"your F/o Will Never Love You Because You Are A Disgusting Freak!"

★ — "your f/o will never love you because you are a disgusting freak!"

jokes on you karen, my f/o loves it when im a freak !!!!

I'm so so sorry I need to rant somewhere you really don't need to read it

Tw for mentions of murders, murder attempts, suicidal thoughts, a LOT of salt

I'm tired of holding back like this. I hate hardore antis. I despise them so much. When I say hardcore antis I'm talking about those who deliberately lie about proshipping/proshippers, who actively support harassment and doxxing if done to the "right people", who are genuinely happy when a proshipper wants to kill themself and those who are actually capable of going out and kill proshippers with their own hands. (attempts have already happened, it's real and I hate it)

They're destroying an entire generation. And I want to emphasize the word destroying. Because of them I have increasingly violent intrusive thoughts. I liked to console myself by telling myself that antis were a minority. A dangerous and noisy minority but a minority nonetheless. But what if they werent? What if antishipping/antifiction was in fact, the basic and most normal stance and we've been on the wrong track all along? I just want to cry and sometimes I think maybe they're right? Maybe I'm the disgusting procontact predator they want me to be so bad?

Except I'm not that person. I'm not any of these things. I hate kids, actually. And it's precisely because I'm not these, that I have actually helped children (hate them but still prefer if they're fine and okay yk). I gave money to verified charities and associations dedicated to help abused children. And I know it, I know deep down that many of these antis have in comparison done absolutely nothing to try to save said children. They just cry for pixels. I tried to help some of them with what I could. You (targeted at antis)? How many children have you killed and that you want to continue killing? Because what? They like an incest anime ship? Theyre on Ao3? Come on. We all know you're not helping anyone by doing this stop fooling yourself you're not a court jester

I have a family who loves me, a brilliant therapist (who also hates antis by the way, she's over 45 and knows better than 16 years old chronically online Tiktokers), friends on whom I can count. I have studies. Dreams. & hobbies. And yes in these hobbies there are taboo fanfics. Stuff I do for free for people. For those who want to read this for fun and those who read it for coping

And knowing that everything could end because some people want to kill me is terrifying. I feel in danger OF DEATH. For crimes I never ever committed and would never commit anyway

Hardcore antis are dangerous. I can't say it enough. Don't let any child near these people because as soon as they begin to develop their imagination, at best they will have intrusive and suicidal thoughts, at worst adult antis will turn their backs on them and threaten them with death like all the others before them

Important reminder: antis have harmed and killed far more people over shipcourse than proshippers have over the fucking same shipcourse. Yk what? If they really want to call us pedophiles, fine. So let's play their game. I would call them irl murderers and abuse enablers. (Im joking about this but I had to say it anyway lol)

Besides I don't want any of these antis to set foot in a library. They're going to have a heart attack right out the door

They are dangerous. I agree.

part of being an ally to trans men is not being a dick to cis men for their appearance btw

LOL found you. What's with the "bogleech is very very very anti lolisho and I can prove it" anon? Anti lolisho is the norm. You can expect all humans to be repulsed by lolisho as soon as they know what it means. Someone being pro or even neutral to lolisho would be the gross chud take you'd need to substantially prove before anyone would believe it.

Incorrect. <3

TUBBS YOU MOTHERFUCKER