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Artofmyraid - ~I Am Existing~ - Tumblr Blog
Last post had me wanting so badly for a. well not a coffee shop au but yknow
going emotional over isat someone hep me
Your au kills me and gives me life at the same time, thank you for this public service to the ISaT community
I want you to know that I have been constantly thinking about whatever the equivalent of the Big Frin fight is for this AU and the possibilities drive me mad i love it
thank you <3 I am glad you're enjoying it! I'm afraid there isn't a bigfrin fight equivalent in my finale plans but I hope you enjoy what I have planned anyways haha
it was announced recently that the yuri manga sukeban to tenkousei has been cancelled due to low sales, which personally made me upset bc it was genuinely a really good work. today inee, the author of love bullet, has said she's struggling with the sales of vol 1, so fans have made a guide to purchase it. i'm sharing this bc i read the first volume of love bullet and i loved it, it has so much potential and it's so sad that it might get cancelled. any amount of visibility for the manga will help! guys. it has cupid girls with guns. and gay people. come on
Overview of some topics when it comes to drawing characters who are burn survivors.
DISCLAIMER. Please keep in mind that this is an introductory overview for drawing some burn scars and has a lot of generalizations in it, so not every “X is Z” statement will be true for Actual People. I'm calling this introductory because I hope to get people to actually do their own research before drawing disabled & visibly different characters rather than just making stuff up. Think of it as a starting point and take it with a grain of salt (especially if you have a very different art style from mine).
Talking about research and learning... don't make your burn survivor characters evil. Burn survivors are normal people and don't deserve to be constantly portrayed in such a way.
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Commission for @livesworthlivingau! I was tasked with drawing a scene of their fic, and I am delighted he let me do Isa having a flustered heart attack :D
I KEEP DYING TO SADNESSES ON ACCIDENT IVE NEVER SEEN THESE HELLO
f2u in stars and time stickers!! if u plan on using just link back to me and maybe rb this :3c
Reblog if it's OK for other artists to draw your OCs
Sometimes I get too timid to send asks to ask. I want to see how many people are ok with artists drawing their OCs!
Vampire!Sif fic update! ❣️
Chapter summary:
Siffrin decides that they need to create a role for themself to follow to appear normal, and despite himself, he begins growing closer to the party.
Fic summary:
Siffrin has craved blood for as long as they can remember. After so many years of wandering, he's come to Vaugarde in hope of finding answers, just as the King's Curse begins freezing the country in time. He's quickly losing hope, but when they come across a small group determined to save Vaugarde from the King, Siffrin decides to join them. They can't get the answers they want if the country gets frozen in time, after all. They'd never traveled with other people before. Siffrin doesn't expect to grow attached to any of them, but as time goes on, the thought of leaving them hurts more and more. Worse yet, they refuse to even entertain the thought of one of them discovering what he is and what he's done. They just know that if they find out, they'll hate them.
The most horrific isat au btw is if the party is 100% aware theyre in a timeloop but can't actually say anything different, cause the loops took Siffrin's "script" as the only way the party could act until Siffrin breaks script and thus allows them to act differently. Imagine being stuck in your own body as it acts out past lines and actions you took as your dear friend very visibly starts to lose their entire mind and memory in front of you, and you can do nothing.
ISAT-TOBER
(Vague Act 5 spoilers under the cut - Play In Stars and Time, if you haven't yet! )
Day 7+8 - Glass & Longing
" The actors have left the stage, yet the play continues."
Hey! this prompt is mostly on time! would you look at that! I have both the sketches for days 1+3 and 5+6 ready-ish, just need a chance to complete them. This one took waaay longer than I thought it would but eh it turned out well in the end so it was well worth it. (think I should've outlined Odile's hair more tho)
Wooo enjoying this story! Somehow it has only just registered that this is in fact act 1, the pacing is very good, and this act alone would make for a good standalone au.
If anyone stumbling upon this post is interested in a gore-y monster siffrin Au with a diffrent and unique take on siffrins issues, this is a good read. Also some really cool headcanons and world building, here.
Can't wait to see what comes next, things are going to get very interesting, I can imagine.
A Symphony In Crimson
Act 1: A Movement in Black
Chapter 22
You stand next to your family, defending them. You don’t see a way out.
✸ “The fact is, I have a different way to fix this! I can’t go back to stardust if their dead~”
Instantly, your family rounds about you, to defend you instead!?!
✸ “Oh dear? That devoted! Well then…”
Loop steps back and space folds in on itself, as you suddenly feel something behind you.
✸ “Let’s play~”
Loop grabs your arm, and you pull back, detaching it quickly before a surge of craft energy incinerates it. You regrow the arm back quickly and grab your dagger, as Mirabelle charges at Loop.
Loop easily sidesteps the attack without flinching, and then without even looking, grabs Isa’s fist when they try and attack from behind.
✸ “You’re going to have to try harder then that~”
Loop tosses Isa aside, and then fires another craft at you, as you dodge by mere inches!
Wait- You block the followup blow, as they closed the gap in the cover. Of course, you know that move!
You slash back at him, trying to hit him, but he dances just out of range. He knows your moves too.
Bonnie fires at him from behind, but he vanishes away into the shadows.
◆ “Fighting awfully hard for someone trying to die.”
✸ “If you can’t kill me, you won’t be ready when dear Stardust becomes a danger!”
▲ “Sif isn’t gonna do that.”
Loop appears from above, dive bombing Odile. Mira sets up a craft shield to block the blow, while Isa pulls her out the way.
✸ “HAHA!!!! But I’m proof they COULD!!!! And If you aren’t ready for that… Then I’d best remove that possibility~”
They fall into the earth, and you block the blow from your side. You knew it! They still fight like you somewhat! You snap your fingers to speed up Odile, who takes the opening to blast loop back into the tree.
✦̵ “Which is why you’re fighting like me, aren’t you?”
◉ “Wait, They are! Okay! We can work with that, circle up and protect each others openings!”
As the others close in around you, back to back, Loop begins to laugh, staring you down, perched in front of the tree.
✸ “Oh, think you Know me? YOU THINK I’M THE SAME AS DEAR LITTLE STARDUST???”
They pull their mask off their face.
✸ “Then I’d best change up my tune~ After all…”
Loop smashes the mask against the ground, and thousands of bright red, glowing flowers bloom around you all. Spider Lilies?
Loop plucks one from the earth.
✸ “I was made with a lot more then just Stardust.”
Loop crushes the flower in their hands, and their stance changes. They stand more straight, more calculating. A more serious, and uncannily familiar expression crosses their face, serious yet light. The bits of flower wither and transform into black crystal, slowly taking the vague form of a book. Wait!
✦̵ “Mira, Shield!”
Mira crafts as quick as she can before a massive blast of craft energy slams into you all! Even with the shield, it knocks you all off your feet, and stings a bit.
Loop chuckles, in a voice not their own, their own voice only a faint echo behind their new, all to familiar voice.
◆ “Oh gems, I might have overdone it. Ah well.”✸
◆ “Right, That’s disconcerting.”
◆ “Well within Siffrin’s capabilities, I assure you. If only I’d stopped them when I had the chance…”✸
BANG
Loop narrowly blocks the shot with their book, as it starts to shatter. Isa runs around and tries to tackle them while their distracted, and Loop has to dive out of the way.
✿ “Don’t act like Dile! And Stop trying to hurt Frin!!! They’d never hurt us!”
BANG
Isa takes a hit in the shoulder, as Loop suddenly has a mimicry of a pistol in their hand, and an innocent yet terrified face.
✿ “But if Frin wouldn’t hurt us, How’d I end up like this?! It hurt so much! It hurt so much…”✸
Bonnie shakes hearing that. NO. That’s too far.
You charge at Loop, driving the dagger straight into the earth, just managing to get their side. They scramble to their feet, with another flower in hand.
Crystal forms into a rapier, as Loop heals themselves with craft. Their face is a familiar, determined look. their stance unwavering.
◉ “Just stop it! We don’t want to hurt you!”
◉ “Neither did we! And we died for it! I won’t let you go the same way! We have to protect you!”✸
Mirabelle charges at Loop, who parries her attack. The two duel for a brief few seconds before Isa charges out the way, as Loop ducks under the blow.
They slide backwards, and grab another flower. Crushing it quickly, their hands are coated in crystal, and they charge at Mira, making several swings at her.
▲ “We might not like it, but that doesn’t make it better! We just gotta know you can handle it, please! I can’t let that happen to Sif again! We have to know you can stop it if it would!”✸
Isa jumps in, putting themselves between Mira and Loop, and holding back their blows.
▲ “Nobody is dying today, got it? If the worst happens, we’ll find a better way then this!”
You can’t take any more of this. Can’t take any more of hearing versions of them who died. Can’t take this fighting.
You unravel, and grab Loop while their preoccupied, and fling them against the favor tree, then leap towards them, and try to wear them down in a flurry of fangs and tendrils.
✦̵ “That’s enough! I’m not gonna let that happen, never again!”
✸ “… Then why. Are you BLINDING. HESITATING?!?!”
Loop grabs a limb and throws you back towards the party.
✸ “...I expected them to hesitate. They always did... But YOU?!?! YOU KNOW THE STAKES!!!!”
Loop vanishes, and the earth starts to shift. The world itself begins to tilt. Their voice seems to echo from everywhere at once.
✸ “hahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! Even when face to face with the monster within, When you FINALLY have the chance to kill it for good, YOU CAN’T BLINDING DO IT?!?!?”
The ground keeps tilting, and you grab your family, bringing them to the tree before they lose they fall into the sky. You all stand upon the branches of the tree, hoping they’ll hold you up.
✸ “MAYBE you need a REMINDER.”
As the world becomes completely flipped, the flowers begin to drip a dark red substance. But you can smell what it is…
✿ “What’s happening? What’s coming from the flowers?”
✦̵ “Blood. It smells like blood.”
Stars not this nightmare. Nonononono
Faces start to form in the dark abyss below, rising from below. Blood-formed images of your family. Thousands of them. Their eyes lifeless, their bodies mangled. Staring at you. Screaming in pain.
◆ “Gems alive!”
◉ “Change!”
✿ “No no no that's not okay!”
You can’t help but shake, and grip the tree for dear life.
▲ “S-Sif? You okay?”
✸ “Of course not, they’ve had this nightmare every other night for almost a year now!!!! Because even if YOU all deny it, It never left THEIR mind!!!!!! THEY ALWAYS KNEW!!!! KNEW WHAT I AM COULD BECOME REAL!!!!”
✦̵ “Nonononononono I won’t hurt them I won’t hurt them I won’t hurt them I won’t hurt them”
You won’t hurt them you won’t hurt them you won’t hurt them It’s not real it can’t be real please don’t let it be real you wouldn’t you wouldn’t!!!!
◆ “Snap out of it Siffrin!”
▲ “We’re right here, just stay calm!”
✸ “That didn’t stop it before.”
Loop appears. But their stance. No. It’s all to familiar. Their stance is that of a feral beast. A horn of crystal forms on their head. A claw forms on one hand. And a dagger in the other. And the moment they open their mouth, the voices quiet, and harmonize with them.
✦̵ “We can’t let them die. We have. To stop. The monster.”✸
They let out a manic laugh. They lift their face. Their eyes are dark voids, as tears flow down their face, contorted into a twisted smile.
✸ “So it ends here. One way, or another.”✦̵
They charge right at you. You can barely breath, the blood is making it hard to think! Gotta.. Gotta..
Isa blocks the blow before it can reach you.
✸ “BLINDING KILL ME!!!!! KILL US BEFORE WE HURT YOU AGAIN!!!!!!”✦̵
▲ “No! We can find a better way!”
✸ “No You CAN’T!!! Even I struggled to pull Stardust from the brink! YOU’LL DIE IF YOU TRY!!!!”✦̵
◆ “Wait, What do you mean by that?”
Nonononononono please don’t tell them!!!!
✸ “HAHAHA Oh I didn’t mention?!? The king was one CRUEL MONSTER!!!! By their hand, Stardust already has a taste for human!! I won’t say which one!!! But when they came back, well… It’s a good thing I had a corpse ready!!!”✦̵
You choke. The smell is sickening, the memory still in your mind, and the corpses of your family still stare you down. You can’t move you can’t breathe their all horrified and you can’t move!
Loop tosses Isa aside, and continues to charge at you.
Odile slows them with craft, straining herself to bring them to a crawl.
◆ “Siffrin! Get it together!”
✦̵ “Blood. Can’t. Think.”
There’s so much and every breathe just brings in more, and you can’t, you can’t!!!
✸ “SEE??? EVEN NOW THEY HAVE TO FIGHT IT!!! Even with A MONTHS WORTH of getting away from it, EVEN WHEN FRESHLY FED, they can BARELY handle it!!!! And TRUST ME, I’d be FAR WORSE!!!!”✦̵
◆ “Gems this is bad.”
Loop takes advantage of her distraction and throws their knife directly at her, hitting her hand and disrupting the slow. Mira throws a quick heal at Odile, and then crafts a shield to block Loop from you.
◉ “Siffrin! You can do this! Prove them wrong!”
Mira… You... You can’t let her down. You shakily try and get to your feet. You wrap a tendril around the other side of Mira’s shield, trying to grab Loop and restrain them. They break out with ease.
✸ “STOP HESITATING!!!! I THOUGHT YOU LEARNED YOUR LESSON WITH THE KING??? YOU. CAN’T. SPARE. MONSTERS!!!!”✦̵
They take their claw and smash through Mira’s shield, grabbing her by the throat and tossing her aside.
You can still barely move, you’re shaking too bad. Loop continues to charge and-
Stops. Because Bonnie. Put themselves in the way. Arms outstretched. Not defending themselves.
✸ “… Clever, Bonbon.”✦̵
✿ “Y-Yeah! You won’t hurt us!”
✸ “… I can’t lose you all again, that's true.... But you misunderstand.”✦̵
Loop grabs Bonnie and vanishes with them. They reappear, hovering in the air just beyond the branches, holding Bonnie up with one hand. A new crystalline knife in the other.
✸ “I won’t KILL you.”✦̵
They bring the knife up to Bonnie’s eye! NO!!
YOU WON’T LET THEM!!!!!!
You reach out with your tendrils and Grab Loop, and then, with a single motion.
You dig a fang into their heart.
✸ “Ah!”
The distortion shatters like glass...... as the world suddenly returns to normal.
Your family drop to the ground, including Bonnie, Loop having released their grip. You wrap yourself around the tree, Holding yourself up, and holding Loop in place, slowly turning them upright.
✸ “Do it, stardust. Please.”
✦̵ “...No. Not after everything.”
✸ “….”
✦̵ “Wasn’t the whole point to not hurt anyone again?”
Loop just stares at you silently...
✸ “… Why. Why did it have to go this way?”
You slowly lower your both back down to the ground. The others start to get up.
Bonnie walks up to loop, as you let them go. Bonnie has a scratch on their cheek, but is otherwise unharmed. Loop’s heart is cracked a little. But otherwise fine. Tears run down Loops cheek.
Bonnie hugs Loop.
✿ “… Cause you’re both stupid crabs who don’t talk about stuff.”
✸ “...Hah. I guess we are?”
You meander towards the both of them. And just put a hand on Loop’s shoulder.
✦̵ “...Sorry I put you through that...”
✸ “Well. If I’m not dying here, I guess you might go through it anyways.”
◆ “...Loop. Care to get this Fool Arcana to chat?"
Odile smiles a bit.
◆ “… I still have a Coinflip to win, and might as well use it on something that matters.”
Loop thinks for a second. Then tosses Odile a silver coin. The same one you carry around.
✸ “… They say Heads, I go to stardust, Tails, I go with them... And that they already know the result.”
Odile nods. And Holds the coin out. She takes a deep breath. And flips.
… You look at the coin, laying in the grass. Tails.
✸ “… Guess they haven't had enough of me yet…"
Odile chuckles to herself. Guess she got that wish.
✸ “...Thank you.”
Odile walks over to them, and puts a hand on their shoulder.
◆ “Of course... Heh, Such a drama queen, all this over nothing.”
◉ “D-Does that mean this is the last we see of you?”
Mirabelle sort of hovers, nervous.
✸ “… Maybe. Not that we have time for proper goodbyes~”
You look, and see Loop is fading away slowly already.
▲ “Then... If you get the chance, you better say Hi. I’m pretty sure you’re part of the group now!”
✸ “...Of course. I promise… But can you promise me one thing?”
You all nod. They look at your family members. Before closing their eyes. And in several voices, speak.
✸◆✿◉▲ “Take care of them for us, Okay?”
Everyone else is kind of taken aback for a second.
◉ “… We will.”
✿ “Can do!”
◆ “As if it was in doubt?”
▲ “No problem!”
You sit there for a second.
✦̵ “…I will too.”
✸ “...Good… You really are, frankly, quite helpless without them, Stardust!”
Loops body starts to fade away into nothing.
✸ “...Farewell.”
As their body finally dissipates into nothing, you see a small, red light appear on the ground where they sat. As a single, bright red Spider-Lily blooms in their place.
✦̵ “Sorry, to all of you. And… Thank you. Loop.”
You all take a moment of Silence. Just looking at this site.
▲ “...Let’s go. I think this has been a long day for all of us.”
You nod. You just lean up against Isa. Your family heads up to the house, to talk with the head housemaiden, and clear up any last minute mess.
As the Morning sun shines down around you, with your family by your side. You feel content.
Your brain keeps telling you that things won’t go well but. You ignore them.
Because somehow. You know this will work out.
… The road is long. But. You know that, for the first time. In a long. LONG time. Really, truly, in every sense...
You are no longer alone.
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In the light the sins are burned
From deepest black they have been turned
For family the monster lives
Nigredo past, To Hope they give
Yet can they withstand purification?
In Albedo they will find life. Or damnation.
As someone who normally avoids the "Major Character Death" tag like the plague, coming into the Horrific Time Loops fandom has been. Kind of hilarious, honestly.
[Image Description: A collection of six user-created tags from various stories posted on Archive of Our Own. The tags read: "Canonical character death. It's just Siffrin guys don't worry about it." "Temporary character death. It's just Siffrin." "Character death except it's okay it's not permanent if you loop back haha." "The major character death is Siffrin but I think you all saw that one coming." and "dw about major character death it's just Siffrin."]
ISAT-OBER
(Two hats/isat spoilers under the cut - be mindful )
Day 2+4 - Change & Star
Hi hi! decided i am going to do ISAT-tober but due to being busy(and because I came up with a ridiculous amount of good ideas like this) I'm merging prompts! (using @/darlnyan's ISAT prompt list)
Sooo expect me to upload multiple drawing prompts until I catch up properly, than ill switch to posting every other day.
On the other note, absolutely love how this one turned out?! don't think I've ever done colours and lighting so nicely?? And WOW monochrome lighting with monochrome colours plus that much white light against white colours was difficult!
ISAT-OBER
(Two hats/isat spoilers under the cut - be mindful )
Day 2+4 - Change & Star
Hi hi! decided i am going to do ISAT-tober but due to being busy(and because I came up with a ridiculous amount of good ideas like this) I'm merging prompts! (using @/darlnyan's ISAT prompt list)
Sooo expect me to upload multiple drawing prompts until I catch up properly, than ill switch to posting every other day.
On the other note, absolutely love how this one turned out?! don't think I've ever done colours and lighting so nicely?? And WOW monochrome lighting with monochrome colours plus that much white light against white colours was difficult!
‘nobody told me it ended.’
Finally after 2 weeks it’s done I’m never animating again/silly
You know what?
I love you, fics that take months to update. I click on the newest chapter and have no memory of this place and get to go back some chapters and rediscover how much i love everything about this story.
I love you, fics that take years to update. I think of you fondly, and know your names, go search for you and see an update from this year and scream, diving in uncaring of any missed details (i will finish the update and read you in reverse because this is a treat you have bestowed)
I love you, fics that probably will never update again. Thank you for being a roman empire for my mind, thank you for teaching me about the ephemeral fandom experience, for inspiring a thousand million what if-s, for being a comfort read and a nostalgia read and a reread.
I love you fic writers, who jump into projects and stories with enthusiasm. I love you when you succeed in pumping out those chapters and that love doesn't go away when you stop.
I love you fic writers who post and then get in your own head and never feel confident enough to update, whether it's at all or whether it's just that one story.
I love you fic writers, who have a fandom or media hurt you to the point of abandoning or having a hard time with their WIPs.
I love you fic writers, who lose interest or have life changes or illness or bad memory. Thank you for being part of the fandom, a core part of the fandom. Thank you for the time spent in the fandom.
I love you, fic writers who try out something new and then stop. You're so valid.
I love you, WIP fics that may or may not ever get finished. Thank you for brightening my day in the way only you could have.
I'M CRYING WHY DID TRUMP TAG PAPYRUS
Human: Deal.
Fey: Very well. When you return home tonight, your mother will be in pristine health again. It will be like she never fell ill at all. Even the memory of her suffering will fade…
Human: Thank you so much. She means everything to me.
Fey: I know, I know. Let’s hope the price wasn’t too much for you after all… Only time will tell.
Human: So, when do we start?
Fey: …If I may ask you to elaborate?
Human: You said you wanted my firstborn.
Fey: Yes? And you agreed?
Human: Yeah, so, when do we start?
Fey:
Fey, blushing: Ah.
foods that will poison cats:
alcohol
chocolate
caffeine
dairy products (adults turn lactose intolerant)
fat trimmings, raw meat, eggs, fish
grapes and raisins
onions and garlic
tuna (when not made for cats)
xylitol (artificial sweetener)
if you have a cat please reblog this
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