I Don't Open The Box Of Childhood Memories, It Reminds Me Of The Old Friends I Ran Away From Because

i don't open the box of childhood memories, it reminds me of the old friends i ran away from because i was scared of hurting and with that remembrance comes the guilt of how i made it all fade away in silence, i still think about you but we are not the same anymore, i miss you quietly, i don't know how to go back to the people i used to love. i don't even know if i want to.

Luca gives total Aristotle And Dante Discover The Secrets of The Universe vibes.

relationships with ur parents are so weird, arent they? like... i hate you for what you did, i love you because you bring me soup when im sick. i want to get away from you. i feel safe with you. i want to run away from you. i want your hugs. i wish you understood me. i wish i understood you.

i put the pain in painting

i know i am often sad and wish to cease existing but today i am happy to be alive in this world where nature, art, music, dogs, hope and you exist.

Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath; entry no. 102