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@dxsole asked: "Good girl." // From Hugo to Holly with love :3 from

                Holly    doesn't    know    whether    ot    laugh    or    cry.    After    having    begged    for    so    many    years    to    find    praise    from    her    family,    it    had    always    fallen    short.    And    as    she    grew,    it    was    something    she    constantly    seeked    out    in    others,    especially    those    older    than    her.    Coming    from    him,    it    meant    the    world,    though    her    brain    short    circuits,    was    she    meant    to    take    it    sexually    or    innocently    ??

                It    had    been    innocent,    sure.    It    was    simply    Holly    getting    the    correct    signs    down,    getting    through    a    whole    sentence    without    stuttering    or    messing    up,    a    coherent    one,    at    that.    One    that    didn't    take    him    a    moment    to    piece    together    what    the    fuck    she    had    just    tried    to    say.

                As    innocent    as    it    was,    though,    she    clearly    didn't    take    it    that    way.    Her    body    betrays    her    with    a    bright    red    flush    creeping    across    her    cheeks,    and    with    the    way    she    needs    to    readjust    in    her    seat.    Though    the    smile    remains    bright,    it    is    accompanied    by    a    bite    of    her    bottom    lip.    There    it    is,    the    brain    had    decided    on    the    former    of    the    two    options,    though    Holly    thinks    she    does    a    good    enough    job    at    keeping    it    the    latter.


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                At    the    sudden    exclamation,    he's    nodding    in    response,    dumb    smile    still    spread    across    lips.    He    takes    a    sip    from    his    shitty    beer,    the    taste    of    nostalgia    hitting    his    tongue    even    harder    as    he    reminisces    over    his    time    spent    in    front    of    the    camera.

                "    I    dunno,    D,    what    kind    of    porn    do    you    usually    watch    ??    "    Intended    as    a    jab    at    her,    not    actually    meant    to    be    answered,    though,    fuck,    if    she    want's    to    talk    porn,    he    could    be    there    all    night.

 At The Sudden Exclamation, He's Nodding In Response, Dumb Smile Still Spread Across Lips. He Takes A

                "    King    Russo.    Middle    and    last    name,    Nickolas    wasn't    a    very    good    porn    name.    "    Another    sip,    and    he's    ignoring    her    last    statement-    sure    he    was    good    at    the    lighting,    but    he's    never    offered    because    there's    a    camera.    -No    shit.-    He    has    very    distinct    tattoos    and    is    a    very    distinct    man,    and    a    very    wanted    one    at    that.    He    can't    get    in front    of    the    lens    again,    he's    too    paranoid    about    it.    Though,    every    once    in    a    while,    he    does    get    an    email    from    some    big    production    company    asking    him    to    come    out    of    retirement.

Smiles or wads of cash; either way it sounds like a win-win to her.

"I knew it." She remarks jokingly, although she is thinking about it very hard. Manifesting, if you will.

What he says next gets a sudden no! out of her. By the look on her face, it's clear she's horribly intrigued by the confession. "Anything I might have seen, hm?" She says, as if pornos were viewed as frequently as Michael Bay films.

Smiles Or Wads Of Cash; Either Way It Sounds Like A Win-win To Her.

"Did you use your real name or did you have a funny one?" She used her own for camming as it already sounded a bit like a stage name. "I did wonder why you were so comfortable helping me with mine— ah, and yet you've never offered to join in, hm. For shame Nick." She's kidding, she needs him to help with the lighting.


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1 year ago

                He's    unsure    why,    but    the    comment    about    cock    in    her    mouth    has    him    choking    on    the    drink    he    sips.    He's    not    a    prude,    fuck,    he'd    even    smirk    at    it,    but    it    stirs    something    up    in    him.    Nick    folds    a    leg    over    the    other    to    hide    the    problem    and    clears    his    throat.

                "    I'm    sure    you    do,    sweetheart.    "

                He's    not    used    to    this.    Most    women    just    want    him    for    his    lifestyle,    fast    cars,    money,    drugs...    Shit,    even    his    own    sister    used    him    for    that,    but    he's    too    dumb    to    fucking    realize    it.    Didi    is    obviously    here    for    that,    and    more.

                Keeping    her    sated    is    no    problem.    What    she    probably    doesn't    realize    (    or    if    she    does,    he    isn't    aware    )    is    that    she    isn't    the    only    one    he    sleeps    with.    Keeping    Nick    sated    is    a    feat    in    and    of    itself,    multiple    women    a    day    is    the    usual,    especially    when    you're    an    addict    such    as    himself.    In    other    aspects    of    his    life,    it    still    isn't    easy    to    keep    this    man    sated.    And    even    if    he's    outsourcing    that    pleasure,    he    still    applauds    Didi's    ability    to    put    up    with    him.    Especially    because    the    man    is    an    asshole    about    everything.

                "    I    think    I    do    that    well    enough.    "

 He's Unsure Why, But The Comment About Cock In Her Mouth Has Him Choking On The Drink He Sips. He's

                "    Either    way,    I'd    just    hate    to    see    you    get    hurt    cause    of    me.    "

Everyone has a skill set, it's just unfortunate for Nick that Didi's just so happened to be looking good in tiny skirts and also getting her way under any and all circumstances. It's an art form really.

Didi shrugs as she's corrected. "I like the way cock sits in my mouth, hm." She didn't need to phrase it that way, but again, skill set.

"Then say I told you so. You know I would if I were in your shoes." She seems to have a smart answer for everything, which is how she usually got out of situations and why despite all the warranted hatred aimed her way, she's only lost a kidney so far and not her life.

As she sees it, getting what she wanted, getting what would make her happy was far more important than any potential dangers or problems that may arise. Bonnie and Clyde didn't give each other up just because they were being chased by the police, right? Actually, she's not sure, she can't recall how that movie ended—

Regardless, she certainly didn't believe for one second that she needed anyone else to protect her, even if the idea of Nick being her white knight was a pleasing thought.

Everyone Has A Skill Set, It's Just Unfortunate For Nick That Didi's Just So Happened To Be Looking Good

She has to think realistically though. "I'll be perfectly fine Nick. While I love all this attention and concern for my sake...you don't have to worry about my safety, I promise." Foot reaches out to poke at his knee. "What you have to worry about is keeping me sated, mon cher. That's already a a full time job, hm."


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1 year ago

                A    small    smirk    spreads    across    his    lips    as    he    ushers    her    to    his    car    (    only    64    were    ever    made    !!    ).    And,    of    course    like    the    gentleman    he    is,    he    opens    the    door    for    her.    A    hand    is    placed    at    the    small    of    her    back.

                "    Calm    down,    Carmen    Berzatto.    "

                Nick    gets    in,    starts    the    car,    and    takes    off.

 A Small Smirk Spreads Across His Lips As He Ushers Her To His Car ( Only 64 Were Ever Made !! ). And,

                "    Yeah,    that    all    sounds    lovely.    You    can    make    me    whatever    you    want.    Make    a    huge    mess,    I    don't    give    a    fuck.    "    Whatever    she    wants,    to    keep    her    happy,    because    lord    knows    they    probably    both    need    that.    Besides,    he    enjoyed    making    people    happy,    in    a    selfish    way.    They    get    what    they    want,    he    feels    good    about    it.    It's    a    win,    win    situation.

His request makes her pout. "That's not fair, hm. I couldn't drown that poor thing." Although she's killed a number of other fowl a number of other ways in the kitchen. Drowning them in brandy seems to be especially cruel though, even for her.

Her pout disappears when he reemerges, of course, Didi only growing more excited as she thought of what she could possibly make him. She's hoping whatever was at the market would help inspire her. That's how it would be when she has a restaurant after all— using what she had to make something unexpected and delicious.

His Request Makes Her Pout. "That's Not Fair, Hm. I Couldn't Drown That Poor Thing." Although She's Killed

"Hm, I bullied one of my peers at school into telling me where he shopped— he apprenticed at this lovely Moroccan bistro and always had the best ingredients." And when she wanted something, she always got it.

"It's in Fort Lauderdale. Very quaint, hm. And they have wine, so we'll have everything we need— I'm thinking Mediterranean." Her voice sounds so dreamy as she talks. "Branzino. Garlic confit. Maybe grilled octopus, hm. Potatoes in white wine, with za'atar and butter. Mon Dieu, I love butter."


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1 year ago
//Hugo Is Very Glad He Has Many Dots :3

//Hugo is very glad he has many dots :3

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he ticks all the right boxes that’s all that matters ok 😭😭


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1 year ago

                Didi    should    have    known    what    she    was    getting    herself    into    upon    the    moment    they    made    things    official.    Well,    official    in    the    fact    that    he's    her    fucking    sugar    daddy.    This    man    cannot    stay    in    a    monogamous    relationship    to    save    his    life-    a    sex    addiction    is    a    real    addiction.    Unfortunately    most    people    don't    see    it    as    him    needing    help,    they    see    it    as    him    not    giving    a    fuck.    And    eight    times    out    of    ten,    they'd    be    right.

                His    hand    raises    in    defense    and    in    an    attempt    to    calm    her    down,    though    clearly    it    doesn't    work    when    she's    biting    down    hard    and    breaking    inked    skin    on    his    hand.    The    smell    of    blood    is    pungent,    and    it    wasn't    how    he    was    expecting    Didi    to    react.

 Didi Should Have Known What She Was Getting Herself Into Upon The Moment They Made Things Official.

                Hand    reaches    for    her    throat,    wrapping    around    and    squeezing    tightly.    Were    he    thinking    right,    this    wouldn't    be    HIS    first    reaction...    but    it's    a    good    thing    he    wasn't,    because    if    not,    she'd    be    on    the    way    to    the    ER.    Drugs    fog    his    head,    however,    saving    her    from    that    fate.

                "    What    the    FUCK    is    your    problem    ??    LET    GO.    "

💔 YOU DIDN'T INVITE HER! | @thehollyverse

 YOU DIDN'T INVITE HER! | @thehollyverse

"Don't—" He's shoved away, her voice cracking slightly. Didi's been mad before, that was a known fact. On any given day she seemed to drift between blinding rage and satisfaction and hedonism and back again.

But it's been some time since she's been made to feel so low. Didi used people, because she was selfish and horrid, but behind her massive ego she only seemed to have space for one person at a time. Someone to fawn over and toy with. Someone she could con into make her the center of their universe— because it's what she deserved.

And yet he's fucking other people. Like it was easy too. Like she hadn't made a dent in his psyche at all.

 YOU DIDN'T INVITE HER! | @thehollyverse

"No, just—" She feels stupid and she can feel rising panic creep up her throat. What's even worse is that she should know better; why was she letting him make her feel anything? Like he was the important one—Her mind runs wild, cruel thoughts piling up to deflect the humility, like hurting him would somehow make her feel better.

The thing is, from past experience she knows it does. It does make her feel good. So fucking good.

His hand is held out, attempting to calm her, console her perhaps—

Her mouth is suddenly a bear trap that refuses to be pried open. Didi's tugging back like a dog with a chew toy, trying to tear off his fingers, putting more and more pressure until she can taste wet metal filling up in her mouth.

She doesn't know if she can stop herself. Or if she even wants to. She'd argue she's never been good with self restraint.


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                Didi    is    surely    to    bruise    with    the    grip    this    man    has    on    her    now.    And    with    half    lidded    eyes,    he    watches    her    from    between    her    thighs    once    more.    Nick    hums    and    whines    against    her,    eating    like    he    was    a    starved    man    she    were    a    dinner    laid    out    just    for    him.    

                It's    funny,    how    lost    he    gets    in    her.    Where    most    men    would    do    it    reluctantly,    he    does    it    happily.    He    does    it    for    the    reward    of    praise,    and    to    get    his    woman    a    right    mess    underneath    him.    The    man    is    an    asshole,    you    can    most    definitely    say    that    about    him.    But    what    you    CAN'T    say    is    that    he    is    a    selfish    lover.

                Hips    continue    to    grind    into    the    mattress,    moaning    into    Didi's    heat.    Mouth    laps    at    the    bundle    of    nerves    just    right.    He's    already    rock    hard    behind    the    confines    of    his    slacks,    and    it's    growing    to    be    uncomfortable    between    him    and    the    bed.    It    does    not    stop    him,    however,    from    his    work.    No,    instead    he    pulls    a    hand    from    her    thigh    and    presses    two    digits    behind    slick    folds.    Carefully    he    works    them    in    and    out,    in    tandem    with    his    tongue.

She always liked a man with some initiative. He didn't whine, didn't fuss, just held her down and lapped at her cunt with nearly the same amount of enthusiasm Didi would have if it had been the other way around.

Although, it would be nice to have some use of her hips. Nick's grip doesn't allow her to move all too much, just writhe and buck occasionally— regardless of the limitations, she loves it all the same and she petted at his head and squeezed her thighs around his head to indicate that he better not stop.

And praise, she gives him a simple word of encouragement and she's almost immediately rewarded with a Nick she doesn't think many people have had the privilege to meet. This version of Nick was pliable, panting hard through wet lips and groaning at a little pet name. Practically begging for it.

Oh, he's so very lucky he's got a good grip on her or else she might have flipped him and rode his tongue so he could be a really good boy. Thankfully(?), she's kind. She strokes at his hair, smiling down at him with her flushed cheeks.

Didi props herself on an elbow, the hand in his hair suddenly tightening its grip. His whimpering lips are led back down where she wants him. "You are a good boy, hm." She ruts against his mouth, eyes flashing as her lips part into another abrupt moan. "—A—And! ...If you're very, very good, I'll give you a treat, hm?"


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1 year ago

@dxsole | cont.

                Of    course    she's    sure.    Holly    has    never    been    more    sure    about    anything    in    her    entire    life,    other    than    the    fact    that    he    is    the    one.    But    that's    a    different    story    for    a    different    time.

                Holly    swallows    under    his    touch,    grin    spread    wide    from    ear    to    ear    and    teeth    sink    into    her    bottom    lip.    She    loves    it    when    he    does    that,    touches    her    like    that.    It's    like    a    switch    in    her    brain    flips    off,    and    she    doesn't    have    to    think    for    the    rest    of    the    night,    just    focus    on    Hugo.

                Eyes    close    for    a    moment    as    she    leans    into    his    touch.    Digits    move    to    grasp    gently    at    his    shirt.    A    low    giggle    bubbles    up    from    her    throat,    playful    in    nature.

                "    Ich    habe    keine    Geduld.    Ich    will    dich    in    mir,    Hugo.    "    Though    she'd    gladly    get    on    her    knees    right    this    moment    if    he    asked-    her    own    needs    be    damned.


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11 months ago

                Buzz    from    the    liquor    is    felt    now,    a    giggle    being    made,    and    a    deep    flush    spreads    from    one    ear    to    the    other.    Lips    press    to    the    can,    finishes    the    beer    she    had,    and    tosses    it    in    the    nearest    trash.

                "    GOOD-    you    can    get    me    another    one    there.    "    She    was    due    for    a    new    one    anyways.    It    had    grown    warm    in    her    hand,    but    she    never    wasted    a    thing    like    that.    "    Well    it    wont    be    a    very    interestin'    story.    "    It    never    was.    She    was    as    boring    as    boring    could    get.    "    I'm    Holly,    by    the    way.    "

No one who knew him would refer to him as a gentleman. He wasn't the worst person in the gym, far from it in fact, but he had a bad habit of going through partners faster than underwear.

Many hearts have been broken by that baby face of his.

She agrees and his smile widens. He does look exactly like his poster, all million-dollar smile and boyish charm. "Nice." His coach would probably have a fit if he knew Donny was going out drinking, but surely a beer or two with a pretty girl was just as important as preparing for the ring. Donny needed to live a little too.

"C'mon then. An' a pretty girl like ya can tell me all about what yer doin' front row at a boxing match, yeah?"


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11 months ago

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                It    did    take    him    a    moment    to    register,    but    it's    the    slap    that    kicks    him    into    gear    and    he    does    as    he's    told.    God,    he    loves    it    when    she    takes    control,    but    he    HATES    it    when    there's    no    touching    allowed.    He's    a    very    physical    man,    he    needs    his    hands    on    her,    or    digits    wrapped    around    his    erection.    He    needs    to    do    SOMETHING    with    them    (    he's    Italian,    for    Christ    sake,    he    talks    with    the    damn    things    ).

                There's    a    sigh    as    he    sits,    watching,    waiting    for    her    to    disrobe.    His    heart    pounds    in    his    chest    out    of    excitement.    The    man    receives    joy    from    this.    If    he    were    to    Marie    Kondo    his    life,    he'd    never    86    this    shit.

                Hands    grasp    at    his    knees    the    moment    she    takes    control,    fingers    wrapped    around    short,    dark    tendrils,    and    he    hums    against    her.    God,    his    hardened    length    is    already    almost    too    much    to    bear,    trapped    behind    his    zipper    with    no    way    out    any    time    soon.    Nick    will    make    sure    she    understands    later    just    how    frustrating    it    is,    but    for    now,    he's    content    on    lapping    at    her    cunt    as    his    nails    dig    into    the    fabric    of    his    slacks    on    his    thighs.


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11 months ago

                His    tears    wrap    their    hands    around    her    heart    and    squeeze    so    fucking    tight    it    hurts.    God,    she    wish    she    could    take    it    back.    Holly    doesn't    realize    she    has    a    problem,    though.    She    knows    she    drinks    a    lot,    and    does,    but    she    is    under    the    impression    of    'I    can    stop    any    time'.    That's    the    biggest    fucking    lie    to    herself,    to    Hugo    especially.

                Chest    rises    with    a    sigh.    Holly    throws    the    blanket    off    of    herself.    She    reaches    over    to    pick    up    the    empty    bottle    and    heads    to    the    kitchen    without    a    word.    She's    not    pissed    off.    At    least    not    at    him,    no.    At    herself,    absolutely.    More    than    he    would    ever    know-    because    she    hates    being    reminded    of    those    things    you've    worked    so    hard    to    forget.    She's    been    there,    done    that.    And    none    of    it    was    fun.

                Bottle    is    thrown    in    the    trash    now,    and    she    reminds    herself    to    empty    out    the    others    later    (    she    won't    ).    The    woman    wants    nothing    more    than    to    hug    him,    squeeze    him    tight    and    hold    his    head    to    her    chest    and    tell    him    that    everything    is    okay    and    that    she    means    no    harm    but    she    knows    it's    best    to    go    against    that.    Not    right    now,    not    when    she    reek's    of    her    own    sins.

 His Tears Wrap Their Hands Around Her Heart And Squeeze So Fucking Tight It Hurts. God, She Wish She

                Instead,    Holly    moves    to    the    bathroom    that    Hugo    had    called    home    for    the    better    part    of    three    hours    and    strips,    turning    on    the    shower    and    hopping    in.    She    doesn't    care    much    that    the    door    was    left    open.    No,    but    this    conversation    was    one    meant    to    be    had    when    Holly    had    sobered    up    a    little    bit.

There were problems in every relationship. He knew that and was reminded of that sad fact of life by the little elderly ladies in his knitting circle— everyone has things that are raw and tender and loving someone meant allowing them to touch those places.

And sometimes it hurts. And sometimes they don't initially handle it with care. And sometimes they don't even realize how tender you really were.

Holly is being braver than him, shaking her head at his apology, not breaking in front of him due to how he shut her out, how she comforts him with her words— she may not think she was so good, but Hugo knew she was.

Even if he had been frightened— another day when this didn't sting so much, he might laugh at it. He had been so terrified, bad memories and associations flooding his senses...like Holly could harm him. Like she would think to do such a thing. That in her inebriated state she would stop loving him and turn into someone who hated him.

He thinks she should hate him for how he acted, no matter how valid the reaction may have been for what he's been through.

There Were Problems In Every Relationship. He Knew That And Was Reminded Of That Sad Fact Of Life By

"...Yes, I did." Not entirely, but he had a hand in it. He didn't tell her. Didn't warn her. "I did not..." A hand runs down his face and he can feel how it still shakes. It's barely noticeable, barely felt, but against his lips, he can feel how the nerves beneath the skin jump.

"...I do not drink...because I am...afraid I will become something bad." Hugo starts, slow, soft, like any of the words he speaks might be the one to make him fall apart. "I grew up with someone who...drank and was cruel to me."

The empty bottle on the ground by her feet seems to mock him, the dim light still making it glint and reminding him of its presence. "When I smell it," He can feel a tear he didn't even know was forming slide down his cheek. "...I am reminded."

Hand wipes away the wet streak on his cheek, the heel of his hand digging into his eye, pushing back any tears that threatened to spill. "I don't...I don't want to be reminded. I have tried so hard to...to forget."


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11 months ago

                Does    she    look    at    him    ??    And    if    she    does,    does    she    smile    ??    Does    she    apologize    ??    Holly's    usually    good    at    these    situations,    but    never    has    she    dealt    with    something    like    this.    It's    strange    territory    she's    stepping    into,    but    she    does    hope    the    man    knows    she    means    no    harm    in    it.    Finally    she    does    decide    to    tear    her    gaze    from    her    phone    and    give    him    a    glance.

                "    I'm    sure    you're    very    handsome,    Philo.    "

 Does She Look At Him ?? And If She Does, Does She Smile ?? Does She Apologize ?? Holly's Usually Good

                Though    she's    never    seen    his    face,    not    really.    Holly    looks    back    at    her    phone,    deciding    that    the    topic    at    hand    wasn't    something    they    needed    to    discuss    any    further.    She's    sure    he    doesn't    wanna    give    her    a    sob    story,    and    Holly    doesn't    want    to    sound    patronizing.    Finger    scrolls    at    the    screen    again.

                "    Oh,    look,    they    have    seitan.    "

He snickers— fun time is all the time with Philo! Apparently!

Once she's settled in, he's off. They cruise in his pickup— which you would think for a guy who is paid to kill people would be a little nicer or at least a newer model— towards the little vegan truck, which should be across town in the little strip of food trucks he frequents. "Maybe after we can visit one of the sweet food trucks. Get donuts or something; there's a space-themed one! Astro-nut." Terrible name, really. But it's there.

He Snickers Fun Time Is All The Time With Philo! Apparently!

The topic shifts from bad business names to his mask and Philo chuckles. He gets a lot of questions about it, mostly from people on the street. Employers don't care what he wears so long as he does a job but everyone else feels pretty uncomfortable about it.

"I take it off to shower. And to wash it 'cause you can imagine how dirty it can get." He sniffs, shrugs. "But, uh, yeah I wear it all the time." Thumbs nervously tap at the wheel as he drives, unsure how to explain it without sounding...sad.

"I have issues with...uh, my face. Don't like looking at it. So...mask! Works really well for the job. And it's a conversation starter!"


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11 months ago

                "    Mm,    uh,    no,    I    will    not    be    doing    that.    "    He    says.    Is    he    joking,    or    is    he    serious    ??    No    one    can    tell.

                Nick    makes    a    mental    note    of    that-    'give    Didi    more    compliments'.    It    will    be    forgotten    by    tomorrow.    Though    he    can    say    he    tried,    for    the    most    part.

 " Mm, Uh, No, I Will Not Be Doing That. " He Says. Is He Joking, Or Is He Serious ?? No One Can Tell.

                She's    curling    up    to    him    now    and    taking    the    hand    rolled    joint,    inhaling,    exhaling,    and    coughing.    Nick    raises    his    brows.    There's    no    laugh,    there's    no    smile,    but    you    can    hear    it    on    his    voice    as    he    speaks    his    next    words.    Fingers    trap    the    thing    between    them.

                "    Yeah,    I    can    tell.    "    He    admits.    Always    found    it    funny,    wasn't    she    French    or    something    ??    They    smoked    like    chimneys...    he    woulda    thought    they    could    handle    a    little    bit    of    weed    every    now    and    then.    Guess    she's    weaker    than    he    thought.

Thankfully for them both, Didi wasn't much of a killer. Accidental manslaughter due to her own hubris that she would vehemently deny was her fault in any way was much more her thing.

Thankfully For Them Both, Didi Wasn't Much Of A Killer. Accidental Manslaughter Due To Her Own Hubris

Nick points to himself and her head tilts. "The girl with this face," She points to her own, she would say devastatingly gorgeous mug. "wouldn't mind a proper compliment from time to time, hm. It would be nice and I would like to not have to start twisting nipples or pulling ears just to hear one."

She seems to calm only when he agrees to let her use the card, Didi quickly making her way over to him, curling up to his side like a cat. "You're very sweet to me." He even offers a joint— Didi hardly smoked anything (fruity, overly alcoholic drinks with silly names seemed to be her vice of choice), but Nick did, and often. Enough for her to be a little more used to it.

Although, she takes one dainty puff, swallows down a cough with a shudder and a whine, and hands it back over, murmuring, "I'm not very good with those, hm."


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11 months ago

                Nick    thinks    for    a    moment.    He    thinks    about    squeezing    and    squeezing    and    squeezing    until    she's    no    longer    a    crying,    sniveling,    writhing    mess    underneath    him.    He'd    crawl    on    top    of    her    and    continue    to    do    so    until    the    lights    went    out    in    her    eyes,    all    because    she    even    DARED    to    take    a    bite    out    of    him.    Maybe    he'd    see    his    mother    or    father    in    her,    finally    getting    the    revenge    he    was    owed    on    them.    It    should    have    been    him,    not    some    fucked    up    junkie    on    the    street.

                That    moment    flits    away    as    fast    as    it    had    come,    and    when    he    see's    how    truly    fucked    up    she    was...    he    take    a    milisecond    longer    than    he    should    have    to    release    his    grip    on    her    throat.    However    the    thought    he    had    conjured    up    seconds    beforehand    remained    in    the    middleground    of    his    mind.

                Untouched    hand    comes    up    to    nurse    the    injured    one,    eyes    assessing    the    damage    she    had    inflicted    on    his    tattoos    (    he    has    the    money    to    fix    them,    that's    not    a    problem,    but    it's    the    fact    that    he's    been    inconvenienced    with    it    in    the    first    place    ).    He's    inconsiderate    about    the    whole    situation.    Had    she    not    have    bitten    him,    he    would    have    considered    feeling    bad    for    the    woman,    but    that    was    thrown    out    the    door    the    second    she    latched    on.

 Nick Thinks For A Moment. He Thinks About Squeezing And Squeezing And Squeezing Until She's No Longer

                "    Didi,    what    the    fuck    is    your    problem    ??    "    He    asks,    voice    lower    than    it    had    been    previously.    Both    hands    now    covered    in    blood.

She should have. She doesn't for the very simple fact that she can't allow the idea that she may not be enough for him enter her head. Didi's been there; felt the horror of not being good enough no matter how she would carve out pieces of herself because then maybe she'll fit the mold better. Didi decided a long time ago that it was better to act out than let herself feel that small ever again.

Especially because sugar daddy's were a dime a dozen. How many people had money? Loads. How many were stupid enough to fall for a few bats of her lashes and a hand on their thigh? Enough.

And if they didn't bend to her, she'd punch them in the goddamn throat and take their wallet.

All of that was better than this. This horrid feeling that she couldn't get him entirely under her thumb. That, whether he meant to hurt her or not, that she was still made to feel so insignificant.

She Should Have. She Doesn't For The Very Simple Fact That She Can't Allow The Idea That She May Not

And then it suddenly gets worse.

The teeth that were so hellbent on skinning him from the knuckle down suddenly release him. Blood is smeared over her teeth, making them as pink as her gums, and her lips, making her look more horrifying than she currently felt.

Hands grip her neck and suddenly she can't breathe. He's not even pressing hard enough to do so, but it's as if her throat caves in on itself and she can't catch her breathe no matter how she wheezes. Everything comes back to her in one sweeping wave of horrible, disjointed memories.

Nick couldn't have known. Didi had mentioned, once before, that it was was simply not her thing. She didn't care for being choked, were her exact words. It was made to sound like a preference, not the death sentence it felt like. Once again she refused to show weakness and now there is a physical consequence to her stubbornness.

Didi cries (And she doesn't cry unless it's on cue. She'd rather bleed out than show her genuine tears). It's that quiet sort of sob that starts with parted lips and squinted eyes, like she was desperately trying to scream yet nothing could come out. Then all at once, streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably as she shudders in his grasp, still trying to scream...something but unable.

They're at an impasse. There is a fear in her eyes and not just because of what he's done— she's completely terrified of something that he can't see and that she won't share. And why should she? They don't mean anything to each other.


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11 months ago

                Nick    should    be    the    one    begging    for    it-    but    he    can't    help    the    groan    she    forces    out    of    his    mouth    at    her    words.    Fuck,    it    drives    his    fingers    faster    and    his    tongue    quicker.    His    arm    comes    up    to    lay    across    her    hips,    holding    her    right    in    her    place.    She    won't    be    going    anywhere    until    he's    has    her    finishing    and    riding    out    her    orgasm    on    his    tongue.

                "    Mmm-    "    He    groans    against    her,    hoping    the    vibrations    add    something    his    fingers    cannot.    A    small    shake    of    his    head,    and    he's    locked    in.    Not    even    the    lord    himself    could    pry    Nickolas    from    between    this    woman's    heavenly    thighs,    for    here    is    home.    Whether    he    has    his    face    buried,    or    his    cock    seated    deep    inside    of    her.    Whether    she's    on    top    or    he    can't    control    the    thrusting    he's    started.

Bruises never bothered her much. Besides, it was like a little reminder of what they did. She could tug down her panties tomorrow and show him how much if a brute he was...and how maybe he needed to make it up to her on his knees again.

Although, she is currently appreciating all of this attention. And while everyone enjoys feeling adored, to Didi there was something very special about feeling like the other person was going slightly insane about her. Get obsessed with her. Keep lapping at her core like it was your last meal, Nick. She might make that treat she promised extra special.

Especially seeing as he was still humping the bed so pitifully. Poor thing. He doesn't even has his pants off—

Her mind wanders a bit, but Nick quickly brings her back to her senses when he slips two fingers in.

It's almost obscene, that slick sound her body makes when he does so. Didi, for once, is almost made embarrassed by her own need, cheeks flushing red as she melts back onto the bed— oh, and what's that? A whimper? She's suddenly not so high and mighty as she rolls her hips in time with his licks and thrusts.

The grip on his hair has eased up, becoming a far more gentle stroking than the previous yanking. "Nick—" Didi breathes out before hips instinctively buck against his mouth. "Faster."

And just to feel that she still has some semblance of control over the situation, "You don't have to be so gentle with me, hm. You know I can take it."


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11 months ago

                Even    if    he    didn't    intend    for    it    to    be    this    way,    she    felt    like    his    eyes    bore    into    the    back    of    her.    To    be    fair,    she    wouldn't    want    to    look    away    either,    were    the    roles    reversed.    There's    so    may    new    things    to    look    at,    he'll    have    to    learn    her    body    all    over    again    one    day,    when    she's    comfortable    enough.

                His    eyes    don't    bring    an    uneasiness.    In    fact,    she's    quite    used    to    it    now.    That    man    had    hardly    left    her    alone,    and    when    he    did,    it    was    in    the    dark    for    hours,    sometimes    even    days    on    end.    And    when    he    was    there,    he'd    stare    at    her.    Do    nothing    most    of    the    time    but    sit    and    stare    at    her.    It    brought    a    weird    comfort    to    Holly,    knowing    Hugo    was    watching.    It    was    her    new    norm,    and    he    had    brought    that    back    to    her.

                Hands    make    quick    work    of    changing,    pulling    her    shirt    over    her    torso,    pulling    her    pants    up    and    buttoning    them.    Boring,    mundane    things,    but    it    felt    nice    to    wear    normal    clothes    again.    Especially    something    that    belonged    to    her,    though,    she    supposed    that    those    loaners    were    hers    now    too.

                His    question    is    heard,    though    he    stands,    still    facing    the    bed.    She's    quiet,    hands    gripping    at    biceps    as    she    folds    her    arms    over    her    chest.    Teeth    chew    on    the    inside    of    her    cheek,    and    she    swears    she    chewed    so    hard    there    was    a    hole    in    her    skin    now...    though    she    tastes    no    blood.    There    isn't    even    any    feel    of    it.    Holly    shakes    her    head    no.

                "    I    can't    feel    anythin'.    "    And    she    forgets    for    a    moment    that    he    cannot    hear    what    she    says.    Holly    turns,    head    tilting    as    she    gets    a    good    look    at    him.    There's    another    shake    of    her    head    no.    

 Even If He Didn't Intend For It To Be This Way, She Felt Like His Eyes Bore Into The Back Of Her. To

                "    No,    Hugo.    "    His    name    still    feels    foreign    on    her    tongue.    She    hadn't    said    his    name    in    months,    close    to    a    year.

Hugo has learned that why is a dangerous question to ask. Before her, he used to ask it all the time; why him? Why couldn't he have a normal life? A mundane, boring one— he would rather live with the monotony than the memories he harbored.

And then she entered his life, changing it completely. And he only ever asked why had someone so lovely fallen for him? Many times he felt he didn't deserve it while another part of him asked again; why not? Why could he not be happy now?

He doesn't want to ask again. It felt like tempting fate to start questioning things. They were allowed one beautiful romance and had been reunited despite hopeless circumstances. Even now, she may not look exactly as he remembered her, as she looked in the pictures of her in his study, but her touch feels the same. Colder, maybe, but he knows how Holly felt in his hands.

He can feel another sting in his eyes but he keeps his gaze firm. She didn't need to see him this way. She's been through enough without the added sorrow.

Even if her retracting from him stings more than the tears. For a brief moment of silent panic he wonders if she doesn't want o be near him. If whatever she's been through has made her afraid— afraid of others, maybe, he could understand that. But not him. Please not him.

Hugo only nods at her request, following behind at a safe distance, thinking it would be best to continue to give her space until...until what exactly? She got settled? He didn't know what that might look like now. Whatever this new life of hers was, he still wished to be a part of it.

Clothes are gathered. Borrowed clothes removed as Hugo stands in the doorway, head bowed to give her partial privacy— not fully, as he still worries if he looks away completely he may lose her— but even with his head down he could see them. The white lines across legs. The small healed nicks along bare feet.

Hugo Has Learned That Why Is A Dangerous Question To Ask. Before Her, He Used To Ask It All The Time;

Defensive wounds, like she had curled herself up to escape blows. Feet scars from running barefoot through harsh underbrush.

"Are you..." He exhales softly to steady his voice. "Are you in any pain?"


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11 months ago

@dxsole asked: He's sipping his afternoon coffee a little too intensely. And he's quiet— well, Hugo is often quiet but he did seem to enjoy their morning chit-chats. Today it seemed he didn't have much to say— he only seems to ease up when he sees something moving in the corner of his eye. "Ah, have you seen Traugott?" It's said as casually as he could, seeing as he'd been silent for so long before. He nods his chin towards the rat that was now waddling in; Traugott had on a new sweater, a soft fuzzy green, and some sort of box tied up around his middle. Traugott, apparently, was none too pleased about being a ring bearer and made a sudden u-turn, making Hugo nearly choke on his coffee. "You might want to— get him," Although he's already stepping to grab the little troublemaker. "That's— that's for you."

                Finger    flips    page    after    page    of    the    book    she's    currently    got    her    nose    shoved    in,    hardly    paying    attention    to    the    dedicated    sipping    Hugo's    got    going    on.    Holly    can't    tell    the    difference,    not    when    she's    so    distracted    by    the    plot.    It's    a    good    book,    one    that    might    become    her    favorite.

                Finger    presses    to    ink    as    she    marks    the    spot    she    had    left    off,    eyes    following    Hugo's    own    gaze    to    see    the    fat    little    rat    waddling    about,    a    nice    fuzzy    sweater    wrapped    around    him.    It's    funny    to    see    the    little    box    sway    back    and    forth.    Book    mark    is    now    pressed    into    the    spine    of    the    book,    closing    it    and    setting    it    on    the    table.

@dxsole Asked: He's Sipping His Afternoon Coffee A Little Too Intensely. And He's Quiet Well, Hugo Is

                "    Why's    he    got    somethin'    for    me    ??    "    She    asks-    though    she's    sure    he    didn't    catch    that.    Holly    stands,    following    in    tow    as    Hugo    scrambles    for    the    rat,    and    in    a    sing    song    voice:    "    Traugoooootttt    !!    "


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11 months ago

@dxsole | cont.

                Patience    is    not    her    virtue-    not    when    it    comes    to    Hugo,    anyways.    ESPECIALLY    when    he's    between    her    thighs,    nipping    at    the    sensitive    flesh.    It    sends    a    gentle    jerk    throughout    her    body,    and    she's    sighing    immediately.    He    presses    his    lips    fully    to    her    core    and    that's    when    she's    stopped    caring.

                Holly    knows    he    can't    hear    her,    she    knows    he    likes    to    watch,    but    the    moment    she    feels    any    sort    of    pleasure,    she's    laid    down    completely,    back    arching    into    the    mattress.    Fingers    lace    through    his    blonde    hair    and    hips    roll    upwards    into    his    mouth    softly.

                Holly    can't    help    it    when    he    makes    her    feel    this    good    already,    whines    and    moans    spilling    from    her    lips,    and    thighs    trembling    around    his    head,    even    if    she    tries    to    keep    them    spread    apart    for    him.    It's    difficult    when    he's    good    at    what    he    does.

                Toes    curl,    eyes    squeeze    shut    and    she's    rolling    hips    up    into    his    touch    once    again.    His    name    leaves    her    lips-    even    if    he    can't    hear    it,    she    still    does    it    just    for    him.


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11 months ago

@dxsole | cont.

                Nick    would    prefer    the    slap,    but    a    kiss    is    most    welcome    too.    It's    funny    to    him    that    whenever    he    does    mention    his    sex    drive,    most    people    laugh    him    off.    He's    not    kidding    though.    But    what    he    DOESN'T    realize    is    how    bad    it    is,    it's    become    an    ADDICTION.    One    he    needs    serious    help    for.    But    how    could    he    say    no    when    he's    got    a    beautful    lady    so    willing    to    ride    him    ??    (    unfirtunately,    regardless    of    who    it    was,    man    or    woman,    he    would    not    have    said    no    ).

                Digits    squeeze    her    milky    white    flesh,    nails    pressing    half    moons    into    her.    Teeth    sink    into    his    lower    lip    as    he    grins    and    eyes    pull    from    her    gaze,    finding    the    spot    between    their    two    bodies    where    they    meet.    Yes,    Didi    makes    pretty    faces,    but    this    is    much    more    pleasing    for    him    to    watch,    unfortunately.

                "    Yeah-    "    He    says,    casually.    "    I    know,    baby.    "


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11 months ago

                Nickolas    King    Russo    is    no    quitter-    he    wont    stop    until    she's    a    shaking    and    crying    mess    in    hopes    of    recieving    praise.    Because    he    IS    a    good    boy.    And    he    deserves    to    be    told    so.    Especially    by    a    pretty    lady    like    Didi.

                Hips    stop    as    he's    focused    now    on    her    release,    fingers    curling    upwards    to    hit    that    spot    every    single    time    as    his    tongue    continues    its    movement    against    the    bundle    of    nerves.    He    laps    and    laps    and    laps    and    doesn't    come    up    for    air    any    time    soon,    not    until    her    slick    is    covering    his    fingers    and    his    beard    is    wet.    Fuck,    he    could    stay    here    forever.

She's held down once more and it earns him a giggle— it's a short-lived sound as a moan replaces it as he does exactly as he's asked. Had she been more coherent she may have offered him some more praised, telling him how good he made he feel, how much she loved his touch— sentences are lost to her now.

Those thighs he's praising squeeze against his head seeing as she can't squirm away from all the humming and suckling and thrusting.

She did tell him she could take it and she could, but again, her mind does wander. Did she want to cum like this or by riding his pretty face? Or perhaps she should wait until she could be bent over something— or, seeing as Nick was certainly a strong man, he could just pin her to a wall where they'll be face to face and she could tell him pointblank what a good boy he was—

Perhaps her overactive imagination was a curse as it's only bringing her closer to the edge and making her tremble in his grasp.

His fingers curl in her and she lets out a sudden squeal that devolves into pleased laughter. "Again— do that again." Hands find his head again, now using poor Nick as something to steady herself with, lightly scratch at him as he nearly brings her over the edge— it was so close that her entire body jolted from the sensation. "Almost— please."


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