all but gone. These moments with you were taken seriously by him. This was, for both of you, the time that you could fully be with each other- blocked out from the rest of the world and its mundane superficiality. In this world, it was just the two of you.

Greeted now by the last step, Chan used both hands to hold tightly to your arm, making sure that you were secure in the final and largest step in the series. Once you were settled on the steady floor, he took advantage of his grip to lovingly pull you closer, bringing your hand to his chest and resting it over his beating heart. The beats were so strong, so pronounced, that you could feel it rippling through his entire body.

“I want to feel you fully tonight. Okay?” he questioned, leaning his forehead down to touch yours. ‘My beautiful, beautiful girl,’ he thought.

You looked up at him, gently bringing your other hand to cup the side of his face. “Of course, my love. I wouldn’t have you any other way.” You went in for a short, sweet kiss before pulling away. Suddenly, Chan forced your hand down, off of his chest, rotating your arm until you repositioned your body to face forward.

One hand intertwined with his, the other now latching onto his bicep, you followed just behind him as he led you farther into the beautiful, almost ominous room. It was taunting in a way.

You always got nervous at this point. Nerves, butterflies, what have you. It didn’t matter how many times you’d gone through this with Chan, each ritual brought on new emotions, so overwhelming that you felt totally and completely consumed. ‘That is the point,’ you reminded yourself. ‘And ultimately, there is no better feeling in the world.’

You made a mental note of Chan’s expression- stoic and unwavering. His eyes were set only on the stained-glass window ahead. Much like him, and now much like you, the glass was adorned only in various shades of blacks, greys, and the occasional white. It let in the faintest beams of light, which was the only source of illumination excluding three white candles, not yet lit, sitting to the side of the window sill.

Now seeing Chan with the streaks of moonlight shining down on his face, you had reached the edge of the room. You both stood there for a moment, basking in the beauty shining out in front of you before turning to each other, Chan now taking both of your hands into his.

The love in your eyes while looking at Chan could not be hidden in the room. It sparked his heart up every time he saw the faintest reminder of it. His eyes trailed down to your lips- perfect and bare for him, as you’d known to do by this point. He saw you for your raw nature. For the humanness that you possessed, only a vessel to contain your inescapable soul. It wasn’t as if Chan wanted this, nor that he needed this. You were simply his fate. THIS was simply his fate. You had full control over him and he over you because you were one. Together, you made one full person.

He turned his head toward the window to face the moon in all its solemnity. You were always in his stars. The two bodies were simply one.

‘I can’t believe the luck I’ve been given in this life,’ he thought.

Piercing his eyes into yours, he began. “You are my one true love and my soul eternal. Nothing will ever be a part of me as much as you. Isn’t that right?”

Your head spun into his words, locking in every syllable. “That’s right, my love.”

“And I am your one true love and your soul eternal. Nothing will ever be a part of you as much as me. Is that correct?”

“Of course, my love,” you whispered, getting closer to his mouth. You came tantilizingly close, just lingering over his lips with a slight smirk. You knew what you were doing to him. You felt it every time in the way that his heart started to once again beat out of his chest. You took your hand from his, slowly, working your way onto his sculptured torso. You used two fingers to start walking up toward his chest, smiling at him daringly as you went. ‘I know this is driving you crazy, darling,’ you thought to yourself.

You stopped your fingers just over the spot you could feel his heart beating the strongest. You left them there for a second, lightly scratching the skin residing overtop with the tips of your nails. You contemplated for a moment, then proceeded to lunge your nails slightly into him, scratching down to leave deep red marks.

Chan hissed, leaning his head back. He allowed himself to fully feel the sting of your touch. The things you made him feel were like none other. He felt himself hardening underneath his black pants. Bringing his head back up slowly, he was met with your sensual gaze, smirk mocking him spread across your face. ‘Stop being such a fucking tease,’ he thought to himself, intense desire now building up.

He ran his tongue along his teeth, letting it out with a pop. Smiling down at you now, he leaned closer and whispered, “Then let’s play. Let’s worship.”

He suddenly grabbed the top of your dress and ripped downward, pulling the light chiffon apart as if it were never there to begin with. ‘Just like l wanted,’ he thought as he looked to your fully naked chest with no garments over top. He bent down to the level of the rip, continuing his force onto it. Eye level with your breasts, he bit down hard, getting a soft screech from you.

He smiled, obviously loving the reaction and kept working his way down.

*Rip. A bite into your stomach.

*Rip. A bite into your thigh.

*Rip. A bite into the side of your leg.

*Rip. A bite over the top of your foot.

He quickly took the dark fabric of the dress and threw it onto the alcove under the window. Now bent down onto one knee, he took one of your hands into both of his, kissing the top of it ever so slowly, then fully rotating to place a kiss into your palm. He lingered there more just a moment, pressing your hand onto his face to smell the sweetness of your skin. God how he wanted to consume you.

He kissed up the rest of your arm as he worked his way back up to standing. He slowly walked you back until your knees were resting against the alcove. In a swift motion, he pushed you back into the soft padding of the dress, just quickly enough to make you lose your footing but gently enough to make sure you wouldn’t get hurt and hit the three candles placed along the window.

‘My princess, so fucking beautiful for me,’ he thought, staring down at you. ‘This is all mine. I will have all of you.’ He launched himself down on top of you, throwing one of your legs around his waist as he leaned down to plant a hungry kiss to your mouth. He was straight to the point, biting onto you and swirling his tongue around yours. He began rutting his hips into you, taking full charge. He rubbed them up and down quickly, not giving you time to ease into anything. You could feel yourself growing wetter along the material of his pants. The way he put just the right amount of pressure, focusing it right along your clit, was almost too much to handle so rapidly. His body was so in tuned to yours, it was second nature. He continued to grind, unrelenting until a long moan escaped your mouth.

“Yes baby, that’s right. Keep going for me,” he instructed, unlatching his lips only long enough to get the words out. He was right back on them as quickly as he’d pulled off. As he steadily pushed his hips into you, he forced his tongue down into your throat, almost making you choke. He made deep strokes now, matching up his tongue movements to the thrusts of his hips.

You tried to let out more moans, but they were blocked. The vibrations that Chan felt on his tongue from it sent him into overdrive. He brought his hand up, sloppily pushing it into your face, then using two fingers to push into your mouth and join his tongue in your throat.

You gagged around the pressure. You couldn’t help it. You almost felt yourself suffocating underneath him.

“That’s right, so fucking beautiful for me. I know you can take it,” he spat out, eyes locked onto your every reaction.

You continued to choke while moaning and whining for air. You slowly tried to get deep breaths in and out of your nose, but they were far and few between. The combination of the clit stimulation and the aggressive strokes down your mouth overwhelmed you in the deepest sense of the word. You felt yourself losing oxygen, slowly letting your brain go fuzzy. You let out small tears and started to full-on scream. Muffled screams of course. At first, Chan couldn’t make it out. He reveled in the fact that he had full control over your body. Full control over your life at this point.

“Chris!!!” He felt you vibrate across his fingers. He quickly pulled his tongue and fingers out of your mouth, letting you choke and gasp for air. Tears were still streaming from your eyes, and Chris was sure this was the most beautiful he’d ever seen you.

You couldn’t help but continue to cry as you felt the oxygen rush back into your brain, helping you to finally feel alive again. Tears and tears and tears started flooding off of you.

“You did such a good job, pretty girl,” he cooed into you, still motioning his hips against your clit. “I’m so so proud of you,” he smiled. “But now,” he lifted his face up over top of yours- “Now, I need you to let go and come for me. You can do that for me, can’t you baby?” His eyes locked onto yours. You could barely see his face from the water covering your vision, but you went through with nodding your head as the breaths now came easier.

You focused on the deep strokes he was making on top of you, feeling your clit become engorged from how perfectly he was hitting you. You leaned your head back, mouthing “Fuck” as best as you could. Chan must have liked the reaction, as he pushed himself even harder into you, his thigh now adding more pressure. You were sure you couldn’t contain yourself much longer.

You gazed up to see Chan’s face hanging right over yours, watching intently as your began to writhe underneath him. He loved the power. He loved the thought of controlling the most vulnerable part of you. He looked like he wanted to fucking eat you.

You continued to focus on his face as the warm feeling of release started to come over you. Chan knew it too. He smirked, leaning down again to be closer to your face.

“Is my girl gonna cum for me?” he laughed, grinding as hard as he possibly could.

That was it. It sent you over the edge.

You felt your body start to convulse around you, desperately grappling for a bit of the dress fabric to hold onto while you rode it out. A zap went into your brain, healing any residual loss of oxygen that could have been felt. Chris smiled into your neck, then took both arms to hold your own down. He held your body down with his own, making you continue to take his hips grinding into you.

You were officially overstimulated, not able to fight back under Chan’s body weight. You cried, “Chris, Chris stop. I’m done. I’m done. Holy shit,” you cried, feeling another bolt shoot down your legs. “Ahh! I’m done!” You started panting, trying to catch your breath as quickly as you could as Chan lifted himself off of you slowly. The smile on his face quickly tilted down to press a gentle kiss to your forehead.

“I knew you could do it.” He continued to press kisses along the entirety of your face until your breathing started to normalize. Once you had calmed down. He took your hand in his and planted slow kisses into the side of your neck. He pulled back up to wipe a few leftover tears before smiling down. “Time to offer our bodies, yeah?” he spoke gently.

You nodded with a deep breath out and a look of determination and slight excitement on your face.

Chan raised his body over yours, then leaned down to cup your back and help you raise up. He stepped off of the platform to remove his pants and unbutton his top, grabbing a few small items from the pocket before removing it fully. You watched as he let the clothes hit the floor and leaned over your body to set the items gently behind one of the three candles resting beside you.

He twisted your body around with his arms so he could now sit down, taking the placement you once had. “Ready?”, he asked, reaching up to laze his hand along the back of your neck.

You didn’t bother replying. Slowly, you crawled on top of his lap, running your hands into his hair, settling to rest over each side of his head for stability. Slowly, you lowered yourself onto his hardened cock, making sure to take it inch by inch. His hands slowly trailed from your neck and down your back, until he was holding just above your waist. He breathed heavily as you lowered yourself onto him, letting out a small hiss each time you moved.

Moving his eyes up, he watched your face as you took in more of him. The way you scrunched your eyes at the light but delicious pain of having him inside of you. ‘All fucking mine now,’ he thought, letting his head roll back as you had fully taken him in. He gyrated his hips the slightest bit to feel around inside of you. How tight you were for him and how he filled you up all the way to your cervix.

“Time for worship,” he breathed out.

He smoothly swiped his hands along and off of your body to reach for one of the items hidden behind a candle. A small lighter rested softly in his hand. He made quick work to bring it back in front of you, right between each of your face. He looked into your eyes for permission before lighting it. A small, warm, meaningful flame sparked up as he dragged his thumb across it. He smiled at you lovingly, ready for what was about to begin.

“The body, the blood, and the spirit,” he whispered into the flame. The words moved past the flame to hit your own lips, sending a cool rush into your body.

You moved closer to the glowing burn. You stared first at it, then down to Chan’s lips.

You repeated after him. “The body, the blood, and the spirit.” You looked at each other, silently counting down before taking a deep breath to simultaneously blow out the flame. You smiled into each other, reciprocally grabbing faces for a quick kiss. This one was full of passion- unlike any kiss you’d had before.

Chan suddenly pulled away, carefully guiding the lighter up and away from the both of you. He extended both arms as far as they could reach, stabilizing with one hand and pushing into the lighter with the other.

With that, he lit the first candle:

“The Body”

Returning his attention back to you, he let himself take a moment to memorize the feeling of being inside of you. How wet you were for him and how tense you felt around him. How you contoured yourself perfectly around him, letting him fill you up like a mould.

“This pussy was made for me. Only me,” he breathed out, slipping his hands down to your waist. He started massaging your waist back and forth, slowly at first to warm himself up inside of you. He was gentle, but started picking up speed steadily.

“Come down here, I need to feel you,” he instructed, moving his hands up to your back and pulling your body down on top of his. Sitting now, chest to chest, you wrapped your hands around his neck as you continued to ride him, slowly, back and forth. You kept pulling his body closer as you picked up the pace. Your arms now completely crossed over each other with your face in the crook of his neck.

Chan took the opportunity to relax his head back a little, just enjoying the feeling of you giving into him. He turned his head to the side, planting kisses from the top to the bottom of your neck. You felt yourself gasp once he had gotten to the end.

He bit down. Hard. ‘Fuck,’ you thought. He continued relentlessly biting in. He wouldn’t let you out of his bite. Your first instinct was to start moving faster on top of him, almost ballistically as if to pull away. But he wasn’t having it.

He gripped onto your hips now, pushing and pulling you quickly around him. He didn’t bother with being gentle anymore. He would make sure you had marks on both your neck and hips by the time this was done.

With his teeth sunken in as far are they could go, he swirled his tongue around the fresh-forming bruise. He quickly took a harsh handful of your ass, hauling it backward and forward, backward and forward.

“Chrissss,” you hissed out, not knowing how else to express yourself in this moment. “Fuck,” you let your head roll down. “Chris holy shit.”

He finally pulled off of your neck. “Say my name again,” he gritted.

“Fuckkk, Chris,” was all you could manage to get out, breath getting heavy.

“Louder.” He was violently moving your hips now, adding sloppy thrusts where he was able. He stared into you, looking animalistic.

“Christopher, please!” You breathed out hard now. You weren’t going to be able to take much more of this.

“I SAID LOUDER. FUCKING YELL FOR ME.”

“CHRISTOPHER BANG HOLY SHIT. PLEASE GOD,” you now yelled out as loud as you could. You just needed him to finish you.

He smirked up at you, loving the sight of what he’d done to you. You’d do anything for him and he knew it. Any. Fucking. Thing. He could and would make you do anything he said. And he would do anything for you. This moment is how it was supposed to be forever.

“God?,” he tauntingly laughed. “No baby, I am your god. I am all you will ever fucking need,” he barked out through gritted teeth. One hand had moved up to grab your hair as the other kept slamming your ass into him.

“You will worship me the same that I will worship you.” He was yelling at this point. Suddenly, he laid his body back on the ground, pulling you down with him. Your face now only an inch from his.

He looked deeply into your eyes and grinned. “Now you better pray to me that I don’t destroy you.”

His hand in your hair now pulled all the way back, lifting your head up to the sky. His grip on you didn’t fade, but he stopped pushing you and instead started ramming his cock into you as quickly as he could. He was relentless, pushing deeper with every thrust. You couldn’t even describe the pleasure mixed with the pain.

“Christopher, OH MY GOD. Fuck.. fuck.. FUCK!” you yelled at the sky. A smirk came across his face at the sight of you looking up. Looking like you were praying to him.

‘My good fucking girl,’ he thought. ‘It’s just me and you now.’

He kept thrusting harder and harder, until you thought for sure something inside of you was going to rip. You felt like everything inside of you was being shifted. He was rearranging you from the inside out.

“You’re going to fucking rearrange me, Christopher,” you spat out, about to begin crying again.

“See,” he grabbed your hair even tighter, bringing the first tear out. “I’m making you into my own perfect creation.” He bucked his hips into you three more times, each leaving you feeling breathless and helpless.

Suddenly, he stopped. He dropped his grip on your hair, letting your head fall softly to his chest. You could hear his heart going a million miles an hour. He put his hand over top of yours to feel it doing the same.

As much as you needed the release, you knew neither of you could have it yet. That’s not how this worked. You had to be patient.

As you moved one hand to gently hold the side of his face, he moved his free arm around your back as he sat up again. The moonlight surrounding you showed the sweat along his forehead and hairline, only making him look sexier.

He quietly reached over yet again for the lighter and to grasp onto another candle. He swiftly made a motion over top of it to turn the pure white wick into a newly charing flame. Before turning to face you he grabbed the other item he had previously thrown down. A small silver dagger adorned with beautiful carving into the handle.

There it was, seemingly quicker than the times before. The lighting of the second candle.

“The Blood”

Chan gripped tightly to the knife and gently placed it in your hand, being careful not to let it hurt you. He looked in your eyes as if to wait for your nod of approval. You were always a little scared, yes, but you wanted this more than anything in the world. The feeling was indescribable. To pledge your loyalty to him and him to you.

You firmly grasped the dagger into your hand. Chan felt along your chest, resting his palm over top of where your heart laid. He delicately clasped his other hand on top of yours, leading the knife to the area above your chest. He softly removed his marking hand to expose your skin underneath.

Ever so slowly, he led your hand down, along with the knife until the tip was grazing the top of your skin. He made sure to directly line it up over the top of your heart. Each breath you took made it prod the tiniest bit into you.

“You’re mine, my love,” he held the hand tightly and leaned forward to kiss you forehead. When he pulled back, he looked directly into you and squeezed your hand. A signal to begin.

His had hovered over top of yours as you started to move the knife painstakingly slow, just deep enough so that it would penetrate your skin. As soon as you felt it make the first scratch, you winced a tiny bit at the pain. It was by no means unbearable. Just enough to make you notice the uncomfortability of it all.

Chris stared at your hand, still resting his own gently over top as you moved. Your eyes shut, and you breathed out heavily, focusing all of your effort into your hand. You slowly moved it, little by little, leaving a shallow imprint across the skin. You swooped it down, following a steady curve until it could be brought back up.

Chris smiled, knowing you were done. He took a tighter grip on the knife, pulling it back to reveal your handiwork.

There, now carved into you, a lone letter “C”. A few drops of blood were trickling down.

All Chris could do was grin, leaning his face in to plant a small kiss in the middle of the “C”, making sure not to ruin the tiny bit of blood that had been let out.

He softly grabbed the knife out of your hand and held it with his own. He motioned with his eyes down to his chest, cueing you to find where his heartbeat was strongest. Once you settled your palm against his skin, he extended the dagger slowly for you to grab over top of where his fist was holding it.

You easily took it. Not hard, but barely resting over top.

He put a smirk on his face before bringing the knife down to where your hand lay. You slowly removed it, losing contact with the pulse of the heart beating below. He made quick work to push the knife into his chest, definitely with more power and aggression, deeper than what you had done.

Your instinct was to pull his hand back, but to no avail. He was gripping at the knife too tightly for your touch to do anything.

“This is good, baby,” he assured you.

You nodded, taking a deep breath before stabilizing your hand over his one again. You followed along with the curve of his hand, as you watched him carve your initial into his skin.

He had gone so much deeper, blood was trickling down fast. Not enough to be worried, but enough to silently think he was crazy. Crazy for you.

Once he reached the last stroke of your initial, you went to take your hand off of his. Instead of pulling back, he gently pushed in on the knife a little deeper, almost solidifying the engraving into his chest.

“Stop it Chan!” you screamed, returning your hand to his, to try and slowly back it up. You struggled, but he didn’t give in. He looked you dead in the face. His eyes were black now. It was as if something otherworldly had taken over him.

He didn’t respond, just held the knife in place, using his other hand to reach up and grab your face. He left a few gentle strokes along your cheek before settling into your hair, smirk wide across his face.

“Give me a kiss first,” he whispered.

“No Christopher! You’re too deep! Take it out right now!” you yelled, truly worried. You grasped his hand even tighter, trying to tug on it. To know avail. He was staying there if it was the last thing he did.

By the look on his face, you knew you’d set him off. His nostrils started to flare and he eyed you down. His jaw locked in place so tightly you thought he’d never be able to open it again.

“I want to give you my heart, y/n,” he spoke initially. “I want to give you my fucking heart,” his tone raised, face visibly mad. “I want to fucking rip it out right now for you to have!” he finally started screaming. “It’s yours anyway. It doesn’t belong to me. It belongs to you goddamn it, now fucking take it!” he yelled at you, his hot breath hitting you in the face. He could say what he wanted, but he was in pain. You gave him a few seconds to calm himself.

You leaned down to return to him what he’d done to you prior. You whispered in a low breath “No,” before kissing his forehead. You pulled back to rest your face on the same plane as his, only inches apart. You grasped his hand over top of the knife. “Not today, my love. Today, I need you here with me. And I need you here to be a part of me.” You kissed his cheek.

You could feel his hand relax a little, and you let yours tighten. Going as slowly as possible, he allowed you to remove the dagger, a quarter of a centimeter at a time. You both looked down as it inched out, admiring the perfect initial he had carved. A few areas streamed blood down them, but nothing more than he’d had before. Once the knife was fully out, he gently held it in front of him, covered in blood that ran down the palm of his hand. Your hand still around his felt the tiny trickles of blood onto it too.

He slowly let you direct the knife back to your own skin. You rested it just along your own engravement, making sure to get the small amount of your blood from your chest and onto each side of the knife.

You both looked intently as you guided the knife back to the center and handed it off to Chan. You slid your hand down to grasp onto and stabilize his wrist.

You both sat for a minute, looking at each other like you weren’t sure who should start. Chan leaned in leisurely, bringing his face down to the the level of the knife. He stuck his tongue out to bring it straight down, along the middle of the blade. As he pulled back, he closed his mouth and licked his lips- a shade of red now covering them.

You mirrored his example and gently took a swipe of blood in your mouth. You never really got used to it- the taste of the iron. But knowing that it was now mixed blood, that of you and your soulmate, you cherished every last drop.

Chan placed the dagger back behind the candle before leaning in to steal a quick kiss. Your mouths were now wet with each other, but in the most perfect way. A tiny part of him, even if just a cell, would now live in you. It made you just that bit perfect, but that was enough for you.

It was not enough for Chan. He needed to devour you in every sense. ‘It’s time to finish you,’ he thought.

He rushed to find the lighter again, scrambling his blood-covered thumb over the top to light it up.

The lighting of the third candle.

“The Spirit”

He quickly wiped the blood of his hands off onto the remainder of the dress lying beneath him. He laid you down again onto your back, throwing your legs over his lower back as he went. He made sure to press his chest all the way down into you, letting your blood intermingle and soak into the initial he had so happy etched into himself.

He looked at you in adoration. ‘God this man.’ He made you feel so loved. So seen. How could this gentle being be the same man who was ramming into you 10 minutes ago? The man that was fully insistent on ripping his heart out to present to you because nothing else could fulfill his need to give you himself? This man loved you. In the full sense of the word. He would die for you. He would sacrifice his own soul to save yours. He would crawl through the depths of hell if he knew it would keep you safe. Chan was the only person you would ever need, and he made sure you knew that.

“It might feel tight, baby,” he whispered, laying his head down into your hair, right beside your neck. He slowly let his length move inside of you. He proceeded slowly, only pushing in slightly more when he felt you relax around him.

Once you had fully adjusted, he began with slow, loving strokes. You suddenly felt warm with this fullness inside of you. Like this is what you had been missing all along. And with it, you were finally whole.

Chan felt the same way, and he made it known to you.

“You feel so good baby,” he whispered into your ear. “My match made in heaven.” He kissed your ear. He continued slowly, making sure to rub along the outside of you.

He let his hands wonder down until they were pressing into the bottom of your stomach. You could feel so much more with the new pressure. You felt every inch of him slowly pulling into and out of you. Every stroke felt like it reached a deeper part. He angled his body slightly lower so that he could angle himself up into you. Right to the sweet spot.

“Fuck,” you breathed out, smile shining on your face. “Fuck baby, that felt good.” You let your head relax back.

“Yeah?” he asked, hovering his face over yours. He didn’t want to miss a single look on your beautiful face.

“Yes, Channie,” you smiled again, taking a sharp breath in.

‘God that fucking nickname’ he thought. His heart turned into putty every time you used it. ‘So soft and so gentle for me… For Channie.’ He smiled, using one hand to stroke along the top of your head, maintaining the pressure on your stomach with the other.

He thrust into you harder now. Not necessarily faster, but using more force. The look on your face was all the reassurance he needed to keep it up.

He watched how your mouth dropped open, like you watched to scream something out but you couldn’t. How your eyes squeezed shut to focus on the feeling he was giving you. How your breathing started to pick up the more that he moved.

Feeling himself inside you got him hard, yes. But watching you- with all of your perfection- loving the way that he made love to you, got him rock hard. Suddenly, his tip became more sensitive. It crept and crept up until it started to drive him wild.

He started to place sloppy kisses along your mouth as he slammed his hips in. He kept a steady pace, just enough to keep your heart rate up.

You moaned as his hand pressed even harder into you. You could feel his cock hitting up and into the palm of his hand. Time and time again, you felt him hit into just the right spot to make your toes curl. Everything in your body froze up, then went warm. He kept going and going until it was going to send you over the edge.

“Channie?” you whined, breathing heavily through your mouth.

“Yes, my love?” He detached himself from your face to look at you. God, he could get off by looking at that face alone.

He smirked. “Does my baby need to cum?”

“Fuck yes,” you said, reaching around his neck to bring his lips down to yours. You felt like you were being elevated from your body.

No, resurrected.

Chan was going to bring you back to life.

Hard, stiff thrusts now poured out of him uncontrollably.

His breathing quickened too all of a sudden. He let out a sharp moan.

“Ughhh,” he drew a breath in. His voice was shaking. “I’m going to cum baby. Cum with me, yeah? Let’s tie ourself together now, okay?” He could hardly get his words out.

You knew he was barely holding on. So vulnerable for you.

Swiftly, he released the pressure off your stomach, making you gasp at the sudden loss of weight. Instead, he brought his hand down to your clit, and rubbed light circles. He went just in tune with the thrusts, throwing you over the edge.

“Oh God, Oh God, Oh God, Oh God,” you screamed out, feeling the beginning of the orgasm take over your entire body.

That’s all Chan needed. He took long thrusts to push himself over the edge with you. He shut his eyes tight, picturing just your face, your soul, holding his heart.

No, EATING his heart. It's all he could ever ask for and you would be the one to give it to him.

“TAKE.” Thrust.

“IT.” Thrust.

“ALL.” Thrust.

“UGHHH,” he yelled out, throwing himself into you with the most force you’d felt all night.

Your vision went white, jolts being sent through your body in every direction. Your body stiffened, head throwing itself back and body arching up off the ground. You felt Chan’s cock twitch inside of you, followed by a warm feeling that almost filled you more than you could take.

He continued to give you a few more wild thrusts. He bit down onto your ear. “Take it baby. Take my spirit and give me yours.”

Your body let out one final jolt before Chan slowed down and grabbed your face, cupping it in both hands.

You kissed him like you’d never tasted him before. Like everything about him was new and you were ready to explore.

You had just dedicated your entire being to him, but everything felt so irrepressible in this moment.

As he brought himself to a complete stop, he pulled his face from yours, panting. He decided to lay there for a few moments, letting himself rest inside you. It only felt natural to be this close to you. To finally feel like he could be a part of you.

His eyes fell down to your chest underneath him- both of you stained from the dark red show of your love for each other.

He made sure you were looking at him. He wanted itnto be a show. He then took the palm of his hand to his mouth, giving it a soft kiss. He placed the hand over your heart, where his initial had been etched in.

“I’ll always be with you, yeah?” he smiled down.

“Always and forever, my Channie.”

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PLEASE tell me you saw chan do the smart challenge at the fanmeet with hyune and binnie, i have many thoughts and things to say (specifically about his hips moving game) yet none of them are in the bible

OMG YES SO SO BAD.

and idk why but he is making me have horny soft girl hours.

like just imagine morning sex with that man. his cute little "good morning" voice he sends on bubble before smiling at you and throwing an arm around you to cup your boobs. he'd be so gentle and soft and bring his face in close so he snuggle up neck to your neck, leaning in to give you soft kisses.

you'd both be sleepy as hell, but he'd love it when you'd grind into him with your ass, silently begging him for more. he's already naked so you can feel himself easily getting harder and harder. you'd turn your face so you could let your mouth find his. and that's his favorite thing in the world. letting his tongue run on top of yours. until he slowly brings a hand up so you can suck on one of his fingers before he brings it down and starts to slowly finger you, bucking his hips and grinding into you the whole time.

he'd back his face away so he could watch your reactions as he gently, lovingly rubbed his hands around the way he knew you liked it. and how you wiggled your body around in just the same motion as he was moving himself around you, looking like you were moving together in one motion.

once he made sure you were dripping, he'd slowly creep his hand down to his cock, giving it a few quick pumps before lazily letting it rub you before pushing inside. he'd go so slow and gentle, savoring each little tiny movement of you around him. he'd kiss the side of your jaw as he watched it drop open from the pressure. he'd get harder and harder as you backed yourself up into him further, making sure you felt all of him.

he'd let himself rest inside of you for a moment, observing how beautiful you looked for him with half-closed lids. he'd wonder how he'd gotten so lucky as he admired the moan you let out for him once he slowly drew himself back and then in again.

he'd hook his arm around your chest, pulling himself as closely to you as possible. he wanted to feel your heartbeat as he made love to you. he wanted so badly to be connected to you forever. but for now, he'd have to be satisfied that this was it.

he'd slowly run his tongue along your outer ear as he bagab fucking into you the tiniest bit faster. you couldn't help but let out a few breathy moans of his name. and he didn't think he'd last much longer.

you'd match your own hips to the roll of his own, not letting him draw back out of you for one second. he'd ubderstand immediately that you needed more and drop his hand down to your core to continue his finger's work.

he'd keep going like that, softly but steadily until he knew you were at your breaking point.

"so fucking pretty, baby," he'd whisper into the back of your head, almost so quietly that you couldn't hear him. it would send you over the edge, and you'd yourself start to slowly convulse around him. you'd feel like you were burning from the inside out. you'd want to burn into him. throw both of you into this fire together until there was nothing left.

as he'd watched you delicately move around him, he'd get so caught up in the low breaths coming out of you. hearing the sweet whispers of him name spew out left and right, like it was the only word in the world. the only word that could occupy your head at this very moment.

his hips circled you, continuing until he felt warmth in his very core, one of your legs wrapping around him now to draw him as closely as you could.

he let himself become engulfed in the thought of you. how you were so perfect for him. how he wanted nothing more than to be in this moment forever. inside of you and connected to you in the deepest way possible. he'd feel like his heart would bubble over, swelling to twice it's size just from seeing your face contort for him.

"gonna cum in you baby," was all he'd be able to get out before letting himself have a few more quick flicks of his hips into you. he'd spill into you with so much force that it would take him off guard. he'd cherish every moment of his high, continuing to fuck into you and letting out deep, gutteral moans until he was absolutely numb.

once he'd exhausted himself, he'd pull his face back into your neck, planting a couple of soft kisses and reaching a hand up to stroke your hair. he'd let his cock rest inside of you as it went soft. he just wanted to take in the comfort he felt resting inside of you.

he'd run his hand along the lines of your body so that he could find your hand. he'd entangle his lovingly in yours before guiding both of your hands to rest on your hip.

with one final cuddle into you, he'd take his time resting his head with yours, planting a soft kiss to the base of your neck. as you laid, his cock still tucked snuggly inside of you, you'd let out a deep, satisfied sigh and a small smile before letting your lids close all the way. they got heavier and heavier before you'd finally give in and let yourself fall back into your sleep.

*Hard thoughts on people pleaser chan*

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Chan is such a people pleaser, he’d 100% be the kinda person to let you use him. Wanting nothing more than you to get off as much as you can. “My babies so horny.. just for me?” He’d have you sitting on his lap as he watched tv as you bounced on him his hands gripping your hips trying to pull you deeper. The two of you would go for hours him drenched in both your liquids his head spinning but trying to keep himself together. One of you have to and you’re already to far gone.

He’s definitely getting off at the fact you want nothing more than just to please yourself by using him. The feeling of you needing him so desperately all the time and he’s so compliant with you. Even if he’s working on something he’ll let you ride him until you’re satisfied. Your walls milking him as much as he is you.

And if you’re not using his cock, you’re moving his fingers to your core moving your hips against them. You get horny while you’re out with the boys? You’re positioning his hand at your core moving slowly so no one notices. He helps you in anyway he can moving his fingers so they’re brushing your little sensitive nub. When you cum he’s dipping them into you quickly just so he can taste you.

And speaking of tasting you. He loves when you use his tongue. Face sitting? Yes. Wrapping your legs tightly around him as he’s below you laying in bed? Yes. Suffocate him. He has you pinned against the wall holding you up as he does it? Yes. He’s getting you so deep with his tongue. Definitely has an oral fixation to some extent because he could live between your legs letting you cum over and over with out even touching himself.

He just wants to pleasure you in every single way. Wants to make you know how much he’s totally head over heels with you. Oh god don’t get me started on all the sweet talk and praise he gives you uugh.

-I wanna do more of these just little thoughts, I have so many. This is just me testing the waters with it

✨ Rough sex with Bangchan✨

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Rough sex with Bangchan him folding you in half having your legs almost touching your chest, and thrusting in and out in a rapid pace "this little cunt of yours is swallowing me so good princess" he would grunt out.

Just fucking you dumb till you can't Form any words anymore but as much as he likes your fucked out state he loves hearing you beg because you do it so prettily and you're always so shy and embarrassed about it (we all know this man has a corruption kink) So every time you get close to your release he stills in you, smirking, drinking in the way tears would pool in your eyes from frustration

he would let your legs go and watch you whine and cry but still not quite begging. He started moving again lowering his head till it's right next to your ear "Tell me what you want baby I will give it to you just beg me nicely like you always do" he smiles once he hears you repeatedly say "please" "please what little one? use your words"

He raises his head, to look down at you what a fucking sight he thought, titts bouncing with every thrust, arms fisting the sheets, pretty little whines and "pleases" leaving your lips, crying from frustration and overstimulation fuck you look absolutely stunning like that and only he gets to see you like this only he can get you so desperate.

He expected a "please fuck me" "please let me cum" or at least "please faster" what he didn't expect was you making grappy hands (he melts every time you do those) and stuttering out a "p-please k-kiss me, wan' you close" The rough mean dom would immediately melt at this point he hates the effect you had on him

it was almost pitiful how easy you could turn him into a softy. He immediately lowered himself kissing your lips, his arms sneaking around your waist before pulling you up with him

you whined and tried hiding your face in his neck but he pulled it away kissing you as he started thrusting up at you. You were straddling him while he held you close, knees digging in the sheets after kissing you he lowered his head catching the hard nub in his mouth you threw your head back screaming his name.

You were so damn close and by the why his hips are stuttering he was too "fuck I fucking love you baby" he grunts out when he felt you claps around him "love you too" and like that you both came falling down on the bed with him on top of you.

After a while you started playing with his hair "I meant it" you looked down at him, you thought he already fell asleep "meant what?" he looked up at you before whispering "that I love you… You know that right" you giggled kissing his lips softly "I mean it as well I love you too Channie"

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I was bored :( And horny

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✨ Imagine This (Bangchan)✨

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Hybrid Collage AU where all sororities have a party Reader is a cat hybrid, and Chan is a Wolf hybrid, they both hated each others guts always playing pranks on each other but the last prank reader made

Might have went overboard all of your friends told you “don't do it” but you were stubborn and angry because Chan Photoshoped your body on a hairy man wearing a bikini and put it all over, the students laughed at you for weeks

So you decided to trash what's most important for Bangchan which was his car, you came to the party expecting an angry Chan but you actually couldn't find him anywhere, was he preparing a new prank or something? After some time you forgot all about it and started to slowly drink

But then you felt your body heating up for some reason, were you getting sick? That's when it hit you, your heat, you forgot to take your supplements (it's alpha/omega dynamic btw) and all the alpha's in this party must have triggered it to come sooner than expected

You had to leave, if you made any contact with an alpha or if your heat became full force you wouldn't be safe, as soon as you made it to the door you felt someone slamming you against it "do you find this fucking shit funny?!" No no this wasn't the time

Bangchan stood there looking like he was about to tear you apart "I fucking worked my ass off to get this car, you better have fucking money on you kitten" Chan had always called you kitten to piss you off, you hated that name but right now with how rough Chan was being, And how hard you were being held you liked it

you let out a small whimper, which didn't go unnoticed by the other hybrid "What's up with you? Why aren't you talking back?" Chan looked confused "p-please let go I nee-" "IS THERE SOMEONE IN HEAT?!?!" a yell rang through the party

Chan looked back at the sound then looked at you and his eyes widened "YOU IN HEAT?!?!" Before you could answer Chan mumbled shit and dragged you up the stairs and into a room and locked it, you went to lay on the bed curling in on yourself 

It hit you full force now "HOW THE FUCK DID YOU COME TO A PARTY FULL OF ALPHAS ON YOUR FUCKING HEAT" Chan yelled but stoped when he saw your TEARS, he sighed "listen I will go out and lock the door this is my room so uhh do what you have to?" "Don't leave me alone.. " you mumbled still crying softly 

The wolf's hybrid eyes widen "I don't know if you noticed but I'm an alpha and you're an omega, not only that you're an omega in heat we can't be alone in one room, you're lucky I have good self control or I would-" 

But you don't care you slowly stand up dragging him to the bed and grinding on him.

”alpha pleaaasss” “shit stop - fuck grinding on me, if you were sober you wouldn't want that” ”always wanted to be knotted by a wolf”

Fuck there was only so much Chan could do, and if he's honest with himself he always wanted to fuck you, so pretty and feisty, always talking back and fighting back even tho you were so small and cute 

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Might write it later :)

Or if someone wants to write it instead I'm fine with that as well lol

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Since I can't stop thinking about this here we go (I'm not good at writing but I like to for fun)

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As you woke warm sunlight on your face because you forgot to close the curtains the night before made you feel miserable. You had just received a large sum of money from your last heist, and you decided to celebrate by getting drunk. Big mistake.

The pounding on your door was the last thing you needed. You groggily got out of bed and stumbled to the door, You yanked it open. “stop fucking banging, what the fuck do you wa-?!” expecting to see one of your usual annoying elderly neighbors asking you to keep your trash outside the building and not inside. Instead, you were faced with a fancy looking man in a suit the words got stuck in your throat once you saw him, the same man you saw Last night “are you Y/L/N” shit...

You cleared your throat, the man didn't know what you looked like, good “no I'm not, She lives on the third floor” he raised an eyebrow at the sudden polite tone “really? The land lord said she's on the second floor?” you faked a smile, before laughing awkwardly “that old man? He often forgets stuff like that"

The man left, but not before giving you a piercing stare that made your skin crawl. as soon as he disappeared from sight, you ran in, hastily gathered your belongings and flung open the door again, only to find him coming down the stairs this time with urgent speed. as you made eye contact, you dashed away “stop!"

As you were making it close to the elevator, you saw another man in the same identical suit, you slowed down to a relaxed walk “good morning” you smiled up at him, the man only glanced at you before nodding, just as you were in the elevator “stop her you idiot!!” The strangers eyes widened in realization

You prayed it would close before they could grab you. they both were running towards you before the door closed, you sighed relaxing, The doors reopened to reveal a third suit-clad figure, “in the elevator?” He askes into his phone before turning around looking straight at you, with an unsettling smile. "The easy way or the hard way?" he asked, his tone dripping with menace. “catch her!” the two ran down stairs looking at you, you were surrounded now, you sighed “I prefer the hard way” you said with a sweet smile

Before he could reply you took him down with a well-placed kick straight in his crotch. You ran past him, laughing as you looked back at all three of them, but soon your laugh died down when you got out of your building and saw that youe were surrounded for real this time

You soon found yourself face-to-face with Chris Bangchan, you knew he was bad news. You had met him at the club yesterday, seduced him, Slept with him, and stole his necklace – an impulse decision that now seemed to have severe consequences.

you found him really attractive, even if the bartender told you to “stay away he's trouble” you couldn't help yourself, you weren't originally going to steal anything from him, but when you caught sight of the necklace your reflex was to take it, while the man slept

You usually only stole when a client pays for it but the necklace was pretty and he had way too many necklaces and expensive things, he surly wouldn't notice it being missing that's what you thought till now

“Bangchan funny seeing you here, how have you been? ” Bangchan's eyes narrowed not looking very impressed, he looked behind you and mumbled a quick “get her” before getting in the car.

When you turned around you saw the bald guy glaring at you “oh hey big guy, can't we discuss what happened over breakfa-” before you could finish, you were punched and fell unconscious

When you came to, you were tied to a chair in a dimly lit room. The bald man sneered at you, “I told you we could do it the easy way” the light was too bright for your liking and you were already in a grumpy mood and apparently didn't learn your lesson

“Could you like stand somewhere else? Your bald head is reflecting the light straight to my eyes and it's annoying” you heard some snickering in the background before the man walked angry towards you “I'm going to fucking kill you!"

“Easy there Jeo, i still need her” you heard the steady voice of Chan call, "you know if you wanted me to come over, you could have just told me” you said sarcastically, you heard him chuckle, and it reminded you how he would chuckle whenever you whined for more or harder...

Get a grip Y/N this is not the time to get wet “I see you still have the same attitude even in a situation like that” he smirked at you “oh come on you like my attitude baby?” “Sir, do you know her?” The same annoying bald guy asked, Chan just shrugged in response

You didn't like that answer “oh I'm hurt Channie, you made me call you daddy and said this was the best pussy you ever had, and now all of the sudden you don't know me?” you cooes attempting to pout, but was startled when Bangchan stood up, face absolutely red, you don't know if it's out of anger or embarrassment...

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Nxjsjs I have like so many mafia Chan scenarios in my head jdjdjd

One that's been in my head for so long is mafia Chan × thief reader where he's bored in one of his night clubs until he sees reader dancing on the floor one thing leads to another when he wakes up he sees lipstick on his mirror with "thank you handsome" but when he looks around reader had already stolen his wallet watch and his fucking glasses

What a coincidence he actually needed someone to steal something important from another competitor :)))

I can see it.

At first it’s a game, the cat trying to catch the mouse. But then it’s a partnership… and we all know what happens on this night you work until late and it’s cold outside and you just need an outlet, right?

✨ Imagine Sugar Daddy (Bangchan) ✨

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Simp over this completely dumb idea with me, so Changbin is a KNOWN sugar daddy, he's been doing it for years

And he finally convinces Bangchan to try it out too, cuz the poor guy just never has the time to actually date anyone. All his relationships go down the drain because he's always so focused on his work, So After a while, he does decide to give it a shot!

But he's not seeking anything sexual, no way! He just wants someone sweet that he can cuddle with and Take on random dates on the rare occasions when he has time, want someone to hold and kiss, he has the money and want to spend it on someone!

But then—- he finds that you're just so sweet and genuinely kind, always bringing him lunch that YOU MADE, he doesn't remember the last time he had a home cooked meal, you're also new to the sugar daddy/sugar baby dynamic, so you both thought it's basically acting like boyfriend and girlfriend

Sugar Daddy Channie up and falls in love with sugar baby y/n, how couldn't he?! You're so sweet and giggly when you're with him and you're oh so shy he loves teasing you and see your face turn red as a tomato while you slap his shoulder :(((

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He Calls you a Gold Digger 2 : BANGCHAN & MINHO VERSION

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➽ Genre: Angst for Chan, Possibility of getting back together for Minho

➽ Warnings: Some Swear words.

This was inspired by this amazing Creator

[Part 1]

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Chan

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Minho

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You guys ever Think About ✨Burglar Bangchan✨

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Burglar Bangchan who breaks into your apartment not knowing you're still inside, who immediately starts panicking when he hears your voice from the bedroom

Who curses himself for not being carful enough and was about to walk away when he heard your voice again this time clearer, who hears your sweet moans and whines

Who's unfortunately a pervert as well who hadn't got laid for a few months so he just creeps the door a little open to find you two fingers deep in your little pussy whining how it's not enough how it's not big

Who feels his pants tighten, you were so small on the big bed, with even a smaller pussy all wet and red from how hard you were grinding against your small hands :(

Burglar Bangchan who almost came when you took your hand out laying on your side and crying in frustration, you were so cute so unbelievably adorable in his eyes

Burglar Bangchan that completely forgot why he was here and who he was until you scream covering yourself up, who runs to you and puts his hand on your mouth to silence you

You two just stare at each other before he whispers "I'm not going to hurt you, I will remove my hand now" you nod and he removes his hand "what do you want?" you asked timidly

"I was going to steal some stuff-" before he could finish, you interrupted him "take what you want just please don't hurt me" you whimper

Burglar Bangchan who Licks his lips before looking you up and down "how about I help you in return"

Just Burglar Bangchan who gives you a mind numbing orgasm with his tongue and fingers in return of steeling your new Xbox :))

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You guys ever think about that? :D

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Idol! Bangchan x Reader: LTNS

A/n: ah... This one took a lot of time.. no reasons, just I have been a bit down anyways. FLUFF AND a little bit of SMUT in the end. Hope you enjoy it.

Summary: Yn Ln is Hannah Bahng's best friend since forever, even their mums were close. She knew Bangchan well until he flew away to South Korea to pursue his dream. When he returns home after and sees her for the first time after all these years.

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"Hannah! Are you wearing make up?" You watched Chan ask on Vlive and smiled as you waited for your friend to come out of her house.

Within a few minutes you heard footsteps and a hug as a voice was heard "Why don't you just go upstairs and meet him?" Hannah said.

"Nah. I'm fine from watching from afar. You know I am awkward" you said smiling.

"Whatever lets go, I have lots of things to buy actually lets go" Hannah said pulling you to the car behind her. And as expected the two of you had a blast shopping for various food and also including snacks and stuff. Actually, Mrs. Bang sent Hannah for shopping for dinner that night and Hannah asked you to tag along.

On your way back the two of you grabbed some coffee and by the time you both went back to the Bang house it was evening.

"Y/n, you're staying for dinner" Mrs. Bang said and you went in panic mode.

"No. Mrs. Bang actually I have this thing to do at home and Nana doesn't know-"

"Don't worry I've spoken to her. It's fine" she said.

"C'mon, Y/n what are you so afraid of?” Hannah asked.

"I'm not afraid I just don't want your brother to think I am weird or something" You said.

"He won't, That's Chris, he's plenty weird himself" Hannah said as you two entered her room and Berry came jumping to greet you.

"Hi Berry. Hi Berry" you said petting her and hoping for the best. 

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You were helping Mrs. Bang set the table when you heard Hannah voice, "Can't you wear some more clothes Y/n's here" and then retreating foot steps were heard and a sighing Hannah was seen to enter the room. To say you were nervous was an understatement. Of course you've seen and met and even spent time with Bangchan before but that was in childhood. And you never spoke to him after he shifted to South Korea. You've only seen him on screen and on stage. Besides, being a Stay doesn't help, you're not just meeting your bestfriend's brother, but also your idol.

"Hey Y/n!" Suddenly a chirpy voice echoed through the room and broke your train of thoughts

"Chris!" You said not being able to hold your happiness.

"You've grown up so much! Your so tall now" he said.

"You're embarrassing yourself" Hannah mumbled

"You've grown to Chris" you said laughing as Mrs. Bang ushered all of you to sit down.

You and Hannah have always been really good friends, since childhood. You both basically lived with each other generally at each other's houses, so this was very common for you when both of you are home. However, it's been ages since Chris was present here too.

Conversation flowed and one thing led to another and you were talking about age somehow.

"Yeah You guys have grown up, but you all are still so young"

"Yeah Chan you're half 52" you suddenly said and immediately regretted saying that.

"What did you say? And what did you call me?" He asked smiling

"Chris?" You said.

You saw Hannah and Lucas laugh in your peripheral vision.

"Y/n your a stay" Chan cooed.

And you couldn't take it, you hid your face in your palms, cheeks red in a blush.

"Don't tease her, yes she's a stay" Mrs. Bang confirmed. "She's also my informer on what's going on, with you and your members"

"So that's how you always know everything" Chan said and her mother nodded. You ate with the huge blush on your face. What you didn't see was Chan noticed it and found it really adorable. Chan had so many questions that he asked after he knew that you’re a stay like:

“Whose your Bias?” “Whose your Bias wrecker?” “Favourite m/v?” “Favourite song?” at a point he smirked and asked “Favourite ship?” and Hannah was done as said “Mom please shut Chris” to which he just laughed adorably, but you answered all of the questions truthfully, well almost all of them.

“Changbin” 

“Definitely, Felix” to which Hannah noticed Chan to have a momentary frown.

“(your favourite m/v)”

“(Your favourite song)”

“Minsung and Chanjin” the moment the second ship name came to your mouth Chan just choked on his food. But, Mrs. Bang saved you from any further questions by bringing in the dessert. 

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"Chris! Can you take Berry for a walk?" His mom asked Chan, who was simply sitting and working in his Lucas' room.

"Sure mum" he said and wore a black hoodie and sweats. He remembers to wear a mask before wearing his shoes and attaching Berry to a leash.

"Let's go Berry! Let's go!" He said and exited his house. He walked towards the park as Berry loved barking at ducks (a/n: idk I made that up) and as soon as he entered the park a Call startled him. He smiled wide at the contact number and received the call.

"Oi Felix!" He said

His deep voice was heard from the other side of the phone. And the two started chatting and planning a lunch together when suddenly Berry slipped out of Chan's hand and ran in a different direction. Leaving a shocked Chan who excused himself with a promise to call back and ran after Berry.

You were sitting in the park with your sketch book and listening to music but suddenly you hear a familiar bark and pull your headphones off and go into shock "Berry?"

She comes running right into your arms and licks your face. And you giggle, when you noticed Chan running towards you and cursed under your breath.

"Oh my god Berry! You can't run off like that" he said "Hi" he mumbled

And you said hello back. He simply sits down beside you.

"How are you? I haven't been able to talk to you with you keeping on running away and avoiding me" he said. And you burst out in giggles, no this was not strange for Chan and you. You just felt awkward to meet him as you really haven’t in so long. But, he did always spend time with you and took extra care of you just like he cared for Hannah, specially because you stayed with your grandma and he knew you rarely saw your parents. 

“I’m not avoiding you Chris. I just feel awkward after so many years” you said adding a few more details to your drawing. 

“Is that the reason you didn’t text me or let Hannah tell me when you went to South Korea all alone for your school program” he asked and finally grabbed your pencil and said “Look at me Y/n. We’re talking”

And you finally looked up at him, into those lovely eyes of his and almost had yourself drowning in them. The look itself was enough to bring on an apocalypse, No make up, curly hair and that smile. 

“I know you’re busy so I didn’t wanna bother you” you said with a tight smile

“Y/n no matter how busy I am I would always have time for family and you are in it” he said

“Sorry Chris, if it makes you feel better, then I should tell you I'll be going there again” you said shyly “And You’re the first person I am telling” 

“Really?” He asked and you nodded “Not even Hannah?” he asked with a gleam in his eyes

“Well she knows I got the offer, but she doesn’t know I said yes” You said and found Chan cheering. By that time Berry was fast asleep on your lap and the two of you chatted, and caught up. It seemed so easy to talk to each other that the fact that he moved away when you were very young didn’t really matter.

And thus, meeting Chan at the park every evening became a thing between the two of you that only Hannah knew, cause she saw the two of you one day. On the third day Chan suddenly said “Do you wanna grab lunch tomorrow?”

You were taken aback at the question, as blood rushed to your cheek, but before you could say anything, he said “Hanna and I are going to meet Felix and his sisters, I think you should come too, it will be fun” 

You kicked yourself mentally for even thinking- you nodded a yes and stood up and said “Isn’t that a things you guys always do? Even though I have hung out with Olivia but-”

“I want you there and even Felix has wanted to meet you” he said

“Fine! Fine!” I’ll come with you guys. 

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And you found yourself surrounded with a bunch of famous people but also ones you love.

"Seriously Y/n made all of us promise to not tell our brothers. Like girl, what if you needed help!" Olivia said laughing

"Yeah, Y/n its really reckless. Tell you what, put in your number I'll ping you. You can always talk to me" Felix said pointing at his phone and you laughed

"Hey. Why not me?" Chan whinned

"I'll tell both of you okay!" You said

"But, me first" Chan gave you a cheeky smile and said.

"I swear these two never grew up" Hannah sighed and everyone laughed.

"Why are you always so done with me?!" You asked with a fake cry and heard felix mumble "Kiyowo" and you immediately asked "What?"

"Nothing" he said with a cute smile.

"But you had heard it, undoubtedly" you just looked at him and then at Hannah and then smiled, what you didn't know was that it was actually directed towards you.

And that's how a great friendship between Felix and you has started. So naturally when Felix got to know that you'll be moving to South Korea soon, (much to Hannah's dismay though) he was really happy. And this continued even after they went back. But this time, even Chris had your number and you'd text every once in a while.

One day you were just sitting in your room and doing some work when you recieved a video call invitation from Felix, which you joined and found 4 pair of eyes staring at you.

"OH. MY. GOD!!!!" You shreaked

"Hello, Beautiful!" You heard Han say and you instantly hid your face in your palm.

"Hi Jisung" you said in a muffled tone.

"Look Y/n! We brought your bias!!!" They said, as you took a deep breath and looked towards the screen and said in fluent Korean "Hello everyone, I'm Y/n L/n. I am so happy to meet you guys"

"You know Korean?!" Changbin asked visibly impressed.

"Ah. Yes yes, I learnt it ages ago before I went for the first time" you said smiling

"I can already tell we're gonna be the best of friends." Han said cheering

"Try telling that to Hannah she'll have your head" you said laughing "She actually threatened me that I better not dare replace her, which actually is impossible for me."

"That sounds very much like Hannah" Chan said.

"You know they said so many things about you and specially that you're a stay that's so cool" Changbin said and you blushed and said "I've stanned you ever since before you guys debuted actually. I watched the survival show with Mrs. Bang." You said.

"That was something" Felix said shaking his head.

"So, what are 3racha and Felix doing?" You said

"Oh we were recording, do you wanna-" but you interrupted Chan

"NOO! NO SPOILERS!" you said and the four boys burst out laughing. They chatted and teased each other a bit more after they dropped the call.

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"Nervous? Why are you nervous?!" Felix's deep voice flowed through the phone into your ears.

"Because it all gets real the moment I step here. And it's been a while since I've been here. Last time, I didn't call Chan, actually I broke all ties with him since I reali-"

"That you were in love with him?" He completed your sentence. "It'll all be okay"

You sighed and asked "Are you guys there yet?" You asked.

"Yeah. At the gate, now pick it up buttercup" he said in a deep voice, that almost hit your brain at the wrong corner, (keyword: almost).

You picked up your baggage from the designated baggage belt and went towards the exit, there you found a super excited Felix and Han and you pulled the trolly and put it at a stop to rush and hug Felix who already had arms open for you. And then you opened your arms for Jisung to join you two and he gladly did.

"It's so good to finally meet you in person Y/n-ah!" Han said

"It is so good to see both of you too" you said.

"Okay lets move before we get spotted or worse scandaled into a throuple" Felix said.

"You're coming with us, Lee Know hyung cooked some great food as your welcome dinner" Han said opening the trunk of the car.

"I told Chan to ask you guys not to do these stuff, you rarely get off days, why get busy doing these?" You asked.

"That is because these small things are part of our ralaxing and keeps us sane" Felix said as he entered the passenger seat and Han and you entered the back seat.

The three of you enjoyed the ride to the dorm blasting Twice and BTS songs, through the car speaker. You actually noticed the driver sigh, the moment the music was turned off when you reached your destination.

Meeting the members was a delight that you could not believe that these guys you always see on the screen are actually in front of you. The fact that they are so warm and welcoming to you is something else. All were there except Hyunjin and I.n who already had stuff planned with their families. But this was okay and was already too huge of a dream for you. The boys kept on with playful banter and quarrels and you couldn't help but laugh. You were certainly having the time of your life. Bangchan asked you so many questions about your new place and how he'd help if you needed some muscles.

"I don't think you should stay alone for the first night though" Felix told you as you were getting into the van that would take you to your house.

"Lets do this then, Felix join Y/n and stay the night, I'll go too, we'll help Y/n settle and get all the necessary and then we'll see" Chan said

"I wanna come!" Seungmin said

"I am going home tomorrow morning so I'll visit" Minho said and you face palmed

"Guys this is not necessary!" You protested

"It is" Chan said "and it is non-negotiable its either that or you spent night here, and we take you to your apartment tomorrow" Chan said with a smirk and he knew he had you right where he wanted you.

You sighed and you knew very well what he was doing, he used this smart persuasion method even when you were little. You nodded your head and climbed in as Seungmin, Felix and Chan piled in, it was the same driver from earlier. The drive to Gimpo was just the 4 of you talking about childhood, the various memories you have. It was really good to have people you know and can talk to this time round, last time you came, the first few days were a torture.

"How were you planning on managing to do so much alone!?" It was the first thing Seungmin said as they entered the apartment.

"Well, I was going to do it one at a time, they have the tool kit" you said sheepishly.

"Good thing Chan Hyung insisted" Felix said.

You all settled in and looked around, the balcony being the main attraction to you. Your floor was quite high and the night lights looked so beautiful with the cool breeze blowing. You stood there and clicked a few pictures to send them to Hannah. You didn't know how long you were out when Chan came in with two chairs and said "These seem to be quite fitting here?"

"Yeah it would be great to sit here" you said and sat on one of the chair and patted on the other.

He sat down and a moment of silence prevailed before you said "Thank you for re-adopting me. I don't know what I'd do without you"

"I've told you, you are family." He said putting a hand on head and within a second you felt blood rush to your cheeks but you managed to nod. That was before Seungmin's voice was heard saying that the bed has been set, and after a huge debate you 4 decide to spend the rest of the time chatting or playing and then restart assembling furniture in the morning, and later will go grocery shopping with Minho.

The rest of the night (which was barely 4 hours) was spent sharing embarrassing stories about each other.

As soon as the sun rose, you 4 got to work, the first goal was to set up the couch and coffee table.

Within 2 hours a knock was heard and Bangchan went to open the door, only to welcome a very excited Han.

"I asked Lee Know hyung to drop me on the way to his way to his home and I brought Coffee and breakfast" he said and Felix ran to hug him, as he was a saviour. Yes, He brought juice for Felix.

The rest of the day was very productive as the furniture was set, the kitchen was put up and your cupboard was set up, yes Chan had exceptional leading skills and without them you would just be swimming in a pile of wood. Thank heavens they helped, hence after a nice take out dinner, the 5 dispersed in 2 cars and you closed the door and ran to your bedroom and plopped on the bed. Damn, staying with Bangchan so much was making your heart go heyware.

You still had 2 more days and decided to go exploring the next 2 days. Because it will be work and work then onwards. You looked up at the ceiling and remembered the various moments shared between you and Chan. How he comforts you, assures you, you just can't help falling more and more for him.

Suddenly, your phone started to ring and you saw your best friend's name flashing, you smiled and picked up, it was a a video call and as soon as you recieved you saw your Grandmother's face along with Hannah's.

"How are you, little girl?" Hannah said. Yes she visited and stayed over with your Nana often when you were away so that the old woman didn't feel lonely.

"I am settled, still nervous but better than last time" you said

"Did Chris help you with your things?" Nana asked

"Yes, Nana, he and his friends helped me set up my furniture and kitchen, let me give you both a tour" and you ended up giving a tour and telling them various funny stories that happened earlier that day. You guys chatted for sometime and then Hannah went to your room to talk to you.

"So, how was your time with my brother?" She asked

"Nothing, he just helped, well and I am in deep love. Damn" you confessed.

"You are down bad" she concluded.

"I am a simp for your brother" You owned up and the two of you burst in laughter. But, it was true, you've had this huge crush on Chris since you were kids, you were so hurt when he moved away. But, the more you grew up and watched him from afar, the more you fell for him. As a result of you being in love with this said human.

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Your workplace was very close to your apartment and thus you left the house every morning and picked a croissant and a vanilla latte from this little cafe you found on your exploration day. You have also been there with Chan as the cafe is generally empty during the time you return home when Chan generally visits, which is now almost once a week. Your days have been somewhat peaceful, these past few months since you moved, apart from the growing crush you had and it really hurt you physically to talk to Chan and not be able to hug him or kiss that beautiful face of his. And again you did something drastic, yes you stopped talking to Chan, yet again.

"This is a very stupid idea" Seungmin said as soon as you recieved his call.

"What?" You ask shocked and slightly taken aback. What was he talking about?

"You can't just ignore a person because you have a crush on them. You need to tell Chan hyung, either he reciprocates and you date or he doesn't and you move on!" He said.

He knew? How?. "What? How did you even- Felix told you?!" You exclaimed.

"I'm not blind Y/n" he told you and you sighed

"I don't know what else to do, Seungmin!" You whinned.

"Well, you wouldn't have to, because he's going straight to yours and he's determined to know why you are avoiding him" He said and you felt like hitting you head on a wall.

He hung up after some more encouraging words, and you felt the energy drain out of you. Thinking of a way to handle this situation when there's a knock on the door and you know who it was, you walked to the door and opened the door to come face to face with a super tensed Chan.

"Don't even say no, why are you avoiding me? Did I do or say something wrong? Did I make you uncomfortable?" He asked "Please tell me, talk to me please!"

"No-no, I just had my reasons" you said not being able to look at him

"And what are they. You've said this before, but you can't always just say that. Why don't you tell me?!" He said. For someone who's so patient Chan strangely seemed to have lost it and you couldn't take it anymore. He wanted the reason so he'll get them and you said it

"Cause, I am stupidly in love with you! Yes, I have had a huge crush on you since childhood, that only grew and grew as we grew up. And that was also the reason why I stopped and dropped all contact with you as I thought that it would go away, but it didn't. And now again, I just can't look at you without just wanting you. You can call me selfish if you want but that is how it is and thus I pulled away." You said, but Chan's shocked expression broke your heart.

"I know it's too much and you probably dont feel the same so dont worry" you added

"Yeah-Yeah I-I want I need, I'll need to unpack that. I am sorry" he said and with that he ran out of the apartment. And you made a decision, you will move on.

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5 days later, Skz dorm

Lee know and Felix are seen to have burst in through the door they looked straight and asked "What did you do? She's planning on going back."

"What? What are you saying?" Chan asked visibly confused.

"What happened between you and Y/n? She just stopped talking to us all of a sudden. Please tell us hyung! She's searching for someone to replace her so she can fly back" Felix said

"Something happened between you too right?" Minho asked.

"She confessed didn't she?" Seungmin said looking away from his phone

"Oh no! You rejected her?" Felix asked in awe

"She's Hannah's age Felix, she's like a sister to me" Chan said in a serious voice.

"But, you don't speak so much about Hannah as you speak about Y/n, hyung. Even Lee Know Hyung doesn't speak about his cats as much as you speak about Y/n or go to visit her" Hyunjin pointed out.

"You were even glaring at Inie when he was just being friendly." Seungmin added

"Inie was flirting with her" Chan said.

"So? He flirted with Hannah too, you didn't even mind that" Lee Know said.

"I-I. What are you even insinuating?! She's to me, as Hannah is. Okay!" Chan said now under pressure.

"Hannah is your sibling please keep her out of this conversation" Hyunjin said.

"Okay then, she's the same to me as Inie okay!" He said.

"But would you kiss Inie?" Hyunjin asked

"No. No I wouldn't Hyunjin!" Chan said

"Would you kiss Y/n?" Seungmin asked and Chan's eyes went wide "No I- I-" and he went quiet.

Who is he kidding of course he has stared at your lips numerous times when you speak. He remembers how his heart picks up pace whenever you're in a close proximity. Besides Lee Know was right, you did glare at Inie but it wasn't because he was flirting, or not only just because of that, he might have also been a bit jealous. Not to add how crazy he missed you when you started to distance him and how his heart almost summersaulted in his chest when you confessed to him, how did he ignore all these stuff. Oh God! He likes You! His realisation threw him into a state of shock.

"But she's my sister's best friend. She's Hannah's age" Chan whishpered

"She's just A FEW YEARS, younger. She's not A FEW years old" Seungmin said and Chan looked back at him.

As if on cue, Chan grabbed his phone and almost rushed out.

He took his car keys and drove off, destination: Y/n's apartment.

He tried to look back and think, when and what changed in his mind to make him feel this way about you. That was when he realised, he has always felt this towards you. Yes, he was always in love with you.

You were busy watching a Kdrama on your bed in your comfiest outfit, fuzzy socks and glasses on. You were really tired, finding a replacement is a really difficult job and so far the only 2 candidates you found were all rejected by the company, they insist on you staying, but you really can't keep on doing that. You- your thoughts were interrupted by a knock. You thought it was the delivery man with your Bibbimbap. But gosh were you wrong, as soon as you opened the door you were met with a red faced, out of breath Chan, who immediately hugged you.

"Please, please, don't go! Please don't leave me" and a string of many more incoherent things that you couldn't quite make out.

"Chan! Chan! What's wrong?" you asked hugging him back and patting his head.

"Please don't leave. I would be so lost without you. I'm sorry I didn't understand what you mean to me. I never realised this, but I-" he paused and took a deep breath, I have always been in love with you, Ple-" Chan was interrupted by a clearing of throat.

"Y/n L/n?" A man said from behind him

"Yes?" You said as Chan pulled away to look behind him.

"He-here's your order" the man handed you the package and looked suspiciously at Chan "Is he disturbing you, madam?" He asked, still looking at Chan.

"Uh? No, no. Thank you so much" you bowed to the man and he bowed back and walked away.

You kept the package on the counter near your door step and looked back and Chan. He looked so soft, and vulnerable. And as soon as he felt your eyes on him he held you hands in his and looked deep into your eyes.

"Please, be mine? I will do anything and take care of everything as long as you're by my side" he said.

"I thought you'd never ask" you said, trying your best to not tear up, and within a blink of an eye you found yourself pushed in the house, door closed and you pinned to it, trapped between two of his strong muscular arms.

"What are you doing" you said almost in a whisper

"Something that I have done a long time ago" he said and slammed his lips to yours.

You were shocked, his lips were so soft and you froze. "Show me you want this too" he said in a voice that sent chills down your spine and heat waves to your core. And you wasted no moment to kiss him back and this was better than what you had always imagined. Chan replaced his arms, one on your waist pulling you even closer and the other to cup your cheek. You moved your hands to his hair to fist his soft brown curls. Damn you've always imagined what that would feel like.

He soon pulled away and attacked your neck, earning a moan in return and you had a plan. So you pulled his head back up by his hair as he groaned and attached your lips to his and pushed him back, until his knees collided and he crashed on the couch. As soon as he did, you stranddled his lap, threw away your glasses and kissed him, this time with more frevour, want and passion.

His hands had already gone to your butt to squeeze it as soon as you moaned he took his chance to enter your mouth. Your tongues are fighting for dominance. All these times of missing each other and the pent up want and sexual tension was finally released.

Your lips left his and you attacked his neck, and he groaned "Y/n~". Damn, you loved the way your name rolled off his tongue, it was almost like your favourite melody.

Suddenly you felt his strong arms grip your waist as he picked you up and pushed you down on the couch and got on top of you with a mischievous glint in his eyes. He was about to kiss you when you said "Chan, the food's getting cold"

"Oh, I think we can warm it back up later" he said and dived in to kiss you again.

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A/n: ah… This one took a lot of time.. no reasons, just I have been a bit down anyways. FLUFF AND a little bit of SMUT in the end. Hope you enjoy it.

Summary: Yn Ln is Hannah Bahng’s best friend since forever, even their mums were close. She knew Bangchan well until he flew away to South Korea to pursue his dream. When he returns home after and sees her for the first time after all these years.

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“Hannah! Are you wearing make up?” You watched Chan ask on Vlive and smiled as you waited for your friend to come out of her house.

Within a few minutes you heard footsteps and a hug as a voice was heard “Why don’t you just go upstairs and meet him?” Hannah said

“Nah. I’m fine from watching from afar. You know I am awkward” you said smiling.

“Whatever lets go, I have lots of things to buy actually lets go” Hannah said pulling you to the car behind her. And as expected the two of you had a blast shopping for various food and also including snacks and stuff. Actually, Mrs. Bang sent Hannah for shopping for dinner that night and Hannah asked you to tag along.

On your way back the two of you grabbed some coffee and by the time you both went back to the Bang house it was evening.

“Y/n, you’re staying for dinner” Mrs. Bang said and you went in panic mode.

“No. Mrs. Bang actually I have this thing to do at home and Nana doesn’t know-”

“Don’t worry I’ve spoken to her. It’s fine” she said.

“C'mon, Y/n what are you so afraid of?” Hannah asked.

"I’m not afraid I just don’t want your brother to think I am weird or something” You said.

“He won’t, That’s Chris, he’s plenty weird himself” Hannah said as you two entered her room and Berry came jumping to greet you.

“Hi Berry. Hi Berry” you said petting her and hoping for the best. 

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You were helping Mrs. Bang set the table when you heard Hannah voice, “Can’t you wear some more clothes Y/n’s here” and then retreating foot steps were heard and a sighing Hannah was seen to enter the room. To say you were nervous was an understatement. Of course you’ve seen and met and even spent time with Bangchan before but that was in childhood. And you never spoke to him after he shifted to South Korea. You’ve only seen him on screen and on stage. Besides being a Stay doesn’t help, you’re not just meeting your bestfriend’s brother, but also your idol.

“Hey Y/n!” Suddenly a chirpy voice echoed through the room and broke your train of thoughts

“Chris!” You said not being able to hold your happiness.

“You’ve grown up so much! Your so tall now” he said.

“You’re embarrassing yourself” Hannah mumbled

“You’ve grown to Chris” you said laughing as Mrs. Bang ushered all of you to sit down.

You and Hannah have always been really good friends, since childhood. You both basically lived with each other generally at each other’s houses, so this was very common for you when both of you are home. However, it’s been ages since Chris was present here too.

Conversation flowed and one thing led to another and you were talking about age somehow.

“Yeah You guys have grown up, but you all are still so young”

“Yeah Chan you’re half 52” you suddenly said and immediately regretted saying that.

“What did you say? And what did you call me?” He asked smiling

“Chris?” You said.

You saw Hannah and Lucas laugh in your peripheral vision.

“Y/n your a stay” Chan cooed.

And you couldn’t take it, you hid your face in your palms, cheeks red in a blush.

“Don’t tease her, her she’s a stay” Mrs. Bang confirmed. “She’s also my informer on what’s going on, with you and your members”

“So that’s how you always know everything” Chan said and her mother nodded. You ate with the huge blush on your face. What you didn’t see was Chan noticed it and found it really adorable. Chan had so many questions that he did after he knew that you’re a stay like:

“Whose your Bias?” “Whose your Bias wrecker?” “Favourite m/v?” “Favourite song?” at a point he smirked and asked “Favourite ship?” and Hannah was done as said “Mom please shut Chris” to which he just laughed adorably, but you answered all of the questions truthfully, well almost all of them.

“Changbin” 

“Definitely, Felix” to which Hannah noticed Chan to have a momentary frown.

“(your favourite m/v”

“(Your favourite song)”

“Minsung and Chanjin” the moment the second ship name came to your mouth Chan just choked on his food. But, Mrs. Bang saved you from any further questions by bringing in the dessert. 

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“Chris! Can you take Berry for a walk?” His mom asked Chan, who was simply sitting and working in his Lucas’ room.

“Sure mum” he said and wore a black hoodie and sweats. He remembers to wear a mask before wearing his shoes and attaching Berry to a leash.

“Let’s go Berry! Let’s go!” He said and exited his house. He walked towards the park as Berry loved barking at ducks (a/n: idk I made that up) and as soon as he entered the park a. Call startled him. He smiled wide at the contact number and received the call.

“Oi Felix!” He said

His deep voice was heard from the other side of the phone. And the two started chatting and planning a lunch together when suddenly Berry slipped out of Chan’s hand and ran in a different direction. Leaving a shocked Chan who excused himself with a promise to call back and ran after Berry.

You were sitting in the park with your sketch book and listening to music but suddenly you hear a familiar bark and pull your headphones off and go into shock “Berry?”

She comes running right into your arms and licks your face. And you giggle, when you noticed Chan running towards you and cursed under your breath.

“Oh my god Berry! You can’t run off like that” he said “Hi” he mumbled

And you said hello back. He simply sits down beside you.

“How are you? I haven’t been able to talk to you with you keeping on running away and avoiding me” he said. And you burst out in giggles, no this was not strange for Chan and you. You just felt awkward to meet him as you really haven’t in so long. But, he did always spend time with you and took extra care of you just like he cared for Hannah, specially because you stayed with your grandma and he knew you rarely saw your parents. 

“I’m not avoiding you Chris. I just feel awkward after so many years” you said adding a few more details to your drawing. 

“Is that the reason you didn’t text me or let Hannah tell me when you went to South Korea all alone for your school program” he asked and finally grabbed your pencil and said “Look at me Y/n. We’re talking”

And you finally looked up at him, into those lovely eyes of his and almost had yourself drowning in them. The look itself was enough to bring on an apocalypse, No make up, curly hair and that smile. 

“I know you’re busy so I didn’t wanna bother you” you said with a tight smile

“Y/n no matter how busy I am I would always have time for family and you are in it” he said

“Sorry Chris, if it makes you feel better, then I should tell you I’ll be going there again” you said shyly “And You’re the first person I am telling” 

“Really?” He asked and you nodded “Not even Hannah?” he asked with a gleam in his eyes

“Well she knows I got the offer, but she doesn’t know I said yes” You said and found Chan cheering. By that time Berry was fast asleep on your lap and the two of you chatted, and caught up. It seemed so easy to talk to each other that the fact that he moved away when you were very young didn’t really matter.

And thus, meeting Chan at the part every evening became a thing between the two of you that only Hannah knew, cause she saw the two of you one day. On the third day Chan suddenly said “Do you wanna grab lunch tomorrow?”

You were taken aback at the question, as blood rushed to your cheek, but before you could say anything, he said “Hanna and I are going to meet Felix and his sisters, I think you should come too it will be fun” 

You kicked yourself mentally for even thinking- you nodded a yes and stood up and said “Isn’t that a things you guys always do? Even though I have hung out with Olivia but-”

“I want you there and even Felix has wanted to meet you” he said

“Fine! Fine!” I’ll come with you guys. 

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And you found yourself surrounded with a bunch of famous people but also ones you love.

“Seriously Y/n made all of us promise to not tell our brothers. Like girl, what if you needed help!” Olivia said laughing

“Yeah, Y/n its really reckless. Tell you what, put in your number I’ll ping you. You can always talk to me” Felix said pointing at his phone and you laughed

“Hey. Why not me?” Chan whinned

“I’ll tell both of you okay!” You said

“But, me first” child gave you a cheeky smile and said.

“I swear these two never grew up” Hannah sighed and everyone laughed.

“Why are you always so done with me?!” You asked with a fake cry and heard felix mumble “Kiyowo” and you immediately asked “What?”

“Nothing” he said with a cute smile.

“But you had heard it, undoubtedly” you just looked at him and then at Hannah and then smiled, what you didn’t know was that it was actually directed towards you.

And that’s how a great friendship between Felix and you has started. So naturally when Felix got to know that you’ll be moving to South Korea soon, (much to Hannah’s dismay though) he was really happy. And this continued even after they went back. But this time, even Chris had you number and you’d text every once in a while.

One day you were just sitting in your room and doing some work when you recieved a video call invitation from Felix, which you joined and found 4 pair of eyes staring at you.

“OH. MY. GOD!!!!” You shreaked

“Hello, Beautiful!” You heard Han say and you instantly hid your face in your palm.

“Hi Jisung” you said in a muffled tone.

“Look Y/n! We brought your bias!!!” They said, as you took a deep breath and looked towards the screen and said in fluent Korean “Hello everyone, I’m Y/n L/n. I am so happy to meet you guys”

“You know Korean?!” Changbin asked visibly impressed.

“Ah. Yes yes, I learnt it ages ago before I went for the first time” you said smiling

“I can already tell we’re gonna be the best of friends.” Han said cheering

“Try telling that to Hannah she’ll have your head” you said laughing “She actually threatened me that I better not dare replace her, which actually is impossible for me.”

“That sounds very much like Hannah” Chan said.

“You know they said so many things about you and specially that you’re a stay that’s so cool” Changbin said and you blushed and said “I’ve stanned you ever since before you guys debuted actually. I watched the survival show with Mrs. Bang.” You said.

“That was something” Felix said shaking his head.

“So, what are 3racha and Felix doing?” You said

“Oh we were recording, do you wanna-” but you interrupted Chan

“NOO! NO SPOILERS!” you said and the four boys burst out laughing. They chatted and teased each other a bit more after they dropped the call.

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“Nervous?Why are you nervous?!” Felix’s deep voice flowed through the phone into your ears.

“Because it all gets real the moment I step here. And it’s been a while since I’ve been here. Last time, I didn’t call Chan, actually I broke all ties with him since I reali-”

“That you were in love with him?” He completed your sentence. “It’ll all be okay”

You sighed and asked “Are you guys there yet?” You asked.

“Yeah. At the gate, now pick it up buttercup” he said in a deep voice, that almost hit your brain at the wrong corner, (keyword: almost).

You picked up your baggage from the designated baggage belt and went towards the exit, there you found a super excited Felix and Han and you pulled the trolly and put it at a stop to rush and hug Felix who already had arms open for you. And then you opened your arms for Jisung to join you two and he gladly did.

“It’s so good to finally meet you in person Y/n-ah!” Han said

“It is so good to see both of you too” you said.

“Okay lets move before we get spotted or worse scandaled into a throuple” Felix said.

“You’re coming with us, Lee Know hyung cooked some great food as your welcome dinner” Han said opening the trunk of the car.

“I told Chan to ask you guys not to do these stuff, you rarely get off days, why get busy doing these?” You asked.

“That is because these small things are part of our ralaxing and keeps us sane” Felix said as he entered the passenger seat and Han and you entered the back seat.

The three of you enjoyed the ride to the dorm blasting Twice and BTS songs, through the car speaker. You actually noticed the driver sigh, the moment the music was turned off when you reached your destination.

Meeting the members was a delight that you could not believe that these guys you always see on the screen are actually in front of you. The fact that they are so warm and welcoming to you is something else. All were there except Hyunjin and I.n who already had stuff planned with their families. But this was okay and was already too huge of a dream for you. The boys kept on with playful banter and quarrels and you couldn’t help but laugh. You were certainly having the time of your life. Bangchan asked you so many questions about your new place and how he’d help if you needed some muscles.

“I don’t think you should stay alone for the first night though” Felix told you as you were getting into the van that would take you to your house.

“Lets do this then, Felix join Y/n and stay the night, I’ll go too, we’ll help Y/n settle and get all the necessary and then we’ll see” Chan said

“I wanna come!” Seungmin said

“I am going home tomorrow morning so I’ll visit” Minho said and you face palmed

“Guys this is not necessary!” You protested

“It is” Chan said “and it is non-negotiable its either that or you spent night here, and we take you to your apartment tomorrow” Chan said with a smirk and he knew he had you right where he wanted you.

You sighed and you knew very well what he was doing, he used this smart persuasion method even when you were little. You nodded your head and climbed in as Seungmin, Felix and Chan piled in, it was the same driver from earlier. The drive to Gimpo was just the 4 of you talking about childhood, the various memories you have. It was really good to have people you know and can talk to this time round, last time you came, the first few days were a torture.

“How were you planning on managing to do so much alone!?” It was the first thing Seungmin said as they entered the apartment.

“Well, I was going to do it one at a time, they have the tool kit” you said sheepishly.

“Good thing Chan Hyung insisted” Felix said.

You all settled in and looked around, the balcony being the main attraction to you. Your floor was quite high and the night lights looked so beautiful with the cool breeze blowing. You stood there and clicked a few pictures to send them to Hannah. You didn’t know how long you were out when Chan came in with two chairs and said “These seem to be quite fittings here?”

“Yeah it would be great to sit here” you said and sat on one of the chair and patted on the other.

He sat down and a moment of silence prevailed before you said “Thank you for re-adopting me. I don’t know what I’d do without you”

“I’ve told you, you are family.” He said putting a hand on hand and within a second you felt blood rush to your cheeks but you managed to nod. That was written before Seungmin’s voice was heard saying that the bed has been set, and after a huge debate you 4 decide to spend the rest of the time chatting or playing and then restart assembling furniture in the morning, and later will go grocery shopping with Minho.

The rest of the night (which was barely 4 hours) was spent sharing embarrassing stories about each other.

As soon as the sun rose, you 4 got to work, the first goal was to set up the couch and coffee table.

Within 2 hours a knock was heard and Bangchan went to open the door, only to welcome a very excited Han.

“I asked Lee Know hyung to drop me on the way to his way to his home and I brought Coffee and breakfast” he said and Felix ran to hug him, as he was a saviour. Yes, He brought juice for Felix.

The rest of the day was very productive as the furniture was set, the kitchen was put up and your cupboard was set up, yes Chan had exceptional leading skills and without them you would just be swimming in a pile of wood. Thank heavens they helped, hence after a nice take out dinner, the 5 dispersed in 2 cars and you closed the door and ran to your bedroom and plopped on the bed. Damn, staying with Bangchan so much was making your heart go heyware.

You still had 2 more days and decided to go exploring the next 2 days. Because it will be work and work then onwards. You looked up at the ceiling and remembered the various moments shared between you and Chan. How he comforts you, assures you, you just can’t help falling more and more for him.

Suddenly, your phone started to ring and you saw your best friend’s name flashing, you smiled and picked up, it was a a video call and as soon as you recieved you saw your Grandmother’s face along with Hannah’s.

“How are you girl?” Hannah said. Yes she visited and stayed over with your Nana often when you were away so that the old woman didn’t feel lonely.

“I am settled, still nervous but better than last time” you said

“Did Chris help you with your things?” Nana asked

“Yes, Nana, he and his friends helped me set up my furniture and kitchen, let me give you both a tour” and you ended up giving a tour and telling them various funny stories that happened earlier that day. You guys chatted for sometime and then Hannah went to your room to talk to you.

“So, how was your time with my brother?” She asked

“Nothing, he just helped, well and I am in deep love. Damn” you confessed.

“You are down bad” she concluded.

“I am a simp for your brother” You owned up and the two of you burst in laughter. But, it was true, you’ve had this huge crush on Chris since you were kids, you were so hurt when he moved away. But, the more you grew up and watched him from afar, the more you fell for him. As a result of you being in love with this said human.

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Your workplace was very close to your apartment and thus you left the house every morning and picked a croissant and a vanilla latte from this little cafe you found on your exploration day. You have wlso been there with Chan as the cafe is generally empty during the time you return home when Chan generally visits, which is now almost twice a week. Your days have been somewhat peaceful, these past few months since you moved, apart from the growing crush you had and it really hurt you physically to talk to Chan and not be able to hug him or kiss that beautiful face of his. And again you did something drastic, yes you stopped talking to Chan, yet again.

“This is a very stupid idea” Seungmin said as soon as you recieved his call.

“What?” You ask shocked and slightly taken aback. What was he talking about?

“You can’t just ignore a person because you have a crush on them. You need to tell Chan hyung, either he reciprocates and you date or he doesn’t and you move on!” He said.

He knew? How?. “What? How did you even- Felix told you?!” You exclaimed.

“I’m not blind Y/n” he told you and you sighed

“I don’t know what else to do, Seungmin!” You whinned.

“Well, you wouldn’t have to, because he’s going straight to yours and he’s determined to know why you are avoiding him” He said and you felt like hitting you head on a wall.

He hung up after some more encouraging words, and you felt the energy drain out of you. Thinking of a way to handle this situation when there’s a knock on the door and you know who it was, you walked to the door and opened the door to come face to face with a super tensed Chan.

“Don’t even say no, why are you avoiding me? Did I do or say something wrong? Did I make you uncomfortable?” He asked “Please tell me, talk to me please!”

“No-no, I just had my reasons” you said not being able to look at him

“And what are they. You’ve said this before, but you can’t always just say that. Why don’t you tell me?!” He said. For someone who’s so patient Chan strangely seemed to have lost it and you couldn’t take it anymore. He wanted the reason so he’ll get them and you said it

“Cause, I am stupidly in love with you! Yes, I have had a huge crush on you since childhood, that only grew and grew as we grew up. And that was also the reason why I stopped and dropped all contact with you as I thought that it would go away, but it didn’t. And now again, I just can’t look at you without just wanting you. You can call me selfish if you want but that is how it is and thus I pulled away.” You said, but Chan’s shocked expression broke your heart.

“I know it’s too much and you probably dont feel the same so dont worry” you added

“Yeah-Yeah I-I want I need, I’ll need to unpack that. I am sorry” he said and with that he ran out of the apartment. And you made a decision, you will move on.

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5 days later, Skz dorm

Lee know and Felix are seen to have burst in thr!ough the door they looked straight and asked “What did you do? She’s planning on going back.”

“What? What are you saying?” Chan asked visibly confused.

“What happened between you and Y/n? She just stopped talking to us all of a sudden. Please tell us hyung! She’s searching for someone to replace her so she can fly back” Felix said

“Something happened between you too right?” Minho asked.

“She confessed didn’t she?” Seungmin said looking away from his phone

“Oh no! You rejected her?” Felix asked in awe

“She’s Hannah’s age Felix, she’s like a sister to me” Chan said in a serious voice.

“But, you don’t speak so much about Hannah as you speak about Y/n, hyung. Even Lee Know Hyung doesn’t speak about his cats as much as you speak about Y/n or go to visit her” Hyunjin pointed out.

“You were even glaring at Inie when he was just being friendly.” Seungmin added

“Inie was flirting with her” Chan said.

“So? He flirted with Hannah too, you didn’t even mind that” Lee Know said.

“I-I. What are you even insinuating?! She’s to me, as Hannah is. Okay!” Chan said now under pressure.

“Hannah is your sibling please keep her out of this conversation” Hyunjin said.

“Okay then, she’s the same to me as Inie okay!” He said.

“But would you kiss Inie?” Hyunjin asked

“No. No I wouldn’t Hyunjin!” Chan said

“Would you kiss Y/n?” Seungmin asked and Chan’s eyes went wide “No I- I-” and he went quiet.

Who is he kidding of course he has stared at your lips numerous times when you speak. He remembers how hus heart picks up pace whenever you’re in a close proximity. Besides Lee Know was right, you did glare at Inie but it wasn’t because he was flirting, or not only just because of that, he might have also been a bit jealous. Not to add how crazy he missed you when you started to distance him and how his heart almost summersaulted in his chest when you confessed to him, how did he ignore all these stuff. Oh God! He likes You! His realisation threw him into a state of shock.

“But she’s my sister’s best friend. She’s Hannah’s age” Chan whishpered

“She’s just A FEW YEARS, younger. She’s not A FEW years old” Seungmin said and Chan looked back at him.

As if on cue, Chan grabbed his phone and almost rushed out.

He took his car keys and drove off, destination: Y/n’s apartment.

He tried to look back and think, when and what changed in his mind to make him feel this way about you. That was when he realised, he has always felt this towards you. Yes, he was always in love with you.

You were busy watching a Kdrama on your bed in your comfiest outfit, fuzzy socks and glasses on. You were really tired, finding a replacement is a really difficult job and so far the only 2 candidates you found were all rejected by the company, they insist on you staying, but you really can’t keep on doing that. You- your thoughts were interrupted by a knock. You thought it was the delivery man with your Bibbimbap. But gosh were you wrong, as soon as you opened the door you were met with a red faced, out of breath Chan, who immediately hugged you.

“Please, please, don’t go! Please don’t leave me” and a string of many more incoherent things that you couldn’t quite make out.

“Chan! Chan! What’s wrong?” you asked hugging him back and patting his head.

“Please don’t leave. I would be so lost without you. I’m sorry I didn’t understand what you mean to me. I never realised this, but I-” he paused and took a deep breath, I have always been in love with you, Ple-“ Chan was interrupted by a clearing of throat.

"Y/n L/n?” A man said from behind him

“Yes?” You said as Chan pulled away to look behind him.

“He-here’s your order” the man handed you the package and looked suspiciously at Chan “Is he disturbing you, madam?” He asked, still looking at Chan.

“Uh? No, no. Thank you so much” you bowed to the man and he bowed back and walked away.

You kept the package on the counter near your door step and looked back and Chan. He looked so soft, and vulnerable. And as soon as he felt your eyes on him he held you hands in his and looked deep into your eyes.

“Please, be mine? I will do anything and take care of everything as long as you’re by my side” he said.

“I thought you’d never ask” you said, trying your best to not tear up, and within a blink of an eye you found yourself pushed in the house door closed and you pinned to it trapped between two of his strong muscular arms.

“What are you doing” you said almost in a whisper

“Something that I have done a long time ago” he said and slammed his lips to yours.

You were shocked, his lips were so soft and you froze. “Show me you want this too” he said in a voice that sent chills down your spine and heat waves to your core. And you wasted no moment to kiss him back and this was better than what you had always imagined. Chan replaced his arms, one on your waist pulling you even closer and the other to cup your cheek. You moved your hands to his hair to fist his soft brown curls. Damn you’ve always imagined what that would feel like.

He soon pulled away and attacked your neck, earning a moan in return and you had a plan. So you pulled his head back up by his hair as he groaned and attached your lips to his and pushed him back, until his knees collided and he crashed on the couch. As soon as he did, you stranddled his lap, threw away your glasses and kissed him, this time with more frevour, want and passion.

His hands had already gone to your butt to squeeze it as soon as you moaned he took his chance to enter your mouth. Your tongues are fighting for dominance. All these times of missing each other and the pent up want and sexual tension was finally released.

Your lips left his and you attacked his neck, and he groaned “Y/n~”. Damn, you loved the way your name rolled off his tongue, it was almost like your favourite melody.

Suddenly you felt his strong arms grip your waist as he picked you up and pushed you down on the couch and got on top of you with a mischievous glint in his eyes. He was about to kiss you when you said “Chan, the food’s getting cold”

“Oh, I think we can warm it back up later” he said and dived in to kiss you again.

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Bathe in passion pt.2

Word count: 760

Pairing: bangchan x stya { stay /reader}

Genre: smut

Rating: 18+

Warnings: bangchan calls reader babygirl, bangchan x reader, dom chan, hard thought, smut, masturbation by reader, reader being a brat.

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trying to soak you in as much as possible, looking you up and down, from head to toe. following your every move with his eyes, becoming more and more aroused with every second, hoping and praying that your towel falls or you are as horny as he is. he was daydreaming about all the things he would do to you. you were picking out your clothes. he was thinking of all the other things he would rather see you in.

when you crawled over him your towel rose up and and almost showed your ass.

he was even more aroused now, waiting for the towel to rise even just a little more, but much to his disappointment, you crawled back up and now he was irritated. when you kissed him he thought you'd figured out what you had been doing to him .

as you were pulling away he longed for more, longed for you, for your touch, to feel you, to love you, adore you, be in you, feel you, be able to know everything about your body after.

he was caught in his own mind in the moment he pulled you back in on his lap not missing the fact the towel rose almost revealing the thing he longed for most of all.

… (same event as in pt.1)

you were leaving and he was following you with his eyes

*biting his lip as his eyes landed on your hips *

the sexy sway you have when you walked, accented by the small towel.

he thought the towel wasn't doing you any good and that it would look even better on the floor.

he got up walked to the closet and on the door he saw in the mirror how extremely obvious his hard on was.

now he was pissed at her.

"oh" he paused "you're gonna regret going this to me babygirl. "he said in his sexy husky voice and hot Aussie accent with a smirk on his face biting his lip he opened the closet and put all your clothes back in as you wont be needing them anymore and…

you dropped the towel. now horny, standing in front of the bath tub

when you were on his lap, you felt his dick under you pressed against your @$$. the passion and sexual need flowing from the kiss made you needy but you wanted to tease him so you walked from the room slowly very aware he was staring, aware of the fact that your towel was inching up with every step that you took..

now you were climbing into the the bath tub you sat there and and tried to drink away the arousal but you ended up drinking the entire bottle and tipsy thinking of everything you wished he did to you, wondering what he's doing, you eventually couldn't last any longer

you started touching yourself and foundling your boobs, with the the other hand, trying yo keep quiet so he couldn't hear you but you slipped up and moan loudly while thinking of him thrusting into you, moaning his name. you were so in the moment that you didn't hear when he walked in.

he walked up to the tub listening to your beautiful moans and thinking how amazing it sounded to have you moaning his name, while stripping with every step.

when he got there he climbed in startling you for a moment making you pause and hide yourself embarrassed that you were caught masturbating to the thought of him.

"why'd you stop babygirl? "he said sexily.

"come on babygirl i wanna hear your angelic voice. "he said crawling over to you.

you were still frozen, biting your lip looking at him, his glistening abs, beautiful face, gorgeous eyes, with the water just above his waist.

"like what you see ?" he asked. to which he got no response.

"come on sweetheart i want an answer." he said

"mhm .." you hummed shyly.

"goodgirl "he said in a deep voice next to a whisper right before he kisses you roughly.

you moaned into the kiss, making him grab your arm and pull you onto his lap as he leaned on the side of the bath tub, not breaking the kiss throughout. you could feel his cock under you and you unconsciously started grinding against him. he groaned putting a hand on your waist and the other wrapped tightly around your thigh ,well as much as he could as your thighs are thick, {not all y/n's are skinny } holding you in place..

TBC...🟠🟧🧡

bathe in passion pt.5

Word count: 350

Pairing: chan x stya{ stay /reader}

Genre: smut

Rating: 18+

Warnings: wet dream, penetration, no prep, dom chan, readers a perv, crying, cringe worthy stuttering

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sorry for the short story format I'm not trying out a new writing style but i just started college and i am losing the fight first. i promise to fix the story one day when i have time just please be forgiving.

closing the door behind you and, then he carried you to the bed setting you down and climbing to hover over you then started to kiss you again. one thing led to another and he got mad at you for trying to hide your moans so as punishment he just entered in you without preparing you causing you to feel pain,{but not too much as you were already extremely wet that served as you know} that eventually turned into pleasure with every time he thrust into you making you moan and scream. he started going faster and rougher even though you were still having trouble adjusting to his size. you started to tear up,

"ba-baby"

"you're too big"

"you're going too f-fast. "

he slowed down and wiped away your tears, and stopped, giving you kisses.

"sorry baby"

"i couldn't hold ba-"

"wake up!" he interrupted himself

"huh?"

"stya wake up right this second and tell me why you are moaning my name"…

you woke up realizing it was all a dream and realized your face was just inches away from his face as he was hovering over you

"aah!"

"what the hell chris?!"

"no, you what the hell, why were you moaning my name in your sleep?!"

"uhm"

"come one babygirl, you woke me up at 2 am with those moans, i'll admit i loved the sound of my name in your mouth, but the least you could do after giving me a raging boner is tell me what i did so i know what my instructions are to please you " you were so flustered you told him everything in one breath realy fast like word vomit hope-ing he wouldn't understand.

" wow i didn't know you were that kinky babygirl… but lucky for you … so am i" he said smirking

"can we just go back to sleep? " you said now super flustered

he removed your hands from your face in which you were hiding behind and said,

"come on baby the least you could do is help me out with the ~problem~ you caused."

yes they did everything she dreampt of and more.

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How about age gap and overstimulation with bangchan 🖤

Just a Number

Word count: 2,188

Pairing: chan x stya

Genre: smutt

Rating: 18+

Warning: overstimulation, age gap. mentions of lingirie, foreigner reader, rough sex, unprotected sex, penetration, choking, spanking, biting , pinching swearing, cream pies, corruption kink {a little bit}, dumification, "babygirl", becoming his cum dump, and slut shaming, {pls tell me if i missed any}

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thanks so much for the request. please keep in mind that i was a time crunch with this but i hope you love this one and would send in another. just know that you might not get an immediate response as i am trying to find a schedule that would work with school and a writing competition, at the moment. college is currently kicking my ass. so please bear with me. but thank you again for the request and remember that your appreciated

Thank you…(´人｀●)SOOOOO━━＼(´∀｀●)／━━MUCH!!

The sun is now setting after a long day of fun and celebration of your 21 birthday with your boyfriend Chan and the rest of the boys. Now after it all you're here waiting for channie to join you in bed. You were 20 years old when you two had first started dating. The age of consent still stands outrageously high.

 Neither of you had gotten together for sex but it had still put some kind of a light strain on your relationship over the months that passed. 

so many times you had to begrudgingly pull apart after getting too heated. so many times you had to leave your boyfriend bricked up. all because of the stupidly high age of consent bar.

not today though. not now. you decided that after so long you are finally going to get laid by the man you moved to korea for in the first place. 

Hence the reason you were now laid in a white lingerie you bought off a site you found while looking for some cute outfits to tease him with. you are now sitting on the edge of the bed waiting for him to come to the bedroom. you wanted to see his reaction. you never told him what you were doing nor did you let him find out about the online order. hence the reason why you had to hide the delivery that came to the house for nearly a week now. 

now you don't need to hide it anymore you can now show him the lingerie and maybe he'll want to see what's underneath.

you hear footsteps coming your way. and you get yourself ready, sitting facing the door. blue framed glasses you rarely used now sat on your nose. you remembered how bangchan always became so much clingier when you wore them saying it made you look sexy. 

as you heard the handle of the door to your room jingle you remembered your hair is down. you quickly gathered your hair up into a messy ponytail and just as you were finishing up tying it with the hair tie on your wrist he stepped in. 

he froze in place. eyes wandering your curvy full frame being hugged in all the right places by that beautiful white lingerie. sheer white thigh high stockings reaching mid thigh. providing a white but mostly clear layer over your plump thighs.the lace that rimmed the stockings barely able to stay in place, almost falling and rolling down at the loss against your thick ness. only being saved by the white straps that were connected to another piece of floral print lace that is now wrapped around your abdomen, having a gold chain connect it to a white choker that wrapped snugly around your throat. his eyes drifted back down to your cleavage. lace bra not covering the shiny nipple piercing you had gotten years ago. his eyes traveled even further down to the flimsy panties that in his opinion did nothing, but god did he love the sight. you sat with your legs closed but after seeing where his eyes landed spread them slowly and teasingly much to his delight. The lace, clear enough to show your hungry hole. now dripping for him without him even touching you. the thought of you becoming wet just at the thought of him ran straight to his dick. He almost felt bad for what he was about to do.

he walked over to you, closing the bedroom door behind him. as he stood right before you, and you looked you at him over the rim of your glasses in the most feigned innocent way he has ever seen, he rested his hand on your thigh. he ran his thumb over the fabric before commenting,

"if i didn't know any better i would have thought it was my birthday we were celebrating, and this is my gift."

he slowly lent in as he spoke. punctuating his statement with a kiss on your neck. you hummed in satisfaction of his action. 

he leant in closer and whispered darkly in your ear;

"can i ravish you?" his voice low and barely audible yet seeping with lust and power.you nodded your head and he smirked at you. He pulled back. He brought his hand up to your jaw. gripped tightly on your jaw pulling you in for a rough and passion filled kiss. his tongue slid across your lower lip asking for entrance. when you didn't open your mouth for him he bit your lower lip. thi caused you to gasp in shock, letting him slide his tongue between your lips and explore your mouth. he pulled back, a string of saliva still connecting your lips. your tongue almost out of your mouth and eyes clouded over with lust. He looked down at you and bit his lip. how can you look so cute and already so fucked out without being fucked yet. god he really needed to see what you would look like after being fucked into oblivion. fuck. 

you try to lean in for another kiss. He moved his hand from your chin down to your throu\at and squeezed lightly. a moan escaped your lips as you closed your eyes in pleasure. oh fuck, was he gonna have a lot of fun expiramenting withyou. maybe even discover kinks that were not even invented yet. 

god is this gonna be fun. He squeezed a little tighter before almost completely letting go. and if your whines and mewls were anything to go by you weren't quite happy. He let his hand let go of your throat and let his fingertips glide up your neck until he reached your chin where only his index finger followed the line to your chin. you seemed so entranced by him you let yourself follow his finger until you were standing in front of him. his right hand wrapped around your waist. as his pointer finger layed where it was and his thumb rested on top trapping your chin between them. He hummed at your obedience.

"your twenty one now love. you know what that means. you can get punished if you don't listen now." he said smirking.

you bit your lip and whispered up to him;

"I don't think I would mind at all."

"oh, is that so? oh trust me baby girl, i promise i'm gonna make you change your mind. lets see if thats what you say after being fucked so good you go brainless, after you become my personal cum dump, after i make you my slut." he talked down to you darkly hand drifting from your your lower back to your side hooking his finger under one of the thin flimsy strings that held the lace panties to you, before lifting it up and letting it go, makeing it slap against your skin in a deliciocly painful way.

you moan at the sensation. you tilted your head back and closed your eyes as if to bask in the pleasure that is pain. he watched as you did so. he quickly proved that his muscles aren't just for show, when he grabbed the back of your thigh lifting you up and wrapping them around his waist. he then took advantage of your surprise to kiss you roughly. tongue once again exploring your mouth and dancing together with yours. He stepped closer to the bed, climbed on and layed on top of you taking your hands from around his neck and pinning them above your head. He then began grinding against your core. The fabric of his jeans rubbing against the fabric of the lace made friction so good you moaned into the kiss. 

he smiled into the kiss pulling away. He looked down at you as you continued to moan. He began moving his hips faster and harder. you began seeing stars becoming so close to cummming without him being in you. when he saw this he smirked. He kept up the pace and brought his hand up to your throat and squeezed lightly. and just as he did you moaned loudly and came right then and there. 

he slowed down his pace and kissed you gently, before stopping. He pulled back and kneeled between your legs. quickly undoing his belt, undoing the button and the zip and quickly pulled the damned jeans off. before he let his shirt follow. you look down at the prominent bulge in his boxers as he pulls them down, and as he did so you watched as his thick cock sprung free of its restraints. as he let th article of clothing oint the rest you bit your lip. 

he slid him self down so his face was between your legs he kissed youur clothed core as he looked up at you. you let your head fal against tthe pillow. you were so surprised when he quite litterally RIPPED the panties off you. you opened your mouth to speak but what came out in its place was a loud moan as you felt the wet surface of his tongue run over your cunt from top to bottom. after lappping up all your juices he groaned into you before toungue fucking you. he slipped his finger into you. and you moaned even louer. then unbeleivably louder when he slipped two more into you. curly stretcching and moving them as he sucked on your clit. soon he had brought you to your seccond orgasm. it all felt so good you could barly warn him before you came. not that he cared though. he was to busy absolutly devouring every drop you spilled for him. soon pushing you in to over stimulation and closere to another climax. 

he begrudgingly pulled away from you. he looked at you and how fucked out you already are. now there's jusst two more promiss he has to finish. and that starts with making you his cum dump. 

he rose up from between your thighs. surprisingly without a drop of cum or spit on his face. he really didnt want to waist a drop of you. 

he pushed your folds apart as he lighed up with your hole. he roughly pushed into you. bottoming out into you. you let out a scream that turned into a loud moan. at how painfull but pleasureable the stretch of him in you is. god he was so big.  he waited for you to ajust to his size. you soon whined and grind down onto him. he took that as his sgn to start moving. 

he pulled almost entirely out before slaming back into you roughly. he continued to fuck into you. you felt every bump and vain of his thick cock in you. and he felt hoe heavely your walls felt arount him. he felt how tightly you griped his cock when you were about to hit your climax. you squeezed him so good he could barely move. god he loved this. he brought his hand up to your through and squeezed. his left hand running down to your clit, playing with the bud. it all beacame too much for you very soon. it was all so good you began tearing up, especcially when it seems impossible for him to mis that one spot inside you. that however only made him moan as you grippped even tighter around him before you cacme on his cock. the unholy noise of squelching that each thrust brought sent him flying over the edge. as he it the spot inside of you that did magic one more time he came inside yuo. despite already cumming he weent back to pounding into you after his high was over. you both were driven into overstimulation. as he continued to drive his cock deep into you. he let go of your thrroaght much yo your dissapoinment. you whined at the loss of of the sensation only to be reponded with the pinch of your clit.

"aAaAaaaaahhhhhHHH! cHaNiE!~~~~"

god did that hurt, but felt og so amazing. he lifted your right leg over your shoulder. hitting even deeper in you. your mind went blank only remeberingg his name. only aware of how fast and hard his huge cock is pounding into you.

"sluts dont get to whine baby girl. they just be gratful of whhat their daddy ggives them. ok?" he asked, you were far too fucked out to respond. and when he didn't get the answer he wanted or any at all he spanked your clit harshly making you cry out, before pinching it again, pulling roughly on chain conected to your chocker. you cleenched areound him before responding. as all the amazing feelings came crashing down on you like a bus. 

"y- yes daddy. i promise i won whine anymore. a s- slut like m-me shouldn't complain."

with a few more thrusts you both came. everything hightend by how overstimulated you both were. as he cstowed down allowing you both to come down from the high, his hot seed started spilling out of you, and he just watched the sight play out before him. how beatiful.

Stray Kids' Chivalrous Act: Shielding You from the Camera's Intrusion

Intro: Hey everyone, it's your girl [jj-stay] here! I'm so excited to be writing this post and sharing my latest fanfiction with you all! This fanfiction centers around [straykids] and features [reader], and is suitable for readers of all [16] and older.

TW: [mentions of camera trying to get a good peak up readers skirt]

Word Count: 639

Request: [no]

Pairing: SKZ x Reader

Genre: Fluff, Romantic

Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to real-life actions or events is purely coincidental.

Summary: In this headcanon, we delve into how each member of Stray Kids would react when faced with the distressing situation of the media trying to capture glimpse under your skirt during an award show. Brace yourself for heartwarming moments as these talented boys come to the rescue, putting their coats or jackets on your lap, guarding your comfort and privacy.

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Chan (Bang Chan): As the reliable leader that he is, Chan would be quick to notice the uncomfortable situation you're in. His face would turn serious, a determined glint in his eyes. Without hesitation, Chan would stand up and gracefully place the coat he had haphazardly draped over his arm onto your lap, ensuring your peace of mind and shielding you from prying eyes.

Minho (Lee Know): In his usual composed manner, Minho's first instinct would be to protect you discreetly. Supporting you with a gentle smile, he would cleverly shift closer to you, skillfully draping his jacket across his arm and casually placing it onto your lap. Although his actions may seem subtly unassuming, his consideration for your well-being shines through.

Changbin (CB97): Possessing a deep sense of loyalty, Changbin would be genuinely outraged at the invasive behavior of the media. With an intimidating glare that could freeze the room, he would swiftly grab his jacket and lay it across your lap, creating a physical barrier between their prying lenses and your privacy. His stoic expression would soften as he whispers reassurances, ensuring you feel safe and supported.

Hyunjin: Known for his charismatic and elegant flair, Hyunjin's chivalrous nature shines through in this headcanon. Reacting quickly to protect you, he would subtly approach, his jacket casually draped over his perfectly tailored suit. Flashing a captivating smile, he gracefully removes the jacket from his shoulders and gently lays it across your lap, his eyes silently conveying his compassion and empathy.

Han (Han Jisung): Being observant and empathetic, Han would swiftly pick up on the distress you're experiencing. His usually playful demeanor turns serious as he strides towards you with determination. Without uttering a word, he would smoothly untangle his jacket from his waist, extending it towards you to shield you from the intrusive cameras, silently promising to always look out for you.

Felix: Known for his warm heart and servant-like demeanor, Felix's protective instincts kick in faster than anyone can anticipate. He would instantly notice your discomfort and rush to your side with an expression of concern etched across his face. In one fluid motion, he removes his jacket, placing it softly and carefully on your lap, his gaze radiating unwavering support and care.

Seungmin: Being the thoughtful and caring member that he is, Seungmin would use his quick wit and resourcefulness to ensure your comfort. Upon noticing your unease, he would approach you and initiate a light conversation without drawing any attention. Simultaneously, he gracefully slips off his jacket, concealing it under the guise of adjusting his seating arrangement, and discreetly places it on your lap, all while keeping the conversation flowing effortlessly.

I.N. (Jeongin): The youngest member's heartwarming actions are sure to leave you feeling protected and valued. Despite his own shyness, Jeongin would react without hesitation to shield you from the intrusive camera's view. With a gentle smile that melts hearts, he would walk gracefully towards you, his jacket hugged tightly in his arms. Offering it to you, he provides a comforting presence and silently assures you that he's there for you no matter the circumstances.

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In this ideal world, Stray Kids' innate ability to care for one another always extends to those around them. As each member puts their coat or jacket on your lap, they demonstrate their unwavering support, ensuring your comfort, privacy, and a sense of security amidst an overwhelming situation.

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When your lips met mine

🎉✨ What’s up, amazing readers? It’s your girl [jj-stay] here, and I’m beyond excited to drop my latest fanfic masterpiece! Get ready for an enchanting blend of fluff and romance, featuring our beloved Stray Kids members sharing those magical first-kiss moments with you, the reader. This one’s perfect for everyone 16 and older.

🔖 Word Count: 975 (Settle in for a dreamy read!) 🛠 Request Status: Just a creation from my heart! 💕 Pairing: SKZ x Reader (Prepare for all the swoons!) 💖 Genre: Fluff, Romantic (With a sprinkle of magic) ⚠️ Trigger Warning: First kiss (Prepare for major butterflies!) 📜 Disclaimer: Pure fiction, folks. Any resemblance to real-life events is purely coincidental.

Bang Chan:

When: Movie night vibes at their place. 🍿 Where: Their cozy apartment. 🛋️ How: In the midst of a snuggle fest on the couch, watching their favorite film, the moment strikes. They both lean in for a sweet, gentle kiss, and bam—fireworks. 🎆 Reaction: Chan is momentarily stunned but then melts into the kiss, wrapping his arms around his S/O tightly. He pulls back with a smile that could light up the entire universe. 😍

Lee Know (Minho):

When: Late-night beach stroll. 🌙 Where: Romantic AF beach setting. 🌊 How: With the moonlight casting magic on the water, Lee Know takes their hand, pulls them closer, and just goes for it—a kiss that makes the ocean jealous. 💦 Reaction: His eyes widen as an electric spark runs through him. Minho's cheeks flush, but he quickly dives back in, making it a kiss to remember. 😳

Changbin:

When: Candlelit rooftop dinner. 🕯️ Where: Their private rooftop. 🌌 How: Changbin sets up a dreamy picnic under the stars. As the night gets more intimate, he takes a leap of faith, leaning in for a tender, unforgettable kiss. 💏 Reaction: Initially nervous, Changbin feels a wave of warmth and comfort. He savors the kiss, holding his S/O close, wanting to freeze this perfect moment in time. 🥰

Hyunjin:

When: Ferris wheel magic at an amusement park. 🎡 Where: Amusement park. 🎢 How: At the peak of the Ferris wheel ride, Hyunjin, with his heart racing, leans in for a thrilling kiss, the wind adding a touch of drama to the moment. 🌬️ Reaction: Hyunjin is surprised by his own boldness, but the excitement eclipses any doubts. He smiles against their lips, feeling a rush of pure, unfiltered joy. 😆

Han:

When: Late-night drive through the city. 🚗 Where: Rooftop parking lot with killer views. 🌃 How: Parked under the stars, Han gazes deeply into his S/O’s eyes, then leans in for a kiss that’s all passion and longing, letting the moment ignite. 🌟 Reaction: A bit anxious, Han soon loses himself in the undeniable chemistry. He holds his S/O's face gently, deepening the kiss and pouring his heart into it. 💘

Felix:

When: Sunny day picnic in the park. ☀️ Where: A scenic park spot. 🌳 How: In the middle of a playful conversation on a cozy blanket, Felix feels his heart race. He leans in, capturing their lips in a sweet, innocent kiss. 🍓 Reaction: Felix is shy at first, his cheeks a soft pink, but he quickly feels a burst of happiness. He smiles against their lips, savoring every second of their affection. 😊

Seungmin:

When: Romantic picnic in a flower field. 🌸 Where: A blooming flower field. 🌼 How: With the sun setting and everything bathed in a warm glow, Seungmin pulls his S/O into a tight embrace, brushing their lips together for the first time. 🌅 Reaction: Seungmin is surprised by the rush of emotions, but as their lips meet, everything feels perfect. He closes his eyes, melting into the kiss, his heart singing with love. 🎶

I.N (Jeongin):

When: Chilly winter evening stroll. ❄️ Where: Snowy park under the streetlights. 🌨️ How: Pausing in the glow of a streetlamp, Jeongin takes a deep breath, feeling the cool air, and leans in for a sweet, tender kiss amidst the winter wonderland. 🌟 Reaction: Jeongin feels a mix of excitement and nervousness, his heart fluttering as their lips meet. He smiles shyly, feeling warmth spread through him, pulling his S/O closer to cherish the moment. 💖

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Idol! Bangchan x Reader: LTNS

A/n: ah… This one took a lot of time.. no reasons, just I have been a bit down anyways. FLUFF AND a little bit of SMUT in the end. Hope you enjoy it.

Summary: Yn Ln is Hannah Bahng’s best friend since forever, even their mums were close. She knew Bangchan well until he flew away to South Korea to pursue his dream. When he returns home after and sees her for the first time after all these years.

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“Hannah! Are you wearing make up?” You watched Chan ask on Vlive and smiled as you waited for your friend to come out of her house.

Within a few minutes you heard footsteps and a hug as a voice was heard “Why don’t you just go upstairs and meet him?” Hannah said

“Nah. I’m fine from watching from afar. You know I am awkward” you said smiling.

“Whatever lets go, I have lots of things to buy actually lets go” Hannah said pulling you to the car behind her. And as expected the two of you had a blast shopping for various food and also including snacks and stuff. Actually, Mrs. Bang sent Hannah for shopping for dinner that night and Hannah asked you to tag along.

On your way back the two of you grabbed some coffee and by the time you both went back to the Bang house it was evening.

“Y/n, you’re staying for dinner” Mrs. Bang said and you went in panic mode.

“No. Mrs. Bang actually I have this thing to do at home and Nana doesn’t know-”

“Don’t worry I’ve spoken to her. It’s fine” she said.

“C'mon, Y/n what are you so afraid of?” Hannah asked.

"I’m not afraid I just don’t want your brother to think I am weird or something” You said.

“He won’t, That’s Chris, he’s plenty weird himself” Hannah said as you two entered her room and Berry came jumping to greet you.

“Hi Berry. Hi Berry” you said petting her and hoping for the best. 

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You were helping Mrs. Bang set the table when you heard Hannah voice, “Can’t you wear some more clothes Y/n’s here” and then retreating foot steps were heard and a sighing Hannah was seen to enter the room. To say you were nervous was an understatement. Of course you’ve seen and met and even spent time with Bangchan before but that was in childhood. And you never spoke to him after he shifted to South Korea. You’ve only seen him on screen and on stage. Besides being a Stay doesn’t help, you’re not just meeting your bestfriend’s brother, but also your idol.

“Hey Y/n!” Suddenly a chirpy voice echoed through the room and broke your train of thoughts

“Chris!” You said not being able to hold your happiness.

“You’ve grown up so much! Your so tall now” he said.

“You’re embarrassing yourself” Hannah mumbled

“You’ve grown to Chris” you said laughing as Mrs. Bang ushered all of you to sit down.

You and Hannah have always been really good friends, since childhood. You both basically lived with each other generally at each other’s houses, so this was very common for you when both of you are home. However, it’s been ages since Chris was present here too.

Conversation flowed and one thing led to another and you were talking about age somehow.

“Yeah You guys have grown up, but you all are still so young”

“Yeah Chan you’re half 52” you suddenly said and immediately regretted saying that.

“What did you say? And what did you call me?” He asked smiling

“Chris?” You said.

You saw Hannah and Lucas laugh in your peripheral vision.

“Y/n your a stay” Chan cooed.

And you couldn’t take it, you hid your face in your palms, cheeks red in a blush.

“Don’t tease her, her she’s a stay” Mrs. Bang confirmed. “She’s also my informer on what’s going on, with you and your members”

“So that’s how you always know everything” Chan said and her mother nodded. You ate with the huge blush on your face. What you didn’t see was Chan noticed it and found it really adorable. Chan had so many questions that he did after he knew that you’re a stay like:

“Whose your Bias?” “Whose your Bias wrecker?” “Favourite m/v?” “Favourite song?” at a point he smirked and asked “Favourite ship?” and Hannah was done as said “Mom please shut Chris” to which he just laughed adorably, but you answered all of the questions truthfully, well almost all of them.

“Changbin” 

“Definitely, Felix” to which Hannah noticed Chan to have a momentary frown.

“(your favourite m/v”

“(Your favourite song)”

“Minsung and Chanjin” the moment the second ship name came to your mouth Chan just choked on his food. But, Mrs. Bang saved you from any further questions by bringing in the dessert. 

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“Chris! Can you take Berry for a walk?” His mom asked Chan, who was simply sitting and working in his Lucas’ room.

“Sure mum” he said and wore a black hoodie and sweats. He remembers to wear a mask before wearing his shoes and attaching Berry to a leash.

“Let’s go Berry! Let’s go!” He said and exited his house. He walked towards the park as Berry loved barking at ducks (a/n: idk I made that up) and as soon as he entered the park a. Call startled him. He smiled wide at the contact number and received the call.

“Oi Felix!” He said

His deep voice was heard from the other side of the phone. And the two started chatting and planning a lunch together when suddenly Berry slipped out of Chan’s hand and ran in a different direction. Leaving a shocked Chan who excused himself with a promise to call back and ran after Berry.

You were sitting in the park with your sketch book and listening to music but suddenly you hear a familiar bark and pull your headphones off and go into shock “Berry?”

She comes running right into your arms and licks your face. And you giggle, when you noticed Chan running towards you and cursed under your breath.

“Oh my god Berry! You can’t run off like that” he said “Hi” he mumbled

And you said hello back. He simply sits down beside you.

“How are you? I haven’t been able to talk to you with you keeping on running away and avoiding me” he said. And you burst out in giggles, no this was not strange for Chan and you. You just felt awkward to meet him as you really haven’t in so long. But, he did always spend time with you and took extra care of you just like he cared for Hannah, specially because you stayed with your grandma and he knew you rarely saw your parents. 

“I’m not avoiding you Chris. I just feel awkward after so many years” you said adding a few more details to your drawing. 

“Is that the reason you didn’t text me or let Hannah tell me when you went to South Korea all alone for your school program” he asked and finally grabbed your pencil and said “Look at me Y/n. We’re talking”

And you finally looked up at him, into those lovely eyes of his and almost had yourself drowning in them. The look itself was enough to bring on an apocalypse, No make up, curly hair and that smile. 

“I know you’re busy so I didn’t wanna bother you” you said with a tight smile

“Y/n no matter how busy I am I would always have time for family and you are in it” he said

“Sorry Chris, if it makes you feel better, then I should tell you I’ll be going there again” you said shyly “And You’re the first person I am telling” 

“Really?” He asked and you nodded “Not even Hannah?” he asked with a gleam in his eyes

“Well she knows I got the offer, but she doesn’t know I said yes” You said and found Chan cheering. By that time Berry was fast asleep on your lap and the two of you chatted, and caught up. It seemed so easy to talk to each other that the fact that he moved away when you were very young didn’t really matter.

And thus, meeting Chan at the part every evening became a thing between the two of you that only Hannah knew, cause she saw the two of you one day. On the third day Chan suddenly said “Do you wanna grab lunch tomorrow?”

You were taken aback at the question, as blood rushed to your cheek, but before you could say anything, he said “Hanna and I are going to meet Felix and his sisters, I think you should come too it will be fun” 

You kicked yourself mentally for even thinking- you nodded a yes and stood up and said “Isn’t that a things you guys always do? Even though I have hung out with Olivia but-”

“I want you there and even Felix has wanted to meet you” he said

“Fine! Fine!” I’ll come with you guys. 

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And you found yourself surrounded with a bunch of famous people but also ones you love.

“Seriously Y/n made all of us promise to not tell our brothers. Like girl, what if you needed help!” Olivia said laughing

“Yeah, Y/n its really reckless. Tell you what, put in your number I’ll ping you. You can always talk to me” Felix said pointing at his phone and you laughed

“Hey. Why not me?” Chan whinned

“I’ll tell both of you okay!” You said

“But, me first” child gave you a cheeky smile and said.

“I swear these two never grew up” Hannah sighed and everyone laughed.

“Why are you always so done with me?!” You asked with a fake cry and heard felix mumble “Kiyowo” and you immediately asked “What?”

“Nothing” he said with a cute smile.

“But you had heard it, undoubtedly” you just looked at him and then at Hannah and then smiled, what you didn’t know was that it was actually directed towards you.

And that’s how a great friendship between Felix and you has started. So naturally when Felix got to know that you’ll be moving to South Korea soon, (much to Hannah’s dismay though) he was really happy. And this continued even after they went back. But this time, even Chris had you number and you’d text every once in a while.

One day you were just sitting in your room and doing some work when you recieved a video call invitation from Felix, which you joined and found 4 pair of eyes staring at you.

“OH. MY. GOD!!!!” You shreaked

“Hello, Beautiful!” You heard Han say and you instantly hid your face in your palm.

“Hi Jisung” you said in a muffled tone.

“Look Y/n! We brought your bias!!!” They said, as you took a deep breath and looked towards the screen and said in fluent Korean “Hello everyone, I’m Y/n L/n. I am so happy to meet you guys”

“You know Korean?!” Changbin asked visibly impressed.

“Ah. Yes yes, I learnt it ages ago before I went for the first time” you said smiling

“I can already tell we’re gonna be the best of friends.” Han said cheering

“Try telling that to Hannah she’ll have your head” you said laughing “She actually threatened me that I better not dare replace her, which actually is impossible for me.”

“That sounds very much like Hannah” Chan said.

“You know they said so many things about you and specially that you’re a stay that’s so cool” Changbin said and you blushed and said “I’ve stanned you ever since before you guys debuted actually. I watched the survival show with Mrs. Bang.” You said.

“That was something” Felix said shaking his head.

“So, what are 3racha and Felix doing?” You said

“Oh we were recording, do you wanna-” but you interrupted Chan

“NOO! NO SPOILERS!” you said and the four boys burst out laughing. They chatted and teased each other a bit more after they dropped the call.

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“Nervous?Why are you nervous?!” Felix’s deep voice flowed through the phone into your ears.

“Because it all gets real the moment I step here. And it’s been a while since I’ve been here. Last time, I didn’t call Chan, actually I broke all ties with him since I reali-”

“That you were in love with him?” He completed your sentence. “It’ll all be okay”

You sighed and asked “Are you guys there yet?” You asked.

“Yeah. At the gate, now pick it up buttercup” he said in a deep voice, that almost hit your brain at the wrong corner, (keyword: almost).

You picked up your baggage from the designated baggage belt and went towards the exit, there you found a super excited Felix and Han and you pulled the trolly and put it at a stop to rush and hug Felix who already had arms open for you. And then you opened your arms for Jisung to join you two and he gladly did.

“It’s so good to finally meet you in person Y/n-ah!” Han said

“It is so good to see both of you too” you said.

“Okay lets move before we get spotted or worse scandaled into a throuple” Felix said.

“You’re coming with us, Lee Know hyung cooked some great food as your welcome dinner” Han said opening the trunk of the car.

“I told Chan to ask you guys not to do these stuff, you rarely get off days, why get busy doing these?” You asked.

“That is because these small things are part of our ralaxing and keeps us sane” Felix said as he entered the passenger seat and Han and you entered the back seat.

The three of you enjoyed the ride to the dorm blasting Twice and BTS songs, through the car speaker. You actually noticed the driver sigh, the moment the music was turned off when you reached your destination.

Meeting the members was a delight that you could not believe that these guys you always see on the screen are actually in front of you. The fact that they are so warm and welcoming to you is something else. All were there except Hyunjin and I.n who already had stuff planned with their families. But this was okay and was already too huge of a dream for you. The boys kept on with playful banter and quarrels and you couldn’t help but laugh. You were certainly having the time of your life. Bangchan asked you so many questions about your new place and how he’d help if you needed some muscles.

“I don’t think you should stay alone for the first night though” Felix told you as you were getting into the van that would take you to your house.

“Lets do this then, Felix join Y/n and stay the night, I’ll go too, we’ll help Y/n settle and get all the necessary and then we’ll see” Chan said

“I wanna come!” Seungmin said

“I am going home tomorrow morning so I’ll visit” Minho said and you face palmed

“Guys this is not necessary!” You protested

“It is” Chan said “and it is non-negotiable its either that or you spent night here, and we take you to your apartment tomorrow” Chan said with a smirk and he knew he had you right where he wanted you.

You sighed and you knew very well what he was doing, he used this smart persuasion method even when you were little. You nodded your head and climbed in as Seungmin, Felix and Chan piled in, it was the same driver from earlier. The drive to Gimpo was just the 4 of you talking about childhood, the various memories you have. It was really good to have people you know and can talk to this time round, last time you came, the first few days were a torture.

“How were you planning on managing to do so much alone!?” It was the first thing Seungmin said as they entered the apartment.

“Well, I was going to do it one at a time, they have the tool kit” you said sheepishly.

“Good thing Chan Hyung insisted” Felix said.

You all settled in and looked around, the balcony being the main attraction to you. Your floor was quite high and the night lights looked so beautiful with the cool breeze blowing. You stood there and clicked a few pictures to send them to Hannah. You didn’t know how long you were out when Chan came in with two chairs and said “These seem to be quite fittings here?”

“Yeah it would be great to sit here” you said and sat on one of the chair and patted on the other.

He sat down and a moment of silence prevailed before you said “Thank you for re-adopting me. I don’t know what I’d do without you”

“I’ve told you, you are family.” He said putting a hand on hand and within a second you felt blood rush to your cheeks but you managed to nod. That was written before Seungmin’s voice was heard saying that the bed has been set, and after a huge debate you 4 decide to spend the rest of the time chatting or playing and then restart assembling furniture in the morning, and later will go grocery shopping with Minho.

The rest of the night (which was barely 4 hours) was spent sharing embarrassing stories about each other.

As soon as the sun rose, you 4 got to work, the first goal was to set up the couch and coffee table.

Within 2 hours a knock was heard and Bangchan went to open the door, only to welcome a very excited Han.

“I asked Lee Know hyung to drop me on the way to his way to his home and I brought Coffee and breakfast” he said and Felix ran to hug him, as he was a saviour. Yes, He brought juice for Felix.

The rest of the day was very productive as the furniture was set, the kitchen was put up and your cupboard was set up, yes Chan had exceptional leading skills and without them you would just be swimming in a pile of wood. Thank heavens they helped, hence after a nice take out dinner, the 5 dispersed in 2 cars and you closed the door and ran to your bedroom and plopped on the bed. Damn, staying with Bangchan so much was making your heart go heyware.

You still had 2 more days and decided to go exploring the next 2 days. Because it will be work and work then onwards. You looked up at the ceiling and remembered the various moments shared between you and Chan. How he comforts you, assures you, you just can’t help falling more and more for him.

Suddenly, your phone started to ring and you saw your best friend’s name flashing, you smiled and picked up, it was a a video call and as soon as you recieved you saw your Grandmother’s face along with Hannah’s.

“How are you girl?” Hannah said. Yes she visited and stayed over with your Nana often when you were away so that the old woman didn’t feel lonely.

“I am settled, still nervous but better than last time” you said

“Did Chris help you with your things?” Nana asked

“Yes, Nana, he and his friends helped me set up my furniture and kitchen, let me give you both a tour” and you ended up giving a tour and telling them various funny stories that happened earlier that day. You guys chatted for sometime and then Hannah went to your room to talk to you.

“So, how was your time with my brother?” She asked

“Nothing, he just helped, well and I am in deep love. Damn” you confessed.

“You are down bad” she concluded.

“I am a simp for your brother” You owned up and the two of you burst in laughter. But, it was true, you’ve had this huge crush on Chris since you were kids, you were so hurt when he moved away. But, the more you grew up and watched him from afar, the more you fell for him. As a result of you being in love with this said human.

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Your workplace was very close to your apartment and thus you left the house every morning and picked a croissant and a vanilla latte from this little cafe you found on your exploration day. You have wlso been there with Chan as the cafe is generally empty during the time you return home when Chan generally visits, which is now almost twice a week. Your days have been somewhat peaceful, these past few months since you moved, apart from the growing crush you had and it really hurt you physically to talk to Chan and not be able to hug him or kiss that beautiful face of his. And again you did something drastic, yes you stopped talking to Chan, yet again.

“This is a very stupid idea” Seungmin said as soon as you recieved his call.

“What?” You ask shocked and slightly taken aback. What was he talking about?

“You can’t just ignore a person because you have a crush on them. You need to tell Chan hyung, either he reciprocates and you date or he doesn’t and you move on!” He said.

He knew? How?. “What? How did you even- Felix told you?!” You exclaimed.

“I’m not blind Y/n” he told you and you sighed

“I don’t know what else to do, Seungmin!” You whinned.

“Well, you wouldn’t have to, because he’s going straight to yours and he’s determined to know why you are avoiding him” He said and you felt like hitting you head on a wall.

He hung up after some more encouraging words, and you felt the energy drain out of you. Thinking of a way to handle this situation when there’s a knock on the door and you know who it was, you walked to the door and opened the door to come face to face with a super tensed Chan.

“Don’t even say no, why are you avoiding me? Did I do or say something wrong? Did I make you uncomfortable?” He asked “Please tell me, talk to me please!”

“No-no, I just had my reasons” you said not being able to look at him

“And what are they. You’ve said this before, but you can’t always just say that. Why don’t you tell me?!” He said. For someone who’s so patient Chan strangely seemed to have lost it and you couldn’t take it anymore. He wanted the reason so he’ll get them and you said it

“Cause, I am stupidly in love with you! Yes, I have had a huge crush on you since childhood, that only grew and grew as we grew up. And that was also the reason why I stopped and dropped all contact with you as I thought that it would go away, but it didn’t. And now again, I just can’t look at you without just wanting you. You can call me selfish if you want but that is how it is and thus I pulled away.” You said, but Chan’s shocked expression broke your heart.

“I know it’s too much and you probably dont feel the same so dont worry” you added

“Yeah-Yeah I-I want I need, I’ll need to unpack that. I am sorry” he said and with that he ran out of the apartment. And you made a decision, you will move on.

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5 days later, Skz dorm

Lee know and Felix are seen to have burst in thr!ough the door they looked straight and asked “What did you do? She’s planning on going back.”

“What? What are you saying?” Chan asked visibly confused.

“What happened between you and Y/n? She just stopped talking to us all of a sudden. Please tell us hyung! She’s searching for someone to replace her so she can fly back” Felix said

“Something happened between you too right?” Minho asked.

“She confessed didn’t she?” Seungmin said looking away from his phone

“Oh no! You rejected her?” Felix asked in awe

“She’s Hannah’s age Felix, she’s like a sister to me” Chan said in a serious voice.

“But, you don’t speak so much about Hannah as you speak about Y/n, hyung. Even Lee Know Hyung doesn’t speak about his cats as much as you speak about Y/n or go to visit her” Hyunjin pointed out.

“You were even glaring at Inie when he was just being friendly.” Seungmin added

“Inie was flirting with her” Chan said.

“So? He flirted with Hannah too, you didn’t even mind that” Lee Know said.

“I-I. What are you even insinuating?! She’s to me, as Hannah is. Okay!” Chan said now under pressure.

“Hannah is your sibling please keep her out of this conversation” Hyunjin said.

“Okay then, she’s the same to me as Inie okay!” He said.

“But would you kiss Inie?” Hyunjin asked

“No. No I wouldn’t Hyunjin!” Chan said

“Would you kiss Y/n?” Seungmin asked and Chan’s eyes went wide “No I- I-” and he went quiet.

Who is he kidding of course he has stared at your lips numerous times when you speak. He remembers how hus heart picks up pace whenever you’re in a close proximity. Besides Lee Know was right, you did glare at Inie but it wasn’t because he was flirting, or not only just because of that, he might have also been a bit jealous. Not to add how crazy he missed you when you started to distance him and how his heart almost summersaulted in his chest when you confessed to him, how did he ignore all these stuff. Oh God! He likes You! His realisation threw him into a state of shock.

“But she’s my sister’s best friend. She’s Hannah’s age” Chan whishpered

“She’s just A FEW YEARS, younger. She’s not A FEW years old” Seungmin said and Chan looked back at him.

As if on cue, Chan grabbed his phone and almost rushed out.

He took his car keys and drove off, destination: Y/n’s apartment.

He tried to look back and think, when and what changed in his mind to make him feel this way about you. That was when he realised, he has always felt this towards you. Yes, he was always in love with you.

You were busy watching a Kdrama on your bed in your comfiest outfit, fuzzy socks and glasses on. You were really tired, finding a replacement is a really difficult job and so far the only 2 candidates you found were all rejected by the company, they insist on you staying, but you really can’t keep on doing that. You- your thoughts were interrupted by a knock. You thought it was the delivery man with your Bibbimbap. But gosh were you wrong, as soon as you opened the door you were met with a red faced, out of breath Chan, who immediately hugged you.

“Please, please, don’t go! Please don’t leave me” and a string of many more incoherent things that you couldn’t quite make out.

“Chan! Chan! What’s wrong?” you asked hugging him back and patting his head.

“Please don’t leave. I would be so lost without you. I’m sorry I didn’t understand what you mean to me. I never realised this, but I-” he paused and took a deep breath, I have always been in love with you, Ple-“ Chan was interrupted by a clearing of throat.

"Y/n L/n?” A man said from behind him

“Yes?” You said as Chan pulled away to look behind him.

“He-here’s your order” the man handed you the package and looked suspiciously at Chan “Is he disturbing you, madam?” He asked, still looking at Chan.

“Uh? No, no. Thank you so much” you bowed to the man and he bowed back and walked away.

You kept the package on the counter near your door step and looked back and Chan. He looked so soft, and vulnerable. And as soon as he felt your eyes on him he held you hands in his and looked deep into your eyes.

“Please, be mine? I will do anything and take care of everything as long as you’re by my side” he said.

“I thought you’d never ask” you said, trying your best to not tear up, and within a blink of an eye you found yourself pushed in the house door closed and you pinned to it trapped between two of his strong muscular arms.

“What are you doing” you said almost in a whisper

“Something that I have done a long time ago” he said and slammed his lips to yours.

You were shocked, his lips were so soft and you froze. “Show me you want this too” he said in a voice that sent chills down your spine and heat waves to your core. And you wasted no moment to kiss him back and this was better than what you had always imagined. Chan replaced his arms, one on your waist pulling you even closer and the other to cup your cheek. You moved your hands to his hair to fist his soft brown curls. Damn you’ve always imagined what that would feel like.

He soon pulled away and attacked your neck, earning a moan in return and you had a plan. So you pulled his head back up by his hair as he groaned and attached your lips to his and pushed him back, until his knees collided and he crashed on the couch. As soon as he did, you stranddled his lap, threw away your glasses and kissed him, this time with more frevour, want and passion.

His hands had already gone to your butt to squeeze it as soon as you moaned he took his chance to enter your mouth. Your tongues are fighting for dominance. All these times of missing each other and the pent up want and sexual tension was finally released.

Your lips left his and you attacked his neck, and he groaned “Y/n~”. Damn, you loved the way your name rolled off his tongue, it was almost like your favourite melody.

Suddenly you felt his strong arms grip your waist as he picked you up and pushed you down on the couch and got on top of you with a mischievous glint in his eyes. He was about to kiss you when you said “Chan, the food’s getting cold”

“Oh, I think we can warm it back up later” he said and dived in to kiss you again.

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Going friends to lovers with the SKZ

STRAY KIDS X READER

A/n: Check out my Hyunjin fic: Renascence . Part 1 is up already.

Bangchan

Being Chan's friend, like a real close friend is a treat. Being with him through thick and thin, even through his emo phase was something. The moment you step foot in Korea he'll rush to meet you and have you meet the rest of the SKZ. Even they would immediately love you, clinging to you "NOONA! NOONA!". Bangchan couldn't help but feel a bit jealous though when Changbin would sit a bit closer to you or you would pay more attention to him than Chan. I bet he'd have a deep thinking with Minho as to why he feels this when they come to a conclusion that he likes you. And everything would start to make more meaning.

Going from friends to lovers with Chan would be smooth because Chan is in general such an affectionate person. But, the hugs would be more random featuring kisses. There would be lots of them. Like, imagine just sitting and talking to Hyunjin about your favourite cafe and you hear squealing and a body dumped on you. Yes it's your adorable boyfriend and he'd talk to you in his baby voice and accent.

Minho

You've been his friend for a long time, since he was in Big hits, it was natural that someone or both would fall eventually. He would however keep it hidden. You would know very well that his tsundere act was just an act, he was a real softy from within even though he liked to show otherwise. But as days go by his feelings get stronger and stronger until one day he'll simply walk up to you and say "lets date". He did that before even realising but he took a deep sigh when you started to smile and said "After all these years you ask me out like this? Lee Minho!”

You both would be awkward at first, you'll have to slowly wait till the point he gets openly soft in front of you shocking everyone and at times you as well. Like how after a long day he naturally walks in a room to find you and cling to you. Or how he loves feeding you when he's eating even though you have told him you're not hungry. But he never backs down to glare if any member dares to tease him.

Changbin

Binnie is a sweetheart in general. Being really good friends with him would involve LOTS and LOTS of teasing and pranks. The two of you would always be at each other's throats yet you can't stay without each other. He would secretly be whipped for you and he'd tease you because he loved to annoy you and get your attention? Childish? Ik. He loves to annoy you but god forbid if someone else gets you upset, he'd beat the shit out of them. He loves to such an extent that caring for you and annoying you comes hand in hand as second nature for him. He'd probably be whining to someone about how cute you looked and how he just falls more and more for you and you'd overhear it only to jump on his back and hug him and say that you like him too.

Being his lover is almost similar but it involves him flirting shamelessly with you. Openly asking for kisses and whining when you don't. Chan and Jisung would call you up if he gets upset or when he would be over working himself. You would always be in his mind rent free. He would probably invite you to the gym to show off and tease you.

Jisung

This goof ball is an adorable friend. Always being the best boy and trying to cheer everyone up. He would probably realise that he's in love with you when he sees you upset and probably crying onetime. That urge of his to annihilate any cause of your sadness. He'd do whatever he can to restore your happy face and know in his heart that he'd do this everyday if required because he loves you. He didn't even plan to confess, he couldn't, even the thought got him all jittery. But you thought he did that because he loved you as he loved his members. So after seeing the two of you pining for each other Lee Know would finally lock the two of you up in a room. "I wont let you out until you both confess". And that was the push "I like you" the two of you blurted out at the same time.

Relationship with Jisung would be just like the saying "never a dull moment". But, he'd be more open to you, he'd let himself be vulnerable around you. He'd trust that you'd catch him if he falls, just like his members. He'd make you laugh and literally would never let you go to sleep upset, even if it was for a fight between you two. Lots of talking, you two would literally not stop. The members would call you if he suddenly gets anxious as even your voice calms him down.

Hyunjin

Having the leader of paboracha as your best friend and crush is difficult. He'd be in denial for years as he was sure you see him only as a friend. Not your fault if he would not get it even after you've dropped numerous hints. Well, he thought you said "I'd surely love to date Hyunjin" during truth and dare because you found him a great friend. So when he took a dare and the members made you kiss and he liked it a bit too much he'd start avoiding you. To point where if he'd see you walking from a direction he'd either hide or walk toward the other way. But when you caught him "HYUNJIN?! WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING ME?" You'd ask. "I am not" he'd reply without even looking at you. No matter what you'd say he would not look at you and say that he "could not" look at you. So you did it, you grabbed him by his neck and pecked his lips. The smile he gave was priceless.

You will always find another body beside you or clinging to you. He loves you dearly and really misses you when you're not there in front of him. He loves it when you bring him americano. Watching him dance would be your favourite hobby, it was before too but now it would include little makeout sessions in the middle, to a level Lee Know threatened to stuff his face with tissues.

Felix

Your personal brand of sunshine. You were always the one to help him face his convictions and insecurities and he loved you for that. Somewhere between a friendly hug and a kiss on the cheek he fell for you. He couldn't help but show more and more affection towards you. Be it hugging you more or saving you extra brownies and cookies when he bakes. But he will be very careful and a set plan to not confess because he thinks you'll never see him that way, never knowing you've been pining for him as much as him for you. Until one day you wont be able to take it and just say "You know what? I really like you" he would almost tear up and kiss you instantly.

Dating felix? Loads of hugs and kisses, that's his love language afterall. He'd just squeal and hug you, seeing you after a long day. He'd love to tease you though, using his deep voice to whisper in your ears giving you goosebumps. He'd love to get you coffee/tea even though ge doesn't like them. He's a literal sunshine and if he ever sees you sad or upset even if it's for him, he'll cry too. He'd help you go through anything literally. He'd also give loving nicknames, he knows his accent and voice is your weakness and he'd use it very well on you.

Seungmin

He is a literal smartass, too smart for your own good. He'll sneakily hide his crush on you, acting very normal. He'd know all about you including your crush on him. He'd flirt very smoothly, so smooth that even you'd have no idea when you gave up the information that you liked him very much. Flirting with you would actually be one of his hobbies, watching you get wide eyed and blushy, he found you endearing. It would be a secret but Seungmin would even let you hug him if you wanted to. You'd often help him in saving him from Hyunjin and Lee know attack of affection, not Chan's though, that's cute. He'd simply corner you and confuse you one day and then end up saying "I love you too, you pabo" and kiss your forehead.

Dating Seungmin is so entertaining especially seeing him have things sorted. A lot of dates especially those quiet ones where the two of you just sit together doing your own thing with a conversation or two from time to time. He knows what the two of you have is special and he would cherish you. Always make sure you're okay, you're comfortable. He'd have huge schemes of getting you to cool if you ever get upset because of him.

Jeongin

The two of you are literally the group's babies. Bangchan has adopted you and Minho has declared you to be his favourite child. Jeongin is a sweetheart and he'd always take care of you as you do the same. He always considered the constant urge to be with you or protect you to be platonic only to find his heart fluttering every time you look at him. "Hyung! I think I'm sick" he'll tell Felix and explain his "sickness". "No Innie, you're in love!" Felix said, and Jeongin went wide eyed. He'll then smile to himself and just get lost in you. At times he felt as if you were all he needed. Him pining for you got more intense and it was getting out of hand for the hyungs to see their maknae simping. So, they coax and force him to tell you because they knew, you had been pining for him too.

Being Jeongin's lover is actually a group activity as it includes the hyungs constantly cooing at the two of you even if your doing something as simple as holding hands. He had a habit of grabbing your hand and putting it inside his pocket together with his. Many a times, Minho had caught him staring at you to an extent where he doesn't respond to someone calling unless they shake him, but when you talk his whole attention is on only you. He sometimes just pulls you into his room and locks the door just to sit and talk to you with out the interference of the elders. All in all, he loves you to pieces.

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STRAY KIDS X READER

A/n: Check out my Hyunjin fic: Renascence . Part 1 is up already.

Bangchan

Being Chan's friend, like a real close friend is a treat. Being with him through thick and thin, even through his emo phase was something. The moment you step foot in Korea he'll rush to meet you and have you meet the rest of the SKZ. Even they would immediately love you, clinging to you "NOONA! NOONA!". Bangchan couldn't help but feel a bit jealous though when Changbin would sit a bit closer to you or you would pay more attention to him than Chan. I bet he'd have a deep thinking with Minho as to why he feels this when they come to a conclusion that he likes you. And everything would start to make more meaning.

Going from friends to lovers with Chan would be smooth because Chan is in general such an affectionate person. But, the hugs would be more random featuring kisses. There would be lots of them. Like, imagine just sitting and talking to Hyunjin about your favourite cafe and you hear squealing and a body dumped on you. Yes it's your adorable boyfriend and he'd talk to you in his baby voice and accent.

Minho

You've been hos friend for a long time, since he was in Big hits, it was natural that someone or both would fall eventually. He would however keep it hidden. You would know very well that his tsundere act was just that an act he was a real softy from within even though he liked to show otherwise. But as days go by his feelings get stronger and stronger until one day he'll simply walk up to you and say "lets date". He did that before even realising but he took a deep sigh when you started to smile and said "After all these years you ask me out like this? Lee Minho!”

You both would be awkward at first, you'll have to slowly wait till the point he gets openly soft in front of you shocking everyone and at times you as well. Like how after a long day he naturally walks in a room to find you and cling to you. Or how he loves feeding you when he's eating even though you have told him you're not hungry. But he never backs down to glare if any member dares to tease him.

Changbin

Binnie is a sweetheart in general. Being really good friends with him would involve LOTS and LOTS of teasing and pranks. The two of you would always be at each other's throats yet you can't stay without each other. He would secretly be whipped for you and he'd tease you because he loved to annoy you and get your attention? Childish? Ik. He loves to annoy you but god forbid if someone else gets you upset, he'd beat the shit out of them. He loves to such an extent that caring for you and annoying you comes hand in hand as second nature for him. He'd probably be whining to someone about how cute you looked and how he just falls more and more for you and you'd overhear it only to jump on his back and hug him and say that you like him too.

Being his lover is almost similar but it involves him flirting shamelessly with you. Openly asking for kisses and whining when you don't. Chan and Jisung would call you up if he gets upset or when he would be over working himself. You would always be in his mind rent free. He would probably invite you to the gym to show off and tease you.

Jisung

This goof ball is an adorable friend. Always being the best boy and trying to cheer everyone up. He would probably realise that he's in love with you when he sees you upset and probably crying onetime. That urge of his to annihilate any cause of your sadness. He'd do whatever he can to restore your happy face and know in his heart that he'd do this everyday if required because he loves you. He didn't even plan to confess, he couldn't, even the thought got him all jittery. But you thought he did that because he loved you as he loved his members. So after seeing the two of you pining for each other Lee Know would finally lock the two of you up in a room. "I wont let you out until you both confess". And that was the push "I like you" the two of you blurted out at the same time.

Relationship with Jisung would be just like the saying "never a dull moment". But, he'd be more open to you, he'd let himself be vulnerable around you. He'd trust that you'd catch him if he falls, just like his members. He'd make you laugh and literally would never let you go to sleep upset, even if it was for a fight between you two. Lots of talking, you two would literally not stop. The members would call you if he suddenly gets anxious as even your voice calms him down.

Hyunjin

Having the leader of paboracha as your best friend and crush is difficult. He'd be in denial for years as he was sure you see him only as a friend. Not your fault if he would not get it even after you've dropped numerous hints. Well, he thought you said "I'd surely love to date Hyunjin" during truth and dare because you found him a great friend. So when he took a dare and the members made you kiss and he liked it a bit too much he'd start avoiding you. To point where if he'd see you walking from a direction he'd either hide or walk toward the other way. But when you caught him "HYUNJIN?! WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING ME?" You'd ask. "I am not" he'd reply without even looking at you. No matter what you'd say he would not look at you and say that he "could not" look at you. So you did it, you grabbed him by his neck and pecked his lips. The smile he gave was priceless.

You will always find another body beside you or clinging to you. He loves you dearly and really misses you when you're not there in front of him. He loves it when you bring him americano. Watching him dance would be your favourite hobby, it was before too but now it would include little makeout sessions in the middle, to a level Lee Know threatened to stuff his face with tissues.

Felix

Your personal brand of sunshine. You were always the one to help him face his convictions and insecurities and he loved you for that. Somewhere between a friendly hug and a kiss on the cheek he fell for you. He couldn't help but show more and more affection towards you. Be it hugging you more or saving you extra brownies and cookies when he bakes. But he will be very careful and a set plan to not confess because he thinks you'll never see him that way, never knowing you've been pining for him as much as him for you. Until one day you wont be able to take it and just say "You know what? I really like you" he would almost tear up and kiss you instantly.

Dating felix? Loads of hugs and kisses, that's his love language afterall. He'd just squeal and hug you, seeing you after a long day. He'd love to tease you though, using his deep voice to whisper in your ears giving you goosebumps. He'd love to get you coffee/tea even though ge doesn't like them. He's a literal sunshine and if he ever sees you sad or upset even if it's for him, he'll cry too. He'd help you go through anything literally. He'd also give loving nicknames, he knows his accent and voice is your weakness and he'd use it very well on you.

Seungmin

He is a literal smartass, too smart for your own good. He'll sneakily hide his crush on you, acting very normal. He'd know all about you including your crush on him. He'd flirt very smoothly, so smooth that even you'd have no idea when you gave up the information that you liked him very much. Flirting with you would actually be one of his hobbies, watching you get wide eyed and blushy, he found you endearing. It would be a secret but Seungmin would even let you hug him if you wanted to. You'd often help him in saving him from Hyunjin and Lee know attack of affection, not Chan's though, that's cute. He'd simply corner you and confuse you one day and then end up saying "I love you too, you pabo" and kiss your forehead.

Dating Seungmin is so entertaining especially seeing him have things sorted. A lot of dates especially those quiet ones where the two of you just sit together doing your own thing with a conversation or two from time to time. He knows what the two of you have is special and he would cherish you. Always make sure you're okay, you're comfortable. He'd have huge schemes of getting you to cool if you ever get upset because of him.

Jeongin

The two of you are literally the group's babies. Bangchan has adopted you and Minho has declared you to be his favourite child. Jeongin is a sweetheart and he'd always take care of you as you do the same. He always considered the constant urge to be with you or protect you to be platonic only to find his heart fluttering every time you look at him. "Hyung! I think I'm sick" he'll tell Felix and explain his "sickness". "No Innie, you're in love!" Felix said, and Jeongin went wide eyed. He'll then smile to himself and just get lost in you. At times he felt as if you were all he needed. Him pining for you got more intense and it was getting out of hand for the hyungs to see their maknae simping. So, they coax and force him to tell you because they knew, you had been pining for him too.

Being Jeongin's lover is actually a group activity as it includes the hyungs constantly cooing at the two of you even if your doing something as simple as holding hands. He had a habit of grabbing your hand and putting it inside his pocket together with his. Many a times, Minho had caught him staring at you to an extent where he doesn't respond to someone calling unless they shake him, but when you talk his whole attention is on only you. He sometimes just pulls you into his room and locks the door just to sit and talk to you with out the interference of the elders. All in all, he loves you to pieces.

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