Alright That's It I'm Well Not Ashamed But Certainly Feeling A Little Strange To Admit That After A Lifetime

Alright that's it I'm well not ashamed but certainly feeling a little strange to admit that after a lifetime of being frightened and a little disgusted by the vampire kink have I finally begun to see the appeal of it and YALL KNOW WHICH PAIR OF FUCKING DEGENERATES IT WAS?

No it wasn't any of the sexy ones like Bradd Pitt playing at fag boytoy with Tom Cruise. It wasnt the AMC reboot that none of you shut up about and it certainly wasn't the book which made my phobia a lot worse by the way because vampires = sexual predation metaphor, ive never liked it. Never liked the idea of someone seducing food then claiming to love it, there's something dehumanising and condescending and awful about it and the catholic guilt undertones of the books and the way Claudia and other girls are described in the books does not help.

No, it wasn't any of the sexy ones. The sexy ones just make it worse.

IT WAS THE NIC CAGE MOVIE WITH BEAST FROM X MEN!!!!

Suddenly I'm realising that like a/b/o or a lot of other kink stuff maybe I've always disliked these things because they seemed cringe or whatever but a lot of dynamics that I want are embedded within these tropes FUCK. Like corruption, consumption, and subservience and sadism and ownership.

I think I also like that because both Loustat and Dracfield are creature x creature ships, the fear is a little alleviated.

song in my head- Marilyn Manson, Fated, Faithful, Fatal.

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today i offer you toxic yaoi, tomorrow.. even more. prompt 4/18/24: favorite ship @renfield-anniversary i also made a spotify playlist for them because i am evil.

i love the concept of divorce lawyers. the only things in the world that have the power to undo your marriage are death itself or a special little boy with a law degree.

I think I need to practice skin tones.