Arepapi - 🫓ARÉPAPI🫓

I am never allowed to have emotions

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I want your love

You want a life served to you on a silver platter

Nothing else would even matter

You don't have enough and you never will

Because you choose to blame the people who you kill

The happiness you assassinate to get your thrill

The dreams and confidence you feed on to get your fill

Still, I get stronger every single day

With every single negative thing you say

I know I'm good, that anyone could

But you don't even know if you would

I'm tired of the could've should've would've people

I want someone who treats me equal

Who doesn't place themselves above me

Someone with eyes open who could see

The beauty that lies deep inside

Someone with whom I could confide

Not feel afraid of and have to hide

Who could see me from all sides

That could be you but you only boo hoo

Instead of making the effort to try your best

Instead of putting your doubts to rest

And trusting the feelings you have for me

Walls up to high with no key

Disposable, what's my use, gave you refuse once,

Now I'm nothing, unimportant, tired eyes, labored sighs.

If I died, would you have tried.

Unexcited, decided.

Alone, no joy in your tone.

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