Him.

Him.

pairing - mafia au! hoshi x reader genre - angst angst angst angst word count - wip warnings - blood, murder, guns, killing, death synopsis - "I trusted you. You shouldn't have." a/n - SHIBALLLL 😈😈 hbd to this man 😭😭🙏🙏

"Agent y/n."

"Agent kwon."

"It was nice working with you." He says and gives you a smug smirk. Your confused, you just finished a mission and he began to act so weird. You suddenly feel a sharp pain in your chest, blood starts to pour out staining the cement crimson. You immediately fall to your knees, only to be met up from above with his sadistic smile.

"W-what" Is all that leaves your lips. You feel shocked, no, more than shocked. He.. Your mission partner of 1 year had shot you.

"I thought you would figure out my true intentions with your intellect, but I guess I'm wrong." He smirks bending to your level as you shoot him a venomous stare. He had.. betrayed you.

"All those missions meant nothing to you? All those politicians we killed together?" You spit out, hot blood rushing through you, your eyes brimming with burning tears. A knot grows in your throat, making it impossible for you to express the extent of his betrayal.

"I never thought you were the one for sappy bullshit." He remarks and you want to slap him hard. An unfiltered rage, a rage that leads one to murder. But you can't, the bleeding doesn't stop it further leads you to your demise.

"I.. I trusted you." You muttered, at this point you couldn't control your tears anymore letting them fall, hitting the hard concrete.

"Well, you shouldn't have." He laughed heartlessly before walking away. Leaving you to your inevitable death.

So.. this is how nearing death feels like? You've killed hundreds of people in your lifetime but this is how it feels to be the one getting killed. For the first time your the prey. And.. as your nearing the end of your life, you feel somewhat peaceful as if all the rage dissolved. Your back meets the cold concrete as you sigh, eyes meeting the stars. A cold gust of wind blows and you laugh weakly. You find solace in your ending moments. The moment before you meet your doomed fate.

FLASHBACK

"Why do you keep fighting?" Hoshi your annoying mission partner asked, taking a seat on the unwashed couch in the gym.

"If I don't fight I'm weak." You replied, hands balled into fists as you punched the punching bag for the 30th time.

"That's a basic reason, I thought you were going to say some cool shit." He jokes and you let out a dry laugh.

"Damn you kwon.." You curse him, voice weak and unsteady. The question lingers in your mind, "why do you keep fighting?" You hate to admit it but since he asked, you had been thinking about it. And now when your inches away from deaths cold embrace you find your answer.

Him.

ITS FINE!!! 💖💖 nws!!! i love remembering moots <333 hoping we talk lots and lots <3333

I LOVE THE PIC HELPPP

I've been good too!!! thank u sm for asking!! im glad to know that ur doing great!!!

(real 🤧🤧)

hi aaniaa! we haven't really talked a lot as moots LOL 😭thank you for tagging me in all the reblog games 💗how have you been?

ps: a hoshi pic for you

IM REALLY REALLY SORRY FOR REPLYING THIS LATE!!! But thank u so much for remembering me ari <3 and I hope we talk a lot now 🤧❤️

I've been great! How r u??

(this soonie pic 🤧💖💞💝💕❤️ he is illegally cuteeee <3<3)

dude there's something so good about the killa i cant understand whats so good abt it its just so good. its actually the CUNTIEST song ive ever heard, spell and idubily excluded but god that song is C.U.N.T.Y. something abt it makes me wanna grind on the floor get high smoke shit idk anymore 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️the vibes are immaculate.

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FLUFF

“falling for you” by @amourane

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"the only exception" by @heartsfromia

ᡣ𐭩 non-idol! younger! soonyoung x fem! older! reader ᝰ fluff | 4.8k words | established relationship

"warm winter" by @kittysoonie

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"[21:54]" by @monamipencil

ᡣ𐭩 soonyoung x pregnant! fem! reader ᝰ fluff | 0.5k words | established relationship

COMFORT

"can you stay here? please?" by @jeonghunny

ᡣ𐭩 soonyoung x reader ᝰ hurt, comfort | 1k words | established relationship

"nerves" by @sweetiesicheng

ᡣ𐭩 soonyoung x reader ᝰ fluff, comfort | 0.6k words | established relationship

ANGST

"him." by @addicsvt

ᡣ𐭩 soonyoung x agent! reader | mafia au ᝰ angst | 0.5k words | mission partners ➶ "i trusted you. you shouldn't have."

"screen time" by @kimingyuslover

ᡣ𐭩 soonyoung x reader ᝰ angst | 0.9k words | lovers to exes ➶ soonyoung can only see you on his screen now.

SMUT (MDNI)

"08:42" by @eomayas

ᡣ𐭩 non-idol! soonyoung x fem! reader ᝰ smut, fluff | 2.4k words | established relationship ➶ morning sex (and kink discovery) with soonyoung.

"the boy is mine" by @highvern (series)

ᡣ𐭩 soonyoung x fem! reader ᝰ smut | 5.5k words

"all mine" by @hoshiwhore

ᡣ𐭩 soonyoung x fem! reader ᝰ smut | 0.6k words | established relationship

"side by side" by @joonsytip

ᡣ𐭩 mafia boss! soonyoung x doctor! fem! reader ᝰ smut, angst | 5.5k words | arranged marriage ➶ your marriage to soonyoung is just a form of convenience to all and you're fed up trying to make things work. so what happens when you start being bratty and it brings out an animalistic side to your cold mafia boss husband?

"ride it like hydraulics" by @staytinyville

ᡣ𐭩 soonyoung x ceo! fem! reader | idol au ᝰ smut | 2.8k words | sugar mommy+baby ➶ hoshi has a huge following which he makes well money off of. but that don’t mean he doesn’t love when others spoil him.

untitled by @wannabelife

ᡣ𐭩 soonyoung x reader ᝰ suggestive | 0.5k words | friends to more

all love to the authors! i enjoyed reading every single one of these writings! <3

I'm so glad you get it 😭😭😍😍 I will officially be calling you shu shu train now 🚄HAHA just kidding tho unless you want me to 💗💗

im so glad to know your good 😼😼IVE BEEN AMAZING!!!!! haha just a bunch of assignments that I have yet to submit and they have already exceeded their deadlines... yikes!

thank u sm for lobing the new theme 💗💗🥺🥺 its so hard to change themes LOLS but yes bright adorbable hannie 💗💗my favourite hannie genre indeed!!!

(also if you could choose and emoji for your personal tag that would be amazing :3 it's a cloud as of rn)

SHUSTERSSSS 😱😱 SHU SHU TRAIN (HAHA GET IT AS IN CHOO CHOO TRAIN 😭😭) HOW HAVE U BEEN 🥺💗

I GET IT DW!!!! I can now match with seungkwan and the thomas meme. I've been good! Hbu my love? Also i'm loving the new theme!! Bright adorable hannie 🥹

Again and Again

pairing - est!relationship jun x reader genre - fluff w a bit of angst word count - 358 warnings - just reader being exhausted / workplace problems synopsis - It's the small things he does. a/n - hbd to my pookie wookie!!!! my dearest darling <3

You and Jun are lying on the couch, you don't really pay attention to the show that is currently playing on the tv. Jun doesn't too, he never does because he's too busy looking at you. And its when you meet his eyes that he tries to not-so-subtly direct his gaze back to the TV screen. You smile at his antics.

After a few hours, you end up subconsciously-ing tracing random figures into his bicep and he doesn't pay that much mind until he does.

"Honey you just traced "help" onto my arm," he jokes only to be met with your unfocused expression. Your clearly thinking about something, something that is distracting you from him.

"Oh? It's nothing..." you snap back into reality before your mind can wander again.

"You sure? You can always tell me anything." He questions genuinely trying to prod at your problem without being too pushy. He knew that you tended to close yourself off whenever problems arised.

"I.. it's just, work has been so hard junnie." You complain letting out a defeated sigh. It's in that sigh that he hears your pure unfiltered exhaustion, you almost fooled him with how well you were hiding it these past weeks.

He looks at you with a genuine expression. "Mind telling me what happened during work?"

"It's my boss, he's asking me to do unpaid over time. Company's low on staff or some-" You mumble before he shushes you, a finger now resting on your lips.

"Did you try talking to him about how unfair it is? I mean it's his fault for not having enough money to hire more people," He begins slowly but he stops after seeing your tired expression.

"Okay okay, I'll talk to your boss about it, is that better?" He suggests before you shut him down instantly with an almost-aggressive head shake.

"Fine fine, I'll write you an email for you to send to him. No physical contact, is that okay?" He confirms with you, before you give him a hesitant nod of your head.

It's that small action that makes you fall in love with your boyfriend again and again.

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