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Apalone

From the river to the sea. I'm 19. Call me Blue.

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apalonespinifera
3 months ago

Her influence is more powerful than ever

"we don't have girl talk, we have creature talk," my roommate Julia just said while rolling on the floor, "put that on your fucking tumblr, they'll love that shit"

apalonespinifera
3 months ago

Some of the hardest conversations I've had with my fiancée are the ones I'm most grateful for. Going into uncomfortable topics like how to improve yourself for the good of both of you can feel hurtful at the time, but sometimes you just have to get through it, acknowledge you are capable of change, and then implement that change. We know each other ao much better than I'd we'd just avoided issues.

Plus, now we get to look at other couples who have OBVIOUSLY not had any important talks and just like. Insert the "but that's none of my business" *sips tea* meme lmao

meaningful and deep relationships require difficult conversations. often unpleasant conversations about how we can improve and how we can be better friends, siblings or partners to the people around us. special bonds aren’t entirely made of good moments, but the moments that were hard and yet you still made it through because you care about the other person.

apalonespinifera
3 months ago

a lot of the people you guys are calling narcissists could easily be replaced with the word “asshole”

apalonespinifera
3 months ago

Man oh man, after yesterday’s episode of EAPS i am so annoyed. I never think it can get worse but it always does.

I saw everyone in the comments talking about how ‘no one is in the right here, Sun and Moon were too pushy, and Puppet should’ve been more calm.’ but lets be realistic for a second- Sun and Moon had NO way of knowing anything about what happened with puppet and magic and everything. They weren’t even curious about stuff with fighting really (other than the one comment about like, a fireball or something?) sunshine just wanted to see sparkles.

s p a r k l e s.

they were asking eclipse about werewolves and vampires like- dude. Moon has repeatedly said he has zero interest in dimensional stuff?? Just tell him magic is part of that stuff and he’ll leave it be!

Also- when Puppet came to apologise for, in her words, ‘Blowing up a bit’ (A BIT?? YOU YELLED AT THEM SO MUCH???) i’m pretty sure i didn’t hear a single apology once. Not to mention, Foxy just immediately defended her actions with no regard for how he or puppet were acting towards Sunshine and Moonlight.

I was hoping so badly that when puppet came to the daycare that moon just like, banned her from talking to sun because he was upset. that would’ve been such a sweet moment to me :’]

I understand it’s a difficult topic but just say you have a bad past with it and are uncomfortable discussing it and they’ll most likely leave it at that. (Moon at least, Sun is a bit more oblivious but i’m sure Moon could explain easily)

So much for what she told eclipse about how ‘your trauma doesn’t give you an excuse to treat people badly’.

apalonespinifera
3 months ago

so I just finished school and got kicked off the school adobe account. Went to get my own and Photoshop is $30/ month now??????? IT'S WHAT?????

Anyway pls tell me your best free alternatives :)

apalonespinifera
3 months ago

The TSAMS/Hetalia/Trigun trifecta my beloved. Idk how I'm in all three but I'm glad I found someone else!!!

I'm currently sitting on the biggest most cracked theory on Eclipse V1 right now that involves Sun too but I won't spill unless someone asks me 😊🫶

Ooohhh you wanna know my theory so bad I just know you do

Hee hee~

apalonespinifera
3 months ago

Apologies. Wrong blog but I am still losing it over this omg

I'm currently sitting on the biggest most cracked theory on Eclipse V1 right now that involves Sun too but I won't spill unless someone asks me 😊🫶

Ooohhh you wanna know my theory so bad I just know you do

Hee hee~

apalonespinifera
3 months ago

btw the Sudanese army were successfully able to free Khartoum from the RSF's occupation yesterday (27-09-2024) so Sudanese ppl i follow have been celebrating and hope for more victories soon!!

Keep Eyes On Sudan!

apalonespinifera
3 months ago

Fandom so small we could fit on the pod

Fandom So Small We Could Fit On The Pod
apalonespinifera
3 months ago

Yk, usually I'd just scroll and move on, but I'm exhausted, burnt out and feeling ill. Just this one time I'm letting myself give my two cents because I thrive on confrontation and debate (not arguing, genuine debating).

I am genuinely appalled by op's level of ego and self-importance. For someone not providing any professional sources or actual claims to back up what they're saying, they're making insanely broad statements that would never hold up in any real life debate lmao.

Op, you're relying solely on emotionality and borderline shock value to degrade an opposition you have fabricated just to prove a point. You're assuming every proshipper lacks what you call "healthy coping mechanisms" in your recent ask. I can tell you now that I actually partake in several you listed and agree they're very good! I pole dance (my joint pain makes walking/running hard) and play/listen to music often. And in me doing so, I easily tear down the logic in your original post whether you like it or not.

I'm not sure what you expected when you out out misinformation and cross posted it lmao. If you wanna debate some and give me some fun—which I highly doubt you will do because you have nothing on me—then I welcome it. Inbox and reblogs are open and public. I would enjoy the stress relief from a good back-and-forth lol

"my therapist recommended it/said it's okay!" get a new therapist wtf.

why is it so hard for you to find a healthy coping mechanism?

apalonespinifera
3 months ago
You Spin Me Right Round

🎵🎶You spin me right round 🎶🎵

apalonespinifera
3 months ago

me seeing bloodmoon x lunar content knowing damn well that one person is going to come out from the sky to write 51 essays on why and how it is scientifically proven incest (it is not)

Edit : (it is not and nobody cares if it's incest go get a life and find a job, if you're still a minor I don't think your parents know they're paying your damn internet for you to insult people on why an animatronic shouldn't kiss an other animatronic)

Me Seeing Bloodmoon X Lunar Content Knowing Damn Well That One Person Is Going To Come Out From The Sky
apalonespinifera
3 months ago

*raises hand*

Me. I am asking. Pleading, even.

I'm currently sitting on the biggest most cracked theory on Eclipse V1 right now that involves Sun too but I won't spill unless someone asks me 😊🫶

Ooohhh you wanna know my theory so bad I just know you do

Hee hee~

apalonespinifera
3 months ago

ok the harpy hare tiktok trend is actually so cool from a folklore perspective? so, "harpy hare" is yaelokre's original song. it's in a folk style, but that doesn't automatically make it folklore; to become folklore, it has to be adapted into a community, who naturally create variations on the same idea. by making it into a trend, tiktok users have effectively turned it into a piece of folklore. they've added a hand-clapping game to the song, and created variations on the motions. tiktokers are using the internet to not only create folklore, but to syncretize an older form of folklore (hand clapping games) with more modern ones (cosplaying, tiktok trends).

the same can be said for any tiktok trend being folklore. but "harpy hare" is really interesting to me because it was an original song written in a folk style, but was then adapted into folklore by the internet

apalonespinifera
3 months ago

found goat milk and wheat ale at the store. theres no way im NOT making a white gilgamesh tonite

apalonespinifera
3 months ago
If Fear Was A Song

If fear was a song

apalonespinifera
3 months ago
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apalonespinifera
3 months ago

I blocked this person a while back when they started going after people who participated in making Grimace shake memes for being "too attatched to ad campaigns." They talk about having leftist values without considering that leftist values should be based in caring for other humans. This post is the culmination of a general unawareness of queee issues and a lack of critical thinking. It's just disappointing.

The Problem I Have With The "basic And Lukewarm Principles Of Feminism" Is That They're, Well, Basic.

The problem I have with the "basic and lukewarm principles of feminism" is that they're, well, basic. In the "basic biology" way of basic, in the way that you're actually supposed to go past them and towards more complex ideas.

You start with an assumption that man/woman is the only type of a social division that matters, and you interpret any statements about men's marginalization through their manhood as a statement about women oppressing men of comparable social status.

Meanwhile it's more often a conversation about how the society and its systems oppress men from marginalized demographics, and how their manhood may intersect with this oppression in a way that harms them additionally.

There's no men and women in a vacuum, everyone has additional features, such as cis, immigrant, disabled, rich, and so on and so forth, and you need to consider them for your analysis of gender to be adequate.

I repeat, nobody on this side of Tumblr is saying that manhood in a vacuum is a marginalized identity. What we're saying instead is that men who are already marginalized may face worsening of that marginalization that's fueled by the society's ideas about men.

apalonespinifera
3 months ago

Belly rubs PT. 6~7❤️🩵

Belly Rubs PT. 6~7

Belly rubs PT. 1~5

apalonespinifera
3 months ago
apalonespinifera - Apalone
apalonespinifera
3 months ago

can they please stop giving artistic ideas when i absolutely do not have the time to do them, but i will anyway at the cost of my sleep?

anyway Goth Earth

Can They Please Stop Giving Artistic Ideas When I Absolutely Do Not Have The Time To Do Them, But I Will

legit in love w/ this design i just came up w/ it on the spot but i vibe w/ it sm lol

wanted to play w/ sum color pallets as well cuz i adore muted colors like that i think it came out pretty neat

apalonespinifera
3 months ago
Can't Wait For The Uniqueness Of The Holocaust To Be A Topic Of Importance In A Political Campaign In

Can't wait for the uniqueness of the holocaust to be a topic of importance in a political campaign in america in 2024. That's how it should be. That's normal

apalonespinifera
3 months ago

I used to wear a chainmail shirt to elementary school. The teachers never knew what to do about it because there was no section in our dress code forbidding medieval armor.

apalonespinifera
3 months ago

Psychosis is so much more than hallucinations and delusions.

It's disorganizing phrases and sentences. Instead of saying "I lost my bag" you end up saying "I bag my lost".

It's saying something out loud and hearing it echo in your head, only to completely forget what you said, or why.

It's lacking words and the ability to organize them in a sentence so that they make sense.

It's thinking you wrote something only to find out you wrote something else.

It's suddenly losing track of what you were telling someone, or thinking.

It's unknowingly misreading words, somehow sensing the sentence doesn't make sense, reading it again and realizing you read half the word or a completely different word.

It's your mind going blank and feeling a need to stay still and stare at nothing in particular.

It's repeating words and phrases for no apparent reason.

It's having an insight or remembering something you want/have to do only to lose it within seconds.

It's not being able to tell if something actually happened or it was a dream.

It's not being able to tell if a memory was a dream, a made up story/memory, or an actual situation in which you were experiencing positive symptoms.

It's losing track of time, feeling it goes too slow or too fast, or that it freezes.