Day By Day, Israel Becomes More Cruel. They Have No Humanity At All. Can They Call Themselves A Human?

Day by day, israel becomes more cruel. They have no humanity at all. Can they call themselves a human?

MAN AND WOMAN ⤿ 𝓈im 𝒿aeyun .

𝓈ynopsis. where your best friend is a loser good guy and tries to show how love really feels like. pairing. bestfriend!jaeyun x fem.reader genre. fluff, angst, happy ending. wc: 3,9k+

WARNINGS : curse words, mentions of excessive skin-ship, reader has confused feelings, mentions of cheating, reader tries to avoid jaeyun, reader’s parents are divorced, mentions of trust issues, mentions of therapy, lemme know if i forgot something!

NOT PROOF READ & PART TWO OF FALL IN LOVE AGAIN!

𝒸ece no𝓉ℯ𝓈 : i'm back... i think hehe

you don't know what happened last night. everything turned into a blank memory, except for the moment you woke up next to your best friend. he wasn't naked, so you took a deep breath before slowly standing up and walking to your bathroom on your tiptoes. you were constantly looking back to make sure jaeyun wouldn't wake up and ask you where you were.

too bad! jaeyun woke up after a deep groan — and a deep morning stretch — he looked at you with a frown, and you saw how his sleepy eyes were trying to find out what you were doing.

“where are you going?” he asked with a groggy voice.

“um… to the bathroom?” you muttered.

“and you’re walking away from a morning cuddle just after what we happened yesterday?” smirking, he stood up and walked at your direction. “mhm?” he hummed while hugging you, embracing your waist with his arms and placing his heavy sleepy head onto your shoulder while taking a deep breath; slightly tickling your neck, making your body react with a gentle cringe.

what happened yesterday? — that's what you wondered and pondered to ask him, but it didn’t seem a properly situation: due to jaeyun’s morning clinginess.

with a fake chuckle, you pulled his arms away from your waist and slowly walked towards the bathroom's door while facing him. "i'll be with you in a minute!" you spoke in a joyful tone, trying to sound normal as a drop of sweat began to run down from your forehead.

you quickly locked yourself in the bathroom and took a deep breath as you tried to record something from last night.

"what if i say you look super attractive and that i want to kiss you? would that sound weird?"

jaeyun looked at you with half-hearted smile, like he was unsure on how to reply. "and what if i say i want to kiss you too? would that sound weird?" you realised how close he was from you now; and how your cheeks were being cutely and softly rubbed — not trying to mean such a thing that would eventually turn into something else.

however, even though the atmosphere was the best jaeyun could ever dream about — and how he had picture before — he knew it wouldn't be respectful from him for kissing a drunk person: especially you.

okay, let's all be honest here: the fact is that jaeyun has a hidden love for you that has been a deep secret for years now. so, as that being said, he eventually was expecting that — if somehow you fell like you liked him —, your guys first kiss together was supposed to be memorable. —he wondered how your lips taste right now.

"jaeyun... are you hearing me?" you whined watching his stood up paralysed figure. "why do you look so pale?" his sun kissed skin was glowing under the dark like a lightbulb, making a chuckle come out between your numb lips. "stupid." you drunkly scoffed as you turned your back at him and murmured for him to go back home; since it was late.

fuck he was dreaming awake.

"wait... i don't remember seeing him leaving..." you murmured to yourself as you bit into your nails, wondering if there was pieces of the last night's puzzle lost inside your own mind. "it doesn't make sense..." you whispered crossing your arms, thinking if it was a good idea to consider actually asking the soberest person from yesterday what had happened: jaeyun. — especially between you two; it was all a big mystery for now. "no," you shook your head, biting onto your bottom lip. "it's not a good idea; he's going to be upse-"

knock knock

"y/n, baby," jaeyun's voice sounded concern, yet kinda groggy. "are you okay there? are you having any hangout sickness? poor baby, i'll get you some medicine-" the door was opened, and you were met with jaeyun's frown.

you weren't planning on opening the door too soon, but you weren't planning on making your best friend worried about you or even worse: mad. oh, you don't wanna see jaeyun mad. he doesn't look scary, but looks can trick you. "yeah?" you pursed your lips like nothing has ever happened, leaving the bathroom and going to the kitchen, leaving jaeyun dumbfounded and stunned by your sudden change of actions. "what would you want for breakfast?" your gentle voice sounded way too gentle for his liking, making him rub his nape.

"um... whatever you're going to eat, i don't want to bother you..." he spoke with a weird voice, almost like he was sniffing a sense of awkwardness replacing the smell of coffee being poured. you heard the noise of the dinner's table chair echo against the floor, alerting that your best friend were currently sat at one of those chairs.

turning to look at his figure — trying your best to avoid his gaze — you replied: "oh, no problem!" you placed a cup of coffee on the table close to him, nodding your head as you were giving him the confirmation it was for him.

"thanks." he plastered a simple smile, not showing his teeth, almost like a smiley purse spread through his lips. well, you pictured that he smiled like that because of his trembling tonne, but you weren't that sure; since you didn't glanced at him to make sure.

you finished making an omelet for him, placed an italian bread — that you bought yesterday's morning — for both of you and placed a package of butter — and jam — to make sure he knew you had a complement; to enjoy this delicious sour dough bread, and didn't forget to place the sweet pancakes you had quickly made. — even though he asked you to simply make him what you were going to have.

"so..." you started after a long five minutes of pure awkward silence after you just sat on the table. "how was last night?" you asked him, peeking at his reaction through your tea's cup rim, abandoning the hot beverage for a few seconds to tear a piece from that inviting bread and taking a bite from the teared piece.

"it was great." he shrugged, drifting his gaze to the sweetened coffee that he was drinking, taking a sip from the cup.

great? you though.

"how great?" you watched how his reaction looked like a slight frown and a confused glance at your face, before dropping his attention to the knife's tip covered with a little bit of jam. you followed his actions and took a deep breath while watching him take a bite of bread. "i mean like- did you sleep well?" you tried your best to quickly change topics, and the difference between the topics was almost impossible to tell; but jaeyun detected how nervous and anxious your tone sounded, almost like you were in a combustion state.

"yeah, i slept well." he chuckled. "why are you so weird today...?" you heard his whisper, like he was asking himself after letting out a chuckle — that echoed more like a scoff — slightly tilting his head to the side like he had already gave up on trying to find out. perhaps you woke up with the left feet?

"nothing..." you murmured, cringing yourself as you felt kind of a intimidating atmosphere. you were fighting a million of thoughts and trying to make it not show, but your 'discreet' glances at him were kinda obvious. you were also trying to find a way to ask jaeyun what happened last night,, so after a few more peeks at him, you gulped down a piece of teared bread and coughed: leading the man's attention at you. "so..." your gaze dropped as you saw his eyes laying on you in a second. "i was kinda drunk last night, you know?"

"yeah, i know." he chuckled.

"mhm... well," you paused, taking a deep breath before proceeding to finish your future question. however, jaeyun interrupted you in a blink of an eye, saying:

"if you couldn't remember about last night you could've just said, you know?" you heard a breathy laugh come out of his mouth without a single pinch of actual humour.

your eyes widened as you realised how fast he has read you. he scoffed at you surprised face, "why are you surprised? i am your best friend, i know you since we were six; i can read you like a book." and he smiled, this time letting a pinch of proudness show off. "i'm not mad if you're wondering." he looked at you, but he didn't see any movement of relief coming from you, making his eyes widen and his posture switch to a authoritarian posture; where his chest was puffed out. "i'm telling you i'm not mad!" jaeyun pouted, looking like he was kinda offended that you weren't really convinced.

you pursed your lips, leaving a half-hearted smile as you tried to recompose yourself. you shrugged, trying to brush off that awkward climax, nodding your head at him, like you were calling him out. "since you're not mad," you leaned a bit across the table. "can you tell me what actually happened last night?" you murmured, almost whispering at him.

"we just cuddled." he shrugged, and your body relaxed on the chair, leaning your back back onto the chair.

"that's it?" you scoffed. "i thought it was something more-" you paused, realising you were a bit carried away with your words. "um... you know," you let out a nervous breathy laugh.

"you thought we had sex?" jaeyun saw how your cheeks were red. "yeah, no, we didn't." shaking his head, he began to chuckle at your embarrassment.

and then, a comfortable silence was established. well, for jaeyun in particular, because you were trying to reconnect your rational thoughts to your own brain. you were feeling like a teenager boy middle his puberty when jaeyun's words were echoing in your mind. you tried as much as possible to shake off those silly thoughts and scenarios, but as much as you tried, you couldn't; specially when he was still in front of you.

feeling a bit overwhelmed, you told him you were heading to your room to get ready for the day. "are you sure? aren't you feeling ill due to yesterday's night?" his pout made you almost melt, but you replied with a shook of a head, telling him you were feeling better, and he couldn't say anything else to stop you from changing yourself and proceed to continue your daily routine.

you took a deep breath as you went upstairs back to your room, slamming the door as your heart was weirdly racing. "what is wrong with me?" you asked yourself, hoping that a mirror could tell if your eyes were shining as much as you thought jaeyun was; this morning.

"okay y/n, tell me what's wrong!" your friend — hikaru — was trying to help you, taking a long sip onto her boba as she shouted at you to spill everything.

today, after getting ready, you called your friend hikaru, who was a long date friend of you. you two met at a english school you were attending when you were just five years old, and yoona caught your eyes for being half american and half japanese. she was born and raised in japan and was trying her best to learn english: since her father was an american man. she was friendly, yet shy. hikaru is pretty and very smart, always helping you out.

"okay, you calm down hikaru!" you yelled back, making her scrunch her nose and twitch her upper lip, flashing her head away from your glance. "it's just... how can i say this...?" you sighed, avoiding her eye contact.

you felt her eyes slowly laying back on you, and from your peripheric sight you saw her concerned pout as you rubbed your forehead, attempting to ease your mind. "what is it y/nnie?" she rubbed your shoulder, trying to calm you down.

"i think- no, i don't think... i- is just-"

"wait y/n," hikaru placed her boba at the park's ground, not caring about all the lousy feet that have been stepping onto the stoned ground. "i have all day to listen to you; and i'll try my best to hear you and help you, so take your time, yeah?" her brows were giving a sense of sensibility and worry.

"karu, do you think that- like," you took another deep breath, looking at her. "when you like someone your heart rate is used to increase, right?" your friend saw how your eyes were craving for answers, so she coughed before speaking, holding your shoulders in a attempt to make you focus on her words instead of overthinking.

hikaru knew about your many broken hearts from the past, so she was kinda taken back once you asked her such an unexpected question.

"um... let's see..." she pouted and inflated her cheeks, thinking for a second before turning her head/attention back to you. "usually yes, but, anxiety doesn't affect just 'in love' people you know? it can be a plenty other facts." she shrugged, and you nodded your head as you understood her points.

"like?" your tone sounded a bit hesitating.

"like the motive, the situation, the person's current state and the person who makes someone feel like her heart will probably explode anytime soon." she chuckled, like it was kinda silly, picking up her drink back from the ground.

"yeah, i think you're right," you nodded your head, pursing your lips as hikaru's explanation began to sink into your thoughts. "jaeyun would never stir my feeling like that-"

"oh, wait, are we talking about jaeyun? that friend of yours?" hikaru cocked a brow, literally flashing her head at you once your best friend's name were spitted out from your mouth.

"yeah? what about it?" you took a sip from your latte, mocking her brows.

"oh honey, if you don't know what i'm talking about, i'm not gonna be the one to tell you." as she started to sink her front teeth into her boba's straw, a mischievous grin spread across her lips.

"no, hikaru, tell me! you started, so finish it!"

"my work is done hun'!" she mocked your desperation. "have to go back to mina," she stood up from the bench, checking the time on her watch as she checked on her daughter, who was playing with her friends at the playground. "you should get going as well, don't you have to see your therapist soon?" hikaru asked you with a bit of curiosity, turning her head to look back at the little girl's figure: who was getting closer as she began to ran.

mina is hikaru's daughter, that has just three years old, and is a very smart little girl. the japanese woman got pregnant as soon as she finished high school, and even though it seems that she was very young to be a mum — she actually was —, you were very surprised with how easy hikaru was dealing with all the hormones and the pregnancy itself; that it is a stressful process of change. what could you say? now you have a beautiful and wise nephew to call yours, and hikaru couldn't be more relieved to have her little family all together.

"alright, say bye-bye to uncle y/n, mina." hikaru waved her hands, encouraging mina to wave the same way at you. mina waved back at you with a big grin, asking her mum if she could spend more time with me. "mina, we have to get lunch now, your daddy is waiting at work for us, remember baby?" she smiled at her toddler nodding. "y/n, i would offer you a ride to whenever you have to be now but i'm kinda late..." hikaru pouted.

"oh, no problem! i can ask jaeyun if he could drive me to my therapist building."

"oh- jaeyun?" you watched how her brows went up and down, in an attempt to tease you. "remember what i said to you earlier, okay? the person matters when it comes to feelings." she smiled, messing with your hair meanwhile she began to fix her daughter's stray hair strands. "okay, have to go now hun', good luck!" hikaru sent you a flying kiss as you watched her walking away from you, and mina's teary eyes followed you until her little eyes couldn't catch you anymore.

"yeah, i can drive you babe." jaeyun's voice echoed behind the phone's speaker, and you smiled.

"alright, thank you, i'll see you soon then." and you hanged up the phone, hugging yourself as the weather began to turn into a bit more windy. "cold..." you murmured.

under a few minutes your best friend arrived, and your shoulders relaxed the moment he called your name inside the car. "come inside princess!"

"so now you're dealing with uncalled feelings?" your therapist confirmed, receiving a nod from you. "okay, but why are you so concern about those feelings?"

"because it causes me- i think- triggers? i'm not sure..." you scratched your scalp, pouting, feeling overwhelmed.

"describe them again for me, but try to be more precise; i need you to be more precise." your therapist looked at you in a firm — yet comforting — way. "take your time, i'm not here to force anything to come out of your chest, remember: i'm here to help you." Mr. Kang reassured you when he saw your eyes a bit teary.

"my heart pace increases and-and, when talking about it feels super overwhelming, and i can't explain it without feeling a sense of guiltiness and worry."

"worry about what?"

"if these feelings can grow and kill me slowly."

"feelings can't kill you, but thoughts can." he looked at you with a cocked brow, making you cringe as you got intimidated. "thoughts are consequences of feelings, and they can grow and cause serious mental problems." the sound of his pen against the paper he was writing echoed during a moment of silence. "i guess you fell in love." he murmured, and you immediately stood up from your seat.

"it can't be! i don't wanna fall in love- i-i'm not in love!" you shouted, tears running down.

"so that's what triggers you." Mr. Kang nodded his head, tearing a piece of paper and handing you. "y/n, i'm sending you back home with a new medication to help you sleep. about your feelings: love can't be helped, and i wouldn't recommend you to follow your past instead your heart." he stood up and placed a gentle hand onto your shoulder, staring deeply into your eyes. "people are different, and i know that change can scare you, but it shouldn't kill you. good luck y/n, see you next month." nodding his head at the paper he handed you, you read what he had written, reading that you were programmed to see him again next month; not like you have planned.

"so, how was today's therapy?" jaeyun asked, watching how quiet you were since both of you left the clinic.

you shrugged, following threes as they passed by behind the car's window. "normal."

"are you sure? haven't seen you act like this for a while." his eyes were switching between looking at the street and looking at you.

"yes, i'm sure." you tone seemed a bit annoyed, and you sighed once you realised. "i'm sorry." you murmured, rubbing your eyes with your thumb and index finger.

"you're fine." a gentle worried hand laid against you thigh, and a soft rub began.

"jaeyun," you called your friend in a whisper, making him hum as he heard his name drop from your mouth. "have you ever been in love?" you timidly asked him, watching how his eyes seemed to shine and his jaw tighten a bit.

"i guess so," jaeyun glanced at your face, trying to figure out if he was actually hearing this question coming out of your mouth. "why?"

"nothing..." your head turned back to the view of the streets behind the car's window. "just curious." you shrugged, cringing yourself as your thoughts began to eat you alive. "how does it feels like?" asking in a coy tone, jaeyun chuckled, like he was remembering about that sweet and pure feeling called: love.

"depends," he shrugged. "but usually, at the very beginning, it feels like you're going to pass out at any moment." his hands tightened against your thigh skin. "you feel like she's the only person that you deserve, the only person you can picture living by your side; hugging, cuddling, kissing... it's like bing under drugs influence, but every single second or every time you see that exact same person."

"can love kills you?" your best friend giggled, finding cute your curiosity.

"it can, but only when it's not mutual, understand?" jaeyun looked at you after parking his car in front of your house. "love can hurts even more when it's so real, but so far away, that your heart can deal with being far away from someone. it's like, for it ( heart ) life is unfair." he chuckled with the thought. "it's silly, but a lot of people say humans live for love." he sighed.

"how do you know all of this? love isn't something you cannot explain?" your eyes went wide, not even realising you have arrived at your house. "i mean, haven't you ever dated that girl you always wanted?" you refereed to a girl jaeyun dated a while ago.

"but we broke up, didn't we?" he looked at you with hurtful eyes. "sometimes love can hurt so much that we want to live to find a durable one. you're right, it's something we cannot explain, but once we experience sincere love, is like spreading butter on a toast." he eased the tense atmosphere with a silly analogy. "and it can be explained as a mutual love, or a silent love."

"what is a silent love?" your head dropped to the side, wanting to know more about it.

"like when you love someone from far away: like a kid wanting sweets but having a ton of motives and signs to not eat it, such as, like, cavities." you nodded your head.

"have you ever experienced silent love?" and a silence was plastered.

"it's late y/n, you should enter home." he nodded his had at your building.

"jaeyun, have you?" your frowned your brow.

he sighed, before replying: "i am experiencing."

"with who?!" you almost shouted, curiosity already killing you inside.

"y/n go inside-"

"who is it, jaeyun? tell me, please, i'm your best friend, aren't i? i want to know who is-"

"it's you y/n! fuck is you! are you satisfied? for godness sake, just go inside please..." his tone lowered once he realised he had snapped at you.

"m-me?" and jaeyun went silent, avoiding you. "okay, sorry..." you whispered, slowly holding jaeyun's hand that once were laid on your thigh, placing it back onto his lap. "have a great night, i hope we can talk about this later." you finished, opening his car's door and slowly walking away from him.

once you reached your doorstep, something hit you like a bullet, making you stop from reaching you locker. "jaeyun!" you shouted, hoping he would be listening to you, even though he was inside the car. "i want to find love with you! i-i mean! i want you to make me find out what love is like!" feeling your cheeks hot, you quickly entered inside home, taking a deep breath while leaning against the door.

you received a notification, and without hesitation you went to take a look.

jaeyun: i heard you. jaeyun: can we start to see each other as man and woman then?

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He was almost unnoticeable in the crowd of flooding customers walking in pairs to their tables. Searching for him after your parttime job finished had become your new hobby since he always seemed to be there waiting for you. Sitting quietly at his own table, he downed his food, barely swallowing after every bite. Smiling to yourself at his boyish action, you motioned towards his table, seating yourself beside him, leaving minimal distance between the two of you.

Without bothering to look up at you, he continued his action, the music bursting through his headphones creating a distraction from your prying personality. Leaning your head forward to try and meet his gaze, you waved your hand in front of his face.

Having enough human decency, he glanced at you briefly before turning the volume up and pretending not to hear you, an action you had grown accustomed to as it was in his nature to ignore everyone. Moving your hand to his headphones; you slid them off his head, brushing his soft hair against your fingers. Finally turning to look at you, you shot him a toothy smile. “Hi, ki.” You chirped, greeting him in your usual perky personality.

He mumbled what you assumed was a reply and lessened the volume of the music he was playing through his headphones. Moving back to his food, you watched him inhale half of his food at once, barely breathing between each bite.

You watched him without touching your own food, a grin growing on your face. Feeling your eyes on him, he stopped to look at you, angrily mumbling, “What now?”

“Want some of mine?” You motioned to your lunch, watching his face squint disapprovingly before shaking his head. “Eat your food.”

Huffing in irritation, you shot a playful glare in his direction causing a small smile to spread on his face. “Cute.” He mumbled, maintaining his aloof mask and looking out at the darkening sky.

At his request, you began eating and tried to hide the very visible tint on your cheeks by catching him up on your day which he never asked to hear but listened as you talked every day.

“Do you ever stop talking?” He cut in; eyes glued to his phone. “Only if you ask really nicely.” You teased, shooting your signature grin and glancing at him just in time to see him scoff.

“Where are you going after this?” You asked to fill in the silence, which was something you were used to when you were around him. “The skate park.” He mumbled.

“Can I come?” You piped up, turning to meet his hair that was blocking his face like a curtain would to a window. “No.” He replied, finally looking up at you.

A small pout pressed on your lips even though you knew it had no impact on the boy who kept his gaze glued to your lips. Picking up a clean napkin on his table, he placed a hand on your cheek and softly wiped away the remnants of the food on your face. His eyes bore holes into your own as he held your stare, his usual emotionless eyes disappearing and being replaced with a look you couldn’t interpret.

Scrunching the napkin in his hand, he packed up his stuff, pulling out of his chair. You watched him, still flushed from his act of affection minutes before. Dragging his bag over his shoulder, he turned to look at you, still acting nonchalant despite the pink tint on his ears. “Aren’t you coming?”

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