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Haha guess who went delusional again and drew Suzumi homestuck lol
Autism wins today /pos
CRINGETOBER DAY 26: all edge no point
im lenen posting again THATS RIGHT
gonna ramble nonsense below cut RAGGGHHH🗣️🗣️🗣️
suzumi and doppio was my first embarrassing introduction of what plurality/systems are. Actually i had no idea it was a disorder in real life i just thought it was a superpower that makes you have other peoples personalities. Help. anyways i was SO obsessed with them both that it got to the point where i related to them and later on finding out Oh uhm so i had dissociative identity disorder this whole time . Oops (beware the pipeline) it just wasnt me severely forgetting stuff due to ADHD or changing my "personality" because of bipolar or always feeling dissociated because of stress. it was . Trauma that caused it!!! great!!!
anyways so despite how ... Terrible these representations are considering theyre both painted as villains (god systems have no good representation at all) and that theyre psychopaths that kill people and stuff. i still love them. i think its because i dont view their character as "Psychopathic plural killers" or "torturers that have some sort of personality disorder and thats bad" but i view them as just a really fucked up guy that just happens to have said disorder. Also their abilities are cool i wont even lie. i still dont agree with them or Uhm the fact that they Kill people but moreso an admiration of their traits if that makes sense. finding people to relate to is hard enough man. fictional characters arent a hit on the nail but they resonate with me. i think thats what i wanted to say (no discourse pls)
