BoomBoomBoy

BoomBoomBoy 👀

Art owner: me

𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐃 | 𝗜𝗧𝗢𝗦𝗛𝗜 𝗦𝗔𝗘

𝗧𝗪 : 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵 , 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘯𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 , 𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵 , 𝘴𝘦𝘹𝘶𝘢𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 , 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥 , 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩. 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝙊𝙍𝙎 𝘿𝙉𝙄

This is an x fem! Reader

[𝙢𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩]

Being Itoshi Sae’s girlfriend isn’t easy, even though your relationship wasn’t released in public, you both still have to be very careful whenever you see each other.

The two of you were childhood friends, your each other’s first crush, first love, and will probably be the last. You two love each other uncontrollably, and that alone assures you that nothing bad will happen.

Sure there are always those times where your mind wanders around the endless possibilities of Sae finding another girl who’s MUCH better than you, someone MORE pretty than you, someone that is MORE capable than you, but whenever you get consumed with those thoughts he would wrap his arms around you and whisper sweet nothings to calm you down.

That reassures you no matter what.

But there was a secret in your life that you’ve always wanted to tell him. A secret, that might change his point of view about you, a secret that was hidden under your smile. And the secret you’ve been enduring for the years that Sae wasn’t on your side.

Your father has been assaulting you.

Day by day, you would always hope that you can say those things to him, but whenever you see his face you couldn’t muster to ever let him know anything about it. You didn’t want to see the look of disgust from his eyes. You would endure any pain and wait for him to return to your embrace once more.

Because he promised. He promised that you were the only one.

So why?

Why was the internet going crazy with the news of him dating a celebrity? Why was he holding her by the waist so dearly? Why was he looking at her with those eyes? Why… Why is he acting like you never existed?

You desperately wanted to cry, scream. Why did he lie? Weren’t you good enough? Why did he break his promise? Those thoughts circulating your brain consumed your thoughts not realizing that your father have laid down behind you caressing your bare things before peppering kisses in your neck “why so sad baby?” his voice cut you off of your trance as you flinch ready to push him off of you “p-please stop—”

Your voice was muffled by his huge hands pinning your arms on top of your head watching as you desperately trash around to fight back with his actions. But who are you joking with? He was much much much powerful than you. He easily overpowered you just like the other times he had ever done, that night you cried for help feeling your heartbreak from two different meanings.

“I TOLD YOU I NEVER WANTED TO DO THIS!” Sae shouted in frustration throwing the article on his manager’s table “Sae-kun, please understand why we’re doing this… .” the fat old man smiled “it’s for your good, so endure it for a month more before going back to Japan.” he patted his shoulder in which the male shook off with a glare “if this shit continues I’m going to burn you down to the ground.”

He slammed the door close ignoring the people who looked at his way before running towards his room and tried calling you. After two or three rings, your voice welcomed him with a soft ‘hello’ making him smile “ hello Y/n, how are you? ”

You tried your hardest to ignore the throbbing pain from your lower region as you laid on the ground holding your stomach that has been punched because of disobeying your father’s orders “I— I-I’m fine Sae-kun… How are you? I-it seems like Y-you’re v-v-very busy” he flinched at the inquiry “I was hoping that you’d never have to hear the news.”

Sae grumbled profanities under his breath “I’m sorry Y/n, but I have to agree with this deal. Just for a month, please, allow me to pretend just for a month, after that I will tell everyone that I’m yours” you could hear the desperate tone o his voice letting you know that he was apologetic and that he didn’t have a choice “a-a month… .” you trailed off looking at the bruises in your body “so I have to endure it for a month longer”

You whispered to yourself “I’m sorry did you say something?” your boyfriend asked which you hummed “no, it’s nothing. I-I wasn’t expecting you to c-call me actually.” you heard some rustling on the other side “what do you mean?”

“I-I just thought that you found someone better than me. .  .” Sae felt his chest tighten before hearing you continue “I mean I wasn’t even gonna get mad… But sometimes, I wish you were by my side.” you mindlessly let your moth say what you wanted as you panic once realizing what you have said “I-I mean— no I— I didn’t mean to be selfish! I was just—” you took a deep breath before feeling tears well up from your eyes “I wish to hug you again.”

Sae’s heart broke hearing you sob conveying your sincere wish. He knows he wasn’t the perfect boyfriend, he’s lacking in so many ways, but he was beyond lucky to have found such an amazing person like you who has always understood the situation and forgive his mistakes no matter what it was.

But he couldn’t bear to see you crumble because of him. You were far too precious to ever cry because of him. “Hey, Y/N. Do you want to celebrate your birthday with me?” he heard you stop for a moment “w-wha— how?” he chuckled softly already imagining your cute confused face “I will force my management to let me go back there and we’ll spend the whole day together.”

Your heart raced at the loving tone of his voice “a-are you sure?” you asked happily but slightly hesitant “of course, so until then. Please pretend that I’m by your side.”

You were ecstatic, finally, the whole month’s wait was over. You happily checked yourself out in your mirror fixing your dress, luckily your father hasn’t been home for two weeks and you took advantage of it for your body to heal and cover up all the traces of abuse. “I hope he likes my dress” he smiled remembering it to be the gift from him for your 2nd anniversary.

It was a beautiful sundress decorated with teal flowers and maroon fabric. It reminds you of him, the color palette is just like him. You stopped admiring yourself when you caught a glimpse of the clock “oh, Sae-kun will be there in 30 minutes” you gave yourself one last look before running out of your house and into the shrine you both always go.

“I can’t wait for him to get here.”

His fist was clenched rightly finding the whole ordeal irritating “Hey Sae-kun since we’re facing how about spending the whole day exploring Japan together?” the bitch— his supposed-to-be girlfriend clung into his arms as they both walk out of the airport.

He didn’t know that she will accompany him back to Japan and most of all that there were so many reporters waiting for them at the entrance.“ no, I have plans for today you can take anyone with you but not me” he coldly brushed her off before picking his phone to check on the time. But before he could dial your number to inform you that he was on his way, he heard a loud thud from behind him.

“OH MY GOD ARE YOU OKAY?!” his girlfriend’s manager ran towards the girl who fell off of the stairs “Sae-kun! Can you please help me out? She needs to get treated right away” the teal eyed make couldn’t be bothered, but he knows that he’d get in trouble if any news of his girlfriend getting hurt to get in the news.

Scooping her in his arms, Sae speed-walked through the exit ignoring the teasing remarks and cameras flashing to capture the moment. His brows were furrowed and everyone thought that it was because he was worried, but they didn’t know that you were the only thing that played through his head and praying that they’d get to the hospital faster.

“hmmm, he’s a little late,” you mumbled checking your watch once again before looking at the already darkening sky. You’ve been waiting for about 3 hours now and yet you haven’t heard anything from him. “well who cares as long as he doesn’t forget about my birthday” your smile still wasn’t wiped off of your face before a notification popped into your phone. You hurriedly opened your phone hoping that it was Sae, but what you saw made your heart stop.

“can you hurry up and finish already? I have somewhere to go” Sae glared at the doctor who’s fixing a simple sprain for about 3 hours now, he wanted to get the hell out of the room and fo to you, but he was getting held back by the bitch who wouldn’t stop whining that it hurts “please wait a moment, I need to give her some antibiotics first and after that, you may leave” he clicked his tongue before letting the doctor go away.

He sat there without even paying attention to the girl “is it more important than me?” she mumbled lowly while Sae scoffed “it’s a hundred times more important than you. I would have cared less if you died falling off of that stairs. I’m better off without this stupid relationship or whatever.” he saw her trying to walk towards him and ended up stumbling landing in his embrace as they crash into the ground.

“ WHAT THE—"Sae pushed her off of him quickly wiping his lips that went in contact with hers” WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING?! “ he glared sharply at the girl who grinned victoriously before showing him her phone with the newly published article” I gave them a show they wanted to see “  it was a picture of them kissing just moments ago.

'famous soccer player Itoshi Sae caught kissing his girlfriend after getting injured falling from the stairs’

Y/n felt stupid. She walked under the rain letting her whole body get drenched with the cold mid-autumn rain. She may have looked stupid from the passes but it was the only solution to hide her tears.

The creaking sound of the door shifted their attention to you as you lowered your head to a bow greeting them nervously "well you got yourself a beautiful daughter my friend” one of them commented while the others shamelessly stared at your drenched figure “can I have a piece?” that comment made her freeze staring at your father begging him not to do anything rash “of course, she’s all yours.”

Your breath got caught on your throat when two of his friends made their way to you wearing a sinister grin. Your breath quickened and with all your strength pushed them away before running to your room locking the door preventing anyone to get in.

“YOU BITCH OPEN THIS DOOR!”

That was the headline that was currently trending on the internet. She couldn’t even get herself to read the comments knowing that they were in full support with their supposed relationship and decided to just go home and pretend nothing ever happened, well that was what he was planning to do. But upon opening the door to your house, she was greeted by her father and his friends drinking alcohol and was laughing it themselves.

You flinch with each bang in your door as you shakily dialed Sae’s number “hello?” a woman answered the phone you didn’t even care if it was the girl you just wanted to ask for help and get this over with. You couldn’t even remember what was coming out of your mouth as you sobbed and begged for help, but it was futile. The door stood no chance to their assaults and was broken down revealing five furious men who immediately drag you out of the room and towards your pending doom.

Ah… . You were gonna die this time. You couldn’t even remember how many times they took turns with you, how many times they punched you for fighting back. Your whole body hurts just by even breathing and staying alive. Both of your upper and lower regions were bleeding as you lay there lifelessly hearing muffled waves of laughter from these demons.

How long will this torture last? It would have been better to have given up, all of your cries for help were unheard, and thought that you were dying and hallucinating that a pair of teal eyes were looking at you with tears gathering in their waterline. You must have been hallucinating about hearing grutal groans and gunshots being fired on the back, and you were probably hallucinating about feeling yourself get embraced by a warm hand.

You let out one last smile as you caressed the person’s cheeks wiping away their tears, you must have been hallucinating thinking that he was Sae, and you thanked him for at least coming even if it was too late. With your final breath, you shakily held his hands “I love you Sae-kun.”

Sae remembers that day vividly. The day where he saw Rin cry punching him with his bloody fist “ITS YOUR FUCKING FAULT! YOU PROMISED YOU’D PROTECT HER AND WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO?!” despite the desperate call from their mother and father, Rin didn’t stop his anger to flow letting his brother realize what he had done wrong.

“WHERE WERE YOU WHEN SHE WAS CRYING FOR HELP?! HUH?!” he snarled looking at his brother’s blank eyes “SHE WAS CALLING FOR YOUR NAME FOR FUCKS SAKE! AND WHERE WERE YOU?! HUH?! YOU CAN’T EVEN KEEP YOUR PROMISE, YOU BASTARD!”

At that very moment, Sae didn’t feel the pain of being beaten up half to death, he couldn’t feel anything other than the ringing in his ears and the disbelief written in his face.

You left him behind.

He wanted to pretend that it was just a dream, but your altar that was filled with white flowers was the painful reminder that it was all too real.

Even after your funeral, Sae couldn’t believe that you were gone. Every night he was hunted by your screams of help preventing him to get a wink of sleep. Rin didn’t hold back and let him feel the pain that you had gone through explaining what happened that day with every single painful detail that slowly drives him insane.

You were gone.

“did you know she was so happy?”

“she was screaming for your name not knowing that I was the one who picked her to call up”

“she was looking for you brother…”

“she said she loves you”

“and I know you love her too.”

Sae laughed at his misery covering his swollen eyes with his arms. After your death, Itoshi Sae decides to take a small hiatus from playing soccer. The reason as to why? It doesn’t matter to him anymore.

Without you cheering by his side everything feels useless. Without you smiling down at him, everything seems dark. Without you calling out his name, everything sounds loud. Without you wiping his tears away he feels like he would drown.

He wanted to end it and quit it altogether. He does. But he knows that you would get angry if ever he would give up on his dreams just because of you. So for now, all he could do was pretend.

Pretend that it never hurt.

𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄❀

╰┈➤ ❝ [What flower represents you? ] ❞

IN WHICH—The famous prodigy named Itoshi Sae slowly falls in love with a girl who works as a florist

Part two..

Afab florist reader

(Fun fact: I had to learn flower language for this btw—)

||❀᪥𑁍❀᪥𑁍❀᪥𑁍❀᪥𑁍❀᪥𑁍᪥❀𑁍᪥𑁍||

It's a normal and sunny day. Itoshi Sae decided to why not add a little color to the place he was staying in. So he decided to ask his manager on what he should do.

"Well I suggest maybe you could buy some flowers? Although you will need to water it to make sure it doesn't wither..." He thought of what his manager had said. His manager meanwhile thought he disliked the idea so he was about to appologize until Sae's words had stunned him.

"Well maybe you're right..is there somewhere you recommend me to go?" He asked. His manager was still in the state of shock tho. "Uhm well theres one that almost everyone recommends since the service there is quite great...maybe you could go there?"

So now here he was, Infront of a flower shop. He didn't really expect to ever step foot into a flower shop but I guess now he did. The moment he entered, the aura was felt like a warm welcome along with the gardenia scent.

"Oh uh welcome! You can go look around a bit but if you have any questions you can ask me," He was met with a woman, it seemed like she was the owner of the store..and maybe he was right cause there was no one but her.

He took a look around and made a choice to ask her a very odd question. "Excuse me but would you mind telling me what flowers suit me?" He question. The woman looked at him and smirked. "Well let me have time to think..."

"you're known as itoshi sae..so from what I heard you're quite blunt and you're prideful. So I'd say an Amaryllis and Borage describes you. Besides that you're quite attractive so a hibiscus might suit you?" Your words struck him. It was as if time stopped for a moment.

"so is there anything else I could help with?" He was broken out of his trance from your words. "Yeah uh just choose some flowers for me and I'll just buy them," The woman smiled. "Is there a specific color you need?" He shook his head to indicate no.

As she was choosing the flowers he was mesmerized by her every movements and also her features. He noticed the woman had (e/c) enchanting eyes along with her (h/c) to match. "Soo what brings you here actually..? I mean I would never think a football prodigy would just come to a flower shop out of the blue,"

"My manager suggested I come to this store if I needed flower decorations," The woman rose a brow at him but gave him the bouquet of flowers anyway. "Oh? Well that's interesting," She giggled and gave him the bouquet of flowers she had chosen. "You don't have to pay by the way..consider it as a thank you for coming to my store?" Just as the woman was about to go back to what she was doing previous..Sae spoke out something and intrigued her.

"Hm I didn't get your name.." The woman grinned. "Why are you wondering..?" She tried to tease but it didn't fazed the man one bit. "You know mine..it's only fair for me to know yours am I not right?"

The female smiled at his response. "Y/n, Y/n L/n.." Sae just stood there trying to process the name in his head. "Alright thank you.." "No problem..I'll be looking forward to meet you again!"

Sae went out of the store and went into the car where his driver was waiting for him. Sae looked at the view at his window and silently mumbled something that only he could hear to himself, "Yeah there's no doubt you won't see me again.."

𝗕𝗢𝗡𝗨𝗦:

"Ooh nice choice of flowers you chose there sir!" His manager stated. Sae looked at him confused. "I didn't choose this, the florist did..why is it a good choice?"

The manager smiled at him. "Well each flower she chose has meanings to it.." "care to explain what you mean by that?"

"Well you see..it's called flower language,"

"the flowers she chose has a specific meaning to it..

Yellow roses means enthusiasm and friendship

Carnations means gratitude

And the last bouquet of flowers she had chose for you

Are orchids which symbolize love, strength, luxury and beauty

Does that make any sense?"

That moment Sae swore to himself that he will try to learn flower language..

How was it? I didn't double check it since uhm well I'm quite lazy. I might make a part 2 for this if necessary. This was made just to clear my mind of the request I had since..well I don't know how to start it since I have little knowledge about it (╥﹏╥) but like I said I will try to write it...if I can manage.

Hope you enjoy :D

Rewind.

Miya Osamu x Reader, angst.

Warnings: cheating, gn reader, timeskip spoilers, and cursing :)

(theres also foreshadowing of suna x reader but we’re gonna leave that for another time)

Wordcount: 1.3k

Read part one here! 

How are you supposed to feel when somebody leaves you? 

Sadness is given, anger is given, and regret…

Regret is circumstantial. 

Weeks after you left the life of Osamu Miya, he still sits in his apartment, rotting in regret. 

Why did I do it? Why didn’t I say no? Why didn’t I leave?

Would you still be here?

Continua a leggere

Accident - Part 1/2

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pairing: suna x f!reader

cw: light fluff, lots of angst, emergency situation

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“Hey boss, we’re out of a couple things we need for dinner rush and we don’t get our shipment until tomorrow. Do you want me to run down to the store?”

“Mm,” Osamu contemplated for a moment, slightly distracted by having this conversation while he was shaping some onigiri. “Would ya? If ya don’t mind, of course. I can ask Atsumu, too, since he’s already out but that fucker never answers his phone on time.”

You nodded, searching around for the keys to the company vehicle.

“Keys are over here.” Osamu said as he heard you rummaging through a drawer.

“Hm?” You hummed as you walked over to look. The keys weren’t anywhere around him.

“Where?”

“Front pocket of my apron,” he mumbled, fully concentrated on the rice in his hands. “Reach in and grab ‘em. Sorry, I don’t wanna get my hands dirty again.”

“It’s fine.” You laughed, reaching around him to get the keys from his pocket.

“I always knew you guys were screwing around behind my back.” A familiar voice piped up from behind you. You whipped your head around, only to be met with the teasing smile from your boyfriend.

“Oh, shut up, Rin.” You smiled, running over to give him a kiss. Suna kissed you back obnoxiously with a loud smack, smirking when he pulled away.

“You going somewhere? I can take you.” He said as he took the keys from your hand.

“Just going to get some stuff for the restaurant. Besides, didn’t you come here because you wanted to talk to ‘Samu about something? I’m not even off for another three hours.”

Suna nodded, crossing his arms. “Yeah, but I don’t mind taking you-”

You snatched the keys from his hand, standing on your toes to give him another quick kiss and squeezed his arm. “I’ll be quick, babe. I’m a big girl. I can do it.”

Suna sighed, giving your head a pat in return and reluctantly agreed. “Fine. Be safe. Call me if you need anything.”

“I’m just going down the road!” You called from the door, waving at both of them. “I’ll only be a few minutes! Bye!”

“Ah- okay, bye!” He called after you as you ran outside.

“What’d ya wanna talk about?” Osamu asked, still focusing on his task at hand.

“I wanted to show you something.” Suna sat down at Osamu’s work desk in the back of the restaurant, waiting for him to come over.

“Okay just a second- ah! Perfect. Okay.” Osamu stepped away from the counter and washed his hands, untying his apron to hang up and took a seat in front of Suna. “You got my attention. Let’s see.”

Suna reached into his pocket, Osamu raising his eyebrow before realizing what Suna was showing to him.

A diamond ring.

“No way!” Osamu jumped up, running around his desk to squeeze his best friend around the shoulders. “I’m so happy for ya! Man, she’s gonna be floored.” Suna looked at Osamu with a dopey, lovesick grin as he continued. “She loves ya so much, man. I really am so happy for you.”

“Think she’ll like it?” Suna asked, genuinely wondering if he’d picked out the right ring.

“She’ll love it.” Osamu looked closer, examining the diamond. “Thing must’ve cost ya a fortune.”

Suna shrugged. “It wasn’t too bad. A few months of saving up.” He smiled, looking away from Osamu. “I’ve gotten so soft. Was just gonna say something so cheesy but I’ll keep it to myself.”

Osamu gave his shoulder a smack. “You’ve always been cheesy. Just easier for people to see that side of ya now.” He smiled at Suna, leaning down to mumble in his ear. “Better not make ‘Tsumu your best man, though.”

Suna snorted, pushing Osamu away. “Don’t be stupid. My best man’s obviously going to be Aran.”

Osamu stared at him with his mouth wide open, unsure of how to respond.

“Of course I was gonna ask you to be my best man, dumbass.”

Osamu nodded, relief washing over him. “Alright good. Ya scared me-“

They were interrupted by loud sirens flying down the road outside the restaurant. First one, two, then three ambulances and a fire truck.

“Wonder what’s goin’ on out there.” Osamu said as he tried to look a bit further down the road from the window.

“Hello? What? Hey, slow down Atsumu. What happened?”

Osamu turned around, walking back over to Suna who’d just answered a phone call.

“I- what?”

His expression went from concern to absolute horror. He looked terrified. As if all of the blood in his face rushed away, he was completely white and his eyes wide. His breathing started to get faster and Osamu noticed right away.

“What happened? Is everything oka-“

Suna gave his phone to Osamu and ran out the door without a word.

“‘Tsumu? The hell did you say to him? Are you okay?”

Atsumu’s voice was shaky. “It’s.. Y/N. I was driving over and I saw the work car. It’s completely flipped on it’s side. I pulled over and ran over but they wouldn’t let me through. I was lookin’ for ya and thought it was you but it was her…”

Osamu felt his heart fall into his stomach. “I-“

“Where the fuck is she?” Osamu heard Suna talking to Atsumu in the background of the phone call.

“They won’t let ya over there, man. I tried but-“

“Atsumu. Just tell me where.” Suna’s voice was eerily calm.

“Over there. Behind the fire truck.”

“Hey, Atsumu? Should I come down there? I don’t want to crowd around but I can’t get out that quick. I gotta close up and then, shit, this is my fault. This is my fuckin’ fault, ‘Tsumu… Holy shit…” Osamu was pacing around the back as he heard a customer enter the restaurant. “We’re closed! Sorry. Emergency and have to close.”

The remaining customers left, giving Osamu a polite wave and walked out. Osamu darted to the door and locked it, also turning around the open sign.

“Okay, ‘Samu, calm down.” Atsumu spoke sternly as he walked away from the crowd. “I’ll be down there in a minute. Suna’s with her so there’s not much we can do over here. I’ll come sit with ya and figure this all out, okay? It’s not your fault. It’s the fault of the dickhead who was driving in the wrong lane and crashed head on into her.”

Osamu’s chest tightened and he crumbled to the floor. “Head on? Jesus Christ…”

“Breathe, ‘Samu. I’m coming, okay?”

“Yeah. Alright.” Osamu said as he pictured the absolute worst. He didn’t know what to do or how to react. Atsumu knew how Osamu’s mind spiralled and knew he needed to be there for his brother more than anything right now.

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“Y/N? Where is she?” Suna pushed past the first responders, one of them standing in his way.

“This is an active scene. We need everyone to stand back.”

“That’s my fucking girlfriend!” Suna shouted, trying to push past him with tears clouding his vision.

The firefighter looked to his colleague, the other giving a nod to let him through.

He stepped aside, giving Suna his first look at what was in front of him.

Hurts… so… bad.

Your vision was black and mind felt floaty. You couldn’t hear what was happening around you but everything felt… peaceful. Not right, but not wrong.

Crack.

“Clear.” The sounds of someone’s voice was just faint enough to hear.

“Shock delivered. Continue compressions.”

Crack. Crack. Crack.

“Clear.”

You felt a push. Just enough to take a small breath. It hurt. It was more painful than anything you’d ever felt in your entire life. Pressure. Your chest was on fire. Your abdomen felt like it was heaving in an effort to breathe, even if it was just the tiniest breath.

“We have a pulse. Get her in the ambulance and keep her stable.”

Who were they talking about?

“Pressure’s dropping.”

Darkness.

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“‘Samu? You in here?” Atsumu walked in through the back door of the restaurant.

Osamu stayed on the floor, clutching Suna’s cell phone and hadn’t moved since his phone call with Atsumu a few minutes prior.

“Where- oh.” Atsumu noticed Osamu on the floor. “She’s in an ambulance with Suna now. There’s nothin’ we can do but wait.”

“It’s my fault. Atsumu, it’s my fuckin’ fault.” Osamu’s eyes filled with tears and he rubbed his eyes in anger. “Suna… Suna’s gonna want me dead. I deserve it. I’m the reason this happened to her-”

“Would ya get a hold of yourself?” Atsumu crouched down to Osamu’s level, putting his hands on his shoulders. “She’s an adult. You didn’t force her to do anything. It was a shitty series of events but it’s not your fault. It’s only the fault of the person that hit her. Don’t blame yourself.” Atsumu sighed. “Suna wouldn’t blame ya, either.”

“Did she seem… okay? Do you think she’ll be okay?”

Atsumu looked away, shifting with discomfort. “Ah… I hope so…”

“Was she-“

“I’m not gonna lie, ‘Samu, it was bad. They pulled her out of the car with those big blades. Doin’ CPR on her. Looked like they were breakin’ her ribs, hell, I’m pretty sure I heard the cracks. Suna lost his shit. He got over there just as they were loadin’ her in the ambulance and he rode with ‘em.” Atsumu sighed, “Never seen him like that.”

“He’s gonna propose to her…”

“Huh?”

“He’s gonna propose to her, ‘Tsumu.” Osamu felt tears come to his eyes again, “he was literally showin’ me the huge diamond ring he bought for her and asked me to be his best man when you called. A day that shoulda been one of his best turned into… this.”

“Let’s go home, yeah?” Atsumu stood up, holding his hand out for his brother. “Come to my place and stay until we hear any news, alright?”

Osamu accepted Atsumu’s hand, helping him stand up. He was shaking.

“C’mon,” Atsumu said softly. He was doing his best to stay composed, to remain calm in this horrific time, especially for Osamu who so clearly blamed himself. It was getting harder, though. Atsumu had a soft spot for you.

The two of you shared lots of similarities, and your personalities always complimented each other. You made each other laugh and Atsumu loved that about you.

Atsumu was trying not to show it, but he was hurting just as much as Osamu knowing something had happened to you.

Even if Osamu had rejected his offer to come over, he would’ve forced it on him. Atsumu was the one who didn’t want to be alone.

He would never be able to get the image of your broken body out of his mind.

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“Wake up! Wake up. Wake up, fuck! Wake up!” You were brought back to semi-consciousness by the sounds of screaming and choked out sobs.

That voice.

“She’s stabilizing.”

The loud sirens filled your ears as you slowly came to. You were breathing on your own but it hurt, fuck, it hurt so bad.

“I’m right here, baby. Please…”

You felt a squeeze on your hand. The faintest, softest squeeze. Barely there, but you knew exactly who it was.

“Can she hear me?” Suna’s voice was desperate and loud as he looked to the paramedics for answers.

“It’s possible.”

Rintaro, I can hear you.

“Baby, please. You’re going to be okay, alright? I’m here and I won’t leave your side. Ever. I love you so fucking much.” Suna’s voice cracked as he choked out his words.

Rin, why are you crying? And why are you ignoring what I’m saying?

The words you were trying to tell him were not coming out. Your vision was black, and consciousness fading in and out. The pain you were in had numbed and you didn’t really feel anything anymore.

“Please, please, please fucking be okay, please.” Suna whispered as he squeezed your hand, pressing it against his cheek.

What do you mean be okay? I’m fine, Rin. What happened?

Suna’s quiet cries soon faded with your consciousness once again.

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The plot:

"I'm reading Solo Leveling for the plot."

The plot: