To Add On To My Pookies Ramblings: A Youtube Video From Almost A Decade Ago

to add on to my pookies ramblings: A Youtube video from almost a decade ago

Ok so i finished the Book of Bill, and though I won't spew out all my thoughts and theories right here, I did have a thought that I feel is interesting (or maybe its a stretch who knows)

Also spoilers for TBOB, just in case:

what if, besides from literally killing him, what if another reason Bill hates Stanley so much is that maybe....he reminds him of himself?

My reasons as to why?

Bill constantly refers to Stan as "inferior" or a "weaker clone of Sixer". I believe that he says this not just because he holds Ford on a pedestal, but also as a form of projection (something I don't doubt because he refers to himself as a "monster" when Ford asks what his home was destroyed by)

Despite not being outright stated, it is heavily implied Bill was outcasted by his peers for him not fitting the norm (3rd dimension talk and "mutation". Something that Stanley also dealt with from his peers (and father) too

At his core, Bill really is a con man. Making deals and invoking a sort of speciality in whoever he tricks. Even Stanley acknowledges that in a way "Look, take it from a master con artist- if a deal seems too good to be true, thats because it is!". Both him and Stan do it to get what they want (Money for Stan, and power for Bill), at least Stanley though has some morals when it comes to it

The only real difference between Stan and Bill is (besides of their idea of "deals" varying in extremity) is that Stan has, even when he thought they didn't care for them, has always valued for his loved ones. Bill took advantage of those who trusted him and/or left them behind for how he wanted to form himself, which ultimately lead to his spiral downward.

This is so rambly aaaaaaaaa I'm so sorry that my thoughts aren't more coherent. If anyone would like to add on or correct some things in this you are absolutely welcomed to

can you tell I really enjoyed the book or no

the billford resurgence could only work in the age of booktok dark romance girlies. ten years ago everyone would be writing essays on glorifying abuse.

I made a post abt my basic Affocream Headcannons awhile back but they have changed a TON since then so heres an improved updated version

Im not ever gonna fully leave you, Affocream Nation, im still here kinda

OMG HE LOOKS SO PRETTY

Time is moving too fast. The fuck you mean “the Billford animation” is already a month old?

this is stupid but why are they wearing the same outfit. like that's the exact same outfit right? down to the elbow patches. how did this happen. did fiddleford take half his wardrobe in the divorce