Instead Pretend Things Are Going As Planned. Nothing To Worry About If Everything Is Going To Plan.

Instead pretend things are going as planned. Nothing to worry about if everything is going to plan.

People are different, my emotions are just thoughts, people are different, I’m on vacation, I don’t live here. People’s stress are theirs and theirs alone. I don’t need to raise my awareness and vigilance just because people argue and disagree. People do what they want and I do the same. So I choose not to be upset for anyone’s stressors. Trust and believe I have enough for myself and then some.

Update: finished the audiobook and the movie is way more entertaining. It also gave a better ending bc the kids just finally escaped out a window I think, and regret not stealing and running away sooner. The movie has them fucking kill their greedy selfish mom. The book ends with them taking evidence of poisoning with them and it alludes to revenge getting to the villains eventually.

Status update: currently listening to flowers in the attic. Incest is the over all theme but the brother and sister fucked. The brother intentionally r-ed the sister but the sister wanted it too. They were 15 and 18 but have been kissing for like a year

The movie saved a lot of the gross shit

Forty minutes till four hours left. I think of all the people I could consider “doing me dirty.” I think of the people on tv and boom who have such strong egos that would cuss, scream, and abandon those we have done such similar things to me. I don’t consider myself a door mat. I don’t think of myself a push over kind of person. I think of myself as kind, considerate, patient, and unique. That’s my ego, I’m happy to appreciate my uniqueness. I maybe not the most gentle to some in my life. But I have the tough love that encourages initiative and listening to their own judgment. I’ve had people in my life that have bruised my feelings with such things and I reluctantly thank them. I shan’t feel sorry for being that rough, but safe fall for others.

alright folks, who's your weird regular? we have "snake guy" who always has a snake crawling on his arm (i've posted pics of it on here before)