I'm No Oracle But I See Me, 39 Days From Now, Lying On Bed, Listening To I Can Fix Him (No I Really Can)

I'm no oracle but I see me, 39 days from now, lying on bed, listening to I Can Fix Him (No I really can) and thinking of Loki

And 'me' also refers to thousands of those booktok and multifandom girlies in love with morally grey men

other sides

Don't tell anyone but I have this one cream coloured sweater that itches so bad against my skin that I don't even wear it most of the time but today when she said she wanted to match and only had pastels and blacks in her closet I didn't even think twice before telling her to wear the cream coloured t shirt. I used to hate this sweater to hell and gods I'd be fucking lying if I said I didn't want to burn it sometimes. But we videocalled and she smiled and said "we're matching :)" it was all fucking worth it. I haven't taken off this thing for hours. I used to be so fucking irritated in this but today I almost fell asleep thrice. In this sweater. I see what the poets used to write about now.

Ok I am going to do this simply because the first thing I will put here I NEED to do it and I have 0 motivation to do it even though it is EXTREMELY important

In fact, I think that's the reason why I don't want to do it... anyway

If this gets to 30 notes, I do that thing

50 notes, I call to ask if my doctor's appointment has been scheduled (I've been avoiding it for two weeks now)

100 notes, I go wash my shoes that have long needed washing and are just sitting there, existing, waiting for me to deign to wash them.

200 notes, I finish organizing my room (I organized it halfway and then left a bunch of things that still don't have a defined place)

500 notes, I use the things I have to bleach and color my hair. The only thing that has stopped me is the fear of doing it wrong or being too lazy to maintain it.

1k notes, I stop doing things that I know will trigger my chronic pain with the pure intention of confirming that the pain was indeed real (don't do this. 0 recommended).

5k notes, I try some new food without fear of wasting money by buying something I most likely won't like (my autism hates new foods)

10k notes, I wear my bi flag earrings in front of someone I wouldn't usually wear them with. I trust that they possibly wouldn't have a problem with me being bi, but I would never get up the courage to tell them anything

20k notes, wtf I have absolutely no idea. If it comes to this, ehhh... Honestly, I have no idea what I'm doing here. Do I promise to be honest in therapy and stop telling them that everything is perfect even though nothing has ever been perfect? Yeah, that probably works. Please don't go this far, I don't know how to do this. Maybe I should... but... it would be awful to learn it

I'm in class 12 rn and I feel this post

arshatta dum — arshatta lam — arshatta lamdumbona

*new au to think about while trying to fall asleep unlocked*

Loki as a motorcyclist. I started it in September. I almost lost the file. I fixed lineart, finished colouring and there it is. There was still supposed to be a motorcycle but idk how

THIS LOOKS SO PRETTY AKSHWUDBEUEBEURNEUBEUEBEYEVEYEVEYWHSOBVBE8E

i'm wonderstruck blushing all the way home