My Second Time Reading This And Im Still Crying

My second time reading this and I’m still crying

What Could’ve Been

FINAL PART

Pairings: Steve Rogers x Reader, Steve Rogers x Peggy Carter, future Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: Angst, like ouch bitch who hurt you?, pain, regrets, moving on

summary: Steve stays in the past when returning the stones, leaving you behind and erasing everything you two were to each other. Decades pass and he wonders if he made the right decision. Especially since the memories of you still lingers in his mind years after.

DISCLAIMER: Time travel concept is different than in the movie. If you travel back in time, you mess with the future. You don’t have memories of Steve. He erased that the minute he decided to stay behind. You two never met. I didn’t want to make Steve go back in time and have another separate Steve still sleeping in ice. Whoops.

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What Could’ve Been Part 1

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Steve knew he didn’t have much time left.

He felt it in his heart, in the very core of his soul that his life was coming to an end. Old age eventually catches up to everyone and despite all the suffering he’s been through, he could only wait. He was laid there on his hospital bed, waiting as time ticked away second by second. His children and their family were just outside the room, talking to the doctors and trying to see if they could do anything to prolong his life. If there’s anything more they could do. The Barnes’ were here too. You were here too.

The ironic part was, he didn’t really want more.

Steve was tired.

He was so very tired.

He wanted to rest. To finally go into sleep and never wake up. He wonders if it’s anything like the time he first woke up from the ice. If by the time he passes, he’d open his eyes to blinding light or if he would just drift into nothingness. If there was a Heaven, and he wasn’t sure if there was anymore or if he was even qualified to be in there, what image would greet him?

Would he see Peggy? The Commandos? Would he see his mother? His father? All the people he’d lost? Would he see you?

God, he hoped he would. 

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Pushing His Luck (4)

Bucky X Reader! 

WARNINGS! Extreme Non-Con, Violence, Roofies, Kidnapping, Dark Bucky, Somnophilia. This is a really dark fic so please don’t read if that isn’t your kind of thing. 

“You had no idea that Bucky Barnes wanted you, you had no idea about the thoughts he had about you, the dirty fantasies you starred in. But you were about to make them come true anyway.”

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Heart-Shaped Box 💟 2

Warnings: eventual noncon/dubcon elements, obsession, possessive, breeding other tags to be added.

This is dark!Bucky and explicit. 18+ only.

Summary: You accept a job as an au pair, but not all is as it seems.

Note: Alrighty, so Bucky’s slowly peeling away the layers of madness but we’ve got to be patient here because it’s just gonna keep coming! I don’t know how long it’s gonna be, I mean do I know anything? Really? You know me, you know I’m a bimbo. But bear with me and we’ll go on this ride together.

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You found enough strength to drag yourself off the floor. Then you found yourself paralysed. Just on the other side of the bed stood a crib. You shuddered as you sat on the edge of the mattress and frowned at the quilt folded inside the rails; geometric flowers sewn in pinks and purples. 

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Bucky’s F ’ ing Knife

Pairings: Bucky x Reader Summary: Title about summons it up. Warnings: 18+, knife and fear play, small part about blood, slight dub-con  Words: 2648

a/n: Happy Birthday, @sherrybaby14  Thanks for the all laughs and great stories- wishing you the best, Birthday Girl- lots of love to you!

Bucky left you standing by the door as he walked further into the bedroom, “Want you to do something for me.” Looking at how serious he was, your laughter trailed off from the joke he told moments before in the hallway.

“Do you trust me? Cause I plan on collecting the favor you owe me.”

Bucky’s confidence seemed to take up even more of the bedroom as you stared from the doorway. His sudden change in attitude made you tiptoe into your question, “What’s the favor?”

With a greedy half-smile he said, “Wanna to play with the knife, darlin.”

You cleared your throat trying to hide the tiny thrill running through you. This was your opportunity to finally ask him, “Will you wear the mask?” 

Arms crossed his chest, he wasn’t about to answer your question so easily, “You addin’ a favor on top of the one I’m collecting from you?”

Maybe this wasn’t the ideal opportunity to ask like you thought. Bucky didn’t give any indication of answering your request, he waited for your next move. He had you and your hopeful curiosity right where he wanted. He thought you were such delectable prey; wringing your hands, biting your lip as you tried to convince him and yourself that you’re ready for this.

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Eye for an Eye: 6 [Finale]

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Warnings: non/dub con sex (intercourse), violence, blood and alluded death.

This is dark!Steve and explicit. 18+ only.

Summary: It all comes to an end.

Note: So we’ve come to the end and we’ll see what happens to our reader and our mob boss. Hope you guys enjoy. Feels good to tick another fic off the list. <3 Let me know what you think with a like, reply, or reblog!

You crossed your arms as Steve stood with his back to you. His shoulders were tense, his hands planted on the table. It was just the three of you; Steve, Bucky, and you. It wasn’t long ago the room was full of men in suits as they gathered around their leader on the eve of a vital operation. And now they had gone to prepare.

“For the last time, you can’t.” He shook his head as he pushed himself away from the table. “How exactly do you expect to get through this on that?”

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Say Thank You XI

XI. The Syndrome  Series Summary: Nearly five years have passed since Steve Rogers saves your life without so much as a thank you. When he sees you again by chance, he makes sure that he’ll never let you go and maybe teach you some manners in the process.

Series Warning: This will be a dark!Steve fic with stalking, kidnapping and manipulating as well as non-con and dub-con situations. Please don’t read it if you don’t like that sort of thing.

Chapter Warnings: Anxiety, panic attack, smut

Word Count: 4.5k

AN: Sorry it’s been a wee while since the last chapter but it’s here now x

I. New York ~ II. Madrid ~ III. The Apartment ~ IV. The Trip ~ V. The Basement ~ VI. The First Lesson ~ VII. The Waiting Game ~ VIII. The First Attempt ~ IX. The Darkness ~ X. The Truth

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Steve watched as you slept, curled into his chest, his arms wrapped tightly around your body, pulling you impossibly closer as he breathed in your scent. He watched as you buried your head further into his chest, relishing in the way you body felt pressed against his own. He had been so scared, terrified right to his bones that Bucky would take you away from him. It had only been a few weeks but already you were a part of his life, a part of him. 

He watched as the sun began to peak in through the windows he had unlocked the night before, claiming it to be a reward for your good behaviour as Bucky had demanded. The morning light gave him hope, hope that soon the days of the basement were over. His bed upstairs had been getting lonely and he longed to be able to take you out, to introduce you to the rest of his team, to walk hand in hand down the street. 

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