Help My Body Is Heavy And I Am Manually Breathing Fuckkkkk Me In The ASS I Am Zomked Out Of My Mind

Help my body is heavy and i am Manually Breathing fuckkkkk me in the ASS i am zomked out of my mind

I have an oc Im trying to develop so send me asks plsplspls

oc asks: not-so-nice edition

alone: How does your OC deal with loneliness? Have they ever been completely alone before? How do they act when there's no one around to see them?

betrayal: Has your OC ever been betrayed by someone they thought they could trust? Has your OC ever betrayed someone who trusted them?

bound: Has your OC ever been imprisoned or captured? What happened? How did they get out? Did the experience leave any scars?

break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?

desire: What's one thing your OC wants more than anything in the world? Are they open with that desire? Why or why not? What would they do to fulfill it?

failure: What's your OC's greatest failure? Have they been able to move past it? Does anyone else know about it?

fear: What is your OC's greatest fear? What do they do when confronted with it? Are they open with their fear, or do they hide it away?

future: What's the worst possible future for your OC? Are they taking steps to avoid that outcome? Are they even aware it's a possibility?

ghost: Who or what haunts your OC? What happened? How do they live with their ghosts?

guilt: What is your OC guilty about? How do they handle their guilt? Do they try to avoid guilt, or do they accept it?

hate: What does your OC hate? Why? How do they act towards the object of their hatred?

heartbreak: Have they ever had a relationship that ended badly? Experienced some other kind of heartbreak? What happened?

hide: What does your OC hide? Why do they hide it?

hunt: Who or what is your OC hunted by? A person, a feeling, a past mistake? Is your OC able to let their guard down, or are they constantly alert?

mask: Does your OC wear a mask, literally or figuratively? What goes on beneath it? Is there anyone in their life who gets to see who they are under the mask?

midnight: What keeps your OC up at night? Do they have nightmares? Fears? Anxieties? What do they do in the small hours of the morning when they should be sleeping?

mistake: What's the worst mistake your OC ever made? What led to them making it? Have they been able to fix it? How have they moved on?

monster: Is your OC monstrous in any way? Is there something that makes them monstrous? Are they aware of their own monstrosity? Do they accept it or reject it?

nightmare: What does your OC have nightmares about? How do they deal with their nightmares? Do they tell people, or keep it to themself?

pain: What's the worst pain your OC has ever felt? Do they have a high pain tolerance?

secret: What's one secret your OC never wants anyone to know about them?

skin: How comfortable is your OC in their skin? Do they grapple with anything that lives inside them—a beast, a curse, a failure, a monster? How do they face the smallest, weakest, most horrible version of themself? Are they able to acknowledge it at all?

torture: Has your OC ever been tortured? Would your OC ever torture someone else?

wound: How does your OC handle being wounded? Are their wounds mostly physical? Mental? Emotional? What's the worst wound your OC has ever experienced?

How that high treating you??? B))

Im at a weird spot with this one were its. aceoss between exsitensionlism (i know i butchered that word), giggling at everything, super melting mess and over emotional at every thing for various reasons, and being hyper aware of what being high is actually like and Im being thrown around between the four extremes like Im the ball in a game of four way ping pong

Im also hallucinating to high hell. Yknow those vidoes wthat show you and theyre all super weird and shit like transitions into each other woth no really rhyme or reason anyways my ppint is yeah thats all very accurate for anoen taht hasnt gotten high before also theres new shit thrown in too so watch out for that

And time dialation is a bitch too. Oh i know that was only two maybe three minutes at most but noooooo its actual felt more like 4 or 5 hours so help me gods augh Im feeling awful therer are spurals in ever square inch of my vision right now

And short term memory is also shit and combine that with being mentally ill in general and a systems and that all just SKYROCKETS oh fuck the keys on my phone screen are melting what the fuck anyways yeah y0u gotta keep looking back at shit and writing it down helps immensely with remembering shit and I know for a fact that Im ramblign at this point but what can I do

I feel liek an ao3 writer that just remembered they need to update that really popular fic that they were sad about not updating but the. remembering OH SH8T IM THE WRITER OF THAT FIC WHOOPS and anywyas yeah somebody send help all my words are coming out like sludge Im smelling colours which is a normal thing for us actuallt cause we have synthesia or howevwr the fuck you spell it but you get my point

Im also liek being super honest and telling yall shit in hypwrspecific detail thinsg that I wouodnt nornally prolly tell yall and oh fuck there are flowers in the corner of my vision now what the hellllllllll and anyways just send me asks n shit HOW WAS THAT ONLY 5 MINUTES I THOUGH I WAS TYPING FOR THREE HOURS /SRS OH GODS FUCK

Im being pingponged really quickly atp but yeah send me asks and shit and Ill probably cringe at myself later but thats not a problem for me right noe lmaoooooo

Im gonna end up doing some really embarrassing shit that im gonna laugh at my self later for doing like ha ha why woidl you do that except its completely serious

Can everyone like report this ad if they see it because ew wtf

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