Gods' Curse Speaks - Tumblr Posts

now what in reverse hanahaki am i coughing dust? do i hate someone who doesnt hate me back? whoever it is sleep with one eye open

sometimes my love for my vr friends is such a huge hurdle that it actually pisses me off

i need a pillow so soft it engulfs me

i forgot to mention this one time i was affirming and kinda like talking to myself when i went "i shift realities everytime i blink. oh what you dont believe me? look"

*blinks*

and suddenly the bread that was on top of the refrigerator was at the table infront of me. i was alone at that time. i was so shook that i sat there frozen for a good 15 min

SO MANNYY RESPAWNERS ON MY TL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

everytime i doubt respawning i remember how one day i woke up with no memory of my void reality's past and had to look up my name

i am usually very positive with my approach towards respawning but if i don't respawn tonight I AM BURNING THIS WHOLE WORLD DOWN

sometimes i forget how much of an empath i am like i spend all these days trying to figure out what am i so afraid of just for it to be my void sister's intrusive thoughts

i forgot how good of a blanket boobs can be during flu like thank you for not making me feel every breeze that touches my chest

oh no i am sick, time to consume every form of ffs till i get better out of spite to respawn

bf :*bursts out of his mancave* "There is a certain amount of caffeine that induces cardiac arrest. I have found that amount and removed a single nanogram from it. This is, mathematically, the strongest coffee in existence."

me:

...i am calling the fae

i am pretty sure i am in a parallel reality.

So for context i recently did revision for my vr as there were certain things that were stressing me out which made me unable to focus on respawning. anyways i did that two days and at that point my vessel had a very sore throat and bad sinuses. after doing the revision i noticed how there was no pain in my throat like i was able to eat anything without any worries, and today my void sister and mom were talking about something and my void mom told my sister that there 2 yr age gap b/w her and dad. I clearly remember they were 1 yr apart, even their birth year was different on documents, i had to physically restrain myself from screaming. i was so excited LIKE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

*walks into shiftblr stretching-* —MY S/O IS SO EJDJJSJSJSJSHHSHSH AM I EVEN ALLOWED TO SCRIPT NSFW STUFF WITH THEM I AM *throwing up*🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮 THEY ARE SO FUCKING COOLL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 *—heads back inside cus wtf it’s 7 in the morning*