I Dont Know What To Do - Tumblr Posts - Page 2

so There's a nerd convention in my city in a few weeks and I've gotten pretty good at crocheting and I really enjoy it

but recently my friends and even my dad have been trying to get me to make a workshop there

(the convention was originally about programming, it's now a very gay convention with nerds that talk about and do nerd stuff)

And I totally could do a workshop "crocheting for absolute beginners" or something, but I know it'll be hard bc I'm really anxious + awkward talking to people (especially strangers) and What would I even talk about?

also of course I'm doubting my abilities and thinking that I'm not good enough to teach others even though I know that isn't true (probably).

GUYS WHY ARE SO MANY PEOPLE IM FOLLOWING FOLLOWING ME BACK?!

NOW THEY SEE ALL THE WEIRD SHIT I REBLOG AND MAKE NOOOOOO

AND THEY'RE ALL SUCH GOOD ARTISTS AND MAKE COOL STUFF AND I'M SO WEIRD

AND ONE OF THEM REPLIED TO A COMMENT AND I THINK I WAS TOO AWKWARD AND WEIRD HELP

Over a month clean, but I started to miss this incredible pain and the sight of blood, feeling free from my stupid thoughts, emotions and fear. I miss it so much, but i doesn't want to disappoint my family

you know that person is getting bad when their account changes drastically

Hey, who else's Sims Reaper thing is already glitching out? Because I finished the first two quests, but it still says that i haven't finished the second one.

I have the Newsletter, but it still says i need to wait for the Newsletter.

This was all yesterday.

I dicided to leave the Sims for the rest of the day to see if it would sort itself out, but it didn't. And now I can't open the panel with objectives, however I can open the panel with the rewards, but it still says I haven't completed the second quest.

I even tried going onto another game save, and it just comes up with the same problem.

Or this could be completely normal, I don't know, it's my first year of playing the Sims4.

TLDR; I can't get the Reapers Rewards panels to work properly.

No pude evitarlo y lo hice.

Aquí tengo a Eri-ka más una escena de ella con Julie y un Oc reciclado que era originalmente de DHMIS pero como no lo usé en absoluto lo cambié a Welcome Home. Su antiguo nombre era (y sigue siendo) "The Orange Witch" pero ahora se llama Orenji :3

English:

I couldn't help it and I did.

Here I have Eri-ka and a scene of her with Julie. Also, I recycled an old Oc that was originally from DHMIS, but since I didn't use it at all, I changed it to Welcome Home. Her old name was (and still is) "The Orange Witch" but now she is called Orenji :3

I don't know what i'm doing right now x'd

BYEEE!!!

Just some Miraculous stuff

Yey mah first post

So basically I kind of wait one or two weeks, go online to see if people are talking about Miraculous, and if there’s something that I don’t recognize, I go check for a new episode And recently I saw some scenes from ep 14

Um Should I be scared for the Puppeteer 2? Like really scared? I HAVE REALLY REALLY SEVERE SECOND HAND EMBARRASMENT ISSUES SHOULD I BE SCARED?

DJDUODDIUDID? A MOUSE JUST RAN UNDERNEATH MY BOTTOM BUNK, IM ON THE TOP BUNK BUT WHOLY FRICK!

Self Isolation

I don’t really get tumblr, but I’m about ready to tear my damn hair outta boredom, really need something to do with my fingers and this, has still got more appeal to it than my long reading list and huge pile of assignments, that I can’t bring myself to even look at.

So, college kicked us out about three days ago, the Covid-19 outbreak is forcing the Government to close down everything, my Sunday entrance exam just got postponed, and they’ll probably be having a public curfew that day. I read today, that the last pandemic was the ‘Spanish flu’, it killed about 50 million people after the end of the first world war in 1918, more than a century ago, but it wasn’t this widespread...

Apparently its too contagious, and anyway, its a bit understandable, it is difficult for humans to live without contact, but what I don’t get is why the hell are people still travelling?, like seriously ”Oh yeah ! its a global pandemic, I hear its great for vacation” they’re finding British tourists that are tested positive in Kerala.

At home, you can feel the trepidation, the worry, the fear that an uncertain future brings but things still hold normalcy, its still home except for a few laws-            ‘no friends‘  ‘wash hands more often‘  ‘be good, stay home‘  ‘and for god’s sake take a shower.’ All we want is the time to pass, and this shit storm to get over with, but fact remains that we’re barely at the first stages of this crisis.

What would living in the middle of world wars must’ve felt like, what would’ve Anne Frank felt like hiding in Amsterdam, hiding to survive? We’re not having aerial bombings and no genocidal maniac is killing people, so its a gross comparison but we’re hiding and isolating ourselves to stay safe as well.

Not thinking much about it helps.....

My sisters and I finished good omens today this is was what ensued

Little sister #1: I need more good omens right now

Me: I don’t know if you’re ready for that yet

Little sister #2: ready for whhhaaaaat?

Me: …… there’s this thing called fan fiction

Little sister #1 : give it to us NOW!

Little sister #2: NOOOWWWWwWWwWw

I just had the most screwed up black mirror kind of vibe dream, and I am permanently reminded of why I’m good at writing horror. Cause like man. How does a brain have that good of a plot twist? And not have it be nonsensical?

I'M SO FUCKING SAD

Cohost was going to be the site that I would use for posting after all the AI shit with insta and tumblr, and twitter being musky as hell.

But now it's being shut down. My cosy, silly, lovely cohost, that made me feel like home, like the old tumblr.

No-one sees my posts on tumblr, and I feel unsafe posting here because of fuckjourney (m|dj0urn€y), and I have been fantasizing of deleting my instagram account since the app makes me anxious and sad.

But where do I go now? There's nowhere to go. The cosy little site I thought was going to be my haven is being run down because of lack of funds...

I am attracted to fictional characters and fictional characters only.

I carry a lot of love inside me, yet nothing is left for me.

I just took a character design class and I made this little clown who lives in an abandoned theater, they are poorly done because I did it in a hurry and now my hand hurts but it was fun

Under the cut is the first draft

I won't see them?

I won't get to meet them?

This was the only thing I've been living towards to, and now it will never happen?

I don't know what to do now.

I need them.

I need to hold and hug them, I need to see and feel them.

How can I keep going now?

I have no idea how to continue my Jace fic, lowkey might just give up 😭💔