Trent With The Beepy @35centtoothpaste

Trent with the beepy @35centtoothpaste

I JUST WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY ;-;-;-;

alejandro knows his parents do not love him.

still, he thought -

he hoped -

that they would still pick him up after total drama. even if he is a failure, he is still their son, still their responsibility -

don't even talk to us. you are a disgrace.

well. alejandro is almost an adult, but almost is not enough.

his parents have abandoned him, he lost the money, he trashed his reputation on international TV for nothing, he... he...

he kissed noah last night.

that was nice. but he cannot crash at his maybe-boyfriend's place indefinitely when things are still so new, still so fragile.

so he is back to where he started. waiting for someone who will never come.

he hasn't told anyone else that. why would he? why would he admit that his parents have finally cut him loose, finally made it explicit how much they do not care, finally crushed his foolish hope that one day, they will love him -

to anyone, let alone a bunch of people who hate him?

to noah, to prove that he is ultimately unlovable to the one person who might actually stay, who saw through him but still saw someone worth pursuing?

it was a pipe dream, thinking that winning a reality show could trick his parents into loving him. but total drama had accepted him over jose.

for once, for once, he had been better than jose.

none of that matters, now.

families - not his family, never his family - turn up for his fellow contestants in droves.

some are awkward -

heather scowling at her parents' faux cheer -

cody being ignored by arguing parents -

some are not.

he sees noah whisked away by a loving mother and sisters. he doesn't go over.

a part of alejandro wants to, but they only kissed last night. it is too soon, too much.

still, his heart aches.

the day wears thin, the sun setting over the horizon.

alejandro has some money. he will figure something out.

he will.

now, if only he can get the water out of his eyes.

but then -

then -

someone does come for him.

someone he has not seen in years.

carlos.

carlos smiles at him. his hair long, his shirt untucked.

alejandro rushes forward and hugs him, closing his eyes.

thank god.

i genuinely hope that boop day inspires everyone to interact more with other tumblr users. because it’s clearly way more fun this way!! even once the boop button is gone, there’s still asks, tag and ask games, comments, dms, fuck it let’s bring back blog rates i don’t care. part of the reason that tumblr is dying is that its way less social than it used to be. let’s fix that!!

hey everyone its april fools. but dont worry i dont have anything planned. just going to sit here and...

I LIED !!!! GET PRANKED

POST BELOW ME GET FUCKING WET

I’ve made my tumblr crash three times already from the booping

I think I have a problem

new guy is so trans