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2 years ago

Gonna be feelsy for a minute, I really appreciate you all;

For a long time I really didn't know what I wanted to do with my life when it came to art. Just hearing about how art school is and how the industry is, I knew there was no way I could do it that way professionally.

For a few years I tried my best to freelance, to do commissions. But they were always done for too little money and I was always putting too much effort into them. Getting paid $60 for something that may have taken me upwards of thirty hours is atrocious. And there was no time to draw for me.

In 2020 I dropped the commissions entirely. It just wasn't worth it. And then for a majority of that year and then the next I barely drew at all. I was burned out, tired... (however I am considering bringing commissions back soonish with revised prices and less options)

Only when I started drawing again late 2021 and into this year—2022—did I finally have a handful of goals I wanted to work toward I'm regards to art as a career.

○ I am in the designing stages, but I plan on relaunching my youtube channel to show speed paints of my art and talk about things that interest me or I have an opinion on. I hope to launch it again by the end of the year.

○ Because of TikTok I am growing a following quicker than I have in most places. Not as quickly as some, no, but I'm not doing too shabby. Because of that, I am hoping to also start designing and printing stickers, prints, acrylic pins, etc.

○ In due time I want to start doing booths again, whether they are at conventions, flea markets, art festivals. I'm looking forward to them all in the future.

One day my hope is to run a youtube channel, an online store, and do convention circuits here and there. It's a big hope, a big dream... But it feels attainable to me when a lot of stuff doesn't. I just have to keep putting in the hard work.

I appreciate all of the support each and every one of you give me. The comments, the likes. They help me keep chugging along, even when I'm feeling a lot more shitty from time to time.

Thank you.


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4 years ago

thank you!

thank you! I now have five followers! so thank you so much! many people wait a long time to be noticed so to have 5 in less than a month!


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5 months ago

I SAID STOP MENTIONING ME GOD DAMMIT!! /silly

But seriously you mentioning me twice as well is so sweet, I didn't want to rant on both reblogs so I decided to do just one lol, thank you so much for being so nice to me! You are awesome and you create such cool stuff, other people should follow smaller creators too!! You have been someone who has supported me in my art and has made me feel better about it even by just complimenting it since some times I worry it's not good enough, so thank you, thank you and everyone else who has followed me, liked my stuff, mentioned me or simply answered my asks! Even the smallest things like that make me so happy you have no idea, and I think it's wild how small I once was and how far I have come, so once again, thank you, love you all

💌⭐️ Send this to your emotional support mutuals, who make your day brighter ⭐️💌

ooh!

i'll just tag them >:)

@thegolden-tigeress you. @shrii-kk YOU. @fishii28 lets hug istg @still-fatemeh you!! @beneathsakurashade you dearie! @the-rini-rush you are fucking hilarious.


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4 months ago

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hi i'm soph, or sophy, but you can also call me soup :) she/her

i'm a minor so please don't be weird.

this is just a new intro post because the old one was so bad and also because!! i have 100 followers now!!!

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music:

pretty obvious, but i'm a massive fan of taylor swift!

i also like: sabrina carpenter, arctic monkeys, the 1975, david bowie, maisie peters, paramore

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a couple things about me:

i'm pan yet lack cooking skills

i write :)

i'm from england

i should probably be studying right now

i'm doing music gcse and i play the clarinet !!

i'm getting braces on monday (7/10/24)

i love the marauders era, which brings us to...

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fandoms i'm in: harry potter/marauders (yeah that's kind of it, i don't really do much other than that lol)

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ships <3

marauders: wolfstar, jegulus, jily, rosekiller, dorlene, marylily, pandalily

harry potter: drarry, romione, pansy x hermione

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i have a cat called oreo and he is genuinely the cutest thing ever, so i had to share and give him his own section <3

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eras tour section:

london night 7 (19th august 2024), block 503, row 2, seat 89

surprise songs: long live/change, the archer/you're on your own kid

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outfits: pink lover, silver noodles fearless, not tv red, wonderstruck speak now, normal rep, blue folkmore, blue/orange 1989, ily ttpd + black with white jacket, pink ss, pink midnights + stars and moon + redpink jacket

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eras tour 19th august
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eras tour 19th august
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please be my friend if:

you share my music taste or want to introduce me to people

you want to be lol

you like my posts

you aren't a creep

you like me in general

we have the same ships :)

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please don't interact if:

you are "anti-taylor"... i don't care if you don't like her, but if you actively hate her, then what's the point in following me??

you're racist, sexist, homophobic, transphobic, etc.

you're a creep. i will block you.

you're a bot/your account is used to promote any kind of sexual service

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ALSO GUYS HI THIS IS IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!!!!

since i hit 100 followers, i should probably do something special (i didn't think i would even get 10 help me)

SO be on the look out for that <3

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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yeah so i do want to use this tumblr for fanfics as well as a personal account because my writing is personal to me. i think i'll go back to posting scenes and funny bits i've written. also, since everything takes so long to write lol, i should post """spoilers""" or just what i'm working on.

in english, we've been doing so much goddamn analysis of language and structure that i'm not even motivated to write anything but analysis so 😭😭😭😭😭

this is the end, fellas. see ya around.

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4 years ago

All the frigging time.

Do u ever read a friend’s fic and it’s like holy shit how do you consider me qualified to talk to you?


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6 months ago
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11 months ago

I love the way you wrote chapter 7 in “You and I Walk a Fragile Line” and I don’t want to rush you or be an annoying fan but I have to ask, when do you think chapter 8 will release? Your writing is amazing btw!!

it will for sure be out this weekend, i’ve already started working on it so i would say hopefully this friday or saturday! ❤️❤️ and thank you so much! you’re not annoying at all 💕


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1 year ago

Merry Christmas to those who celebrate! I hope you enjoy your holiday and receive much love!! i love all you beautiful souls! 🎄💝


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1 year ago

I'm actually tearing up. Carina, you were actually my first ever moot too! I followed you because I loved your writing, and your ability to write for so many characters your same, unique way!! When you first followed me back, I literally lost my mind because a writer I admired so much was now my first moot! But as I got to know you better, I came to respect and admire you for the kind, caring, strong, and generous person you are. Thank you for being my first moot, and supporting me this year. Here's to another!! Happy New Year!

Thank you to everyone who supported my blog in 2023 🤍

I can't put into words how much I love every single one of you for your support. No matter if you like one fic of mine or my whole blog, no matter if you write me anon or leave a comment. Let me tell you that I appreciate every minor interaction with the stuff I create over here 🤍

When I started this blog in September (I think lol) I was so scared of sharing my thoughts. But you were supportive right from the start, encouraging me to follow my ideas even in times I didn't feel like it. You might not even know how much you helped me through dark times, how much your constant support lifted me up and helped me getting over the shit that happened 2023 (like Shibuya damn). You have become such an important variable in my life that this blog is literally like a baby to me 😭

Thank you for sticking with me through 2023. I hope you'll stay in the new year as well 🤍

Thank You To Everyone Who Supported My Blog In 2023

Also, I'd like to take this moment to pay a special thanks to my lovely moots:

@belovedvamp I know we basically just started talking, but you seem like such a fun person and I totally relate to your Yuta affection lol. Thank you for supporting my works through your constant likes, comments, reblogs and requests. I hope we'll stay in touch this new year 🤍

@risuola you are such a sweetheart. Not only is your writing chef's kiss and you were one of my first ever obsessions here on Tumblr (you are still lol), but you make me laugh and cry like no other. You literally seem like such a fun person and put a smile of my face the second you post. Please keep up being so damn cool and please NEVER stop writing those amazing fanfics 🤍

@kawaiiakamaru we aren't moots for that long but you are supporting me for so long. Just seeing a comment or a blog entry from you makes me happy, as well as your cute profile pic (please never change it hehe). Your first ever fic was absolutely amazing, please keep up the good work and make sure to tag me in your new fics of this year 🤍

@sorrowfulrosebud it's funny how we met through that dang annoying anon who still keeps bugging you lol. In some kind of way, I'm actually thankful for them. Not because of the nonsense they are getting on your nerves with, but because I got to get in touch with your wonderful blog. You are funny, you seem passionate and are so talented like it's absolutely insane! I hope you finally get to live in peace on your blog and continue blessing my timeline 🤍

@ynackerman9499 first of all let me tell you how absolutely sorry I am for not publishing any of your requests recently. They're all so good I literally don't know where to start 😭 you are such a sweet person, our little talk made me giggle the entire time and I love that we basically have the same taste in anime and anime men hehe. Thank you for supporting my blog and especially looking out for me the whole time, I hope we'll talk again soon 🤍

@sitarawrites you actually were one of my first moots over here and our conversations were priceless. I was so happy when you finally decided to share your great works with us! You are truly such a talented writer who makes us feel the emotions of our favorite jjk characters like none other. Also, I love that you are a badass bitch who takes no shit from others. You are actually my example when it comes to badass characters 😭 I wish you all the best and hope that you get the love, appreciation and clamness you deserve in 2024 🤍

@sunshine7queen you are my no 1 supporter since day one and I love you from the bottom of my heart for it 😭 Everytime I open up my tumblr and see that you left a comment under my works (like you literally always do), I get excited immediately, like why is it so fun to chat with you. Also, you share the greatest treasures when it comes to cool artwork or other fics: you're my greatest source for great content over here! Let me thank you for every comment, every like and every reblog and how you always make me feel good about myself. You are a true sweetheart, stay the way you are and have the lovliest new year 🤍

@wifenanami your obsession for Nanami is just as great as mine and I love you for it. But not only that, you are my number one when it comes to Nanami requests and therefore fics on this blog. Literally half of my Nanami fics exist because of your great request that make me laugh and warm my heart while shattering it and making me cry. Also, your artwork is way too good for this world. Sometimes I go through my requests just to see your pics 😭 Thank you for making my 2023 better with your comments, your aesthetic blog and your request. I hope you're sticking with me through 2024 as well 🤍

@selen1um-hexafluoride you are such a funny person, your blog entries made my day so often that I lost count. Let me tell you that your unnecessary opinions definetely matter to me and that I enjoy every single one of them. You write your hcs like a pro, I literally can't wait to see more of you. Please don't stop writing and make sure to tag me in your works (when you find out how hehe) 🤍

@sanicsmut girl, you're the love of my life. Seriously, since that day you decided to comment under my first ever Choso works you've been by my side and supported my works even though they didn't have your favorites (=Choso and Hiromi lol) in them. Even though we don't chat that often, I love your lil comments under my shitpostings as well as I love to see what's going on over there on your blog. You seem like such a funny talented person it's seriously unfair 😭 Also, see this as a petition for you to post more artwork of yours because it's GORGEOUS! Love ya, thank you for all the support and let me see you again this year 🤍

@lees-chaotic-brain oh Petra, you are such a sweet, passionately and badass chick it makes me all emotional. You were my first moot over there and stuck with me ever since. Even though we didn't talk much these last weeks because we're both pretty stressed, I still adore you and our conversations with all my heart. You are such a strong person, going through all this hate of last year with confidence, not letting anyone getting you down that you have been a true example for me. Despite all the things you've been through, despite all the shit you have to endure, you're still so fucking strong and I truly admire you for it! Also, you are one of my all time favorite writers here on Tumblr - no one does it like you! Let me take this opportunity to thank you. Thank you for being my first ever moot, thank you for listening when nobody else did, thank you for the amazing content you gift us with. I'm so glad I met you and I am beyond glad that you are the person that you are. Let nobody ever take your spark away from you (and I publicy promise to finally get your request done) 🤍

@lizziespoem we didn't hear much from each other the last few weeks, but let me tell you how proud I am that you're looking out for yourself and that you put yourself first. Even though I miss your gorgeous fanfics and to just talk to you, I hope with all my heart that you are doing well my german tumblr bestie (melde dich gerne mal wenn du Zeit und Lust hast) 🤍

@hitori979 you're truly making me emotional. You have to be one of the few people who supported me from day one. Your endless comments, you defending me, you liking my whole stuff. Like...I can't even put into words how much you mean to me. I know how busy you are and that you rarely find the time to scroll through Tumblr and get in touch with my works, but you always make sure that I feel appreciated. Even though you don't even know me (and how I just realized I don't even know your name) you check on me from time to time and cheer me up when I feel down. I love our little conversations about jjk manga, I love your opinion on basically EVERYTHING and I love how geniuely funny you are. Let me tell you that your support means the world to me and that I get excited just when reading your blog name. Let me tell you that your ideas inspire me and are actually the source of like half of my best works! You seem like such a smart and empathic person. I really hope the new year brings you less work stress and all the things you ever wish for. You deserve the world, love. And I will be forever thankful for you finding my blog and deciding to support me through everything 🤍

@lavenderdrxp thank you thank you thank you for your likes, reblogs and comments. I loved our lil chitchat and actually enjoyed chatting with you so much that I hope we'll be able to do it anytime soon again 😭 Also, let me promise you that I'll publish your request this year hehe. Have the happiest new year with new episodes of our favorite anime coming soon 🤍

Okay, now I'm crying a lil on my own. Just...thank y'all. Have the nicest 2024 ever 😭


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1 year ago

100 follower special y’all!

THANK YOUUU! I LOVE YOU ALL! THIS IS MY LIFE IN A NUTSHELL!

Requests are open! And you’re free to ask for anything, ask any questions and please comment, like and reblog if you enjoyed any of my works!

masterlist

WIPs

Best winglady - Azriel x reader (very angsty) sneak peak here

Impossible part 3 - Eris copes with how to deal with the bond between him and Azriel while trying to keep it a secret from Y/n.

Assistant part 2 - (not a priority but I neeed someone to tell me who reader ends up with)

A modern day fic that’ll probably have many chapters in the early stages rn. Well kinda modern day

A bunch of random little things I thought up 🙃

Hello lovely people!

thank you @thelov3lybookworm for supporting me since the beginning (mostly :))! Thank you @clairebear08 for helping me with ideas and proofreading!!

Big shout out to all my mutuals! I love you!

@serpentandlily @leafsandstarlight @fieldofdaisiies @artists-ally @wolfmoonmusic @profound-imagination @danikamariewrites @starryhiraeth

Thank you to everyone!! Enjoy!

Thank you to @astonishment for teaching me how to link everything easily!


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1 year ago

love the new theme btww its gorgeous

THANK YOUUUU!

I love you so so much


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5 months ago

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hi darling...⪩⪨

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it's nice to see you ❀

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how have you been ? ⟢

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oh . . . ・❥・

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it'll get better.

you'll be okay ᵕ̈ ೫˚∗: ˚₊·➳❥

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DISCLAIMER: NONE of the images used are mine, I only made edits to them. ONCE AGAIN, I ONLY MADE EDITS TO THESE IMAGES. The dividers belong to @roserais. ALL credits go to their rightful owners.

Drink some water, eat, and sleep my lovelies. Take care of yourself. <3


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6 months ago

Duck is ☘️

Zar is 🎃

Doll is ☂️

Robbie is 🪼

StoleSky is 🧀

I made a "which mutual am I" thing so here you go💥💥💥

This was fun to make actually :]

I Made A "which Mutual Am I" Thing So Here You Go

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3 years ago

Can I request the yandere prompt: 24,95, and 99? If you can't include all three prompts, then just 24 and 95. Thanks!

Here you go bby! I had way too much fun with this lemme tell you that!! Here is big goth daddy 2.0. I also loved the prompts…I really wanna work with other big goth daddy. (*ahem*if anyone wanted to request for Abbachio or anything, you didn’t hear it from me 🤭)

Yandere Risotto x Reader

Can I Request The Yandere Prompt: 24,95, And 99? If You Can't Include All Three Prompts, Then Just 24

Prompts #24, #95, #99

After deciding to not betray your boss with your original squad, your moved to another. Assigned to protect the bosses daughter, you leave your distant lover in the past.

Being part of Passione, the number one crime syndicate in Italy, you witnessed the horrors of the true world. You’ve experienced more than others wouldn’t dare to imagine. The boss originally dispatched you in the assasination division, it being La Squadra. With the awakening of your stand, the mysterious boss thought it would be a great aid for those in La Squadra.

Honestly you were confused just as ever. You weren’t weak, but then again you wouldn’t consider yourself the strongest like Prosciutto or with a dangerous yet sneaky stand like Man in the Mirror. Your stand was just there to help the others locating and reading the enemy’s next move, a predicament almost. Silent and Sweet, your stand, could also pack a punch just not as strong as the others.

It was a pretty rocky start with the others taking a while to adapt to you and question why the boss would even send a girl in to do the job in the first place. It took a few weeks, but you bonded close with them becoming almost like family. Sure Ghiaccio yelled all the time and Illuso would just laugh at whatever the blue-haired male would go on about. You couldn’t have imagined it any other way.

That was until you caught feelings for the leader of the squad.

Risotto, always so mysterious and talked the bare minimum compared to the rest. He still cared about his allies and truly had a good heart. You were able to see that in him when he had assigned you as his partner for a assination mission.

He wanted what was best for his squad and for you. Even the blood that would be on his hands, it was worth it as long as the rest of you were healthy and well. Not to mention that he was also just as charming as well. His strong build and muscles that looked like they were carved by the Gods themselves enchanted you so much. As his unique eyes also seem to amaze you on how beautiful yet mysterious they were.

You both bonded during that mission and sooner or later, became lovers. It shocked not only you yet the whole team when their leader decided to open himself up to someone and become intimate with them. Of course you said yes and the two of you became an official couple.

Life was truly amazing, you had everything you ever wanted in life. You had enough money to get you buy, a stable job (even though you did disagree in murdering some of the innocent people), and an amazing lover like Risotto. He may be reclusive around others, but when it was the two of you alone he was someone else. You felt like you ruled the world and wished that it would last forever…

Yet sadly, every good thing must come to an end.

When there was rising tension between the squad and your employer, you paid no mind to it thinking that it would someday brush over. Then your squad started to act independently. More complaints and more aggressive actions towards the orders the boss would give to you all. When Sorbet and Gelato went missing, you had an uneasy pit in your stomach. You knew something was wrong and everyone would pick up on it, even Risotto.

Risotto could sense your worries for the two, yet he always took your mind off of it by distracting you and showering you with his love. The day you figured out what happened to you crushed you.

That was when the squad decided to betray Passione.

As much as you loved your friends and lover, you couldn’t betray the organization. You were scared for what was to come only seeing ruin, yet the others disagreed. You tried to persuade your lover, but he wouldn’t budge. He explained that they weren’t treated right and that they deserved much better.

You didn’t want him out of all people to suffer the same fate your teammates had faced, but he couldn’t see where you came from. That was when you decided to call it off no matter how much it hurt you. Walking out of that building was one of the hardest things you ever did in your life.

The boss caught wind of your loyalty immediately re-assigning you into a different squad that he saw fit. You knew of the leader, you both ran into each other when trying to get in contact with Polpo, one of the high-ranking Capo’s. He was a pretty decent man and you never could find anything wrong with him.

When the boss assigned you to Bucciarati’s gang, you were pleased to see that they were a decent bunch. Yeah they may have been a little crazy, but they were also sweet and caring. They reminded you of your old group and it somewhat disheartened you.

All of you were tasked with protecting the boss’s daughter and getting her safely to him, ensuring nothing would ever happen to her. You thought it was a strange request, but decided to go with it anyway. That was until you found out that your old squad was trying to target you all. You didn’t want any harm to befall on them, but when they kept pushing at you all not caring about who you were on the team, you had to remember that they were of the past.

Encounter after every encounter began to chip at your spirit. Going from a happy young individual to a pessimistic paranoid individual in a second. Bucciarati and his gang would always do whatever to cheer you up, but it made you remember all the times your past lover would do the same.

“It’s alright amore, no need to worry.”

Was what he would always say to you and bring you in his warm arms. Now it was all a distant memory with your new gang picking up the broken pieces.

Although after Prosciutto and Pesci were persistent on ending you all, you knew that it wasn’t fair to sulk around when everyone was also risking their lives for your safety. That was when you figured out you would fight the same as everyone else and put your all into it. You didn’t have time to reminisce while your teammates did all the work.

It all came down to the moment when Bucciarati walked out of that chapel. He looked exhausted holding the injured body of the girl you grew to protect. That was when he explained that he betrayed the boss and needed the help. He gave you all a choice, but you knew how this would end.

Jerking forward and placing your hand on your chest, you began to protest against your Capo. You didn’t want what happened before to happen again, you couldn’t watch all of them walk in the footsteps of your past teammates.

“I refuse, you seriously can’t do this Bucciarati! Don’t you know how outrageous this is? I’ve seen this before and I can’t let it happen again…” You exclaimed, feeling tears form on your waterline.

“I can’t watch you guys die again!”

Bucciarati looked at you sympathetically, him knowing of your past dilemma. Fugo agreed with you, deciding to stay behind because he could never betray the boss.

But

You made a decision you couldn’t believe you made, and the worst mistake of all. You joined Bucciarati on his crusade to take down the boss. You didn’t want to watch them die, but you had to fight for them no matter what it would take. You would sacrifice yourself for them all, it was the least you could do with how much they helped you. Building you back up again to be the confident woman you were before.

Everything was going well although you were completely oblivious to the lingering danger in your shadow. You encountered the people who work directly under the boss and defeated them. Narancia barely scraping it by, but making it work.

You all had to go to Sardinia in order to uncover the boss's true identity. The ride over, more like flight, was terrible. Notorious B.I.G. being the primary problem, but you found humor in it blaming that Moody Blues replayed a bad pilot. When you were all ejected out of the plane and Trish using her stand to safely fly you all to shore, it had left your stomach quite queasy.

Deciding to take a walk in order for your stomach to gain it’s barings, you found yourself at a rocky road. You sat down on one of the rocks, closing your eyes and peacefully enjoying the oceanside breeze.

A scuffle of dirt startled you causing you to whip your head around in a brief second. Looking back, you saw nothing behind you. You thought that it was your paranoia, but at this point it could have been anything.

You stood up and started to inspect the area. There was nothing around but a frog who was peacefully staring at you. Chuckling to yourself, it reminded you of Giorno’s ability to create life and when he created a bunch of frogs in order to get away from Melone and Ghiaccio.

Calling that everything was safe, you sat back on your respected rock and took a deep breath. That was when you felt arms enveloped you, your body going rigid from the contact and tightness this stranger had over you. Calm breathing was all you heard as a pair of lips caressed your ear. A faint smirk appeared on the stranger's face when a chuckle rang through his throat, sending vibrations down your back from the closeness you both had.

“Miss me amore?”

Eyes widening at the familiar voice, you tried to turn your head to confirm your suspicions. That resulted in another small chuckle and squeeze on your frozen form.

“Come now, don’t act so hastily. You look so scared, what’s troubling you dear?”

“Risotto, what a-are you doing here?” You asked, trying to sound confident yet the brief stutter spoke otherwise.

“It’s a lovers reunion of course, afterall how long have we been separated? Not only that, you abandoned us, abandoned me. No need to worry anymore, I’m here with you again, you don’t have to worry about me or our love anymore. Bucciarati had his fair share of you, but I think it’s safe to say that time must come to an end. Afterall, we are both traitors to Passione now, aren’t we?”

A hitch in your breathing spoke for you and the sudden feeling of having to vomit arose. You didn’t like this situation, something was wrong. He spoke as calmly as ever, but there was an edge to it and you knew something was in store for you.

Taking a deep breath you started to speak again.

“Yes I suppose we are, but what are you actually here for? If you're here to kill me I don’t care, I wouldn’t put it past you. Your little love talk is getting quite annoying. Stop pretending like we’re still a thing, I called it off a long time ago remember? That time when you got your whole team killed.”

A small ‘tsk’ noise came out of him before you were spun around to meet the eyes you loved before. His red irises bore into you as he silently stared or more like analyzed you as if he hadn’t seen you in the longest time. There was a time when you would soak up all this attention, but right all you feared was that the one you once loved would end your life.

“It’s okay to love me. You don’t have to fake this facade of abrasiveness. I’ve missed you and come to realize that it isn’t about the money anymore, it was about you. Come, I know a place we can stay for the time-being and soon we’ll make leave for another country.”

Fear coursed through you had his remark of relocating. He wanted to take you away and was delusional enough to believe that you would go with it? You shuddered and shriveled underneath his piercing gaze, you felt so small underneath him. No matter what, you would not feed into his illusion of your old love.

“N-No, I’m staying here and that’s final. I’ve sworn my life to Bucciarati and would do whatever to help him and his team achieve their goal. I don’t love you anymore Risotto, I’ve learned to move on. I have a new life now and honestly I like it better than before. I don’t want to go with you and I don’t love you.”

You boldly placed a hand on your chest as you furrowed your brows waiting for a response from him. Risotto huffed and backed away a few feet, hands digging into the pockets of his black and white striped pants. You couldn’t read his expression as he just stared at you with a blank stoic look.

The feeling of nausea came back at full force and pain erupted throughout your throat. The next moment you were throwing up pins and needles. They were small enough to hurt, but not big enough to do much damage. Staring at the ground in utter horror, the burning sensation in my throat continued to ache. The pain makes it difficult for you to breathed as you just clenched your throat in pain.

“At least pretend you love me! Say you love me! Please say you love me! It’s all I want to hear for the rest of my life! You can’t just forget about everything we had! I’ve lost everything, I’ve lost my whole squad and I’m not planning to lose you too.”

Risotto suddenly became silent and made his way over to you. His sudden outburst frightened you. Not only did he use his stand on you, his frame of mind seemed to be fractured beyond relief. You tried to feel sympathy for him, he lost what was basically his family and you were the only thing left. Yet, you knew he had gone overboard.

“You’re coming with me, whether you like it or not.”

Instantly the painful sensation coarsed throughout your body. Starting out as a tingling sensation soon becoming a burning sensation. Letting out small gasps and puffs of air, your knees buckled sending you straight to the ground. You never fought Risotto and never would have thought of that silly idea, although you knew if you fought him, you would lose.

“Look at you. You think you can battle the boss with that stand of yours? You’ll be just a sitting duck.”

The agony of the pain increased tenfold as your skin tore from the razorblades that pierced through it. Letting out a scream of misery, your head collapsed on the ground. Your body writing and curling up, the taste of tears adding more to your torment. Then you felt sharp stings from your legs causing you even more torture. The pain became too much to bear that your screams were silenced.

The drool from your mouth leaked on the ground as your eyes started to star. The sound of Risotto approaching made you roll your eyes towards his tall leaning frame. Was he always that tall? Not being able to mutter a word, your vision started to haze. The pain becoming too much to bear from your body already suffering from the attacks with Notorious B.I.G.

“Such a shame I have to take you like this, truly. When you wake we’ll be somewhere new, our own reality.”

Darkness was enveloping and the feeling of someone grabbing you was all you could feel before your eyes shut.


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3 years ago

Thank you all so much!

I hit more than 100 Followers!

I know it isn’t much but it’s so much to me! I started writing because I love writing about my bizarre ideas and writing for others. It relaxes me and give me a chance to interact with everyone of you! All the things you all request, gah I love you all so much ♡

You have no idea how much this means to me all and I hope you all will continue to request and basically just be amazing. kith kith u all

Thank You All So Much!

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2 years ago

I read your works and I really love it! Is it okay to know who's your fav member from bucci gang and what are your fav or iconic moments about them?

BUCCI GANG IS LIKE SUCH A LOVELY LITTLE GROUP

I literally can’t help but want to be around them because the dynamic in that group o is just immaculate.

First of all before the questions, thank you so much! When people like my work it really makes me happy. Even though I do this as a free time thing and use it to vent my ideas, I get really surprised to find people who enjoy my work. I’m glad people can find joy or excitement in it. It gives me even more motivation to keep writing. I am also sorry for being inactive lately, I’ve been working on school stuff because it is my final year and wanna finish it with a bang!

Onto the questions hehe~

My favorite member of the Bucci gang would have to be Bucciarati himself. I mean I feel like he is my favorite because I am low key just attracted to him and just how sweet he is. If I were to probably be for real and choose by character it would most likely be Abbacchio. His backstory to me and his character compared to the others really stick out to me. Also have you’ve seen his purple lipstick?!

I think my most favorite iconic moments were the small moments the group had to themselves like little slices of life. For example when they just betrayed the boss and they went to the restaurant to eat, I thought it was really cute. Especially when we were first introduced to them when Giorno joined. I like those small moments we get to see of them without always being hunted by a stand user or facing another problem.

Thank you so much for your support! I get all giddy when you all ask me questions hehe >.<

I hope you all have a nice day or night !!


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4 months ago

me after my mutuals continue to be the best

Me After My Mutuals Continue To Be The Best

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1 year ago

Guys! We have reached 5000 likes!!!

(I know its just likes but still)

I have never imagined such a huuuge number!

thank you thank you thank you thank you for dropping a 🩷 and allowing my little blog to grow.

I love you all, have a wonderfull day!

Love,

Emmanuelle


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3 years ago

Hi!! It's been awhile, are your exams finally over? If so then congratss, ik i said this already but don't forget to take breaks!! i hope u have a great day/night<33

Hello ! You’re such a sweet anon omfg ! Do you think you could give yourself a nickname or something so I could recognize you in my inbox ! All of your messages always make me smile :)

And yes my two intense weeks of exams are over which means i’ll be able to work on more requests but then again i have a load of work for next week (18th to 22th) so good luck to me i guess😭

I try to take as much breaks as I can which is why I ended up finishing the Loona scenario so late yesterday lmfao but thank you so so much for taking your time to write something here, it’s so appreciated <3


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