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SCHIZOTYPAL RAMBLE INCOMING

I try not to indulge in this but sometimes I do wonder if reality is actually what I see off my psychosis meds, and if they are just preventing me from seeing the truth.

as in... what if there ARE things most people can't see who take the form of people in pictures and watch you through their eyes and only I can see their true form because I'm not taking medication that blocks my sight? what if?

now, realistically, this is absolutely not true.

but

knowing when things aren't true has never prevented me from still believing in them.

i don't think it's something most people will ever understand unless they experience it but, when i am having an episode of psychosis (excuse me if I use the wrong terms, i am not involved in any community in the slightest out of worry it might worsen things!) i know damn well that realistically none of it is true, because i have experienced reality long enough to understand... but it's right there, i can see it, i can feel it, i know there has to be something, so i still believe in everything my brain is telling even if i know, I KNOW, it's not true.

no matter how smart, how grounded, how skeptical you think you might be if you got to spend a moment in the shoes of somebody going through this it would not matter how many times anyone, including yourself, told you that it's not true, you'd still believe every second of it, because you'd be living those seconds first hand.

i'm going to be honest, i had no idea what this was like either until i went through it, i didn't know schizotypal personality disorder existed until i was diagnosed with it, i didn't even understand what it entailed until months later when i did a small search on what the symptoms even were since my psychologist explained it in a very surface level way so this has been a weird journey.

I was fine when i was told i had depression, i knew what depression was.

i was fine when i was told i was autistic, i knew what autism was.

i was fine when just a bit ago i was told i might even have ADHD, i know what all this is.

but to be diagnosed with something i'd never even heard of after experiencing life altering symptoms that destroyed everything i knew to be real... i don't know, man, it's something that messes with your head. I don't like any of this, it's not fun, it's not quirky, it's not even particularly interesting, it's just ruining my life.

ramble over, thanks to anyone who read it.

Gonna look for confirmation but I've seen a claim relating to the news that the NHS is going to force GICs to hand over patient records to look for evidence of detransition, that the criteria they are going to use is if the patient has a GRC.

I dont have a solid source yet. Do not panic yet. But if true I will lose my fucking mind.

A very niche discussion that I feel needs to be had

I am a natural redhead. I also have blue eyes. That gives me the rarest hair and eye colour combo in the world. My hair colour puts me in a group that makes up around 1-2% of the world's population (which is the same as the number of trans people btw).

People with red hair are constantly either fetishised or discriminated against just for a simple hair colour that is beyond our control. We have faced prejudice for this minor quality throughout history. We have been accused of witchcraft, turning into vampires, having "bad character" and were killed en masse for it. Conversely we were sometimes thought to bring luck and so made popular slaves and fetched a higher price. There have been many perceptions and practices that segregate us from others. People always have a different view of us. We are seen as otherworldly. We are dehumanised. All we are trying to do is exist.

Even now there is still discrimination against us. We are still stereotyped and bullied and objectified. Sure we may not be burned or drowned anymore, but we still take a lot of shit because people can't just view us as fellow human beings and treat us normally. I've personally faced constant ridicule and harassment throughout my school years for it. People who have never even known me felt compelled or justified to call me names on the street. I've had people follow me home and pick up gravel from driveways just to throw at me. These experiences started to make me despise the word "ginger" because that's what I constantly heard. It still triggers a reaction in me to this day. People have laughed at me and tripped me up and done all sorts just because of a damn hair colour. I started to despise my hair to the point I wanted to shave it all off or dye it to hide it. It took me years to finally embrace myself and find pride and love in myself.

I've even heard negative opinions in casual conversation. A lot of the girls in my school constantly liked to dye their hair. If it started to change colour in a way they didn't anticipate or want, they'd hope it wouldn't turn ginger with disgust or worry in their tone because god forbid right? That's such a horrible thing to be subject to. We're so unsightly that the possibility of looking like one of us is the worst outcome. Who would want to associate with us? We are hated just because we are different.

We can't even catch a break on the more positive side of the spectrum because we're then seen as exotic or divine. People have a fetish for us and seek us out because that's the one characteristic they care about to get them off. We're just a sex object. We can never be seen as anything past our hair. I'm so tired of it.

And why do people feel so comfortable in this behaviour? Why has it become so normalised? Why does it seem that no one's talking about it? I guess because we're such a small group, or perhaps it's also to do with the fact we're white and so we can take it right? We're the oppressors and you can't be racist or whatever against white people as some seem to stupidly believe. Maybe it's because we're not being routinely hunted down anymore. Whatever it is I'm just frustrated that no one seems to care. It's just looked over. It feels like this cycle is just going to continue and make our day to day lives miserable.

Bunny council? No, RAT COUNCIL 🐀🧀

actually bizarre how many people on here struggle to understand the basic concept of "if you take it upon yourself to dig through somebody's private activity/likes to build a profile of their sexual desires which you then publicize to others and use to encourage harassment & social exclusion of that person, you are the sexual aggressor in this scenario"