I Need To Lose Myself In My Pain So That I May Know Comfort - Tumblr Posts

it is genuinely pathetic how much i crave to be held by a man. i yearn for that sweet, painful dichotomy of comfort and suffering.

to be touched and held together by another person's hands. to shatter completely knowing someone else is there to collect the pieces.

oh, but to tear myself apart feeling the solid, flat, firmness of his body against mine, knowing its everything i need, but can't have. to cling desperately to the source of my grief, for it is also my greatest comfort.