Today I Had A Panic Attack Because A Guy I Barely Know Touch My Hand And I Was Surprised Because I Havent

Today I had a panic attack because a guy I barely know touch my hand and I was surprised because I haven’t see him coming! I know that for people in general it’s nothing and I’m just a baby who overreacted ! Generally I never talk or share any of this cause it’s really difficult for me to explain why but I want to share this because I’m tired of being ashamed and depressed! The trauma of a rape it’s like a petite mort you’ll never be who you were, this person is dead . So yes sometimes I will overreact about something ridiculous and I would try to contain my tears , fear and anger . I don’t want to get out drinking cause I don’t feel safe and other times I talk to myself and said No this isn’t defined who you are , but it’s difficult and I think we really didn’t talk the after for the person the trauma, the nightmares and fears

Jackson ‘I’m in. all the way” Avery

Poc need respect and appreciation for their work! White does not rule the world and we must remember that despite our privileges there is no superior race! and we all had to be allies of the poc to change that so that they are treated like any white

One day imma call out shady people in this fandom without remorse. This act of pretence and subtle shade is fucking hilarious cos y'all think it's not obvious. Talk about inclusivity when it's really just words. It's funny how diversity really works when the three outspoken pocs in the fandom have been tagged that blog.

And oh the white anon that once sent an ask asking for names of pocs blog to follow, we know you. We just don't want to burst your bubble. Followed us all on the same day with a personal account and then unfollowed us all 2 days after. Did you really think we wouldn't notice? Or that assumingly Rio's blog that blocked all the three women of colour that have always been very vocal without ever interacting with them. Or that blog that follows me but will rather reblog my gifs from another mutual every single time. Like I said, one day imma spill the beans. Brace yourself or block me now.

So true

I’m really happy that Stan, specifically, was the one to say what us “haters” have been saying for ages. Because it validates a lot of the opinions which have been deemed negative and confirms that she is supposed to come across incredibly selfishly, not considering how her actions impact the people around her.

Beth can’t be a part of this. She makes everything about her. She does whatever she wants, whenever she wants, and the rules don’t ever apply.

I genuinely fucking love his attitude right now and the way Ruby sheepishly agrees with him, because she’s known for a while that her best friend doesn’t have her back the way she has Beth’s. She’s known that her family suffers as a result of Beth. I only hope that they really have Ruby address this with Beth because she needs to hear it

These are amazing — and shockingly accurate. Did you know there’s a “Bechdel test” for female scientist biographies?

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Thank god for tumblr sometimes, bc now I can decide if I’m going to watch an episode of GG or not. Literally have not watched ep 8 since hearing literally nothing positive. Only have watched clips here and there. Also just not really sure I want to watch the rest anyways...until maybe Netflix.