I Would Have Been One Of Those Rock Collector People If The Streets Of My City Weren't Marinated In Dog

i would have been one of those rock collector people if the streets of my city weren't marinated in dog poop and random garbage

Sorry for being a bitch earlier, I needed to lay in the dark with my headphones for 3 hours to feel better

people will hear you talk about struggling with mental illness and say “you can do anything if you just put your mind to it”. brother what part of the body does the mental illness happen in. what do you think is the problem

A Checklist Of Possible Reasons I Am Upset, To Review When I Can't Seem To Figure It Out:

did not eat

new hyperfixation and no time for it

have not done a creative in 24 hrs

Bad Sounds

clothes are touching my body

cold

people

one (1) comment is stuck in my brain like a popcorn kernel

last time I drank water was ??????

nervous nervous nervous nervous

got a Slightly Worse grade than expected

last hug was ??????

slept a full 45 minutes

lonely ............

guts are shredding (again)

have not seen sunlight in 24 hrs

stuck inside

too much screen time

Yay Overwhelm

room is disaster area

have not talked to Person in a while

bored

imposter phenomenon (again)

no current routine

how long have I been working???

Too Much Socialization

and then. and THEN. I may consider:

something is actually wrong

wtf

If you jave OCD please reblog this with the three letter text acronym you love. Like "idc" "wtf" etc. Pls only people with OCD. Thanks.

(self DX friendly)

and just like that one fine morning, you fell on my face like a sliver of sunshine through the curtains and blinds covering the cracked window of my heart.