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Tiring but worth it

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If your trauma caused you to split, then you were traumatized 'enough' to be traumagenic/have DID, OSDD or what have you. Trauma isn't always from a parent: it can be peer bullying/shunning, sibling abuse, near death experiences, experiencing death of a loved one or even a stranger, medical trauma, etc.

I will go one step further and say that if your system experience isn't purely traumagenic, and you're pushed out of supposed safe spaces because of it, don't feel pressured to change the labels that feel right for y'all. I have half a heart to not post this in traumagenic tags, because SO MANY traumagenic systems are anti endo it seems. But mixed origin systems exist, endo systems exist, non-disordered traumagenic systems exist, etc and plurality is such a large umbrella of different experiences (even yours!).

You're doing nothing wrong by existing.

In spite of the endo hatred on certain sys tags, I will continue to post endo positivity in them. We are a disordered traumagenic system, and we're unaffected by endos existing. Endos don't harm 'real systems' or 'mock trauma' or whatever antis whine about. In case any nondisordered endos needed to hear that from a sys like us, there you are.

Edit: I say 'traumagenic' but our origins are more complicated than that lmao (not to mention I'm trying to let go of origin labels). It's sort of like a heavy simplified idea of things per se.

why the fuck are you posting “endo positivity” in the hc-did tag. you cannot have hc-did and not be traumagenic. what

I'm glad you asked, dear anon. You see: there are such a thing as mixed origin HC-DID systems. My goal with posting endo positivity in the tag was to reach them. Additionally, to reach pro endo HC-DID systems who are NOT mixed origin but understand the complexities of plurality... seeing as traumagenic tags are filled with anti endo nonsense it can be distressing for those of us who aren't balls deep in hatred. :)

And before you come for me with accusations of speaking over HC-DID systems, I asked for guidance from an HC-DID system before typing this out. Hope this helped!

Ima go ahead and say it if you identify as "trans-ramcoa"

you need to fucking get off the internet

-a ramcoa survivor

Might be going through yet another host change 🥲

I envy systems who can keep a host for more than three months

anyways: Come on Aqua pull through for us, please

-Birdie

Us on a daily:

>scrolling through tumblr on our computer

>scrolling through tiktok on our phone

>on a snap call

>texting that same person on discord

all at the same time

We ARE the definition of chronically online

No the future is not "plural" we do not fucking want more systems

If you abused a kid to the point of them becoming a system you're a piece of fucking shit and no one likes you 🥰

As much as you endos think being a system is a whimsical thing it isn't. It fucking sucks. We loose friends over it. We are constantly fighting urges to 🔫 ourselves and don't know if an alter will finally give in and actually try it because we can't control them.

This disorder fucking sucks

Endos fucking suck

Anyways rant over

-Vioran

’the future is plural’ you just sound like you want to traumatize young children.

I don't refer to myself as traumagenic unless I'm

A) making fun of endos

or

B) I absolutely have to (when educating people)

I hate the term traumagenic so much

anyone else hate using the term "traumagenic"? I feel like it just feeds into endos delusions that there is more then one "genic". EVEN THO you can only have DID/OSDD with trauma

I dunno how safe this is but yk if you want my socials here

TikTok: th3rab1dd0gsys

Disc: doll13z

Snap: cr1ngeco

Instagram: anomaliesofvhs

I want friends

I wonder if endos genuinely believe they are systems or if they're just putting on a character for online

As someone who experiences psychosis and is a system knows I went through severe torture (#ramcoacore 😝/hj) but can't remember anything that happened before the age of 10

I can understand where they're coming from in a sense but that doesn't mean you can go and deny medical information and science just so you don't have to face the truth. The truth can be hurt but it's still the truth

If they are just putting on a character then they fucking suck. Our experience isn't a game. This disorder fucking sucks and you wouldn't understand unless you have it

Being a system isn't fun. Having zero since of being isn't fun. Amnesia isn't fun.

THE ACTUALLY DISSOCIATIVE TAG IS NOT FOR ENDOS!!

i thought that was common sense!! its like how endos have #pluralgang, traumagenics have #actually dissociative!! RESPECT THIS!!!

I love you systems who...

- Cannot cope with alters going dormant

- Are afraid of switching out and "letting go" of front

- Are almost always blurry

- Have demonised and stereotyped alters

ok real talk there need to be like common system tone tags, we coined a couple and we dont know if other systems use them but here they are

/srce (referring to source memories)

/sys (referring to system things)("dude one time alex started laughing so hard he squeaked /sys")

/hsys (headspace shenanigans)("ohh a group of our alters went out and hid 500 bees in someones room /hsys)

/sj (source jokes)(a joke BEN likes to make is 'sacrifice me again /sj')

sref (making a reference to source, can also be a source joke)("ohh this is tragic wheres firestar /sref")

yeah. system tone tags.

-Scourge

round about or the crash circle (its a joke between me and my ex-friends cause we had one near the shopping center that had cars crashing into it once a week

Made by Jon Uhler

We made a similar one. Who is more close to me and ones we have less knowledge about and or less communication and it helps.