Wait. This Is Just Steven Universe.

Wait. This is just Steven Universe. 👀

✨🦄🐬🦖🌊 I JUST WANNA BE PART OF YOUR SYMPHONYYYYYYY✨🦄💖💕🐟🐬

Apparently someone said that I "cooked" with these which I thought was pretty cool. Based on the picture below.

I still can't believe that these are the same people. He's also something of a beautiful man but I don't know how to articulate it. Sometimes it feels off but eh shouldn't roast his face like that 😆...

The first drawing was more sketchy, but I have the sticker that Nikki and Zach made together, I'd like to have more. I really like drawing nerdy Pim as opposed to nerdy Charlie, just because of the glasses fitting in a less awkward way on Pim. And I am still speculating what kind of crittersona to draw and how they will interact with the world of SF. I still may not be as obsessed with SF as I was a few months ago, but I still love it.

What if they are talking to Smormu? 🤣😅

The boys have to help a demon smile and Charlie has an important question

Little update: tw transphobia: I don't own the original footage, nor do I entirely know the context except for the fact that Lyle is having issues editing footage of himself lol.

Anyways, I added text over it because I have a bit of a story to share, and I don't feel comfortable sharing to my Instagram or Facebook, cause I'm not sure I want my mom to see it just yet.

So me, my sis, and my mom went out together and had a lot of fun, basically I don't want to say too much but I feel like they were BARELY trying with my new name and pronouns. Of course it's ONLY been maybe a month since I've notified them, but it's been longer since I've had them on ALL social media platforms and even longer still since I knew I was and am trans.

I first knew I was nonbinary before realizing that I'm also trans masculine, which is a bit silly, but my gender journey isn't completely linear.

When our mom left to go back home she said "don't focus on the pronouns" and I was cheekily smiling but in my mouth I wanted to spew out "go fuck yourself" but I REALLY didn't want to deal with her reaction and all the new stuff going on today (don't worry, it's good stuff mainly.)

I feel like she may not understand, because she's old, about twice as old as me. So I NEED to give her some grace for that, no really I feel like I need to. But sometimes it just makes me feel like I'm not making any progress.

I'd like to medically transition in some fashion, legally, too, but I'm not sure how to figure all that.

I have another therapist appointment this week, and I do NOT plan to miss them. They SAID they would get me a gender therapist, I would like someone to just even TALK to about the whole thing. I knew that I've mainly been a guy for maybe my entire life, or just feel REALLY uncomfortable with femme terms being used for me basically. My pronouns are he/they/it. Yes, it is one of them. I just don't know if I want to explain myself there, but I have been involved in the furry community a little bit or at least like drawing anthro characters from time to time.

But that's besides the point. I am a person, I'm not a she, I have a life, ever since I've realized how much it bothers me to be called she, the more it hurts. I however, STILL like presenting somewhat femininely, and some people may have some trouble understanding that.

I could go on and on about how I both care about my gender and don't care at the same time. Like I feel like I don't matter even though I'm continuously coming out, being brave, and feels somewhat surreal that I'd finally see the day that I'd stop denying how I feel on the inside. Of course there will ALWAYS be bullies. Know that I stand with you trans folks of all kinds. I'm not going to cut off my mom from my life, or my sister. I KNOW they are trying to understand. This IS a phase of my life, but that's not to say that I'll go back in the closet. I want to be out, even if I'll be uncomfortable a lot, even if I'll be exhausted a lot. I just want to make sure other trans folks are safe too. Don't come out unless you are safe. I wasn't even sure I would be. I'm gonna start arming myself in case something DOES go wrong though. Not heavy artillery, just smaller stuff, more defensive. Make sure you have a great support system.

Anyways, as far as art goes, idk, maybe catch me on Instagram? But just keep in mind my mom is on Facebook.

-khaled juma

if the condition of the children of gaza doesn't move you, i don't know what will. there is no school this year. there was no school last year either. no clean water or healthy food. no medicines for when they hurt themselves. no toys to play with. no way for them to come out of this genocide unscathed. it's with a heavy heart that i've realized that childhood in gaza is an empty promise.

my friend alaa [ @alaakh998 ] lives in gaza. she has two little kids aged 4 and 6. i cannot help but think about them. how are they doing? what lies in their future? are they okay? I've come to the realization that they wont be safe unless they're able to evacuate from gaza.

the rafah crossing is closed as of now. alaa is fundraising in hopes that she can collect enough money to address her immediate needs and eventually evacuate when the crossing opens. she needs to buy a tent and medicine and supplies and food.

please donate to help her buy these things and ensure her children's well being.

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