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ak1sang3l
7 months ago

i fucking hate being an adult with a slowly increasing number of responsibilities its like one day you wake up and youre like aw fuck when was the last time i descaled the coffee machine

ak1sang3l
7 months ago

imma be honest

i’m tired of smut bc that’s all that i see in EVERY tag. like i want to read something romantic and funny or even sad. but all i see is just smut smut smut, i used to enjoy it but now it’s gotten too much.

and i LOVE romance and i want a cute romantic fic that is so wholesome and beautiful. but now i can barely find any.

especially in jjk fics like, i want it to be like old romance (without the misogyny) and just BEAUTIFUL.

we need more fluff 🗣️🗣️

ak1sang3l
7 months ago

controversial opinion but unfortunately you are your actions and what you say. if you are mean to people, it doesn’t matter if you sometimes have secret kind thoughts. fortunately you are your actions and what you say. if you are kind in your actions and your words, it doesn’t matter if you sometimes have mean thoughts. the power is in working against inner negative thoughts and being a better person despite it. you have the ability to cultivate the person you want to be.

ak1sang3l
7 months ago

also eloise bridgerton is conceptually the most hilarious character on the whole show. claims to be a feminist but every time her fellow women talk about their artistic pursuits or hobbies or interests or ambitions she’s like ugh you all fucking suck. not me though. i’m different. i want to be like my brothers. and then she has no real talents of her own. she’s not a feminist she’s still a reactionary turbohater AND a girlfailure. what she’s trying and failing to articulate is that she’s a lesbian.

ak1sang3l
7 months ago

the secret to life is always having something to look forward to

ak1sang3l
7 months ago

"can i come see you" is sweet to me, like yes tf you can

ak1sang3l
7 months ago

always - timeskip!oikawa x reader

Reader and Oikawa are married, and the series follows their life together. Be warned, though, there's no specific plot—just random drabbles

Just a few disclaimers:

Chapters with smut will be labeled with an asterisk for those who do not wish to read it.

2. English isn't my first language, so please be kind if you come across any errors in my writing.

3. I don't post according to schedule. I just have random bursts of inspiration so updates may not be consistent.

!Chapters !

Chapter 1 - Reassurance


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ak1sang3l
7 months ago

always - timeskip!oikawa x reader

chapter 1 - Reassurance

in which your anxious husband FaceTimes you from the Olympic village in need of some reassurance.

content warning: none lol

word count : 876

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You had always known that volleyball was the most important thing in Oikawa Toru's life. It was a fact as irrefutable as the sun rising in the east. It wasn’t that he didn’t love you—he did, deeply—but volleyball was his first love, the passion that consumed him. And you were okay with that. You could live with being second to the sport because you knew how much it meant to him.

In your three years of marriage, you had also learned two other things about him: he was the most sensitive person you had ever met, and he wasn’t a genius. These traits, while endearing, also posed challenges. His sensitivity meant he felt everything deeply, from the victories that sent him soaring to the defeats that crushed his spirit. And while he wasn’t a genius, he was hardworking, determined to outplay those who were with sheer effort and willpower.

It was the night before the Olympic final, and Toru was going to face Japan. You were in Argentina, the time zone difference making it a late evening for you, but you had stayed awake, knowing that he would call. The reason you couldn’t be with him was bittersweet—you had just given birth to your first child, and although you wished you could be there in person, travelling with your newborn daughter Airi seemed impractical and exhausting, keeping you grounded in Argentina.

When your phone rang, you answered immediately, eager to hear his voice. Toru’s face appeared on the screen, and even through the small pixels, you could see the anxiety in his eyes.

“Hey,” he said, his voice softer than usual. “Are you busy? Is Airi asleep?”

“Never too busy for you. And I just put the little angel down for a nap,” you replied with a smile, trying to lighten the mood. “How are you holding up?”

“I’m... nervous,” he admitted, his eyes dropping to the floor. “I wish you both were here. I’ve been thinking about her a lot, you know? How much she’s grown already, and I’m missing it.”

“She misses you too,” you said gently, your heart aching at the thought of the distance between them. “But she’s so proud of her daddy, and so am I.”

He managed a weak smile, though the worry lines on his face didn’t ease. “I’m scared,” he admits hesitantly, his voice trembling slightly. “Facing Japan... it’s huge. What if I’m not good enough? They have Kageyama and Ushijima on their team. I’m... I’m not a genius nor am I an athletic monster like those two, you know that.” "I've worked so hard to get to this point in my career. Shit, I even gave up my Japanese citizenship for this. I need this win so much."

You leaned closer to the screen, as if you could reach through it to hold him. “Toru, you don’t need to be a genius to win. You’ve never been a genius, and that’s what makes you so special.”

He looked at you, confusion and doubt mingling in his eyes. “How does that make me special?”

“Because,” you began, “you’ve always had to fight harder, work more, push yourself beyond your limits. Geniuses might have talent, but you have something they don’t—determination. You’re not just playing on the same platform as them; you’ve built your own platform, brick by brick, with your hard work and resilience. You’ve always been able to do that.”

His eyes softened as he listened, his expression shifting from doubt to something more like hope. “But what if I fail?”

“Then you fail,” you said simply, “but it won’t be because you didn’t give it everything you have. I’ve seen you do incredible things, Toru. You’re capable of fighting against anyone, genius or not.”

He was silent for a moment, absorbing your words. “I just... I don’t want to let everyone down. My team, our fans... you. Our daughter.”

“You could never let us down,” you said firmly. “All I want is for you to play with your heart, the way you always do. Win or lose, we’ll both be proud of you. And you should be proud of yourself too, no matter what happens tomorrow.”

A small smile tugged at the corners of his lips. “You always know what to say.”

“That’s because I know you,” you replied, smiling back. “And I believe in you. And so does Airi, even if she’s too little to say it.”

Toru took a deep breath, some of the tension leaving his shoulders. “Thank you,” he whispered. “I’ll do my best.”

“I know you will,” you said, your voice filled with love and confidence. “Now get some rest. You’ll need all your energy tomorrow.”

“I will. I love you,” he said softly, his eyes filled with warmth.

“I love you too,” you replied. “And so does your little girl.”

At the mention of her, Toru’s smile grew a little brighter, the thought of his daughter giving him strength. “Kiss her goodnight for me?”

“Always,” you promised.

With that, you ended the call, feeling a sense of calm wash over you. Toru was nervous, yes, but he was also strong. He wasn’t a genius, but he didn’t need to be. He had something far more important—heart.

And that, you knew, would carry him through.

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ak1sang3l
7 months ago

i don’t know about you guys but the main reason i am still on tumblr in 2024 is BECAUSE it is the most cloutless least influential social media app out there and that is the experience i am after. absolutely none of this will ever translate into significant attention or real success in my life and that is so beautiful.

ak1sang3l
7 months ago

is anyone available to run me over with a car

ak1sang3l
7 months ago

I’m so full of love and I think that’ll be the death of me

ak1sang3l
7 months ago
My Friend Bilal @bilal-salah0 Is In Germany Tirelessly Campaigning For The Rest Of His 18 Family Members

My friend Bilal @bilal-salah0 is in Germany tirelessly campaigning for the rest of his 18 family members in Gaza to escape genocide.

The German government is planning to deport Bilal on August 15th. With the stress of resisting this act of genocide, and potentially finding a new place to live, he cannot afford to campaign for his family alone. We have to help him as much as we can!!!

He is less than €9,000 away from his goal of €70,000! Please donate and share. No amount is too small, even a $5 donation will bring his family closer to safety.

Along with the kids depicted in my art, Bilal's family includes three newborn babies who are facing malnutrition because baby formula is scarcely available.

He is vetted on line 136 of Nairuz and Hussein's spreadsheet.

There's also a raffle where you can get a chance to win a Collector's Edition copy of the A Wrinkle in Time series by Madeleine L'Engle.

Donate to Help Evacuate My Family from Gaza to Safety, organized by Bilal salah
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Hi everyone, I am Bilal, 22 years old, from Gaza, Palestine. I am reaching… Bilal salah needs your support for Help Evacuate My Family f

Don't delay! Don't look away!

The best time to act was yesterday and the second best time is right now.

ak1sang3l
7 months ago

why cant i be a 20th century schoolboy studying shakespeare with his group of morally grey friends

ak1sang3l
7 months ago

Emergency: Help Evacuate My Family From GAZA WAR

Dear Humanity,

I'm Haya from Gaza , from a family of 8 people: my parents, two sons, and four daughters (two of them suffer from allergies).

Emergency: Help Evacuate My Family From GAZA WAR

Donate to Emergency: Help Evacuate My Family From GAZA WAR, organized by Ahmed Alshawish
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Dear Humanity, I'm Haya from Gaza , from a family of 8 people: my… Ahmed Alshawish needs your support for Emergency: Help Evacuate My Fa

I've witnessed the evidence of the tragedy that has struck our lives in Gaza, where my family and I have survived amidst numerous previous wars. But today, we face the most dangerous and fierce battle in the current war. The urgent need intensifies for us, as we have nothing left and are unable to secure our basic needs such as food, water, and safe shelter.

Here is our story - On October 7th, our lives changed forever, my family and I evacuated from northern Gaza to southern Gaza, hoping to return soon, but it wasn't meant to be. Our home was surrounded, burned, and then completely destroyed, Our home, once a fortress of hope, now lay in ruins, a stark reminder of our shattered dreams.

The night before we left from the north to the south was terrifying. Shelling sounds were everywhere, making a loud noise that felt like it went through our souls. Every explosions shook the ground like earthquakes, sending shockwaves of fear through our trembling bodies. filling us with fear. The air smelled of destruction and blood, making it hard to breathe. When dawn came, we saw the devastation around us, realizing our home was now a symbol of loss and despair.

We ran into the streets and with each step we took into the unknown streets, we felt as if we were plunging deeper into the abyss of our shattered existence, leaving behind everything we own in our home: Clothes, important official documents, the car, and literally it's almost everything - the enormity of our loss weighed heavily upon us.

Our home it was where we found hope, safety, and made precious memories. Losing it felt like losing years of our lives, leaving us adrift amidst the wreckage of our shattered existence.

A brief video depicting the devastation that struck our home and our entire neighborhood in Gaza.

Desperate Plea: Escaping Gaza's Allergy Nightmare

I, Haya, suffer from severe allergy to penicillin-derived medications, and my sister, Amal, also suffers from severe allergies to medications from my family such as Paracetamol and Ibuprofen.

These allergies create a deep sense of fear and anxiety for us, as we live in a constant state of tension and fear of anything that may require a visit to the hospital. We fear being given inappropriate medications due to the unavailability of suitable treatments in Gaza because of war or lack of awareness and not informing the doctor of our allergies, which could lead to serious consequences threatening our lives.

Emergency: Help Evacuate My Family From GAZA WAR

MY Father Income

Emergency: Help Evacuate My Family From GAZA WAR

Our dreams are heading towards oblivion in the labyrinth of an uncertain future

My story, along with my siblings, represents a united team of four individuals, three of whom are skilled programmers and one graphic designer. We work as freelancers in the world of freelancing.

Emergency: Help Evacuate My Family From GAZA WAR

As for my younger sister, she is a student studying at the College of Architecture. She has always carried a big dream in her heart, a dream of being part of changing Gaza, of making it more beautiful and better. She looked forward to the day when she would receive her degree and start building this dream. But the beginning of the war changed everything. The destruction of infrastructure and universities cast shadows of despair over her dreams.

Emergency: Help Evacuate My Family From GAZA WAR

When I think of my brother in Belgium, I can't help but feel deep sadness. He has been suffering from unbearable anxiety and insomnia since the outbreak of the war. Sleep eludes him at night, and his physical and mental health collapses under the weight of these heavy burdens, negatively affecting his performance at work. Problems and challenges pile up in front of him without the slightest opportunity for rest.

We all feel psychological pressure and extreme anxiety. The war hasn't been limited to external attacks but has deeply infiltrated our daily lives. We search among the rubble for a little safety and the basic resources for survival. Every day comes with a new challenge that we must overcome.

As we sway amidst the rubble of shattered dreams, our souls wrestle and our hearts beat strongly challenging the ravages of war.

Our parents earnestly seek a way to rescue us from this hell, feeling the heavy responsibility for every moment we spend under the shadows of fear and destruction. They dream of a safe place where they can build for us a better future, filled with security and hope, for we deserve life in all its meanings of comfort and peace.

Perhaps this fundraising campaign represents a light in the midst of darkness, it is indeed the only hope we cling to firmly.

I appeal to the world as a whole to hear my cry and the mournful cry of my family in Gaza. We need the helping hand that reaches out to wipe our tears and build a bridge to safety.

Your donation is not just a donation; it's an opportunity to rebuild life and brighten a better tomorrow. Be part of our hopeful story, for we need your hand to start anew.

The purpose of the fundraising campaign

The goal of this fundraising campaign is to rescue my family - my parents, my siblings, and me - through the Rafah Crossing to Egypt, which currently requires $5000 per person. This campaign is our only chance to stay alive, and I humbly request your assistance at this critical time. I will provide you with a comprehensive breakdown of the expenses, committing to transparency and clarity.

Donate to Emergency: Help Evacuate My Family From GAZA WAR, organized by Ahmed Alshawish
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Dear Humanity, I'm Haya from Gaza , from a family of 8 people: my… Ahmed Alshawish needs your support for Emergency: Help Evacuate My Fa

Verified by :

⭐️ operation olive branch, number 26 on their spreadsheet.

⭐️ Project watermelon,line 249 on their spreadsheet.

Thank you for your kindness and support.

.جزاكم الله خيراً

yours sincerely;

Haya Alshawish.

ak1sang3l
7 months ago

God, Palestinians can't have anything

Dear friends..
Today I found this little male puppy! He was afraid and suffering from sunburn, alone and hungry. I took him to my tent, cleaned him up and fed him. Later I will buy a dewormer. I will take care of him in my new home. Will you help me find a beautiful name for him? pic.twitter.com/GxgVwWfppC

— Cat lover (@Lawyer_Animal1) May 24, 2024
I named him Hope "الامل " 
We send love / peace to your pure hearts. There is great hope on the horizon for freedom from injustice/oppression ... Thank you so much dear friends. https://t.co/TLSHbi1Za9 pic.twitter.com/gEXkmaD8nv

— Cat lover (@Lawyer_Animal1) May 29, 2024
1/3… Dear friends …
I am heartbroken to tell you that my puppy, Hope, died yesterday. How quickly I had become attached to my happy little companion … I imagined him growing up before my eyes. I am not certain what may have caused his soul to leave so soon. https://t.co/OE2DcKX3AV pic.twitter.com/QDWde4VC4z

— Cat lover (@Lawyer_Animal1) June 3, 2024
2/3… Perhaps his baby heart was unable to withstand the previous night’s close explosions & yesterday’s intense bombardment that shook the ground beneath us. Was it fear that killed him, or did the intense pressure cause a heart attack? I ran to him but to my shock, he was dead.

— Cat lover (@Lawyer_Animal1) June 3, 2024
3/3… Yesterday evening I sat by the sea, in the same place where Hope had bathed earlier, in the gentle sunshine and beautiful weather. Perhaps he should have been called Love.

— Cat lover (@Lawyer_Animal1) June 3, 2024

I've often seen this person's posts pop up, he's known for the number of cats he feeds, even before this, hence the username. The other day, I remember seeing that pic of him and that tiny little puppy on the beach and being cheered up by it. It's just so sad... they literally can't have anything.

If anyone wants to help this man, he has links for both an evacuation gofundme and PayPal to help feed the cats:

Feeding cats in #Gaza
I got comfortable and met the doctor.#TYSM to all the friends who help and always stand with us.
We Really deserve peace and to live freely, not illusions.
Reminding my dear friends of the help links. https://t.co/OIvMjnbpRnhttps://t.co/VloMgdz5I4 https://t.co/5s2Ep3cIEf pic.twitter.com/FPxaFqr3Z1

— Cat lover (@Lawyer_Animal1) February 20, 2024
Donate to Fundraiser for safe passage from Gaza into Egypt., organized by Mona Chaaban
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ak1sang3l
7 months ago

What makes Haikyuu extra crazy is the timeskip. Like, it’s great and all that Hinata and Kageyama get to have such a close relationship in high school, but there’s always this lingering feeling of “can hinata be great without kageyama?” But furudate doesn’t just leave us there, we get to see them grow into separate adults, play AGAINST each other, and eventually be reunited as teammates again. It’s central to the whole story and arc, not just a fun epilogue! And I just think that’s neat

ak1sang3l
7 months ago

everyone was always like "Awwwwwww Hinataaaaaaaa cute little tangeriiineeeeeeeeeeeee so innocent and pureeeeeeeeeeee"

then timeskip hinata happened

Everyone Was Always Like "Awwwwwww Hinataaaaaaaa Cute Little Tangeriiineeeeeeeeeeeee So Innocent And
Everyone Was Always Like "Awwwwwww Hinataaaaaaaa Cute Little Tangeriiineeeeeeeeeeeee So Innocent And
ak1sang3l
8 months ago

gabi braun wouldn't have missed

ak1sang3l
8 months ago

i long to see Mike Faist play the role of Dorian Gray . I saw him for the first time in his role as Art in the movie ‘challengers’ and immediately thought “holy shit that’s literally Dorian Gray”


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ak1sang3l
9 months ago
Gay Kitty Love 2005

“Gay Kitty Love” 2005

ak1sang3l
9 months ago

“let’s run away together” trope fucks me up bc it’s almost always doomed. but what if it’s not this time.

ak1sang3l
9 months ago
ak1sang3l - mandi
ak1sang3l
9 months ago

reblog if you’ve read fanfictions that are more professional, better written than some actual novels. I’m trying to see something

ak1sang3l
9 months ago

You wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

You Wouldnt Last An Hour In The Asylum Where They Raised Me