When I Tell You I CRIED

When I tell you I CRIED

Im acting as if my kid just graduated with high honors

IM GONNA START SOBBING TOO NOOOOOO 😭😭

I guess i'm officially your child now 😭💗

thank u so much pookie for always being there <3

tysm for the tag shuu!! <33

nationality: chin!malaysian

birth month: june!

fav show: jjk (literally LOVE this show), kaiju no8, haikyu,

current fav song: until i found you (stephen sanchez), i can't handle change (roar), the rainy night (nct 127)

fandoms: carat, moa, zerose

fav idol: jun 🙏(ironic considering my whole acc is abt jeonghan), jeonghan, wonwoo, beomgyu, gunwook, yuma (< in order!)

tagging: @maesvtr0 @odxrilove @remyswrld @gi4hao @kikohao @seokminded @mirxzii @aaniag @starshuas @haecien + any moots ive missed/anyone who wants to do this!! <3

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nationality:　chindo + lao/thai

birth month:　january

fav movie/series:　my demon 🥰

current fav song:　siren by ateez

fandoms:　atiny, carat, briize, zerose, dive, onedoor, moa, nctzen, engene, fearnot, the b, ennve, zenith, once, army

fav idol:　xu minghao

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cared love

i know the name might not make sense, but please let others take care of you the same way you take care of others. maybe you're an eldest sibling, or someone with younger siblings, or you're taking care of someone – you can be cared for, it's not shameful. you are lovable it is so worth being loved, i promise you that. i'm an eldest sibling myself. please take care of yourself. i love you.

tagging: @welcometomyoasis @haecien @starshuas @glosskirt @mirxzii @kikohao @gi4hao @odxrilove + moots i missed/anyone who wants to do this

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do you guys ever just kaiser

Him.

pairing - mafia au! hoshi x reader genre - angst angst angst angst word count - wip warnings - blood, murder, guns, killing, death synopsis - "I trusted you. You shouldn't have." a/n - SHIBALLLL 😈😈 hbd to this man 😭😭🙏🙏

"Agent y/n."

"Agent kwon."

"It was nice working with you." He says and gives you a smug smirk. Your confused, you just finished a mission and he began to act so weird. You suddenly feel a sharp pain in your chest, blood starts to pour out staining the cement crimson. You immediately fall to your knees, only to be met up from above with his sadistic smile.

"W-what" Is all that leaves your lips. You feel shocked, no, more than shocked. He.. Your mission partner of 1 year had shot you.

"I thought you would figure out my true intentions with your intellect, but I guess I'm wrong." He smirks bending to your level as you shoot him a venomous stare. He had.. betrayed you.

"All those missions meant nothing to you? All those politicians we killed together?" You spit out, hot blood rushing through you, your eyes brimming with burning tears. A knot grows in your throat, making it impossible for you to express the extent of his betrayal.

"I never thought you were the one for sappy bullshit." He remarks and you want to slap him hard. An unfiltered rage, a rage that leads one to murder. But you can't, the bleeding doesn't stop it further leads you to your demise.

"I.. I trusted you." You muttered, at this point you couldn't control your tears anymore letting them fall, hitting the hard concrete.

"Well, you shouldn't have." He laughed heartlessly before walking away. Leaving you to your inevitable death.

So.. this is how nearing death feels like? You've killed hundreds of people in your lifetime but this is how it feels to be the one getting killed. For the first time your the prey. And.. as your nearing the end of your life, you feel somewhat peaceful as if all the rage dissolved. Your back meets the cold concrete as you sigh, eyes meeting the stars. A cold gust of wind blows and you laugh weakly. You find solace in your ending moments. The moment before you meet your doomed fate.

FLASHBACK

"Why do you keep fighting?" Hoshi your annoying mission partner asked, taking a seat on the unwashed couch in the gym.

"If I don't fight I'm weak." You replied, hands balled into fists as you punched the punching bag for the 30th time.

"That's a basic reason, I thought you were going to say some cool shit." He jokes and you let out a dry laugh.

"Damn you kwon.." You curse him, voice weak and unsteady. The question lingers in your mind, "why do you keep fighting?" You hate to admit it but since he asked, you had been thinking about it. And now when your inches away from deaths cold embrace you find your answer.

Him.

ㅤㅤ ᧔ㅤ𝒯he day that i 𝗺𝗲𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂

ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ i started 𝗱𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗻' :o . . .ㅤ᧓

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