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school dump
ok so I made like 12 posts about how shit is going by crazy there but actually… I need to rant :)
(it’s a high school, I’m 18 tho)
it’s a really good school. Like absolutely amazing academics and shit. The only problem is it’s lack of caring
like there’s literally no POC, any nurodivegence is seen as dumb or you’re a “sped kid”. There are a TON of queer and nurodivergent individuals, but the school refuses to recognize them beyond mental health awareness month (in which they put up signs saying ‘be happy’)
moreover, because the academics are so competitive, many people are often forced into classes they mentally, physically, and emotionally cannot handle. The school tries to get ever kid to take at LEAST 1 ap class per year, staring from freshman year. It’s insane. Every person I know who has been forced to take the ‘accelerated track’ is miserable and has been /is suicidal. The ones who aren’t are just as sad because many of them feel they are worthless because the ‘smart kids’ get all the praise.
this is why there was a stabbing. This is why someone intentionally pulled the fire alarm to get out of class. This is why my friends are never happy. This is why I use fallout as an escape, because survival in the wasteland is easier than school. I can’t wait to get out of here
tldr; school sucks because of the people who run it, and because of the things that happen as a result of the administration’s mistakes and i use fallout as an escape, because survival in the wasteland is easier than school.
Me right now:
This is not a hugot post HAHA
I'm just absolutely tired of the mountain of reqs and org works I need to accomplish 😭 Academic ease whomstve??? There is an existing memo to prohibit quizzes, long exams, recitation, and attendance but the professors increased activities. Nowadays, it would take me a week to finish a task. I am frequently suffering from mental blocks which results to being unproductive. Then, unproductiveness would lead to anxiety as deadlines fast approaches.
Yes, online classes sucks.
That is why most of us already demanding the government for the resumption of a safe face-to-face class (Ligtas na Balik-eskwela in tagalog).
Ready Player One
I’ve watched the movie and have read the book and I have one thing to say. I kinda want/wanted a RPO semi-animated tv show. The story could be broken up into a mini-series narrated by Wil Wheaton or Tye Sheridan. The cast could stay the same and maybe follow more of the book? I don’t know. I would be cool to see more book references! except for that weird part with wade. you all know that part.
I miss reading draco malfoy fanfics and being in love with him, I love the feeling of pure joy and a mixture of sadness with knowing he can never be with me, I miss hating dumb y/n or og but then proceeding to love her and hating draco (at times) instead which always resulted in me needing a tiktok break, I miss cringing when they get too clingy after being enemies for literal years, I miss feeling all these emotions which I need now because I feel numb, I promise I won't even get mad at puffy eyes from crying all night. honestly speaking, i feel maybe I'm not numb I'm just not in love with him which I refuse to believe but it does happen, and even though I was embarrassed of my draco phase I've come to admit it wasn't a phase maybe I like him but I'm not in love with him, I wish there was a cure for my lovesickness
8/4/22
I think the reason I’m spiraling so bad and wanting to just delete my whole wip is because I have no one to talk ideas out with because all my writer friends just dropped off the face of the earth </3
The Weekly Writing Update: #11
10.15.22
No update this week because I’ve had no progress. :(
my failing as a writerblr is my inability to consistently make progress and actually write instead of daydreaming scenes and changing the plot every 6 months
my failing as a writeblr is my inability in making pretty graphics
India has had a heinous history of female foeticide and it is disgusting and just outright sucky of them. But I'm so but glad that instead of banning abortion as a whole, only sex determination of foetuses was banned.
Instead of taking away the freedom to choose, they focused on massive campaigns and education and mitigated sex selective abortion.
It is hard to imagine that we could've so easily had our rights taken from us.
There is always an alternative.
Parents and relatives wonder why I so obnoxiously rebel and get so easily riled up when denied something I need. They mistake it as "tantrums of a spoiled child". Scandal erupts when I'm "rude and impolite"and "disrespect"elders.
I'm not spoiled. It is because I've seen my mother and my aunts never raise their demands because they were led to believe that their wants' were secondary. I will scream obscenities at men older than me, for questioning my clothing.
I'm everything they could have been, I'm doing everything they weren't allowed to do, I will never forget my worth. The Internalized misogyny ends with me.
I acknowledge you've had it hard. I'm just making sure it doesn't continue.
The guilt of belonging to an oppressive community when you go against their ideology is so incriminating. I didn't ask to be born among them and I acknowledge they were and are assholes and do not support them.
Potential Virus Risk on AO3 Comments
Hey everyone. So, I wanted to make a post about something I've seen in AO3 comments recently and I wanted to let y'all know so you can be careful.
Today, on two separate fics of mine, I got comments from guests with different names that had what looks like a key smash followed by a weird link. They looked like this:
[image ID: two emails from the website AO3. Both show comments from anonymous users with feminine names that show what looks like a key smash followed by a link. The second link says it’s from tinyurl while the first does not appear to be from anywhere specifically.]
Now, it is possible that these are legit comments and these links lead to nothing bad. But, in my experience, this looks like a classic phishing scam or a link to a virus. Honestly, I never open links I see online unless I know for sure I can trust the source. And even then I'm a bit hesitant, since I know that accounts can be hacked. I actually deleted the first email and comment immediately and didn't really think about it again. However, after getting another comment that was almost identical but from a guest with a different name, it makes me think that this might be something bad.
So, if you see these kinds of comments, unless you know exactly who sent it, I'd recommend just deleting them and not clicking on the links. Honestly, even if you know who sent it, I'd still be careful just in case they got hacked. If someone wanted to send you a legit link, they would probably do it with some kind of comment beforehand saying what the link actually leads to. This seems to me like they're trying to prey off curiosity and it can lead to some nasty stuff. Since I know some AO3 writers and readers follow me, I thought I'd post about it here. Similarly, if you see a comment like this on someone's fic, maybe don't click on it either. Again, I can't guarantee this is anything bad, since I definitely did not click on the links, but it's better to be safe than sorry. If y'all could reblog this to spread the word, I'd appreciate it.
Anyway, be careful out there guys! I got burned a few too many times as a kid, so I'm extra careful with links and things now, ha.
EDIT: Apparently, these links are indeed malicious. I checked them in an online link checker, and it detected one malicious source from the link in the second message, but 12 malicious sources in the link from the first message. So, it's pretty clearly a virus or phishing scam. Please be aware!