Dont Watch It, If You Want To Live

don’t watch it, if you want to live

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His omega.

Disclaimer: this story was inspired by @jawllines story (go read hers if you haven't it's much better). Also, I don't know a lot about A/B/O dynamic fics so I added my own twist to it, please don't come after me.

Y/n was a beta, her dad, mum and two older brothers were also betas, all her family was. They lived in a beta neighborhood where everyone was the same. She was alright with it, at first, until she moved out and went to college, where there were Omegas and Alphas, people y/n never got to meet all her life, well, until she turned 20.

But living amongst them wasn't so bad, she got used to everyone by the end of her first year, made a lot of friends, although none of them were like her, they still accepted her as part of their group. Except one…

Harry Styles.

Harry was an alpha who never liked y/n, even three years later, he still held deep hatred towards her, would glare or roll his eyes whenever he saw her and even though it hurt sometimes, she learned to brush him off whenever their group of friends hung out, pretending that he didn't exist. And she believes he did the same since there was never an interaction between the two.

But it all changed at one point. 

Louis invited them all over for a movie night that included fast food and drinks. Of course, everyone jumped to the chance, wearing their comfiest clothes, not caring about trying their best since they were all used to each other and they know no one gives a shit about the others' looks. 

They were in the middle of watching "scream" when it happened. 

When Harry wants something, he gets it by using his alpha voice, it works every time on everyone.  Y/n never got to experience it though since he didn't want to use it around her to "not give her the pleasure of hearing it". But at that moment he totally forgot she was sitting in one of the love seats to his right next to Liam (he was an omega, a very delicate omega with hard muscles), who he used the voice on.

"Liam can you be a sweetheart and get me a water bottle? Thank you, love"

Something stirred inside y/n. Her eyes widened and she squeezed her stomach with her arms in an attempt to stop the tingling sensation. She started getting dizzy too and her head felt heavy so she laid it down against the chair. What was going on? She never felt like this before.

"Y/n, are you alright there? You're curling up on yourself" She was pulled out of whatever she was in by the voice of Julia, one of the laphas of the group, she always gets protective over anyone she was friends with which made her the sweetest of them all.

"Wha- oh, yeah. I'm fine, just got a bit dizzy"

She tried brushing off whatever was going on inside her body, but she couldn't, it took over her limbs, her brain, everything. She couldn't concentrate on the movie anymore, she even nearly forgot where she was if it wasn't for Julia calling her name for the second time.

"You're curling up again, are you sure you're okay?"

Y/n decided it was best if she went home. That way, she can relax in her bed without worrying about embarrassing herself in front of her friends.  She brushed off Liam's offer on driving her home and told him she was okay with going by herself, but she wished she let him do it after nearly getting in a car accident twice.

The next day, though, she was just fine. It was hard for her to fall asleep, but she managed after two hours of rolling in bed and whining. She thanked the heavens when she opened her eyes and all the symptoms from the night before were gone.

Her week went well, better than usual actually. She aced the two exams she had Monday and Thursday, she avoided eating all the unhealthy food she was addicted to, Harry didn't glare at her once when they were together with their friends which felt very nice! So by the time Friday rolled around, y/n was ready to celebrate her successful week.

Harry threw a party again, he was always the once to organize the parties since he had the biggest apartment out of all of them, and he had to invite y/n everytime since he would come out as a jerk if he sent a message to their iMessage group along the line of "everyone but y/n are invited to my party this Friday". So she happily got out of bed and got ready, put on a cute little outfit, some makeup and curled her hair to perfection.

Y/n started feeling off when she got to his house, she blamed it on her anxiety since she was an anti-social butterfly and hated big crowds - which is exactly what the apartment was filled with. So to get her mind off of whatever was going on in her head, she drank three shots with Liam.

She decided she was drunk after she started looking for Harry even though she didn't feel that usual buzz she gets after she goes heavy on alcohol, but the unusual feeling of wanting to be around him was enough confirmation that she was indeed drunk because there's no way in hell she wanted Harry.

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A strong familiar smell tickled Harry's nose. What the hell? Who decided to come to a party full of alphas on their heat? He turned to Liam, asking him if his was around the corner (he starts to smell three weeks before his heat) but when he told him that he got done with one just the week before, Harry started to get confused.

 He sniffed the air again. Shit, they were close, way too close since he was sitting with a group of male alphas, and male alphas were known for being too rough on anyone, and omegas - especially in their heat - were delicate little things that just want someone to fulfill their needs and care for them afterwards, so this person was probably not safe. A smirk grew on the faces of his alpha friends when they too started sniffing the air. Scratch what he first said, this person is definitely not safe, and he needed to get them out of there as soon as possible.

His eyes widened when he heard a yell of his name coming from a voice that he was familiar with but also not because he never heard it say his name.

Y/n

"Here you are, I was looking for you. 'scuse me," she wiggled her way towards him and grinned widely when she stood in front of him. He nearly yelped like a little girl when she sat her bottom on his lap, too close to his crotch and he fought the urge to grind on her "You're supposed to hate her, Harry. Don't try shit you'll regret later." He warned himself.

"oh, you smell so nice. How come I never noticed it before? Did you mask it away from me because you hate me ?" She nuzzled her nose in his neck and sighed, finding her happy place. He smelled so mouthwatering and she just wanted to take a bite of his skin, so she did, she bit gently on his neck not to hurt him. His eyes widened even more if that was even possible. What the hell was going on with her? Why was she smelling like that? Why was she biting and smelling him like a needy pup?

He looked around the room for any of their friends and noticed Emily and Liam chatting up together so he called for them. They were confused at first on why he had a girl sitting on his lap so publicly, until they noticed who it actually was and hurried towards him.

"What in the hell is she doing? And why is she smelling like that ?" Emily was the first to ask him. Harry shrugged and told them what happened, "maybe she's just drunk"

"no way, she only had three shots with me and she doesn't get drunk so easily"

Realisation hit Liam like a truck. He asked y/n to stand up, which was difficult when all she wanted was to be with Harry, but eventually she did with a huff and told them to hurry. And there it was, a very noticeable wet spot on the back of her skirt.

"Harry, I think she's presenting..." he gulped, "for you"

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"I mean, it's a bit weird, innit? Cases like hers don't happen often, especially in our town. Maybe we're wrong, maybe she's going through something betas go through that we didn't know about and she's not presenting for Harry. Are we even sure she wants him exactly?"

Liam rolled his eyes at Mathew - a fellow omega and one of his friends - as he leaned beside Harry's bedroom door "all she wants is to be near Harry and her clothes are drenched, and let's not start on how much she smells like an omega in heat, pretty sure she's presenting for him. So, are you just going to let her be alone in your room sniffing your blankets until the painful part begins or are you going to help her out?" He turned to Harry when he said the last part with his eyebrows raised, he was obviously starting to get angry and impatient with him, but the alpha just sighed. What was he supposed to do? The only way he can help her is by having sex with her and there's no way in hell he would do that. She already ruined his night when he had to stop his party and literally kick everyone out.

"I'm not having sex with her, Liam. Get Julia or Niall to do it instead"

"um, pretty sure she isn't sniffing either of us at the moment, Har." Niall replied, making Harry glare at him. He still didn't want to budge.

The doorbell rang and he sighed in relief. The doctor arrived, finally someone with actual knowledge of what was going on. They were quick to show her where y/n was while explaining the situation at hand, finding the girl on her back with her knees tucked up to her chest as she nibbled at Harry's white button up shirt like a small pup.

"I smell him! Harry's here! Oh, Harry. Come cuddle me, need you"

Harry hesitated, he didn't want to be in the same room as her, let alone having to touch her and be closer to her, but the doctor instructed him to do so, so he took off his shoes and sat on the bed, immediately getting jumped on by y/n who sighed when she finally settled on his lap and had her arms around his neck. His arm wrapped around her waist, it was just a reflex, and god did it make him mad.

"y/n, may I ask you a couple of questions, please ?" The doctor sweetly asked. Y/n nodded and laid her head on Harry's shoulder, he tensed for a second but relaxed when he saw Liam glaring at him from across the room.

"Have you experienced any kind of dizziness or tingling sensation in your tummy lately ?"

She immediately nodded "last week when me and my friends were hanging out, my tummy started tingling that I had to go home and sleep it off"

"can you tell me what happened before you got the tingling sensation?"

It was hard for y/n to think at the moment because all that was running in her mind was Harry, Harry, Harry, but she managed to dig inside her brain and remember what happened that night.

"well, Niall laughed very hard and loud over that one scene in the movie to the point he farted" y/n giggled such a childish giggle it had everyone smiling, even Harry "and then Harry asked Liam to get him a cup of water and that's when everything started"

Liam's eyes widened. It instantly clicked in his head what was happening with her.

"Harry used his alpha voice, and y/n isn't used to it"

The doctor made an "aaah" noise and smiled while writing down on her notebook. Harry looked over at everyone confused, but they also had no idea what the hell Liam was talking about.

"so basically, y/n is not 100% a beta. If her family is all betas then I think it might be a great grandparent? We will have to run some tests to see if my theory is true but I am sure that she is not a full beta, which means she has a little bit of omega in her. So if I'm not mistaken, she had been living with betas up until she started college?" She turned to Liam who nodded and told her it was exactly three years ago "so she had never been near an alpha before let alone one like you, Harry -" the Styles were well known for having the strongest alphas, and Harry was lucky enough to inherit it from his dad "- so when she heard you use your alpha voice, it activated that tiny percentage of omega she has and she started presenting, and since it was your voice, you are the one she's presenting for, which makes you guys mates" A series of no's ran through Harry's head. There is no way y/n was his mate, they hate each other! How are they supposed to spend every single day together for the rest of their lives!? Besides, she cannot be his mate, he never bit and bonded with her. There is no way she was, he didn't want to accept that.

"but we never bonded! I never bit her! Hell, I never talked to her until now !"

"you're bonded on a spiritual level, if you will. Which reminds me, once the painful part of the heat starts, you need to bite her right when you knot her, it will help both of you because just like it's affecting her, it would affect you too soon, Harry" the doctor explained to the wide eyed alpha.

"b-but we hate each other! She hates me! We can't be mates, it's impossible!"

"Actually, I never hated you" y/n's voice spoke after a long while and all the attention turned to her. Her eyes were so big and doe-like Harry was taken back for a second when he looked down at her "you glared at me when Liam introduced us and I didn't like it so I pretended to hate you back" she pouted her lips and looked down, mumbling her last words "I always wanted us to be friends, but I was a beta and I know that's why you didn't like me"

Harry was stunned, to say the least. He didn't know that at all (obviously), he just thought since she came from the town where only betas live she would not like him and so he decided to dislike her first, but somehow that "dislike" turned to hate, if you would ask him why he would say he had no idea.

"Well, you lot need to work on your emotions because y/n has been alone for too long and Mr. Styles here need to make up for it all. So I suggest you stay alone together and bond emotionally before you bond physically. When you get there, though, you need to be gentle with her as much as possible, Harry. She isn't used to all of this and all she can think about is you only so one wrong move from you and you will literally break her. Also make sure you both stay hydrated and eat well so you wouldn't get sick afterwards"

The doctor left after warning them one last time, specifically Harry. Once she was out the door though, he ripped himself from y/n which resulted in her pouting and making grabby hands at him but he didn't look back and walked out of his room

 "What the hell are you doing here !? Why aren't you in bed with y/n !?"

He glared at Liam while putting on his shoes "I'm not going back in there, go get Niall to fuck her or something. I don't want anything to do with her" and with that, he slammed his front door behind him. He didn't care that it was ten at night, he just wanted to escape and get as far away from her as possible.

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Harry didn't know what the fuck was wrong with him.

He would walk kilometres and not get tired. He would go all day long without eating breakfast and lunch and be perfectly fine. So he started getting concerned when an hour into his walk he started panting and feeling tired like never before. He pushed it away though and continued walking, anything to stay away from his apartment and y/n, even if all he wanted was to slip under his covers and sleep for maybe three days straight.

He gave up an hour later and decided to go home and sleep in Niall's bedroom (they were flatmates) instead of his since it was occupied.

What he didn't expect is to come back to loud cries, very loud cries. Y/n could be heard from the front door. She was sobbing her little heart out and as much as it hurt him to say this, he did get a little worried, so he climbed the stairs two at a time and opened his bedroom door.

Liam held a crying y/n in his arms while Niall rubbed her back to help her calm down. She was hiccuping and trying her best to breath and the sight of her looking so vulnerable broke Harry's heart. She didn't even notice he was there when he asked what was wrong and that might've hurt him a little bit.

"she heard you talking to Liam before you left, poor thing has been crying ever since, and I also think the pain is slowly starting too" Niall informed him while Liam sent him a glare - it seemed like it was the only expression he could show him ever since the night began.

Harry didn't hesitate this time when he sat next to y/n and gently took her in his arms. She was too weak to fight him so he gently tucked her head in the crook of his neck where he knows he smells the strongest. He started rocking them side to side slowly until her cries lessened and she was able to breathe him in again, "it's okay, you're okay. I'm here, l'm not leaving" he kept whispering in her ear until he felt her relax against him.

He stayed that way, swaying them and letting her smell him so she could relax, he took that as an opportunity to sniff her as well, letting the delicious smell that is her calm him down as well from his walk. He forgot all about the other two guys until he heard Niall laugh. "she fell asleep, mate. Looks mighty adorable"

As polite as possible, he asked his two friends if they could leave the room, and they obviously did in a split second but not before giving y/n's forehead a kiss and asking Harry to take care of her, which he promised he would.

As if he was handling a baby, he laid her down on the soft sheets on his bed before running to his closet and changing into a pair of sweatpants, ditching his shirt because he knew he would get hot with the extra body next to him. He slipped next to her in bed and covered them with the covers which now smelled a mixture of both of them and let her cuddle him however she wanted. Once she snuggled her head well into his chest, Harry closed his eyes and let his legs tangle with hers. He laid his hand flat on her back and let sleep take over him as well.

But it didn't last very long because a couple of hours later he was woken up by y/n humping leg and whining in his ear. He sighed and shushed her to calm down. He prepared himself metally before he took both their clothes off and got to work.

It was a very intimate moment, but not as he dreamt it would be. He always thought it would be romantic, he would play with his mate and have them shaking underneath him and then whisper in their ear how much he loved them before biting them and locking them together with his knot. But in his reality though, y/n was shaking underneath him - and that was the only thing that went as planned - but instead of him feeling love for her, he felt regret. He didn't want to do it, he didn't want to bond with her, but he had to, for his sake.

When they were done and he pulled out of her, he helped her clean up with the baby wipes that were on his nightstand table and gave her the cookies and juice bottle that were left there too (he thinks Liam put them there when they were asleep).

Anyone with eyes could see that Harry was uncomfortable, so when y/n looked up at him and saw that he had his head in his hands while sighing, she knew that the feelings were not mutual, that he didn't like what they just did and that he was regretting it. They were mates, she knew every little detail about what he was feeling and saying she was hurt was an understatement.

"I-I know a witch -" he looked up at the sound of her voice "- I think she knows how to break bonds or summat. I can ask her to do it for us, and then we can get back to pretending like we don't know each other"

 "Why are you saying this ?" Harry asked with a low voice, she shrugged and looked down at the half bitten cookie in her hand "you just- I know you hate me and now you're stuck with me for god knows how long. I just thought it's a great idea..."

He thought about it for a second. She was right, he didn't want to be anywhere near her. If the bond is broken, he can get back to his care free life again and never look back at that day again. So he nodded his head and told her that it was a great idea. She felt broken when she saw him agree with her, but she didn't dare to show it. She just asked him to pass her her phone so she could text the witch, and after she was done she laid down and told him that she was going to take a nap and that he could leave if he wanted, which he did. And that left her alone to quietly cry on the pillow that smelled so much like him it physically hurt her.

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The witch told them that she can't break the bond while y/n was still in her heat so they had to wait two weeks. A lot of things happened. Harry had to spend all those two weeks with y/n to make sure when the "bond scrubbing" - as the witch called it - happens, no difficulties would occur later on, but they were told y/n would be in so much pain since she was the one to be injected so all the pheromones Harry gave her when he bit her leave her body and with that their bond would break and everything would get back to normal.

Y/n took those two weeks as a chance to be with Harry before it all gets taken away from her. She was already so attached to him, which was no surprise to her because he was her mate and she wanted to be near him all time. She took as much time cuddling him as she possibly could, she held him tightly after he would be done pounding in her but he would always push himself away from her, sometimes though he would lay down next to her and let her cuddle him as a form of after care, but other times he would get so overwhelmed with everything and would leave her with the excuse of letting her take a nap or to go wash away the sweat from his body.

Harry was hating the fact that his body was getting more used to her as the days passed, and that she was getting more and more soft and gentle for him. Sometimes he would be in class and all he would think about is how good she smelled and how soft her body was whenever he caressed it when she cuddled him and it fucking annoyed him each time.

It was the last day of y/n's heat and she was exhausted, her mind was all foggy and her sight was blurry but she was able to make out Harry's body laying on his back next to her in bed. Upon remembering the fact she'd never have moments like these again, she laid her head on his chest and wrapped one of her arms and legs around him like a koala. She whimpered when she still felt that emptiness in her, she tried snuggling closer to him, but it was still there and it was making her feel uncomfortable. Harry panicked for a second when he heard the sound leave her lips, fearing that she was in some kind of pain he didn't know how to handle.

"What's wrong? Are you hurt ?"

Y/n shook her head as more whimpers left her lips. She surprised him by grabbing his arm that wasn't wrapped around her and slipping his thumb inside her mouth while she held tightly on his pointer and middle finger with one hand. Her body immediately relaxed and her eyes slowly started to drop while she sucked on his finger. Harry was shocked at first but he let her do it since she was in a delicate state of mine and he didn't want to hurt her. He let his free hand's fingers run through her hair and scratch her scalp as he started thinking about what was to come. Their bond was about to break, they would be back to square one where he has to pretend like he hates her and doesn't have mixed feelings towards her, they will have to pretend that nothing between them happened and that they weren't mates at some point, that she didn't turn into an omega because of him.

A knock interrupted his train of thoughts. He allowed whoever was behind the door to come in and was not surprised when he saw it was Liam. He was very protective over y/n, especially in the last few days. She was always a delicate petal, even as a beta and with her presenting she became even more fragile. Liam took it upon himself to protect her even though his job as an omega was the complete opposite.

"Hey, how's everything going ?" He asked with a small smile as he sat on the bed. Harry shrugged.

"Okay, I guess. She's sucking on me thumb and I don't know what that means but she fell asleep, though"

"Maybe she wanted to be closer to you, it helps her relax"

He nodded and continued massaging her scalp while looking down at her peaceful face. He liked watching her sleep (although saying it out loud sounds so creepy), it was probably his favourite moment with her. He sometimes liked to pretend that everything is fine between them and hold her closer to him until sleep takes over him as well.

"You still want to scrub the bond ?" Liam asked after a few seconds of silence. Harry shrugged again. He didn't know, he really didn't. He thought he wanted to when she suggested it to him, but his life had been revolving around her for the past two weeks. He opens his eyes, y/n is the first thing he sees asleep next to him. He goes to class, he remembers that they share one together. He sees a female with the same hair or clothes as her, he thinks it's her for a split second. He sees a pack of cookies in the vending machine, he gets two because he knows she likes them. She just became all he was able to think about and he was already used to it. Whenever he gets bored in class, he would start thinking about her whines and whimpers when he was taking care of her and how she gets all snuggly and warm when they're finished, it put a smile on his face because he was the reason she got like that, she was doing that for him only and god, was it a good ego boost.

"I... don't think so," he finally whispered and Liam raised his eyebrows at him. Harry sighed.

"It's just - I'm getting used to her and I don't know how I'm supposed to get back to my normal routine without her taking part of it, and I don't want her to be in any more pain because the bond scrubbing is really painful, y'know? I want her to be safe here with me and let me take care of her like I've been for the past two weeks…"

"Sounds like you're starting to like her a bit more than you wanted" The brown eyed omega chuckled.

"Yeah…" Harry sighed and planted a kiss on top of y/n's head when he felt her suck on his thumb in her sleep "I think I already do"

Another moment of silence passed by until Harry spoke up again "why did you get so protective over her when she presented, Liam?" This question had been swimming in his mind for the longest time and he wanted answers. Liam sighed.

"I-I know what she's going to face once her family finds out she presented as an omega. They're very strict and have something against anyone that isn't a beta, and if they'd know how she turned they'll get very angry and possibly kick her out. I know deep down she's scared of their reaction, and with losing you she's going to be so lost -" his voice broke a little bit at the end "- I just want her to know that she will not be alone if anything happen, and that she has someone that supports her"

Harry had to do a lot of thinking after Liam left.

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It was the next morning at exactly half past eight, the day they were supposed to break the bond, but it was not going to happen. The previous night, Harry thought long and hard about his actions and what Liam had told him and at the end he decided that the bond would not be broken. Liam explained to him more about her situation, he told him that her parents never accepted anyone other than who they were, that's why they lived in an all beta neighborhood and town. She had a cousin who also presented as an omega and their whole family flipped, he was kicked out and forced to change his last name because they didn't want him to have anything in common with them since he "decided" to break the family tree. He didn't want that to happen to his sweet, soft and delicate y/n, he didn't want her to get anymore hurt, he wanted to protect her for the rest of his life and to be able to do so he needed to apologize first.

Harry decided on turning their whole day upside down. He first called the witch to cancel their bond scrubbing session (Atlantes - the witch - was very glad to hear the news and told him to take good care of y/n) then he asked Niall - who of course still stayed in the apartment even though they made a lot of noise all day long - to go out and buy a cute outfit for her to wear (Niall was the second most fashionable of their group - after Harry, of course) while he cooked her favourite breakfast: banana pancakes with a lot of chocolate sauce, but he of course added a delicious healthy smoothie to the mix because it's Harry and what were you expecting? Chocolate milkshake with extra whipped cream and a cherry on top? Too much unhealthy stuff.

Y/n opened her eyes to Harry cooing in her ear sweet little things, saying she was confused was an understatement.

"I made you breakfast, and I know you're very sore from the last two weeks so you're going to have it bed"

Her mind was still hazy and she still felt floaty and sleepy so she didn't fight him when he helped her sit up and placed the food on her lap.

"Now, I know you're very confused, but I'm going to explain everything in a second, just enjoy your food and don't think too much about it"

So she did. She ate the very delicious pancakes and drank the weird flavoured milkshake (yet still quite yummy) while he brushed hair out of her face and kissed the top of her head.

Once she was done, y/n immediately turned towards him with frowned eyebrows, silently asking him to explain everything. Harry sighed. He has practiced this moment in his head while he was making breakfast but now that he had to actually do it, he was a bit nervous, and Harry never gets nervous, he was a Styles alpha, for god's sake!

"So...umm…I called Atlantes, and I, um...I cancelled the bond scrubbing session"

Her expression didn't change, she was still looking at him with frowned eyebrows and lips in a very small pout, it was a mighty adorable face and Harry would've given her rosy cheeks kisses, but given the situation they were in, it wouldn't be that appropriate.

"Why ?"

"I-I just thought-" he stopped himself for a second to take a deep breath and collect his thoughts before looking back at her "the last two weeks, I've never spent more time with anyone for that long. You became all I can think about and you still are. Seeing you all delicate and soft for me made me realise that I don't want to put you in any kind of pain, I want to protect you from pain. I want to be there for you when you need me because I know you do, and so do I because we're mates, we're meant to be there for each other." He took in another deep breath, preparing himself for what he was about to tell her, "a-and Liam told me about your family"

The once cute expression turned to one of fear, her eyes were wide and she looked like she was about to cry.

"Before you react in any way, let me explain everything to you. He told me yesterday, and I'm so thankful he did because it changed my whole view about everything. I didn't know you lived your life that way, if I did I would've never rejected you in the beginning. The reason I pretended to dislike you when I first met you was because I knew you came from that town and I know people there hate us alphas so to save myself the embarrassment I decided to hate you first and I'm so sorry I did, I always thought you were very sweet even though I didn't admit it to myself"

Her eyes left his so she could hold his hands, something she knew helped her relax the last couple of weeks. She spoke in a very low and soft voice he almost didn't hear her "I always wanted to be your friend" 

"I know, baby. I know" he planted a gentle kiss to her forehead after he pulled her into his lap "but now you're more than that, you're my mate, my whole world revolves around you"

"But what if- what if you get bored of me ?"

He chuckled and cupped her cheeks to look at him, eyes reconnecting making his heart skip a beat "trust me, that will not happen any time soon."

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"Are you done in there? I want to see her!" Harry called out for what felt like the millionth time. Y/n was getting ready with Louis and Niall and he was not allowed to see her until the very end. He was not even allowed to be near his bedroom where they were, his own bedroom that he paid for! Can you believe that?! The audacity of the blue eyed alphas.

Louis was sweet enough to come over and help y/n out with getting ready for her and Harry's date that wasn't really a date because he didn't tell her it was, he just told her to get ready because they were spending the whole day together. That was when his apartment door was kicked open and in came Louis with a grin on his face. Apparently, Niall had called him so they can both doll up y/n. Louis was good at doing hair since he had five sisters and his mum couldn't take care of all of them at once so he learned how to do braids and many other hairstyles and over time he became a pro at doing hair. Niall was responsible for her outfit since he was the one who got it for her.

"Impatient little shit," Louis mumbled when he came downstairs where Harry was waiting for them "it would've been more quicker if you kept your mouth shut" he decided on ignoring him and instead looked for y/n. He was impatient but only because he wanted to see her. She was his mate for fuck's sake, he can't stay away from her for two seconds. Besides, for the last two weeks y/n didn't give two shits about how she looked since all she knew what to do was Harry, eat, drink a lot of water and sleep, that means she spent all her day in either a baggy shirt (that were all his) or totally naked, so the memories of her not looking fucked out in his bed and looking like a "normal person" totally vanished from his head, that's why he wanted to see her dressed up.

And he was blown away.

See, before all this happened, he never took his time to look at her and take her in, she was his "enemy" after all, he was not supposed to look at her or think she was beautiful. But when he saw her standing next to the stairs of his home, a gentle, shy smile on her face, he thought that she was the most gorgeous little thing in the world.

She wore a blue cardigan with a simple white dress underneath. Her feet were covered with blue socks and white sneakers. Her hair - instead of the tangled mess it was that morning - was left down in waves but had two braids at the top of her head (they were called waterfall braids, but how was he supposed to know that ?). He didn't realise she had make-up on until he stepped closer to her. Her lips were covered with gloss that sparkled everytime she moved, her eyes had only mascara on and a blue thing in her waterline that matched the rest of her outfit. Everything was very minimal, he liked that a lot.

(visual of the dress)

"Have you always been this pretty ?"

"She actually has, yeah" Niall answered for her "you just didn't realise that because you were being an asshole" Louis finished for him. With a roll of his eyes, Harry decided on ignoring them again and only focused on his little omega.

"You smell so nice, baby. Just like you've been the past few days" he put his hands under her armpits and lifted her up so they could be face to face, letting her wrap her legs around him as he supported her by gripping her thighs. Their height difference was pretty noticeable, but he liked the fact that she was shorter than him, it meant he could easily protect her when needed.

"is this all for me ?" 

Y/n nodded her head, a blush creeping up on her cheeks when she saw the way he was looking at her. Never in the last three years of her life had she even thought about sharing a moment like this with Harry. She always thought he was rough, especially since the only time she saw him with someone else was at parties when they would sneak away to a bedroom. He never introduced someone as his significant other so that made her assume he wasn't into relationships. She never thought he was the kind to even give nicknames to his mate or be so loving to them, but yet here he was, looking at her like she hung the stars for him.

"My pretty baby" he cooed before giving her a kiss and letting her down on her feet again. He turned to the two boys standing in front of them, his demeanor changing completely as he talked to them, the once sweet voice turning to a whole different kind "We'll be gone for the whole day. Don't do anything stupid, both of you. Remember that it's not only my house Niall, you paid for it too. And Louis, don't touch my snacks drawer, I know you have sweet teeth and not just one, go buy your own haribos. Oh, and don't try and have a foursome, it's fucking gross"

"Okay but can you stop using your alpha voice. First of all, it's not going to work on us, we're alphas too. And second of all, I'm pretty sure y/n is about to drip down her legs and I don't know if my wolf will be able to handle such a sight"

He turned towards his mate, and just as Louis said, she looked like she was about to drop on her knees for him. Her pupils were so big an outsider would think she was wearing contacts, she was shifting from one leg to the other and don't get him started on her smell. God, he would've taken her right there in front of the boys if he could, but unfortunately, he couldn't, he had a whole day planned and fucking her against the wall with two of his best mates watching wasn't part of it.

"Come one, baby. We have a fun day ahead of us" and with that they were out of the door.

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Y/n never had so much fun in her life until her date with Harry.

And yes, it was a date. He confirmed it when she asked him where they were going after they left the house ("on our first date, darling. That's where we're going. Now be a good girl and buckle up, don't want ya hurt in anyway.")

He took her to an amusement park, but not just any kind, he took her to the one she had been wanting to visit since it opened. It was a long drive to get there but Harry was a good entertainer. They played games, they asked each other questions, they sang along to the radio, it was just overall fun and if he told her that their date was just going on a car ride, she would've still thought it was the most fun thing ever, but it was actually just starting.

They arrived by lunch time so they decided on eating some food and walking around afterwards because going on roller coasters and such games after eating isn't the best idea. He ordered a burger and orange juice for both of them and had her sitting on his lap while they ate because all he wanted was to have his arms around her. Some people gave them weird looks but others knew they were newly bounded mates and still in their honeymoon phase judging by the fresh looking bite on the side of her neck.

After half an hour of walking side by side, y/n took Harry's hand in hers and pointed at the swing ride "Harry can we play there, please ?"

"Since you're such a good girl and used your manners and said please, we will play there but you have to be near me as much as possible, baby. I don't want you flying off to Ireland or something"

With a giggle and a skip in her steps, she dragged him to the not so long line of people waiting to go on the ride as well. Only a minute into them standing there, a guy with platinum coloured hair started staring at y/n. Harry coughed and wrapped another arm around her and pushed her back against his chest. And even with that, the guy was still shamelessly staring.

"Can I help you with something, mate? You've been staring an awful lot at my girl" Harry asked with an annoyed tone and a harsh glare, and that made the guy snap out of it quickly.

"Oh, so sorry, mate. But, is your name y/n ?" His question was directed to her. The green eyed alpha tensed. Oh no, is this going to be a bumping into an ex with the new boyfriend kind of situation? 

"Yeah…" her voice faded at the end but then a gasp left her lips as she cupped it "Theodore !?"

"Oh my god, I knew it was you !"

She pushed Harry's arms away from her and quickly hugged the unknown guy tightly. He was very mad by now and a little bit hurt by her action. Who the fuck was this guy? And why was he giving his omega kisses on the cheek like he wasn't standing right there.

"Harry, this is my cousin! The one Liam told you about! Oh, I missed you so much, Theodore. Where have you been ?!"

Oh. So it all makes sense now. This was the cousin that got kicked out because he presented as an omega. Funny how the world works.

"I've been traveling with my mate, Noah" Harry didn't notice until now the guy standing protectively behind Theodore. He gave y/n a little wave and sent a nod towards him which he kindly returned.

"That's so cool! I'm with my mate too! This is Harry"

The two males shook hands firmly. Theodore looked at him confused while Harry wrapped his arm around his girl again "are you an alpha ?"

When he told him that he was in fact an alpha, the poor guy's eyes nearly popped off his head as he looked back down at his cousin "you presented too!?"

"Two weeks ago. Doctor said I wasn't fully a beta and Harry activated that little bit of omega I had in me"

"A forbidden love between our omega great grandmother and beta great grandfather led to all of this. Have you told your parents yet ?"

Y/n instantly frowned, moving closer to Harry as she looked up at him, her eyes silently telling him she was worried and scared. He let her tuck her head in his chest and rubbed her back to let her know he was right there to protect her. Nothing will ever hurt her as long as he was there.

"We are yet to inform her family about our situation but I'm definitely not going to tell them in person, I was thinking about sending them a letter explaining everything but I'm 100% sure I'm not going to let them go anywhere near her. I was told about what happened to you and I'm not going to let history repeat itself. My job is to protect her and make sure she's happy. Huh, baby? All you have to do is sit there looking all pretty and let me do all the hard work for you" he smiled down at her and gave her temple a little kiss just to pull a smile out of her, and it worked, he knew she liked his kisses.

"That's so nice of you, Harry. Thank you so much for being there for her" Theodore sent him a small smile before looking back at his cousin.

After exchanging numbers and promised to see each other soon, the line moved and they were finally going on the ride. They decided on sitting in the middle - well, Harry did, but just to make sure his girl wouldn't get scared or harmed in any way, shape or form. And it was so much fun! They both loved it so much they did it again later on, although the second time he did get a little bit dizzy.

They played so many games and went on so many rides to the point they didn't realise the sun was already about to set and the sky was about to turn dark. They had one more ride to go on though, and he saved the best one last. He was going to make y/n remember this forever.

The Farris wheel.

They were instructed to sit facing each other for good balance, but Harry wasn't going to take orders from a grumpy old man, he was going to sit next to his mate wethere he liked it or not.

"The sky is so pretty!" Y/n gasped when they reached the top, her eyes twinkling with the many lights surrounding their seats. Harry smiled and gave the back of her head a kiss. His favourite thing about her was how she gets excited over the smallest things, like seeing bubbles or when babies smile at her silly faces. She wasn't hard to please, too. When he bought her a lollipop she had the biggest smile on and gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek just for something as small as a one pound worth of candy.

"How come I've never noticed how sweet you are, hm? I was such a dick to you. I'm so sorry, baby"

"It's okay," she gave his chin a kiss and smiled up at him "I have you now, that's all that matters"

The kiss they shared at the top of the Farris wheel was not their first, they had their fair share of kisses when y/n was going through her heat. But this was their first kiss while conscious, if you will. They both knew what was going on and were not sex driven. She tasted so sweet, like the candy apple she had before they got on the ride and a little bit of the grape lollipop.

After they had dinner (it was just chicken salad since they both didn't feel like eating anything heavy), they went back to the car to go back home. They were pretty tired, but mostly y/n because not even fifteen minutes into the car ride she was knocked out in her seat. Harry had to snap a picture of her asleep, she was too adorable for him not to make it his lock screen so he can look at it every time he checks his phone.

Once they reached his apartment, he carried her inside, checking the living room on his way to see Niall, Louis and also Liam all asleep while a movie was playing on the TV. He changed y/n into one of her pajamas before tucking her in the middle of the bed (somehow she fell off three times in the two weeks of her heat, so better safe than sorry) before he took a quick shower, trying his best to stay silent while doing so to not wake her up.

But when he came back to the room, he found y/n sat up with nearly closed eyes looking around the room as if she was searching for something.

"What's wrong, baby?"

A big, sleepy smile took over her lips when she saw him standing at the foot of the bed putting on his underwear. He crawled towards her once he dried his skin and gave her nose a kiss "my sleepy omega baby" he mumbled against her lips making her giggle sweetly at him.

If you would tell Harry a month ago that he would be cuddling y/n in his bed after having their first date in the amusement park, he would probably laugh and walk away while mumbling something about crazy people. But yet, here he was, pulling her to his chest and pushing kisses on her skin and telling her how much she meant to him. Over the time he spent with her on their date, he got to see a side of her that she never showed to anyone. A delicate, soft girl who just wants to be taken care of and made happy. She told him that she always felt like an omega before she presented but never told anyone because she feared she would get judged and that made him so sad. But that was the past, what he should focus on now is making sure she never feels that way again.

And the funny thing is, he was already head over heels in love with her. He was told by many friends and family that it doesn't take more than 24 hours to love your mate when you meet them, it's just the way your body and mind works. With knowing that information, he had a good feeling in his stomach that y/n felt the same way as him and that just made him feel like he won the lottery or summat.

He knew she didn't hear him when he whispered in her ear those three words judging by the soft snores that were leaving her parted lips, but he didn't care, they have so many days coming ahead of them and he will spoil her with love and affection every second of every day.

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Im sorry, but the look of outright offense written on Demetri's face-

Its the "you little bitch" look for me 🤭😂

Some thoughts about Qingcang and Xunfeng`s father and mather

I keep thinking about how much Xunfeng resembles their father/Old Moon Supreme. He is similar to him in character, and even a little outwardly. If Xunfeng was capable of mastering hellfire, then I think their father wouldn't have to eradicate Xunfeng`s feelings (torture him), because he's not as soft as DFQC [I don't remember it being mentioned anywhere that Yannu was devoid of feelings]. Xunfeng would have be as cold a "stone" as his father, ready to lock up his "weaknesses" for the sake of Moon tribe without entering a cave. And we see how much he copies his father when he is ready to sacrifice the happiness and "life" of his beloved older brother for the sake of duty.

DFQC on the contrary, he does not look like his father either externally or internally. He is very soft, sensitive, pithy, and we know what kind of love he is capable of. The conclusion suggests itself that he inherited his appearance and character from their mother. Although we don't know anything about her, but looking at Dongfang Qingcang's beauty, kindness, and creative data, we can imagine what kind of person she was. And Old Moon Supreme must have loved her very much. DFQC was probably his most beloved son, not only because he was the firstborn, but he definitely reminded him of her the most.

And this also explains why the Dongfang`s brathers act and feel so differently. Xunfeng is a bit of a destroyer. DFQC - 100% creator.

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