Farewell, Kakavasha

farewell, kakavasha

some more neuvi my precious

AAAAAA I LOVED THESE A LIL TOO MUCHHH i had to draw some 🫣

adhd!rengoku kyojuro x adhd!reader hcs

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ADHD

canonically loud, talkative, super enthusiastic about everything, zero social skills, bro doesn’t blink

at the same time so warm hearted and genuine

he’s passionate about literally everything, he stans your hyperfixations all the way and gets into it with you and gets excited with you about it

he’s endearingly scatterbrained (probably more hyperactive than inattentive though)

would never tell you you’re repeating the same story to him (probably bc he doesn’t remember himself)

if you specify you want him to remember something he’ll do literally everything within his power to remember. he’ll schedule emails, set alarms, make lists, tattoo it onto his face he’ll go all the way

love language: TOUCH

always making physical contact with you in some way - holding hands, arm around your waist, will randomly come up behind you and rest his head on your shoulder (or your head if height allows) and hug you so tightly

actually gives the best bear hugs ever and he’s always so warm

he comes up to you like someone just died and says with the saddest expression “do you even love me anymore”. and you furrow your brow all worried, “what? what’s wrong?” he folds his arms, “you haven’t hugged me for two entire hours??”

you’ll just be sitting on the couch and reading or scrolling or watching something and he comes and puts his head in your lap and just. waits. staring up at you expectantly until you start playing with his hair

you do his hair all the time and he loves it, whether you’re brushing it or washing it he’s actually in heaven

non-patronising headpats all the way oh my goodness the way he absolutely LOVES it, especially if you have a height difference, he just think it’s the cutest thing ever. you're in the middle of a sentence and he's suddenly patting your head. "continue, i'm listening!!"

he suffers from cuteness aggression with you

like in the most normal way possible he wants to lie on top of you with his full weight and absorb your essence

you wake up one morning like “kyojuro i can barely breathe…” “ah sorry” and he loosens his grip so imperceptibly it’s like he didn’t do anything at all

an absolute menace for cuddles and snuggling, he will hang onto you like a koala

your chemistry & relationship

rengoku is forever picking up what you’re putting down

when you’re both high energy, good lord, you’re absolute menaces to society

yapping nonstop for absolute hours having the best conversations that go in the wildest directions, not even finishing a topic before you start another

bouncing off each other and going insane together, nearly feral tbh

zero volume control but neither of you even notice

you’ll be cleaning a room and singing and he’s at the opposite end of the house joining in all of a sudden and before you know it you’re absolutely belting together

or you’ll be singing in the shower and hear him joining in from the other side of the door as he walks past and it’s the funniest thing

every night is karaoke night

you’ll wake him up at 3 am “kyojuro can we go on a walk??” and he’s already putting on his jacket and pulling you out the door

pure “hell yeah” all the way

even when you’re not going feral together just his presence is a comfort

you always end up having the serious and deep talks about life and existence itself in the dead of the night

sometimes you don’t need much more than to just sit in silence together and enjoy each other’s presence

when you’re feeling down he’s your biggest motivator

always your no.1 biggest hype squad

his zest for life comes from resilience and from all the crazy things he’s been through so he gets it, he’s honestly the best listener, always empathetic and understanding

he’ll do his best to make you smile again and he’s so good at knowing when to hype you up, when to give you space, and when you just need the biggest longest hug

sometimes he’ll wordlessly just come up to you with a freshly made plate of your favourite comfort food and you’ll stuff your faces together

when you’re feeling insecure or in a self-loathing mood he genuinely gets really upset

he’s nearly crying like “...why would you say that about yourself 🥺😭” and half the time you end up having to comfort him

there’s zero adhd shame in this relationship

YES your laugh sounded like a cackling hyena and yes he’s cackling with you, even louder! and you’re laughing at each other’s laughs and it’s just getting funnier!

sometimes you’re feeling insecure about how loud or enthusiastic or borderline ‘annoying’ you’re being and it eats at you but he would rather kill himself slowly than let you ever feel like you’re ‘too much’

bc he knows you’ve been made to feel like that before and he’s having absolutely none of it

he always loves listening to you yap away it doesn’t matter what it’s about

you guys have the healthiest most open and honest relationship too especially since you’re both adhd

nuance, implications, hidden messages, subtleties, alternate meanings - none of that for you guys

you say what you mean and you mean what you say

it builds so much trust between you as well

bc of that you basically never fight - if you’re upset about something you just clarify it and that’s it, it’s that easy

when he gets mad (on your behalf)

rengoku’s a naturally passionate and open person but when he gets pissed he absolutely locks in, he’s like a completely different person

especially since it takes a lot to get him that upset. he’ll never get angry like this on his own behalf but when it comes to someone hurting you he can and will go insane

there’s actual fire burning in his eyes and his gaze is absolutely relentless

his canonical forgetting-to-blink comes in handy

he goes completely still

aura is absolutely shrivel-inducing

his anger is almost clinical, every word cutting to the bone

no golden retriever left, he’s on full guard dog mode - but the type of guard dog that just stands, and just looks, and you know it’s over

(it’s actually the hottest thing you’ve ever seen)

your relationship in public

the way you guys share the same braincell makes people go absolutely insane, they genuinely don’t know what to make of you

you’re the most chaotic duo anyone’s laid eyes upon

always having practically telepathic communication, you’re just always on the same wavelength

laughing at the exact same time unprompted

constant side eyes, so many inside jokes

definitely the type to not be paying attention in a meeting at all because you’re pulling faces at each other or sending each other memes

rengoku has this thing where he comes up with the cheesiest, most elaborately poetic nicknames for you and uses them in public for funsies

his current favourite is “moonlight” and he tries to find a way to slip it into absolutely every public conversation you have

you keep a count and try to beat your record

it’s actually the funniest thing bc people genuinely don’t know if he’s being serious or not

bc he’s always so unserious 😭

and the way you just take it like it’s an everyday event, it confuses the hell out of them

he loves matching fits with you in every possible situation

he’ll literally stop you at the door “wait wait wait i have a shirt like that” and change his outfit at the speed of light “now we’re matching!!” with the biggest beam on his face

even if it’s just a similar colour or cut of clothing he loves it so much

even if you’re late he’s gonna take a cute couples pic before you leave

his camera album is flooded with pics of you, you’re his absolute favourite thing in the world after all, his no.1 hyperfixation

you’re definitely his lockscreen as well

personification of “everywhere i go i keep a picture in my pocket like hey take a look at my gf”

he’s honestly so whipped for you, if someone gets him on the topic he’ll start talking about you nonstop

he’ll be rambling about you for 15 minutes and won’t even realise

“this one time when we went to the aquarium” “her hair actually smells so nice??” “she does this funny lil thing where she”

when other people point it out he’s not even embarrassed he’s ready to go on for another 15

you love trying out new food places together for date night

you guys also have this thing where you try the absolute wildest food combos together

everyone else is staring at you aghast while you dip your pineapple in chocolate and feed it to each other

you have an entire elaborate rating system for crazy food combos as well

my precious blade

didn't have a ref 😭 plz don't kill me haha