Being An Aspiring Actor Is Expensive

Being an aspiring actor is expensive

On the bright side, I remembered how much I like wearing Sports bras (Good sensory feeling, feels like a hug)

scars in fiction: I got this trying to save my lover from an assassin- but tragically, I was too late. now I carry the mark of my failure with me always, and I can never forget~

scars in real life: so I was trying to open macaroni sauce with a paring knife

and is ‘bestie’ in the room with us now?

Somewhere deep inside there is an absolute burning hatred for the Hand Of Guidance

And I think a lot of that has to do with how I watched quite a few friends grow up in cults and how manipulative their parental figures were

But she just- she angers me

Non binary Zoox??

Did anyone else age like 2-5 years over the course of 2020

Like I just looked at a picture of myself from December 2019

And I look like a whole other person. Maybe it’s the haircut, or the makeup, or the style change

But my god it weird to see

And the changes in who I was, I wanted to be a hairstylist, I didn’t care about how I looked, I listened to Welcome to Night Vale on my way to finals and meeting up with my friend, we got donuts before and talked about the future, now she’s moving away in 2 days, I never leave the house without makeup and a nice outfit, I just enrolled in a 2000$ acting class as college prep for a drama degree, the podcasts are a constant but just barely

I don’t really know myself or who I was

Either one would be nice