Placebo Sneak Peek? Dying For Jimin

placebo sneak peek? Dying for jimin

*subject to change bc im the most indecisive person ever*

Pulling you into the hallway, he scanned your face. Hoping to find the words to begin to explain himself. Instead he got lost in your eyes. Your pretty, fucking gorgeous eyes that transfixed him like hypnosis. Eyes that said so much so loud, and yet he was dying to hear them.

He couldn’t think straight.

So he kissed you.

Lips gliding against yours drawn like magnets. The sweet taste of your supple lips giving him indescribable comfort. Because frankly he was emotional. He was a mess and he was falling apart. He hurt you, and he was so aware of it it was killing him inside. He wanted to make you hate him. Wanted to be everything you assumed he was but when you got too close he couldn’t help but want to fix everything.

You would forgive him. And he wanted to be mad about it, but truly he was relieved. He didn’t want to disappoint you—but why?

You kissed him back, surprisingly. His hands cupped your face strongly, forehead tilted against yours—your back to the wall. He kissed you long and hard. Like your touch was all he needed to survive.

Maybe it was.

I’m so fucking sorry. Is what he would have liked to say. The whole room seemed to be spinning, but all Jimin could see was you. The conflicted look in your eyes as though there were a million tiny thoughts in your head, all at once and all he wanted was to get inside. To figure you out. Every part of him wanted to hold you. To assure you that he would never hurt you, but truthfully he wasn’t sure he believed it himself.

“You disgust me”

What?

Jimin stared at you, stunned. Your words were sharp. Like needles piercing into his veins.

“Let go of me, I’m done”

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