About Me, About We!

About me, about we!

Well.

I'm writing this after coming to a pretty big revelation I had that I was embarrassed about what I wrote, and it took looking at old creepypastas, and I'm talking about the fan OCs people made for like Jeff the Killer, to make me realize it's okay to just not be perfect, and to just be genuine, and everything will be alright.

So, salutations! My names are Viviana, Pandora or just Azaenya, my pronouns are she/her, and I welcome you to my page.

All these names are mine and valid. I realized one day that I didn't vibe with one on that day, so why have only one? Especially for an indescribable horror such as ✨ moi ✨

Don't ask what I look like, I don't even have an artist persona like all the cool kids. I just inhabit established characters instead.

But! Just because I'm an eldritch being (this isn't a bit, by the by, I'm earnest) doesn't mean I'm not a trans girl, because like everyone else, I am trapped in a prison of flesh that seeks to betray me.

So yeah, I'm a disabled trans girl with high support needs, and I make cool art, and sometimes mods (whenever I finish).

What cool art ? Glad you asked!

#maribelle: To see my little OC baby that I'm also making a Darkest Dungeon mod for(that I'll hopefully finish). She's explicitly trans, and is honestly my favorite child.

# A Stranger in Teyvat: For the doodles for the related Genshin horror fanfiction I'm writing (please gods let me finish the first chapter)

#ao3: for what writings I unleash the world, you know, generally

#my art: For all the general art I make

#Sandrone Headcanons: For a little mini-series where I made shit up for my favorite meow meow

Because of Tumblr, my existence might get snapped at any point, so here's some links:

My AO3

My Ko-fi, if you want to be nice

Due to my disability and my shitty home situation, I can't constantly create, so I just do my best.

Rules of Engagement

There will be lesbians. I have these appendages for a reason, and it's to draw little gay people. I'm not sorry.

1312 is my favorite number, and it should be yours too!

Reposting, if it's on different platforms, fine, be sure to credit me. Don't repost me on Tumblr. Reblogs exist.

Fuck AI-generated art. Full stop. I don't fuck with people who use AI art/writing or whatever. It's shitty to steal others' creations and just have a program mash them together. I promise you that that weirdly drawn cat you made has infinitely more value than the soulless anime girls you can generate with a click. AI art is for when you don't want to be embarrassed about your lack of skill, but it's okay to not be good at something. When you draw that cat, it comes from YOU, and that's why it's valuable.

for pride month 2024 we're gonna nuke 10 of your mutuals' blogs and 9 of them are run by transfems 😍

Stars I made for the farmers market 🥹⭐️

Sandrone wants to say something!

Barbara picked up: A 1886 Holland & Holland Paradox Shotgun!

She grips the cold metal of the barrel, and blood rushes to her head.

BARBARA NOW HOLDS THE POWER TO TERMINATE LIFE

Upon this day, I have only to offer sketches of Sandrone that I made with a tiny pencil. Please enjoy these crumbs

Okay, real talk, I wanted to practice expressions because exaggerated mouths are my weakness, so I chose 10 from a list of 100, and took the ones that would fit her the most.

The template I took from is this (Twitter link) by MagicalPouch.

Honestly, Sandrone is the perfect character to draw. She has an incredibly attractive and interesting design, but she is also simple to draw, so you can chibi-fy her and not lose her look.

There's lots of very pretty characters in Genshin, but very few I want to draw because they're so complicated and detailed, so fuck that noise lol

I might transfer one of these over to digital. A lot of my pieces start as a sketch where I try to plan it out (and then I try to repeat and improve what I did on paper, but I don't, so I just copy over my photo of my sketch art lmao)