I AmA CanvasA Blank Canvas Is MePaint Me BlackPaint Me WhiteI'll Be The Same Blank Canvas Beneath.

I am A canvas A blank canvas is me Paint me black Paint me white I'll be the same blank canvas beneath.

animalina~

:"(((((

[donating blood]

yoongi: take it all

But IF yOu looooOOOOveddd me whyyyyyyyyyyyy'd ya leEeeEeaaave meeeeeee tAke ma BodYYyy take Ma bOoOodddDddYyyy

~ all i want by Kodaline

If i suffer even 1/16th of a consequence for *finally* posting my honest thoughts on tumblr IMmA DRagGiNg eVeRY BitCH Down. LIfe, dNt fItE Me On This

Okay im literally treating tumblr as Twitter now ugh *facepalm*

Violet

Walls over walls of steel & concrete

And in the middle sits a sad b****

No one will come , child

You're being stupid

No one will save you

You will forever wallow

In pain and self-pity

In these walls u built with hate & cruelty

Directed at no one but yourself

Walk up to the Hanging tree

In the Suicide forest

With the noose around your throat

Then yell at yourself for being too short to climb it

Walk back into your dark spiteful hole

How can you not pity yourself

When you know that everything you do

Is beacuse you're terribly scared

Of everything around you

All you say is an excuse

For your cowardice

Blame it on your depression & self-hate

And even dig up evidence

From when you were a child

Saying that your sick mind

Feeds off of your weakness and hatred

And use it as valid evidence

To sell yourself to the guillotine

Do you notice , b****?

How everything you say

Coincidentallly rhymes?

I know you don't even have the courage

To call that your talent

For fear of what ? failure?exposure?

Go on , loser , blame it on yourself again

That you hate yourself too much

To admit it and hide behind the same old

"No one's reading anyway"

Oh but you do know someone's reading

You sly cryptic b****

Go on tell them how this whole thing

Was a damn one-take

Oh right i forgot

Poor thing can't even speak

Hanging on by the same words

Holding on to the same fears

Hiding behind the same excuses

You're nothing but pathetic

Go on and complain

You can't do s*** but wallow in your sadness all day

Don't even think about living a life

Treat 'em like offerings from above

All that you have and all you are

A Bible for the sinner

Like a penny for the homeless

Nothing but mercy

For your

Godforsaken . pitiful . Self

With much love,

From self-hate♡

I was today days old when i realised the brain forgets but the heart doesnt. Even if you forget what happened to you the heart still remembers how they made you feel . and maybe thts why im left with nothing but a blurred memory lane and a pile of emotions i dnt remember where the fk came from :)

- #dont ask me why im like this cus same question bro i dnt remember