Late Night Thinking - Tumblr Posts

i can’t believe, after so long, I’m still lonely on my birthday. I was lonely my whole teenhood and now I’m leaving it I still am. After so much heartbreak and change I’m still here, lonely

When the thought of being dead is better than being alive. Seek help.

Nighttime thoughts time! I’ve been doing a bit of thinking throughout this week (but since when do I NOT overthink) and I wanted to ask myself, as well as you guys a question.

What if Melone was closeted? I know I know, it sounds stupid given how I always portray him in posts, but I wanna think outside of the box.

Like, what if before he joins LS, he just has this internalized homophobia inside of him, and once he joins, it’s still there for a little bit, until he realizes that it’s fading and is scared to come out thinking that it won’t go well.

Lemme know your thoughts!

dang that hit too close to home 

Ocean Vuong, from Time Is a Mother; “Skinny Dipping”

[Text ID: “I thought / the fall would / kill me / but it only / made me real”]

Hopefully I can open a esty, redbubble, or any other shopping account 2 sell my stuff in the future >p<

I already got the pins and stickers ideas I want but still mixed on the clothing options (cuz I’m stubborn perfectionate and usually the colors comes out way to dark or light so it’s >n<, basically I want them 2 look nice and perfect for yall 2 wear)

Why is it the more I want a baby I can't afford, the more I find men attractive?