Angelicpuppyxoxo

yungelita 2014/15

blame her for how i turned out-

3. before he left we went to a park in the morning everything was beautiful. we sat on the swings. me on his lap while he sits. as we talked. i can’t remember most of what we spoke about- i remember when we sat on the grass me on his lap. he said he liked me. that he would miss me when he went back. i admitted that i liked him that i would miss him too. he said something i can’t remember but i know it’s something sexual not mentioning anything else between us. or anything else we did together. i come back to reality hurt. remembering everything my friends said about him- all of it was right. he tried to kiss me i moved away from him his lap his warmth his touch it reminded me. that i am just another one of the girls from the photos he fucked. i am just some eighteen year old he fucked that’s all. i start crying a little bit like a little girl all over again not looking at him. moving away when he tried to touch me. “ don’t be like this” he said. during the ride home. i played music we sat in silence he tried too move his hand to my thigh. i moved away from him once again. ignoring him my legs on the dash. once we got there i practically jumped out with my backpack and the stuffed animal he bought me. he tried too explain himself but i said “i don’t care” i walked away.